Well, Good morning on this last day of 2007.
I have been Blessed this year and have learned new things. Now, this year I have the challenge to act on the Blessings and newly found ways and thoughts.
I have let myself go physically. Gained a tremendous amount of weight and gotten myself in a unhealthy pattern - sedentary and lazy.
It is my goal and pledge to get myself up and out and walk - also to eat responsibly and sparingly. I know what to do, I simply have not been doing it - for a long time.
It's the getting the first step made - that is the step I am going to make with much celebration ! I am tired of doing the same things expecting different results. It's much like a dag chasing its own tail, no?
I am eager to begin 2008. I will be 58 Feb. 2, 2008 and look forward with happiness to the year ahead.
It is my mission to improve in these areas:
being more loving to all
better at prayer and meditation
helping the hungry, homeless and battered
becoming more Spiritual
spend less
eat less
exercise more
more Grateful
more Thankful
sharing my happiness with others
changing my thought process
saying nothing negative
judging no one
Happy New Year everyone
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive
to be free of drinking and smoking
to live in America where I'm not persecuted for my religious beliefs and practices
Thank YOU
About Me
- peanut
- Houston, Texas, United States
- I am a native Houstonian. I have never lived elsewhere. I have had the opportunity to travel over the years. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have one cat who is indoor only.I love coffee very hot, popcorn, sweets, the sound of hummingbirds in flight, the songs of Mockingbirds, chirp of the Cardinals,butterflies, puppy breath, horse breath, the feel and sound of a cat purring (especially mine).
Monday, December 31, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
life safari #170
Good Morning, Happy Saturday !!
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be off work today-with the weeks... start again, stop again (with holidays), I find it difficult to remember what day it is
I can savor my memories of 2007 for a day or two longer
to be delighted to enter the year 2008
for all the Blessings and Grace I have been given
to grow older with Precious. We are both slowing down a bit
the possibility of getting an A.M. shift again in the near future-somthing more "normal" and the opportunity to be available for Church service work on the Events Team
that Barbara is still holding her own with her infection. The Antibiotics have worked thus far
for my friends and loved ones with whom I look forward to being with in the year ahead
for RCIA starting again this Thursday evening. I've missed everyone and the lessons
for the cold, damp day - why not?
I will be 58 early this new year. 58 is the new 38 !! SWEET
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be off work today-with the weeks... start again, stop again (with holidays), I find it difficult to remember what day it is
I can savor my memories of 2007 for a day or two longer
to be delighted to enter the year 2008
for all the Blessings and Grace I have been given
to grow older with Precious. We are both slowing down a bit
the possibility of getting an A.M. shift again in the near future-somthing more "normal" and the opportunity to be available for Church service work on the Events Team
that Barbara is still holding her own with her infection. The Antibiotics have worked thus far
for my friends and loved ones with whom I look forward to being with in the year ahead
for RCIA starting again this Thursday evening. I've missed everyone and the lessons
for the cold, damp day - why not?
I will be 58 early this new year. 58 is the new 38 !! SWEET
God's Grace
thank YOU
Thursday, December 27, 2007
life safari #169
Is it 2008 yet ?????
What happened. Time flew and now it's standing still.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
that the cold weather feels soooooo good
that I got my car fixed this morning. Had a generator light on - nothing major
that tomorrow is Friday
that the holidays will be over for a while soon
these broken work weeks are getting tiring
for Precious
that I know better than to tease any animal
God's Grace
What happened. Time flew and now it's standing still.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
that the cold weather feels soooooo good
that I got my car fixed this morning. Had a generator light on - nothing major
that tomorrow is Friday
that the holidays will be over for a while soon
these broken work weeks are getting tiring
for Precious
that I know better than to tease any animal
God's Grace
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
life safari #167
Well, good day for the ducks !
I am staying in my end of town today. It's supposed to get very cold in a couple of hours.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have lovely Christmas memories this morning
I'm not having to beg for alms today
I'm not in a hospital today
I'm not living on the street today
I'm not having to ride a bus to get around today
my family is not all deceased today
New Years Eve has not been a "big deal" to me for years now. I'm usually fast asleep before the ball drops in NYC
my family's business is closed from Christmas Eve until January 2nd - enjoy your time off !
for the gift of Miss Beulah's Pieta statue replica - Thank you John and Janice !
fond memories of Christmas' past (when we were ALL here)
Precious and her cat company
God's Grace
I am staying in my end of town today. It's supposed to get very cold in a couple of hours.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have lovely Christmas memories this morning
I'm not having to beg for alms today
I'm not in a hospital today
I'm not living on the street today
I'm not having to ride a bus to get around today
my family is not all deceased today
New Years Eve has not been a "big deal" to me for years now. I'm usually fast asleep before the ball drops in NYC
my family's business is closed from Christmas Eve until January 2nd - enjoy your time off !
for the gift of Miss Beulah's Pieta statue replica - Thank you John and Janice !
fond memories of Christmas' past (when we were ALL here)
Precious and her cat company
God's Grace
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
life safari #166
What a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day !!
Good company, good food, good music, goodwill and good weather.
Started Christmas Eve working. Ended with awesome music at Church and Midnight Mass.
Visited with a friend in the hospital late morning. Met a couple of her friends who came to visit also. Talked a bit regarding different topics, rearranged some of her presents so she could view them and had a nice time.
Went by the Lambda Center and got a cup of coffee, cookie and kissed a few frinds and made merry.
Went to have dessert at my sister's. My Nephew and Niece were there with their 4 childeren.
Had a wonderful time watching the kids do their "thing", talked and laughed and kicked back.
The kids all liked their stuffed Zoo Animals that I got them. Each different, all cute as can be. I scored on that Christmas ! I included a photo of the real animal with each stuffed animal.
Julia got the Maned Wolf
Hunter got the Meerkat
Lucy go the Snowy Owl
Ella got the Okapi Giraffe
Lucy wanted Julia's Maned Wolf but that was the only mis-fire we had and that got settled quickly because Lucy is Julia's "little sister" Big sisters know how to diffuse such situations. Julia put the Maned Wolf down the front of her blouse and ran away from Lucy until Lucy got over it.
What a fun and Blessed Christmas I had this year.
My sister and Brother-in-law gave me Miss Beulah's statue of the Pieta that she bought in Rome some years ago. I was and am very touched to have it. As my sister said, none of Beulah's kids are Catholic anymore and she would want you to have it. What a thoughtful gift from two lovely, caring and sentimental people. I will treasure it always.
Merry Christmas !!!!!
Good company, good food, good music, goodwill and good weather.
Started Christmas Eve working. Ended with awesome music at Church and Midnight Mass.
Visited with a friend in the hospital late morning. Met a couple of her friends who came to visit also. Talked a bit regarding different topics, rearranged some of her presents so she could view them and had a nice time.
Went by the Lambda Center and got a cup of coffee, cookie and kissed a few frinds and made merry.
Went to have dessert at my sister's. My Nephew and Niece were there with their 4 childeren.
Had a wonderful time watching the kids do their "thing", talked and laughed and kicked back.
The kids all liked their stuffed Zoo Animals that I got them. Each different, all cute as can be. I scored on that Christmas ! I included a photo of the real animal with each stuffed animal.
Julia got the Maned Wolf
Hunter got the Meerkat
Lucy go the Snowy Owl
Ella got the Okapi Giraffe
Lucy wanted Julia's Maned Wolf but that was the only mis-fire we had and that got settled quickly because Lucy is Julia's "little sister" Big sisters know how to diffuse such situations. Julia put the Maned Wolf down the front of her blouse and ran away from Lucy until Lucy got over it.
What a fun and Blessed Christmas I had this year.
My sister and Brother-in-law gave me Miss Beulah's statue of the Pieta that she bought in Rome some years ago. I was and am very touched to have it. As my sister said, none of Beulah's kids are Catholic anymore and she would want you to have it. What a thoughtful gift from two lovely, caring and sentimental people. I will treasure it always.
Merry Christmas !!!!!
Monday, December 24, 2007
life safari #165
Well, Happy Christmas Eve !
Worked from 7:00 am until 3:00 pm, made $ 0.00 money. Had 18 tickets from those entering the building who were visitors, and, had no other activity. A very exciting day (yawn).
The weather pleases me. I hoped for cold weather the two days and nights.
It will be a long night tonight. I am going to hear the music concert at 11:00 pm tonight at church and then attend Midnight Mass.
Tomorrow, will go to 9:00 am Mass then to St. Joseph's Hosp. to visit a friend there for a while.
Then, I'm going by my sister's for pie and coffee and a nice visit at 3:15 pm. What a lovely evening and Christmas Day I have lined up !
Wishing all of you a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day - MERRY CHRISTMAS, I love you.
Welcome home Hayden !!
I am Grateful to be me, kathryn marie frazer today
I have an awesome life, awesome friends and loved ones, a truly Blessed life, indeed. All because of...
You, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and, yes, YOU too !!!
Worked from 7:00 am until 3:00 pm, made $ 0.00 money. Had 18 tickets from those entering the building who were visitors, and, had no other activity. A very exciting day (yawn).
The weather pleases me. I hoped for cold weather the two days and nights.
It will be a long night tonight. I am going to hear the music concert at 11:00 pm tonight at church and then attend Midnight Mass.
Tomorrow, will go to 9:00 am Mass then to St. Joseph's Hosp. to visit a friend there for a while.
Then, I'm going by my sister's for pie and coffee and a nice visit at 3:15 pm. What a lovely evening and Christmas Day I have lined up !
Wishing all of you a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day - MERRY CHRISTMAS, I love you.
Welcome home Hayden !!
I am Grateful to be me, kathryn marie frazer today
I have an awesome life, awesome friends and loved ones, a truly Blessed life, indeed. All because of...
You, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and, yes, YOU too !!!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
life safari #164
I am happy that it is raining today. It suits me with this cold I have.
It is going to get very cold on Christmas Eve I hear.
I like it !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for life. a friend of my bosses was just killed in Iraq
I just wish we could all get along
no fighting, no shooting, no bombs, no hatred, NO WARS
that I can pray. You can pray. WE CAN PRAY
I believe our prayers have power and WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD
God's Grace
Let there be Peace on Earth in our lifetime
It is going to get very cold on Christmas Eve I hear.
I like it !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for life. a friend of my bosses was just killed in Iraq
I just wish we could all get along
no fighting, no shooting, no bombs, no hatred, NO WARS
that I can pray. You can pray. WE CAN PRAY
I believe our prayers have power and WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD
God's Grace
Let there be Peace on Earth in our lifetime
Friday, December 21, 2007
life safari #163
What a gorgeous day. Too bad I had to work !
I am however, happy to have a job. The pay is not as good sitting here at the house.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be employable today
to be sober, clean and smoke -free
to live comfortably
to not have many needs and few wants
the means to cover my needs
the company of wonderful people and pets
the discovery of J. Vernon McGee's writings
new friends
old friends
family
Saint Anne's and all that comes with Her
God's Gift of the Holy Spirit
thank YOU
I am however, happy to have a job. The pay is not as good sitting here at the house.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be employable today
to be sober, clean and smoke -free
to live comfortably
to not have many needs and few wants
the means to cover my needs
the company of wonderful people and pets
the discovery of J. Vernon McGee's writings
new friends
old friends
family
Saint Anne's and all that comes with Her
God's Gift of the Holy Spirit
thank YOU
Thursday, December 20, 2007
life safari #162
Well, what a pleasant day off today.
Went to a weekly Mass-much different than a Sunday Mass (much shorter too)
Visited a friend in the hospital, redeemed my Honey Baked Ham certificate that one of my customers gave me. These people at W_______m go all out ! Very generous and very nice folks ! Thank you Chris and Sheryl and all the rest of you whom I do not know.
Another customer Blessed me with a certificate - I bought some of my favorite things with it. Again, one of my customers who is just a dear man and his lovely wife. Thank you all and Merry Christmas to you and your families !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am sober, clean and smoke-free
the means to get to see my friend in the hospital. She is healing and no major proceedure has been needed - Bless God !
to be home early and to have enjoyed a wonderful dinner
Christmas is almost here now
To be able to be with Frank this Saturday evening for our regular meeting
for new friends and the warmth and care which they bring into my life
for the legacy of J. Vernon McGee-I got his series of books on the Bible. Finally got some information that is easy to read and that speaks to me in a real and easy way
God's Grace
thank YOU
Went to a weekly Mass-much different than a Sunday Mass (much shorter too)
Visited a friend in the hospital, redeemed my Honey Baked Ham certificate that one of my customers gave me. These people at W_______m go all out ! Very generous and very nice folks ! Thank you Chris and Sheryl and all the rest of you whom I do not know.
Another customer Blessed me with a certificate - I bought some of my favorite things with it. Again, one of my customers who is just a dear man and his lovely wife. Thank you all and Merry Christmas to you and your families !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am sober, clean and smoke-free
the means to get to see my friend in the hospital. She is healing and no major proceedure has been needed - Bless God !
to be home early and to have enjoyed a wonderful dinner
Christmas is almost here now
To be able to be with Frank this Saturday evening for our regular meeting
for new friends and the warmth and care which they bring into my life
for the legacy of J. Vernon McGee-I got his series of books on the Bible. Finally got some information that is easy to read and that speaks to me in a real and easy way
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
life safari #161
Tuesday, got through another Monday - the week marches on.
Meeting a friend from RCIA for a lunch before work.
I hope the cold weather doesn't go too far away because, I'm hoping for cold on Christmas.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have another day of sobriety, clean from illicit drugs and I'm smoke-free
I've calmed down the sweet attacks (icecream) also
I'm trying to eat at least one good meal a day
my customers have kept me in the hearts this Christmas
I heard from an old friend. We vowed to keep in touch more last year but it didn't happen
to live with an awesome Cat Spirit
God's Grace
Meeting a friend from RCIA for a lunch before work.
I hope the cold weather doesn't go too far away because, I'm hoping for cold on Christmas.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have another day of sobriety, clean from illicit drugs and I'm smoke-free
I've calmed down the sweet attacks (icecream) also
I'm trying to eat at least one good meal a day
my customers have kept me in the hearts this Christmas
I heard from an old friend. We vowed to keep in touch more last year but it didn't happen
to live with an awesome Cat Spirit
God's Grace
Sunday, December 16, 2007
life safari #160
What a wonderful Saturday after Frank and I got out of town.
Houston was really socked in weather-wise for our trip to Chappell Hill.
It wasn't too far west and we got out of the bad weather and into beautiful sunshine and hills.
Went to have Christmas with Hawk and Dell and to Round Top for a concert.
Had a great lunch at Purcell's in Brenham (their fried catfish is the BEST), met Rachel the new puppy and played with she and Joyce.
Had a fun window shopping trip in down the road from the concert. The day and evening were relaxing and full of fun.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
we got out of town for awhile
Frank and I had a good talk on the trip up
Good food, Good weather, Good music, Good company - Sweet !!
have spent the day at home. Cracked pecans and roasted them for Frank
watched the movie Jesus of Nazareth
ate some good tomato/basil soup
checked out my friend's blogs
watching television and...
spending my evening in meditation and prayer
Precious
God's Grace
Houston was really socked in weather-wise for our trip to Chappell Hill.
It wasn't too far west and we got out of the bad weather and into beautiful sunshine and hills.
Went to have Christmas with Hawk and Dell and to Round Top for a concert.
Had a great lunch at Purcell's in Brenham (their fried catfish is the BEST), met Rachel the new puppy and played with she and Joyce.
Had a fun window shopping trip in down the road from the concert. The day and evening were relaxing and full of fun.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
we got out of town for awhile
Frank and I had a good talk on the trip up
Good food, Good weather, Good music, Good company - Sweet !!
have spent the day at home. Cracked pecans and roasted them for Frank
watched the movie Jesus of Nazareth
ate some good tomato/basil soup
checked out my friend's blogs
watching television and...
spending my evening in meditation and prayer
Precious
God's Grace
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
life safari #159
Oh what lovely, colder weather !!
I was greeted out of sleep this morning by rain - it was a lovely sound and caused tremendous peacefulness to come over me. I had a wonderful day today and hope everyone elses day was as joyful.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the colder temperatures
that it is supposed to get colder
tomorrow is Thursday and RCIA
for all the supportive people and activities I have in my life
I have a truly Blessed life !
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
that I will climb into bed and snuggle under the covers in a few minutes
for Precious. She is a little ray of sunshine and moon-glow in my world. And, a Tiger I get to pet
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
I stayed in an attitude of Thankfulness and Humility today
Sweet !!
I was greeted out of sleep this morning by rain - it was a lovely sound and caused tremendous peacefulness to come over me. I had a wonderful day today and hope everyone elses day was as joyful.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the colder temperatures
that it is supposed to get colder
tomorrow is Thursday and RCIA
for all the supportive people and activities I have in my life
I have a truly Blessed life !
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
that I will climb into bed and snuggle under the covers in a few minutes
for Precious. She is a little ray of sunshine and moon-glow in my world. And, a Tiger I get to pet
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
I stayed in an attitude of Thankfulness and Humility today
Sweet !!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
life safari #158
Tuesday. Still warm out and looks like rain again today.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I am forgiven
God's Grace
the gift of faith that I have today
the humbleness to ask for greater faith
to be grateful for the gifts of comforts and sustainability currently
the presence to pray for others
to ask for God's Will
the want for the desire and strength to carry His will out no matter what it is
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I am forgiven
God's Grace
the gift of faith that I have today
the humbleness to ask for greater faith
to be grateful for the gifts of comforts and sustainability currently
the presence to pray for others
to ask for God's Will
the want for the desire and strength to carry His will out no matter what it is
thank YOU
Saturday, December 8, 2007
life safari #157
Happy Saturday !
Sorry I didn't see you this morning dAAve, this morning we had only one Mass time and it was at 9:30. Also, it is a Holy Day of Obligation. I'll see you soon.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I went to visit a friend in the hospital after church this morning
it's the weekend !!
this next week and weekend I am going to be slammed with activities
It's all Christmas and food activities (cool)
to be sober, clean and smoke-free still
I'm looking forward to a relaxing evening in front of the tv
Precious is here with me and fills me with much joy
this wonderful coffee and honey and milk
the great Wholefoods ciabatta bread I just heated up with butter and soup
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
thank YOU
Sorry I didn't see you this morning dAAve, this morning we had only one Mass time and it was at 9:30. Also, it is a Holy Day of Obligation. I'll see you soon.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I went to visit a friend in the hospital after church this morning
it's the weekend !!
this next week and weekend I am going to be slammed with activities
It's all Christmas and food activities (cool)
to be sober, clean and smoke-free still
I'm looking forward to a relaxing evening in front of the tv
Precious is here with me and fills me with much joy
this wonderful coffee and honey and milk
the great Wholefoods ciabatta bread I just heated up with butter and soup
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
thank YOU
Friday, December 7, 2007
life safari #156
Good morning. Had a very hard time going to bed last night.
I have so much going on in my head - good memories, bad memories.
I think I am in a rut right now.
I need to get up early in the morning, go to the 8:30 am meeting then to visit a friend in St. Joseph's Hosp. That sounds like a sound plan. That's what I will do whether I do anything else tomorrow !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a solid plan for tomorrow
the knowledge that I must do something different to get out of my rut and depression
this time of year is hard for me but I don't have to drink or smoke over it
I must also not EAT over it as well !
God's Grace
Precious and her little sweet Catsonality - she's sooooo the Bomb to live with and share life with !
Thank YOU
I have so much going on in my head - good memories, bad memories.
I think I am in a rut right now.
I need to get up early in the morning, go to the 8:30 am meeting then to visit a friend in St. Joseph's Hosp. That sounds like a sound plan. That's what I will do whether I do anything else tomorrow !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a solid plan for tomorrow
the knowledge that I must do something different to get out of my rut and depression
this time of year is hard for me but I don't have to drink or smoke over it
I must also not EAT over it as well !
God's Grace
Precious and her little sweet Catsonality - she's sooooo the Bomb to live with and share life with !
Thank YOU
life safari #155
Wow, what a learning experience tonight at Catechism class !
If tears mean "healing", I'm REALLY healing.
It was spelled out very simply (and sweetly I must add) that my conception was wrong. It was an "AHAW moment." Perhaps now I can alter some behaviors that have had me pinned down (emotionally) tightly.
Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I rented and watched Rein Over Me last night and got pretty depressed because I related to the emotional devastation caused by death of loved ones
I also learned tonight that I am trying to "save" myself - I have very harsh/strict standards
It is not my job. I can not even do that job. That is God's Work. Actually, that work was done centuries ago at Calvary
As a friend stated: Surely a drop of blood was shed for you, K
thank you E
My heart goes out for one of our Team Leaders of the class - Barbara, I love you and will come to see you very soon.
Get Well
God's Grace
God's Saving Grace
If tears mean "healing", I'm REALLY healing.
It was spelled out very simply (and sweetly I must add) that my conception was wrong. It was an "AHAW moment." Perhaps now I can alter some behaviors that have had me pinned down (emotionally) tightly.
Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I rented and watched Rein Over Me last night and got pretty depressed because I related to the emotional devastation caused by death of loved ones
I also learned tonight that I am trying to "save" myself - I have very harsh/strict standards
It is not my job. I can not even do that job. That is God's Work. Actually, that work was done centuries ago at Calvary
As a friend stated: Surely a drop of blood was shed for you, K
thank you E
My heart goes out for one of our Team Leaders of the class - Barbara, I love you and will come to see you very soon.
Get Well
God's Grace
God's Saving Grace
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
life safari #154
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that Scott and Pat are doing better now
for the fact that I can relax and not rush around town - I am able today to give myself permission to not do some things
for this fantastic weather lately (here)
that, although I grow weary of showering every day, I must go on and do it again today
I get more awake during my shower
the warm/hot water feels very good
I guess what I really grow weary of the the drying off-I think it is a habit worth repeating however, I don't like to have on wet clothes
God's Grace
tomorrow is Thursday - I'm sleepy !!!!!
that Scott and Pat are doing better now
for the fact that I can relax and not rush around town - I am able today to give myself permission to not do some things
for this fantastic weather lately (here)
that, although I grow weary of showering every day, I must go on and do it again today
I get more awake during my shower
the warm/hot water feels very good
I guess what I really grow weary of the the drying off-I think it is a habit worth repeating however, I don't like to have on wet clothes
God's Grace
tomorrow is Thursday - I'm sleepy !!!!!
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
life safari #152
Oh my, what a fast three days it has been ! The time seems as though it has just evaporated.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to have peace and no chaos again
for this cold snap we've had the past few days - MORE !!!!
that after a couple of days of ragging on my co-worker Ruth, I realized what my problem was and corrected it. Living and verbal amends - I had a much better, more joyous day today
God's Grace
Get behind thee, Satan !!! And, stay there !!!
Prayer and Meditation
not having to get up early the past two mornings, sleeping in, getting my prayer and meditations done and having to rush on to work - something different for a change
it's an early morning in the morning
that I will get to the noon meeting tomorrow
that after tomorrow, I'm off on Thursday
RCIA is Thursday
to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to have peace and no chaos again
for this cold snap we've had the past few days - MORE !!!!
that after a couple of days of ragging on my co-worker Ruth, I realized what my problem was and corrected it. Living and verbal amends - I had a much better, more joyous day today
God's Grace
Get behind thee, Satan !!! And, stay there !!!
Prayer and Meditation
not having to get up early the past two mornings, sleeping in, getting my prayer and meditations done and having to rush on to work - something different for a change
it's an early morning in the morning
that I will get to the noon meeting tomorrow
that after tomorrow, I'm off on Thursday
RCIA is Thursday
to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
thank YOU
Saturday, December 1, 2007
life safari #150
Poor Scott ! Having Cabin Fever.
I'm just Grateful and Thankful that you are alive and (pretty) well !!!
I'm Grateful for some other things as well:
to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
to have had a wonderful dinner and visit with Frank this evening
for Precious - I get to live with a miniature Big Cat - how awesome is that?!
for having the means to contribute to some who a) supply the Priest's Vestments
b) buy the linens & other items for Mass
c) have less food and Christmas than I
for the wonderful life I lead today
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
that tomorrow is Sunday !! My favorite day of the week (Thursday is up there right behind it)
Thank YOU
I'm just Grateful and Thankful that you are alive and (pretty) well !!!
I'm Grateful for some other things as well:
to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
to have had a wonderful dinner and visit with Frank this evening
for Precious - I get to live with a miniature Big Cat - how awesome is that?!
for having the means to contribute to some who a) supply the Priest's Vestments
b) buy the linens & other items for Mass
c) have less food and Christmas than I
for the wonderful life I lead today
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
that tomorrow is Sunday !! My favorite day of the week (Thursday is up there right behind it)
Thank YOU
Friday, November 30, 2007
life safari #149
Hello - happy Friday !!
I was in a great place all day until I walked into my "box" at work.
I got a bit irritated with my co-worker and revisited some behavior that I hoped had been annihilated a bit ago. Well, it can still rear it's ugly head !
I have a date with the house tomorrow. I will do some cleaning - the kitchen and both bathrooms.
Tomorrow, church and rest.
I feel burned out right now. I don't like this feeling and I do not intend to stay here for any length of time.
December 1st tomorrow. The beginning of Advent.
I am Grateful and Thankful but I think I'll just leave it at that. Good Night all.
I was in a great place all day until I walked into my "box" at work.
I got a bit irritated with my co-worker and revisited some behavior that I hoped had been annihilated a bit ago. Well, it can still rear it's ugly head !
I have a date with the house tomorrow. I will do some cleaning - the kitchen and both bathrooms.
Tomorrow, church and rest.
I feel burned out right now. I don't like this feeling and I do not intend to stay here for any length of time.
December 1st tomorrow. The beginning of Advent.
I am Grateful and Thankful but I think I'll just leave it at that. Good Night all.
Thursday, November 29, 2007
life safari #146
What a beautiful Fall day !!
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that my sister Janice is in my thoughts and heart - today is our late Father's birthday - it is still very painful for my Sister. I am with you in Spirit, Janice. I love you
that Lee is out doing things to improve his life and situation today. Good luck, Lee. Keep your cool, Baby !!
that I am able to share my experience, strength and hope with someone I care about - Lee
I also get to share my gift of Faith and the Miracles that I have been Blessed with
for choral music (hymns)
for instrumentals also
for cell phones and computers
for the amazing book of Daniel - lived after being thrown into a "White Fire" and "Lion's Den"
I pray that I may have that kind of Faith in My God !!
Lord Have Mercy
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that my sister Janice is in my thoughts and heart - today is our late Father's birthday - it is still very painful for my Sister. I am with you in Spirit, Janice. I love you
that Lee is out doing things to improve his life and situation today. Good luck, Lee. Keep your cool, Baby !!
that I am able to share my experience, strength and hope with someone I care about - Lee
I also get to share my gift of Faith and the Miracles that I have been Blessed with
for choral music (hymns)
for instrumentals also
for cell phones and computers
for the amazing book of Daniel - lived after being thrown into a "White Fire" and "Lion's Den"
I pray that I may have that kind of Faith in My God !!
Lord Have Mercy
thank YOU
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Life safari #145
Today, Scott has surgery - God Speed, Scott !!!
Many who love you have you in their prayers, me too.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for God in my life
for the Grace of God
for Precious
for friends and family
I am a rich woman today !
Many who love you have you in their prayers, me too.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for God in my life
for the Grace of God
for Precious
for friends and family
I am a rich woman today !
Monday, November 26, 2007
life safari #144
What a glorious morning ! After the rain all weekend, this is made to order.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
that little girl, Rebecca, at Church yesterday was so sweet, innocent, friendly and happy - she made me feel like a Queen. Never laid eyes on her before but I hope that I'll see her again and can watch her grow - what a vivacious and loving little Spirit !
that this child made my day very Special - she showered me with attention and love
God saw fit to allow me to interact with her in a loving way, caring and gentle
I want to be like a child too - innocent, unjaded and my instincts not beaten down
I WILL be like that again. I am working hard to grow TOWARD that aim every day
Bless God !!
Precious in my life
Lee in my life
Lee's growth and 4 months in AA. He also partook in the Roundup and had some fun !!
God's Grace and Salvation
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
that little girl, Rebecca, at Church yesterday was so sweet, innocent, friendly and happy - she made me feel like a Queen. Never laid eyes on her before but I hope that I'll see her again and can watch her grow - what a vivacious and loving little Spirit !
that this child made my day very Special - she showered me with attention and love
God saw fit to allow me to interact with her in a loving way, caring and gentle
I want to be like a child too - innocent, unjaded and my instincts not beaten down
I WILL be like that again. I am working hard to grow TOWARD that aim every day
Bless God !!
Precious in my life
Lee in my life
Lee's growth and 4 months in AA. He also partook in the Roundup and had some fun !!
God's Grace and Salvation
Sunday, November 25, 2007
life safari #143
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the cold weather
that it is Sunday again, I look forward to going to Mass
for the peace I get from my Faith
that I am sober, clean and smoke-free one more day at a time
that Lee is Hanging In There - keep on truck'n Lee ! It gets better, easier, more meaningful
for patience from my Higher Power
For everything God gives me - it's all about God's Gifts and Grace
Thank YOU
for the cold weather
that it is Sunday again, I look forward to going to Mass
for the peace I get from my Faith
that I am sober, clean and smoke-free one more day at a time
that Lee is Hanging In There - keep on truck'n Lee ! It gets better, easier, more meaningful
for patience from my Higher Power
For everything God gives me - it's all about God's Gifts and Grace
Thank YOU
Saturday, November 24, 2007
life safari #142
Thank YOU for life.
Thank YOU for Saving Grace.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I have a nice roof over my head and heat in my home
that Precious is safe in the house with me
for a wonderful Thanksgiving Day with Sister and Brother-In-Law
for Lee and the many changes he is making in his life
that Lee is in my life
for Prayer and Meditation
for a wonderful Church Family to worship with
God's Grace and Love
THANK YOU
Thank YOU for Saving Grace.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I have a nice roof over my head and heat in my home
that Precious is safe in the house with me
for a wonderful Thanksgiving Day with Sister and Brother-In-Law
for Lee and the many changes he is making in his life
that Lee is in my life
for Prayer and Meditation
for a wonderful Church Family to worship with
God's Grace and Love
THANK YOU
Thursday, November 22, 2007
life safari #141
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone !!!!!!
Thank you for...
lunch with my sister and brother-in-law
the warm wishes call from Barbara and Dell - what a pleasant surprise
a wonderful lunch
beautiful music by a very talented pianist-took me back to memory lane
having a few minutes to drop by Lambda and talk to Lee after church
the day off
that I was able to hook up and set up this grand, new All-in-One Canon unit (after that cheapo HP unit, this is the bomb !!
I am Grateful for/that...
I started my day off at Mass
I enjoyed seeing my sister and brother -in -law
the music I have been listening to while at this desk since I got home
for the cold weather
that I snuck in a couple more photos of Precious - It is hard to get a good photo of her - she hates having her photo taken !!!
for the tradition of sending the best photo I can get of the two of us to my AA Family
God's Grace
that Lee is changing for the better and people are noticing his changes and treating him better
I have the Honor and Privilege of Sponsoring Lee (He is quite a character)
Precious in my life
to be clean, sober and smoke-free again today
thank YOU
Thank you for...
lunch with my sister and brother-in-law
the warm wishes call from Barbara and Dell - what a pleasant surprise
a wonderful lunch
beautiful music by a very talented pianist-took me back to memory lane
having a few minutes to drop by Lambda and talk to Lee after church
the day off
that I was able to hook up and set up this grand, new All-in-One Canon unit (after that cheapo HP unit, this is the bomb !!
I am Grateful for/that...
I started my day off at Mass
I enjoyed seeing my sister and brother -in -law
the music I have been listening to while at this desk since I got home
for the cold weather
that I snuck in a couple more photos of Precious - It is hard to get a good photo of her - she hates having her photo taken !!!
for the tradition of sending the best photo I can get of the two of us to my AA Family
God's Grace
that Lee is changing for the better and people are noticing his changes and treating him better
I have the Honor and Privilege of Sponsoring Lee (He is quite a character)
Precious in my life
to be clean, sober and smoke-free again today
thank YOU
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
life safari #140
HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISA !!!!!!!
today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to Lee, my Sponsee. He is teaching me things that I thought I already had learned. I'm seeing them all from a different perspective
that we will begin reading the first 164 pages in the B.Book and begin working Step 1 tomorrow
for the season of Thanksgiving and Family
that, I view the seasons with different eyes and thoughts today
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for my AA Family
Precious in my life. "God made cats so that man could pet a Tiger."
God's Grace
thank YOU
today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to Lee, my Sponsee. He is teaching me things that I thought I already had learned. I'm seeing them all from a different perspective
that we will begin reading the first 164 pages in the B.Book and begin working Step 1 tomorrow
for the season of Thanksgiving and Family
that, I view the seasons with different eyes and thoughts today
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for my AA Family
Precious in my life. "God made cats so that man could pet a Tiger."
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, November 18, 2007
life safari #139
What a wonderful AA Birthday Night with good friends and Family. Thank you all for making Birthday Night special for me.
I love yous !!!!!
I love yous !!!!!
Saturday, November 17, 2007
life safari #138
Happy Birthday Scott W !!!!
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the people in my life
for those folks who have influenced my life but are no longer here with us
that we'll all meet up again one day
for forgiveness
for Faith
for my Church Community
for God's Grace
for AA
for my friends and Family
for good food and company that I look forward to in a few hours
for the safety of my friends who come from Chappel Hill to help make my Family whole today
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the people in my life
for those folks who have influenced my life but are no longer here with us
that we'll all meet up again one day
for forgiveness
for Faith
for my Church Community
for God's Grace
for AA
for my friends and Family
for good food and company that I look forward to in a few hours
for the safety of my friends who come from Chappel Hill to help make my Family whole today
thank YOU
Friday, November 16, 2007
life safari #137
Oh, what a beautiful morning !
It is good to be alive and well. If I was not sober, I would be missing out on the happiest period of my life.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am becoming who I never knew that I could become. Perhaps I never thought that I would give myself permission to be this happy (?)
God's Grace
the Gift of Faith
Precious
the people in my life and those who have passed from this life - never to be forgotten
the opportunity to serve on the "Events Team" of RCIA. I'll be setting up food tables, washing dishes and giving back what has so freely been given me. It's a wonderful honor to be a part of this team who serves quietly in the "background"
Thank YOU
It is good to be alive and well. If I was not sober, I would be missing out on the happiest period of my life.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am becoming who I never knew that I could become. Perhaps I never thought that I would give myself permission to be this happy (?)
God's Grace
the Gift of Faith
Precious
the people in my life and those who have passed from this life - never to be forgotten
the opportunity to serve on the "Events Team" of RCIA. I'll be setting up food tables, washing dishes and giving back what has so freely been given me. It's a wonderful honor to be a part of this team who serves quietly in the "background"
Thank YOU
Thursday, November 15, 2007
life safari #136
Saint Anne's Retreat in Surfside, TX. Saturday 10, 2007
RCIA Class
What a Spiritual group of people, a beautiful day for this outing and a transforming experience on Saturday, followed by our Rite of Welcome into our Church on Sunday - awesome !!
Thank you Frank
Thanks to ALL of the RCIA TEAM - they take great care of us !
Love and hugs to you all.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
life safari #135
Happy Wednesday !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I care Nothing about going out to bars
that I am a "homebody" and have been for some time now
that Saturday is a big day - filled with good food, good friends, good times !
for the Holiday Season
my Father has been gone for 5 years early this December
that my Mother has been gone 33 years - they are now together again in happiness and love
I have had my home for 29 years the end of this month
that I celebrate 10 years of Sobriety on the 17th this month (after 25 or 26 years of messing around)
Precious- the smile of my day
God's Grace
that all is going well while Mike is on vacation - hope you're having a blast Mike !
for Danny and his good leadership, thanks Danny
for Saving Grace
for Lee and his 4 months. He walked through fears yesterday and we all got to witness his courage. Kudos to you Lee !!
keep up the good work. I love you !
another day of life
that tomorrow is Catechism class
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I care Nothing about going out to bars
that I am a "homebody" and have been for some time now
that Saturday is a big day - filled with good food, good friends, good times !
for the Holiday Season
my Father has been gone for 5 years early this December
that my Mother has been gone 33 years - they are now together again in happiness and love
I have had my home for 29 years the end of this month
that I celebrate 10 years of Sobriety on the 17th this month (after 25 or 26 years of messing around)
Precious- the smile of my day
God's Grace
that all is going well while Mike is on vacation - hope you're having a blast Mike !
for Danny and his good leadership, thanks Danny
for Saving Grace
for Lee and his 4 months. He walked through fears yesterday and we all got to witness his courage. Kudos to you Lee !!
keep up the good work. I love you !
another day of life
that tomorrow is Catechism class
thank YOU
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
life safari #134
What a wonderful weekend and week thus far !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am as interested in other's as myself (perhaps a touch to the other's side)
for the gift of my Faith
I have made changes because of the work I am doing on my faith journey
it has been a very Spiritual 4 days. Very satisfying as well
I can not, and have no desire to...hide my happiness and joy in the way I am living my life the past few months
for Lee in my life. He walked through many bad fears this morning and afternoon. He is one of the bravest people I know today
It is Lee's 4 month AA birthday today as well
Happy Birthday, Lee
I look forward to a tasty dinner with friends and family this Saturday afternoon
All of you who are coming, Thank you for gracing me with your presence
It is an honor to break bread with you all
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am as interested in other's as myself (perhaps a touch to the other's side)
for the gift of my Faith
I have made changes because of the work I am doing on my faith journey
it has been a very Spiritual 4 days. Very satisfying as well
I can not, and have no desire to...hide my happiness and joy in the way I am living my life the past few months
for Lee in my life. He walked through many bad fears this morning and afternoon. He is one of the bravest people I know today
It is Lee's 4 month AA birthday today as well
Happy Birthday, Lee
I look forward to a tasty dinner with friends and family this Saturday afternoon
All of you who are coming, Thank you for gracing me with your presence
It is an honor to break bread with you all
God's Grace
Monday, November 12, 2007
life safari #133
Monday morning. A Glorious day to be alive !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the people who rallied around a friend who needs support and help - thank you Tammy, Allen. Tammy followed through like the Professional that she is ! Awesome Woman !!
that I am not Bi-polar. I feel for those folks that are. Being a depressive myself, I can not imagine the pain of being so happy and giddy that it causes as much (and more) problems, pain
and suicides as depression. I have many friends and loved ones suffering from Bi-Polar disease. Bless Them Lord and watch over them, please !
to be clean, sober and smoke-free today
to be joyful to have friends today. I look forward to Saturday afternoon to sit down to fantastic Italian food together
for Precious and her beautiful "Cat Spirit"
that Father John shared with me the fact that he had to put down his diabetic cat last week. I feel for him and hope that his sorrow will ease day by day. Love you Father John !
for the beautiful weekend retreat in Surfside and the Soul Felt and Soul Healing Rite of Welcome yesterday
For Frank - who is traveling with me in my Faith Journey
for Lee and his friendship. I love you Lee, I am here to support your sobriety and give you help where and when you request it
for this day of life. For forgiveness and Love. For Redemption and Prayer.
For God's Amazing Grace !
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the people who rallied around a friend who needs support and help - thank you Tammy, Allen. Tammy followed through like the Professional that she is ! Awesome Woman !!
that I am not Bi-polar. I feel for those folks that are. Being a depressive myself, I can not imagine the pain of being so happy and giddy that it causes as much (and more) problems, pain
and suicides as depression. I have many friends and loved ones suffering from Bi-Polar disease. Bless Them Lord and watch over them, please !
to be clean, sober and smoke-free today
to be joyful to have friends today. I look forward to Saturday afternoon to sit down to fantastic Italian food together
for Precious and her beautiful "Cat Spirit"
that Father John shared with me the fact that he had to put down his diabetic cat last week. I feel for him and hope that his sorrow will ease day by day. Love you Father John !
for the beautiful weekend retreat in Surfside and the Soul Felt and Soul Healing Rite of Welcome yesterday
For Frank - who is traveling with me in my Faith Journey
for Lee and his friendship. I love you Lee, I am here to support your sobriety and give you help where and when you request it
for this day of life. For forgiveness and Love. For Redemption and Prayer.
For God's Amazing Grace !
thank YOU
Sunday, November 11, 2007
life safari #132
Happy Sunday !
It has been an awesome two days. A retreat in Surfside yesterday, the Rite of Welcome into the Church this morning. The Rite was a beautiful experience as was the retreat.
The significance of what mySponsor and I did on retreat yesterday had everything to do with what took place in the Rite this morning !
I walked out of the Church this morning having gotten the Grace of forgiveness of myself and the things that have kept God at an arms length from me. It was a moving experience and one that I will look forever back on with tears of joy !
Thank you Frank. What an AWESOME Sponsor and Friend !
Love to all.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
the friends that are coming to dinner Saturday afternoon
for friends !
Italian food - Great Italian Food, you are all going to enjoy the food !
thank YOU
It has been an awesome two days. A retreat in Surfside yesterday, the Rite of Welcome into the Church this morning. The Rite was a beautiful experience as was the retreat.
The significance of what mySponsor and I did on retreat yesterday had everything to do with what took place in the Rite this morning !
I walked out of the Church this morning having gotten the Grace of forgiveness of myself and the things that have kept God at an arms length from me. It was a moving experience and one that I will look forever back on with tears of joy !
Thank you Frank. What an AWESOME Sponsor and Friend !
Love to all.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
the friends that are coming to dinner Saturday afternoon
for friends !
Italian food - Great Italian Food, you are all going to enjoy the food !
thank YOU
Thursday, November 8, 2007
life safari #131
What a lovely breath of fresh, cool air the past two days !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
to be sober, clean, and smoke free
for being off work today. It's Catechism night and I'm able to get back to my routine because,
Ruth - the woman working to fill Astere's shift, is all about work, has caught on fast and is very customer oriented ! What a Blessing !!! And, she isn't on a cell phone her entire shift !
Thank you Ruth. I am happy to work with you.
to be invited to have Thanksgiving lunch with my sister and her husband
that I do not suffer from Bi-Polar Disorder. I have great empathy for those who do
for God's Grace in my life
Precious and her company
my friends and family
that it is almost Birthday Night - I'm getting nervous already. I do not enjoy going up in front of all those people. What to say ?
that the weather is supposed to get warmer for the weekend and our Retreat at Surfside
Thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
to be sober, clean, and smoke free
for being off work today. It's Catechism night and I'm able to get back to my routine because,
Ruth - the woman working to fill Astere's shift, is all about work, has caught on fast and is very customer oriented ! What a Blessing !!! And, she isn't on a cell phone her entire shift !
Thank you Ruth. I am happy to work with you.
to be invited to have Thanksgiving lunch with my sister and her husband
that I do not suffer from Bi-Polar Disorder. I have great empathy for those who do
for God's Grace in my life
Precious and her company
my friends and family
that it is almost Birthday Night - I'm getting nervous already. I do not enjoy going up in front of all those people. What to say ?
that the weather is supposed to get warmer for the weekend and our Retreat at Surfside
Thank YOU
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
life safari #130
Good Morning. I am enjoying the colder air this morning.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive. sober, clean and smoke-free
For God's Grace
that I have another day to work at getting my life and actions as I want them. I want what my Higher Power wants.
I acknowledge the changes I have made. I acknowledge I have more changes to make - One Day AT A Time.
The 17th is closing in. It will be a day and evening of being with friends and AA family
I am Grateful and Thankful to be happier than I ever thought that I could be
my Spiritual life, my belief in my Higher Power, Prayer, Seeking, Believing - I am Grateful and Thankful !
thank YOU, and YOU, and YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive. sober, clean and smoke-free
For God's Grace
that I have another day to work at getting my life and actions as I want them. I want what my Higher Power wants.
I acknowledge the changes I have made. I acknowledge I have more changes to make - One Day AT A Time.
The 17th is closing in. It will be a day and evening of being with friends and AA family
I am Grateful and Thankful to be happier than I ever thought that I could be
my Spiritual life, my belief in my Higher Power, Prayer, Seeking, Believing - I am Grateful and Thankful !
thank YOU, and YOU, and YOU
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
life safari #129
Good morning everyone !!
It is a great day to be alive, sober, clean and smoke-free.
the wind is up and the air cooler. the front is coming in.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the cooler weather
the beautiful red hibiscus in bloom in my atrium
Lee G. in my life today
All of my friends and Familia
I am learning to be more patient and kind
candles, incense and beautiful Choral music
the changes that I have made of late
I am happier than I have ever been in my life !! It just gets better from here.
the gift of my Faith - it grows more every day because I am nurturing and feeding it
that I now have a Religion that I enjoy and can not wait until Sunday to go in and worship with the rest of the Church
Father John, Father Bill and Father English
Frank, my Sponsor. I respect and honor his knowledge and time helping me to grow
Thank you Frank
Mike, you too !
And, a huge THANK YOU
It is a great day to be alive, sober, clean and smoke-free.
the wind is up and the air cooler. the front is coming in.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the cooler weather
the beautiful red hibiscus in bloom in my atrium
Lee G. in my life today
All of my friends and Familia
I am learning to be more patient and kind
candles, incense and beautiful Choral music
the changes that I have made of late
I am happier than I have ever been in my life !! It just gets better from here.
the gift of my Faith - it grows more every day because I am nurturing and feeding it
that I now have a Religion that I enjoy and can not wait until Sunday to go in and worship with the rest of the Church
Father John, Father Bill and Father English
Frank, my Sponsor. I respect and honor his knowledge and time helping me to grow
Thank you Frank
Mike, you too !
And, a huge THANK YOU
Monday, November 5, 2007
life safari #128
after writing my thoughts and Gratitude list, my program miss-fired upon hitting "publish."
I have no desire to do it all over again.
Happy Monday everyone
God's Grace is alive and present this morning
Precious and I are together and well
I wish you all a magnificent day
thank YOU
I have no desire to do it all over again.
Happy Monday everyone
God's Grace is alive and present this morning
Precious and I are together and well
I wish you all a magnificent day
thank YOU
life safari #128
Happy Monday ! It is good to be on a time cycle that suits my internal clock.
I hear we are going to have a cold front move in this week, I am thrilled !
I am pleased as to how I conducted my self yesterday
I was able for the first time in my life to totally enjoy sharing my massive bucket of popcorn at the movie ! I shared with folks sitting on both sides of me. I had never met the Priests to my right. I now know twin brothers who became Episcopal Priests, had not contact with one another for some time and both chose (unknown to the other) to convert to Catholicism. I met some of Mike's family and friends. What an enjoyable day and evening I had Sunday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for my life as a woman of Faith
for my life as a "baby" Catholic
for Don K and his wonderful gifts of himself and articles and books that interest me
for the members at the board meeting yesterday
A few barbs were thrown, I, unfortunately let my old ways show a couple of times. But, other than the room being unlivably hot, no one needed medical treatment (teehee)
God's Grace
thank YOU
I hear we are going to have a cold front move in this week, I am thrilled !
I am pleased as to how I conducted my self yesterday
I was able for the first time in my life to totally enjoy sharing my massive bucket of popcorn at the movie ! I shared with folks sitting on both sides of me. I had never met the Priests to my right. I now know twin brothers who became Episcopal Priests, had not contact with one another for some time and both chose (unknown to the other) to convert to Catholicism. I met some of Mike's family and friends. What an enjoyable day and evening I had Sunday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for my life as a woman of Faith
for my life as a "baby" Catholic
for Don K and his wonderful gifts of himself and articles and books that interest me
for the members at the board meeting yesterday
A few barbs were thrown, I, unfortunately let my old ways show a couple of times. But, other than the room being unlivably hot, no one needed medical treatment (teehee)
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, November 4, 2007
life safari #127
Happy Sunday morning !
I am happy with the time change.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for my life today
for Lee, I want to be there for him
for opportunity to go worship today. In some places it is not allowed
for Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am happy with the time change.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for my life today
for Lee, I want to be there for him
for opportunity to go worship today. In some places it is not allowed
for Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, November 3, 2007
life safari #126
Good Morning. Happy Saturday.
I got a nice restful night's sleep. I slept in this morning, no alarm going off at 4:30.
I am back to my usual schedule at work come Monday afternoon, finally.
Thanks to Ruth who is working the morning shift. She is eagar to learn, she showed up early for training and was willing to stay for hours yesterday. I'm impressed !
Thank you, Ruth !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
it is Saturday
that I will go to Lambda for the speaker meeting tonight
that the clocks "fall back" tonight. It is my body's clock time.
that I am sober, clean and smoke-free
that I have the Gift of Faith in God
that I am learning wonderful things in my Cathecism classes
it is beginning to make more sense week by week
I am very happy in the Catholic faith
I am a registered member of Saint Anne's Church now
I will stop by the Church today and revisit the Shrine of the Departed Souls - it is a healing experience to have placed photos of my Departed Souls on the Shrine and the Prayer List for the month of November - very healing !
I am Grateful and Thankful to be alive, healthhy and loved today.
I am Grateful to love others today
thank YOU
I got a nice restful night's sleep. I slept in this morning, no alarm going off at 4:30.
I am back to my usual schedule at work come Monday afternoon, finally.
Thanks to Ruth who is working the morning shift. She is eagar to learn, she showed up early for training and was willing to stay for hours yesterday. I'm impressed !
Thank you, Ruth !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
it is Saturday
that I will go to Lambda for the speaker meeting tonight
that the clocks "fall back" tonight. It is my body's clock time.
that I am sober, clean and smoke-free
that I have the Gift of Faith in God
that I am learning wonderful things in my Cathecism classes
it is beginning to make more sense week by week
I am very happy in the Catholic faith
I am a registered member of Saint Anne's Church now
I will stop by the Church today and revisit the Shrine of the Departed Souls - it is a healing experience to have placed photos of my Departed Souls on the Shrine and the Prayer List for the month of November - very healing !
I am Grateful and Thankful to be alive, healthhy and loved today.
I am Grateful to love others today
thank YOU
Friday, November 2, 2007
life safari #125
Happy Friday !
Had a wonderful experience yesterday. While honoring my Departed Souls, I had the pleasure of hearing a woman sing (softly) her prayers. She had a lovely voice and was barely audible. It was uplifting, not only for myself but, for the souls of those being remembered on the Alter in that room. I had the pleasure of talking to her and telling her how much hearing her touched me.
All Souls Day:
the opportunity to gather pictures of my loved ones who have passed on and put a collage together helped me to honor and mourn their passing. Some of those have been out of my physical life for many years. Some, very recently. The experience availed me a chance to think of them all in a loving, sorrowful manner. Some, I never grieved fully because I was too devastated at the time of their death.
I have a different attitude regarding death today. Not that I do not miss these folks, but I know today, that we will meet again one day.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive another day
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
for the Blessings, Grace and changes I am making
for God's Grace
for those who have touched my life in the past and in the present,
I love YOU
Had a wonderful experience yesterday. While honoring my Departed Souls, I had the pleasure of hearing a woman sing (softly) her prayers. She had a lovely voice and was barely audible. It was uplifting, not only for myself but, for the souls of those being remembered on the Alter in that room. I had the pleasure of talking to her and telling her how much hearing her touched me.
All Souls Day:
the opportunity to gather pictures of my loved ones who have passed on and put a collage together helped me to honor and mourn their passing. Some of those have been out of my physical life for many years. Some, very recently. The experience availed me a chance to think of them all in a loving, sorrowful manner. Some, I never grieved fully because I was too devastated at the time of their death.
I have a different attitude regarding death today. Not that I do not miss these folks, but I know today, that we will meet again one day.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive another day
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
for the Blessings, Grace and changes I am making
for God's Grace
for those who have touched my life in the past and in the present,
I love YOU
Thursday, November 1, 2007
life safari #124
Well, good morning everyone. I have been buried at work the past week or so. My co-worker has decided that she is too injured to return to her job - Worker's Compensation - she's out until late November. I have been filling both shifts and, thankfully, my life can return to one shift per day beginning Monday.
I have missed reading your Blogs. I must wake up very early and have not had much time to do the things I usually do, 7:00 am comes fast !
Good to awaken very early this morning. It makes for a more relaxed time to do what I miss doing. I only work until noon today - it feels like I'm going on vacation. I welcome going to my class tonight, going to the bank after work, the activities that seem so trivial and mundane at times now seems like a privilege.
And, today I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the lessen of team work. I actually feel an obligation to Reuben who has his hands full keeping the garage clean. Reuben is a very hard worker and dedicated to his work - refreshing !!
that he and I have come to a more tolerable (less destructive) relationship in the past few days
that I have learned to stop trying to control him and everything else around me
it is refreshing for me to honor the male's in my life. This has been a new experience. One I am happy to have lived.
I have realized that all men are not "authority figures" that I must rebel against. It has been a transforming experience for me !
Also, I can allow men to do things for me just because they want to do it and because, that's how boys were raised
As I grow to repect myself, respect for other's follows. This is what has been changing since I have been away
The other thing is that I am beginning to embrace my womanhood.
I am having more fun, I'm more serene and much more confident in myself
What wonderful changes of late !
I am happier than I have ever been in my life !!
I am Grateful for God's Grace
It is an Awesome God that I serve
thank YOU
I have missed reading your Blogs. I must wake up very early and have not had much time to do the things I usually do, 7:00 am comes fast !
Good to awaken very early this morning. It makes for a more relaxed time to do what I miss doing. I only work until noon today - it feels like I'm going on vacation. I welcome going to my class tonight, going to the bank after work, the activities that seem so trivial and mundane at times now seems like a privilege.
And, today I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the lessen of team work. I actually feel an obligation to Reuben who has his hands full keeping the garage clean. Reuben is a very hard worker and dedicated to his work - refreshing !!
that he and I have come to a more tolerable (less destructive) relationship in the past few days
that I have learned to stop trying to control him and everything else around me
it is refreshing for me to honor the male's in my life. This has been a new experience. One I am happy to have lived.
I have realized that all men are not "authority figures" that I must rebel against. It has been a transforming experience for me !
Also, I can allow men to do things for me just because they want to do it and because, that's how boys were raised
As I grow to repect myself, respect for other's follows. This is what has been changing since I have been away
The other thing is that I am beginning to embrace my womanhood.
I am having more fun, I'm more serene and much more confident in myself
What wonderful changes of late !
I am happier than I have ever been in my life !!
I am Grateful for God's Grace
It is an Awesome God that I serve
thank YOU
Friday, October 26, 2007
life safari #123
It is comforting to know that dAAve is out in the early morning hours. Good Morning, dAAve.
And, Scott is there. Good Morning, Scott.
I have an early appt. with Bernie this morning. Thank goodness the early morning air will help me wake up as I drive.
It is a Good Day to be alive.
More later.
Have a Blessed day !
And, Scott is there. Good Morning, Scott.
I have an early appt. with Bernie this morning. Thank goodness the early morning air will help me wake up as I drive.
It is a Good Day to be alive.
More later.
Have a Blessed day !
Thursday, October 25, 2007
life safari #122
Good morning. I have had to fill in at work the past few days so have not had time to write.
The cashier booth was hit by an SUV and sustained structural damage. My co-worker was shaken up and possibly injured her back in the ordeal.
The damage to our booth has been repaired (yesterday -ALL DAY), WHAT A MESS !
It was challenging having the lane closed orr and on during the day and trying to conduct business and keep traffic flowing.
Today, will be the last day of chaos, hopefully. Normally I am off today but must go in at 7:00 and work until 1:00. Then, Blessed the Lord, my schedule will return to normal.
Frank and I are going to see Barbara and Dell Saturday. Really looking forward to getting to the Farm in this Glorious weather.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
to have Faith in God, today
this fantastic weather
that Houston is not on fire - I feel for those in Calif.
the evening at class tonight
to see Frank, we haven't had time to visit this week
My Sister. Because she is witnessing a dramatic change in me, we are turning a corner in our SisterHood - Awesome, welcome change for me ! I have wanted a closer relationship with her for sooo long !
A wonderful picnic with Mike over pizza in his office yesterday. Good food, good company !
Precious and her steady love
God's Grace
thank YOU
The cashier booth was hit by an SUV and sustained structural damage. My co-worker was shaken up and possibly injured her back in the ordeal.
The damage to our booth has been repaired (yesterday -ALL DAY), WHAT A MESS !
It was challenging having the lane closed orr and on during the day and trying to conduct business and keep traffic flowing.
Today, will be the last day of chaos, hopefully. Normally I am off today but must go in at 7:00 and work until 1:00. Then, Blessed the Lord, my schedule will return to normal.
Frank and I are going to see Barbara and Dell Saturday. Really looking forward to getting to the Farm in this Glorious weather.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
to have Faith in God, today
this fantastic weather
that Houston is not on fire - I feel for those in Calif.
the evening at class tonight
to see Frank, we haven't had time to visit this week
My Sister. Because she is witnessing a dramatic change in me, we are turning a corner in our SisterHood - Awesome, welcome change for me ! I have wanted a closer relationship with her for sooo long !
A wonderful picnic with Mike over pizza in his office yesterday. Good food, good company !
Precious and her steady love
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
life safari #121
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for this cold snap
the rain yesterday
that we are not in a horrible drought and water shortage as some are
to be sober, clean and smoke free another day
that dAAve is very happy for me regarding not smoking - that's support ! Thank you Friend
that I am awake and very alive
Precious' and my health
that we are two cats of the same mind. We like solitude, watching the fire in the fire place, resting on the hearth with our backs warmed by the fire
sunny, cold days
Peace. Precious and I enjoy peace in our lives today.
Thank YOU, Heavenly Father
for this cold snap
the rain yesterday
that we are not in a horrible drought and water shortage as some are
to be sober, clean and smoke free another day
that dAAve is very happy for me regarding not smoking - that's support ! Thank you Friend
that I am awake and very alive
Precious' and my health
that we are two cats of the same mind. We like solitude, watching the fire in the fire place, resting on the hearth with our backs warmed by the fire
sunny, cold days
Peace. Precious and I enjoy peace in our lives today.
Thank YOU, Heavenly Father
Monday, October 22, 2007
life safari #120
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the cool front
for the rain
for a new week
that I did not over eat last night because I felt down emotionally-journaling is helping, waiting a few minutes is helping, and praying was the answer - Thank YOU
that I was able to light the fireplace this morning
that the lizards cleared off the flue prior to my opening it - Thank you Saint Francis of Assisi
I was disappointed and let down yesterday whenI was not able to follow along with the Priest at Mass. Oh, not the readings from the Bible. I was not able to find where Father John was in the dialogs and responsal Prayers
Thank you Rose for sharing that, some days one is due to just sit and mentally follow along
that I realized I was standing on my throat over my inability to follow along. I study a lot and have EXPECTATIONS that I will "get it" quickly
most Catholics were raised doing, saying, responding all their lives. I am new - it is O.K.
Bless the Lord for the work I am doing on myself.
I have an AWESOME GOD !!!!!!!
Thank YOU
for the cool front
for the rain
for a new week
that I did not over eat last night because I felt down emotionally-journaling is helping, waiting a few minutes is helping, and praying was the answer - Thank YOU
that I was able to light the fireplace this morning
that the lizards cleared off the flue prior to my opening it - Thank you Saint Francis of Assisi
I was disappointed and let down yesterday whenI was not able to follow along with the Priest at Mass. Oh, not the readings from the Bible. I was not able to find where Father John was in the dialogs and responsal Prayers
Thank you Rose for sharing that, some days one is due to just sit and mentally follow along
that I realized I was standing on my throat over my inability to follow along. I study a lot and have EXPECTATIONS that I will "get it" quickly
most Catholics were raised doing, saying, responding all their lives. I am new - it is O.K.
Bless the Lord for the work I am doing on myself.
I have an AWESOME GOD !!!!!!!
Thank YOU
Sunday, October 21, 2007
life safari #119
another beautiful day !
Happy Sunday !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to live in America
my needs and my wants are met today
to be sober, clean and smoke free
for the day to do as I wish
next weekend, going to "the farm"
sweet
God's Grace
thank YOU
Happy Sunday !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to live in America
my needs and my wants are met today
to be sober, clean and smoke free
for the day to do as I wish
next weekend, going to "the farm"
sweet
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, October 20, 2007
life safari #118
Oh, what a wonderful evening ! Frank, myself, David U, Scott W, and Gary B went over to NorthWest Unity Group's meeting tonight. They are very welcoming and have a very nice meeting site. Frank and I felt very comfortable. We knew a few folks from Lambda so that was very nice as well.
Frank did a beautiful job sharing his "story." It was very touching and inspiring. Thank you Frank for sharing it with us.
Aileen was a gracious Leader of this meeting and really is a delightful woman. Thank you all for having us tonight and asking my Sponsor to share.
Thank you Scott and dAAve for coming. It meant a lot to Frank, me AND, the group there tonight. Aileen and Gail aired that.
Frank and I had a lovely dinner prior to the meeting. He lent me a book I can't wait to delve into.
Also, Thank you Frank for the beautiful Rosary. He is so thoughtful. He knows how much I like Rosarys. He is on a few mailing lists that send him Marian trinkets and I get to fall heir to them.
It makes my day.
I love you Frank, Scott and David. Thank you for a wonderful evening. I have such great men in my life ! They are awesome !
Oh, one comment to Scott regarding the meeting...and it was on your "bad ear" side ! Poor baby probably doesn't even realize that he does it.
Frank did a beautiful job sharing his "story." It was very touching and inspiring. Thank you Frank for sharing it with us.
Aileen was a gracious Leader of this meeting and really is a delightful woman. Thank you all for having us tonight and asking my Sponsor to share.
Thank you Scott and dAAve for coming. It meant a lot to Frank, me AND, the group there tonight. Aileen and Gail aired that.
Frank and I had a lovely dinner prior to the meeting. He lent me a book I can't wait to delve into.
Also, Thank you Frank for the beautiful Rosary. He is so thoughtful. He knows how much I like Rosarys. He is on a few mailing lists that send him Marian trinkets and I get to fall heir to them.
It makes my day.
I love you Frank, Scott and David. Thank you for a wonderful evening. I have such great men in my life ! They are awesome !
Oh, one comment to Scott regarding the meeting...and it was on your "bad ear" side ! Poor baby probably doesn't even realize that he does it.
life safari #117
Good Morning ! What gorgeous weather.
This evening, Frank J. tells his story at the Northwest Unity Group at 7:30 pm. Please come over and support him if possible. Frank is my Sponsor and is a wonderful man with an awesome life. Hope to see you all there this crisp evening.
Northwest Unity Group
4800 West 34th, Suite C-23
Meeting starts at 7:30 pm
I am Grateful and Thankful...
this weather and fantastic seasonal change
to be alive and healthy another day
that I am happy, joyous and free. Free of drink, drug and smoke
I know that today, I have a reprieve from above, as long as I choose it (and, I do)
Precious and her wonderful personality (those emerald eyes that are so telling of her love also)
Her sweet massaging hands - she's a healer of tired spirits
God's Grace
Frank J. and his Sponsorship. I am fortunate to have his love and experience, friendship and company to enjoy.
Please come and hear Frank speak tonight at 7:30. He has a message that will move all.
I am moved to end this gratitude list with this...
I have been happier the past month than I have ever been !
Thank You, God, for the Gift of my Faith.
I hope you will be moved to come be with Frank J. tonight
God Bless
This evening, Frank J. tells his story at the Northwest Unity Group at 7:30 pm. Please come over and support him if possible. Frank is my Sponsor and is a wonderful man with an awesome life. Hope to see you all there this crisp evening.
Northwest Unity Group
4800 West 34th, Suite C-23
Meeting starts at 7:30 pm
I am Grateful and Thankful...
this weather and fantastic seasonal change
to be alive and healthy another day
that I am happy, joyous and free. Free of drink, drug and smoke
I know that today, I have a reprieve from above, as long as I choose it (and, I do)
Precious and her wonderful personality (those emerald eyes that are so telling of her love also)
Her sweet massaging hands - she's a healer of tired spirits
God's Grace
Frank J. and his Sponsorship. I am fortunate to have his love and experience, friendship and company to enjoy.
Please come and hear Frank speak tonight at 7:30. He has a message that will move all.
I am moved to end this gratitude list with this...
I have been happier the past month than I have ever been !
Thank You, God, for the Gift of my Faith.
I hope you will be moved to come be with Frank J. tonight
God Bless
Friday, October 19, 2007
life safari #116
Precious Praying HER Rosary
the family that prays together, stays together
sleep tight !
life safari #115
Good morning. What a fabulous day.
From my readings today:
"Character, it has been said, is who you are when nobody's looking. Integrity is what you have when your inner life and your outer life, your private life and your public life,
are consistent with one another."
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the clear, cool morning
for waking up at 6:24 am - just in time to make a 7:00 appointment - I was NOT in control of waking up !
for the Blueberry muffin with butter I just enjoyed with my coffee
to look forward to going over to the park and walk this morning
the birds have been fed and they are happy
I am happy
Precious seems happy
Life is Good
Thank YOU
From my readings today:
"Character, it has been said, is who you are when nobody's looking. Integrity is what you have when your inner life and your outer life, your private life and your public life,
are consistent with one another."
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the clear, cool morning
for waking up at 6:24 am - just in time to make a 7:00 appointment - I was NOT in control of waking up !
for the Blueberry muffin with butter I just enjoyed with my coffee
to look forward to going over to the park and walk this morning
the birds have been fed and they are happy
I am happy
Precious seems happy
Life is Good
Thank YOU
Thursday, October 18, 2007
life safari #113
My favorite day of the week ! My new schedul is reaping more benefits than I ever thought it would. I have the time to do those things that I paid "lip service" about wanting to do. Doing them has transformed my life. It is an awesome God we have ! I am so happy to have had the scales removed from my eyes that kept me blind to The Truth.
Thanks Be to God.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to the members of the RCIA staff at St. Anne's Catholic Church. They are wonderful to us
Frank and his participation in the classes with me
that I will be able to attend the noon AA meeting today
I have shed 2 pounds this week
I am happier, full of energy, and doing my work with a new found ZEAL
the Ampco "team" we have at work now
Mike and his care and friendship
Astere and her bottomless forgiveness when I get "irregular" with her (every day this week) - sorry sister. Thank you for being you
Ruben and his hard work that is not appreciated by some
I am off on my walk to the mail box
Thank YOU
Thanks Be to God.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to the members of the RCIA staff at St. Anne's Catholic Church. They are wonderful to us
Frank and his participation in the classes with me
that I will be able to attend the noon AA meeting today
I have shed 2 pounds this week
I am happier, full of energy, and doing my work with a new found ZEAL
the Ampco "team" we have at work now
Mike and his care and friendship
Astere and her bottomless forgiveness when I get "irregular" with her (every day this week) - sorry sister. Thank you for being you
Ruben and his hard work that is not appreciated by some
I am off on my walk to the mail box
Thank YOU
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
life safari #112
Oh, what a glorious day. Had a nice walk. Got a bit of rain (just sprinkling, actually), walked in it and was refreshed. A nice beginning to the day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I had the breath of life breathed into me this morning
I put my down time before work to good use
the rain we are getting today
my job, co-workers and boss - they rock
my appreciation for life today
Mike's nephew is doing well
Lisa's comments. I'm happy to hear from her. Glad you are well, Lisa
Precious and her "funny face"
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I had the breath of life breathed into me this morning
I put my down time before work to good use
the rain we are getting today
my job, co-workers and boss - they rock
my appreciation for life today
Mike's nephew is doing well
Lisa's comments. I'm happy to hear from her. Glad you are well, Lisa
Precious and her "funny face"
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
life safari #111
I'm sooooo Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the cooler weather and the rain
the changes that have taken place in me. I am gentler, happier, more God conscious
God's Grace in my life
Precious and her warm heart and paws
to be in America
the wonderful people in my life
the folks that I call "family"
my blood family - my sister. I only wish we were closer
to be Blessed with many wonderful friends
to be content in what I am doing with my life.
Thank YOU
the cooler weather and the rain
the changes that have taken place in me. I am gentler, happier, more God conscious
God's Grace in my life
Precious and her warm heart and paws
to be in America
the wonderful people in my life
the folks that I call "family"
my blood family - my sister. I only wish we were closer
to be Blessed with many wonderful friends
to be content in what I am doing with my life.
Thank YOU
Monday, October 15, 2007
life safari #110
Save the cheerleader, save the world ! Oh, sorry. It was the thing I remembered first regarding Blog Action Day.
I understand this day is about our environment regarding what we are doing to Mother Earth to deplete our ozone, breatheable air, clean water, ice caps, etc. I simply do not know enough about what to say or where to start in my effort to contribute.
How about this. Rather than throw that piece of paper, plastic, cellophane out the car window, put it somewhere, save it until you get home and throw it away properly. Don't litter our streets, beaches, desert, highways, forests.
Be happy that you do not live on Titan. It rains methane !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
there are people that actually do know what they are doing and their efforts are strong to save our Earth - thank you
at least the topic has me thinking of ways that I can change for the better to do my part in helping. Even if its very basic and small.
An awesome Sunday ! Mass was fantastic, my visit with Sonny afterward was wonderful.
a beautiful Monday morning
a busy schedule this week, the rest of the month. Even busier in November
Precious and her wonderful loving company
God's Grace. Not just in my life but in other's lives
Micky's comments did not upset me. He does not know me. I understand he believes he is right in his thoughts regarding AA, I just don't understand why he thinks it's the devil's playground or why he believe's he is the only Christian on the web. He leaves no address to reply. He hits and runs. Now, Micky, please stop commenting on my blog. I have heard several times what you have to say. I hear you. I do not care for the condemnation, judgemental, and authoritative tone to your comments. Please stay away. Go in Peace, Micky. Bless you.
Happy Monday everyone !!!
I understand this day is about our environment regarding what we are doing to Mother Earth to deplete our ozone, breatheable air, clean water, ice caps, etc. I simply do not know enough about what to say or where to start in my effort to contribute.
How about this. Rather than throw that piece of paper, plastic, cellophane out the car window, put it somewhere, save it until you get home and throw it away properly. Don't litter our streets, beaches, desert, highways, forests.
Be happy that you do not live on Titan. It rains methane !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
there are people that actually do know what they are doing and their efforts are strong to save our Earth - thank you
at least the topic has me thinking of ways that I can change for the better to do my part in helping. Even if its very basic and small.
An awesome Sunday ! Mass was fantastic, my visit with Sonny afterward was wonderful.
a beautiful Monday morning
a busy schedule this week, the rest of the month. Even busier in November
Precious and her wonderful loving company
God's Grace. Not just in my life but in other's lives
Micky's comments did not upset me. He does not know me. I understand he believes he is right in his thoughts regarding AA, I just don't understand why he thinks it's the devil's playground or why he believe's he is the only Christian on the web. He leaves no address to reply. He hits and runs. Now, Micky, please stop commenting on my blog. I have heard several times what you have to say. I hear you. I do not care for the condemnation, judgemental, and authoritative tone to your comments. Please stay away. Go in Peace, Micky. Bless you.
Happy Monday everyone !!!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
life safari #109
Well, Saturday and what a beautiful day it is !!
I have not been feeling well in the mornings lately, this morning is no exception. No, I am not pregnant.
I have altered my diet to exclude the incredible amount of ice cream, cheetos, coke a cola, etc.
I may be going through withdrawal from these items. At any rate, I feel sick lately. Today is no exception.
There is someone telling their AA story tonight - dAAve U. I want to go hear him speak. I am hoping I will get to feeling better so that I can be there.
I am seeing a Therapist that I have worked with off and on for years. He is a very good man. I am happy that I swallowed my "pride" and went in for help with my over-eating. We have a plan set up of monitoring what I eat so that I am cognizant of what I am doing.
I will be happy when I am past this point of new routine.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I will acknowledge my feelings of "sickness" and not push myself to get out and weedeat the atrium
I will rest, eat sensibly, try and settle my stomach through out the day so I can go hear dAAve's
story tonight
I will follow the same practice in the morning so that I can attend Mass at 11:00 AM
I am happy that I am determined to change my eating and lose the weight I have put on
I want new clothes, I want a new size, I want to feel and look better. I want to be slim again, healthy again. I will do it !
Precious
God's Grace
a beautiful, cooler day
I have not been feeling well in the mornings lately, this morning is no exception. No, I am not pregnant.
I have altered my diet to exclude the incredible amount of ice cream, cheetos, coke a cola, etc.
I may be going through withdrawal from these items. At any rate, I feel sick lately. Today is no exception.
There is someone telling their AA story tonight - dAAve U. I want to go hear him speak. I am hoping I will get to feeling better so that I can be there.
I am seeing a Therapist that I have worked with off and on for years. He is a very good man. I am happy that I swallowed my "pride" and went in for help with my over-eating. We have a plan set up of monitoring what I eat so that I am cognizant of what I am doing.
I will be happy when I am past this point of new routine.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I will acknowledge my feelings of "sickness" and not push myself to get out and weedeat the atrium
I will rest, eat sensibly, try and settle my stomach through out the day so I can go hear dAAve's
story tonight
I will follow the same practice in the morning so that I can attend Mass at 11:00 AM
I am happy that I am determined to change my eating and lose the weight I have put on
I want new clothes, I want a new size, I want to feel and look better. I want to be slim again, healthy again. I will do it !
Precious
God's Grace
a beautiful, cooler day
Thursday, October 11, 2007
life safari #108
Wow, this week has flown by. I haven't been on the computer all week.
I enjoy going in and reading my friend's blogs.
Dave U. has been smoke free one year - hurray, dAAve !!!
Scott W has posted several new works of art - awesome talent !!!
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am healthy
I'm sober, clean and smoke free one more day
I will get out and mow the grass this morning
the week has been a good one - I have been centered and purpose-driven
I will learn some new things tonight and look forward to the evening
Precious and her company
God's Grace
thank YOU
I enjoy going in and reading my friend's blogs.
Dave U. has been smoke free one year - hurray, dAAve !!!
Scott W has posted several new works of art - awesome talent !!!
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am healthy
I'm sober, clean and smoke free one more day
I will get out and mow the grass this morning
the week has been a good one - I have been centered and purpose-driven
I will learn some new things tonight and look forward to the evening
Precious and her company
God's Grace
thank YOU
Monday, October 8, 2007
life safari #107
Monday, a brand new week.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive
to be clean, sober and smoke free today
to have some business things to do for myself - uh oh, the banks may be closed for Columbus Day today - bummer
a pall just fell over me. there go the plans I had for this morning
Oh well, there's always tomorrow
all is well here. I hope all is well for you.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive
to be clean, sober and smoke free today
to have some business things to do for myself - uh oh, the banks may be closed for Columbus Day today - bummer
a pall just fell over me. there go the plans I had for this morning
Oh well, there's always tomorrow
all is well here. I hope all is well for you.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
life safari #106
Happy Sunday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the rain of yesterday and today-my plants & grass were dry
for a very short week last week, a few daysI did not feel well physically
that Mike's Nephew was born last week
I got the bed moved and was able to vacuum under it
that I went to Mass today
for the blinds opened and Precious is enjoying a "cat nap" in front of the window
that I am "in the Zone" - AWESOME !!!
God's Grace
Happiness (David's topic today), I am Truly happy today, and have been since Friday
for Bernie L and his beautiful personality and knowledge of who I am and where my heart is leading me
To Frank J and his friendship and sponsorships
Thank YOU ALL
I love you all !!
Also, I am Grateful that I can listen to some of my favorite "Christmas" songs anytime of the year and not be embarrassed
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the rain of yesterday and today-my plants & grass were dry
for a very short week last week, a few daysI did not feel well physically
that Mike's Nephew was born last week
I got the bed moved and was able to vacuum under it
that I went to Mass today
for the blinds opened and Precious is enjoying a "cat nap" in front of the window
that I am "in the Zone" - AWESOME !!!
God's Grace
Happiness (David's topic today), I am Truly happy today, and have been since Friday
for Bernie L and his beautiful personality and knowledge of who I am and where my heart is leading me
To Frank J and his friendship and sponsorships
Thank YOU ALL
I love you all !!
Also, I am Grateful that I can listen to some of my favorite "Christmas" songs anytime of the year and not be embarrassed
Friday, October 5, 2007
life safari #105
OOOOOHHHHH, Catechism class was awesome last night (earlier) !!!!!
I felt as though I was in a college course. Rose, our instructor, has several degrees on the subject of teaching Religion. I can hardly wait until next week.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
God's Gift of Faith
my safari of Faith has been 10 years in the making (almost to the month)
it is my Blessing to have Frank as my Sponsor in RCIA - He's wonderful
God's Grace
Precious - Oct. 4th was St Francis of Assisi's Feast Day - be kind to your web-footed friend, for a duck may be somebody's brother (remember Mitch Miller?) Come on, sing it...
I am full of energy although I haven't slept. I could not shut off my mind then I got busy doing this and that and, well, here it is morning
I will walk to the mail box that is 1/4 of a mile from the house when I get back from my Therapists office this morning
I am working on my Sloth and Gluttony (taking positive steps to alleviate)
I am extremely Grateful and Thankful to be: Sober, Clean and Smoke-Free again today
thank YOU
I felt as though I was in a college course. Rose, our instructor, has several degrees on the subject of teaching Religion. I can hardly wait until next week.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
God's Gift of Faith
my safari of Faith has been 10 years in the making (almost to the month)
it is my Blessing to have Frank as my Sponsor in RCIA - He's wonderful
God's Grace
Precious - Oct. 4th was St Francis of Assisi's Feast Day - be kind to your web-footed friend, for a duck may be somebody's brother (remember Mitch Miller?) Come on, sing it...
I am full of energy although I haven't slept. I could not shut off my mind then I got busy doing this and that and, well, here it is morning
I will walk to the mail box that is 1/4 of a mile from the house when I get back from my Therapists office this morning
I am working on my Sloth and Gluttony (taking positive steps to alleviate)
I am extremely Grateful and Thankful to be: Sober, Clean and Smoke-Free again today
thank YOU
Thursday, October 4, 2007
life safari #104
Got my teeth cleaned this morning. Must wait 15 more minutes to drink coffee or eat (fluoride treatment).
What a pretty morning it is.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and well today
haven't had a cigarette, drink or illicit drug in some time now
was no need to complain about the taste of the fluoride this morning-I'm fortunate to get it
a good night's sleep
I do not feel ill as I have the past few days
the knowledge that, someone I thought was so outrageous has pretty good reason to be
I am free to enjoy the next 12 hours and, enjoy them , I will
It's almost time for my cup of coffee
God's Grace
thank YOU
What a pretty morning it is.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and well today
haven't had a cigarette, drink or illicit drug in some time now
was no need to complain about the taste of the fluoride this morning-I'm fortunate to get it
a good night's sleep
I do not feel ill as I have the past few days
the knowledge that, someone I thought was so outrageous has pretty good reason to be
I am free to enjoy the next 12 hours and, enjoy them , I will
It's almost time for my cup of coffee
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
life safari #103
"Power tends to corrupt; absolute power corrupts absolutely."
Though power is easily abused, it is impossible to abuse genuine humility.
...Lord Acton 19th century historian
Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I physically felt better today - had some physical challenges Monday and Tuesday
Mike's sister had a little boy today
my mood, demeanor, attitude and energy were good today
for the enjoyable climate in the mornings and late afternoons right now
for sunshine but, we need some rain now
I'm off tomorrow - RCIA tomorrow night
that I feel like doing something on ARTRAGE again
it's Friendship Week
for the things I have that make my life pleasant. I would, if necessary, trade them all in for Precious
That I went to the SPCA at that moment on that day
the rest is history
God's Grace
being with my AA family this afternoon
thank YOU
Though power is easily abused, it is impossible to abuse genuine humility.
...Lord Acton 19th century historian
Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I physically felt better today - had some physical challenges Monday and Tuesday
Mike's sister had a little boy today
my mood, demeanor, attitude and energy were good today
for the enjoyable climate in the mornings and late afternoons right now
for sunshine but, we need some rain now
I'm off tomorrow - RCIA tomorrow night
that I feel like doing something on ARTRAGE again
it's Friendship Week
for the things I have that make my life pleasant. I would, if necessary, trade them all in for Precious
That I went to the SPCA at that moment on that day
the rest is history
God's Grace
being with my AA family this afternoon
thank YOU
Monday, October 1, 2007
life safari #102
Had a wonderful weekend except for screwing up plans with Mike. After looking forward to being with him Sunday, we unfortunately missed each other. Had I not forgotten my phone, this fiasco would have been eliminated.
I am Grateful and Thankful..
that Frank was good enough to run around town with me Saturday
He accompanied me Sunday morning - I was delighted he came to join me. Mike came as well - see above. I'm so sorry Mike ! Please, let's do it again.
that mike is understanding and he had brought his friend so was not there alone
I look forward to making those plans again and taking my phone
that today is the first day of October and it's getting time for fall weather
I have a new commitment to change some habits that are defeating my happiness and progress
that the headache I woke up with is lessening
the Hummingbirds are still about. I have not seen them for sometime and thought they had left the area
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful..
that Frank was good enough to run around town with me Saturday
He accompanied me Sunday morning - I was delighted he came to join me. Mike came as well - see above. I'm so sorry Mike ! Please, let's do it again.
that mike is understanding and he had brought his friend so was not there alone
I look forward to making those plans again and taking my phone
that today is the first day of October and it's getting time for fall weather
I have a new commitment to change some habits that are defeating my happiness and progress
that the headache I woke up with is lessening
the Hummingbirds are still about. I have not seen them for sometime and thought they had left the area
God's Grace
Saturday, September 29, 2007
life safari #101
Frank and I shopped till we dropped today. We went from one end of town to the other and had a blast !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that dAAve U is celebrating 4, count them, FOUR YEARS
a busy and fun weekend planned
we may get some rain
the joy of friendship and family
I'm down to my "mad money" tonight
I'm not mad
that Sonny celebrates 25 years tonight. I have his 24 year chip
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that dAAve U is celebrating 4, count them, FOUR YEARS
a busy and fun weekend planned
we may get some rain
the joy of friendship and family
I'm down to my "mad money" tonight
I'm not mad
that Sonny celebrates 25 years tonight. I have his 24 year chip
thank YOU
Friday, September 28, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
life safari #99
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
It's my day off
that first cup of coffee of the day - it's the best
that I feel lighter this morning
for surrendering yesterday - talking to MM helped
plans on Sunday with friends and family
fellowship in AA this afternoon
RCIA tonight
Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU
It's my day off
that first cup of coffee of the day - it's the best
that I feel lighter this morning
for surrendering yesterday - talking to MM helped
plans on Sunday with friends and family
fellowship in AA this afternoon
RCIA tonight
Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
life safari #98
I am appalled by the influence of a certain person on my life in my formative years.
Perhaps part of the trouble I have in changing is that, by "acting" like this person, it keeps this person "alive" to me. I know I went through that with my drinking for many years. Drinking kept another "alive" to me. I finally got into treatment and, enough years passed that I could finally let go of that person. However, it took lots of work in therapy. And many years of therapy. It looks like I need to do some work in that setting again.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful to/for...
the ability to see that I am stuck and that I need professional help
Ok, I called BL. We will get started changing the dynamics at work in my life that are problematic
the realization that I must verbalize what is in my head in order to get better
what makes sense to me regarding my behavior (some of it) hits other's blindly like a "ton of bricks"
I am confident that these troubling areas can and will be cleaned up with help
I know I am close to breaking out of this barrier that keeps me a slave and "alone"
"alone" in my head with the memories that I'd rather put to rest
I welcome getting through this
Perhaps part of the trouble I have in changing is that, by "acting" like this person, it keeps this person "alive" to me. I know I went through that with my drinking for many years. Drinking kept another "alive" to me. I finally got into treatment and, enough years passed that I could finally let go of that person. However, it took lots of work in therapy. And many years of therapy. It looks like I need to do some work in that setting again.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful to/for...
the ability to see that I am stuck and that I need professional help
Ok, I called BL. We will get started changing the dynamics at work in my life that are problematic
the realization that I must verbalize what is in my head in order to get better
what makes sense to me regarding my behavior (some of it) hits other's blindly like a "ton of bricks"
I am confident that these troubling areas can and will be cleaned up with help
I know I am close to breaking out of this barrier that keeps me a slave and "alone"
"alone" in my head with the memories that I'd rather put to rest
I welcome getting through this
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
nature vs. nurture
nature vs. nurture
Originally uploaded by peanut1997
Life safari #97 3/4
Ah yes, this lioness has taken in several ungulate babies on several occasions. It is a mystery of science, happenstance like no one has ever seen.
Again, I query, if the animals can do it, why on earth can not man?
This loving lioness has repeated this practice 6 times within a year.
God, can't we just do it once? Once and for all-time. Please.
life safari #97
What a beautiful day to be alive, sober and clean and... smoke-free !
Don't be mislead, I have wanted to light up.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I have resisted the urge to smoke - not wheezing has much influence not to light up
I don't fight for breath after walking - more reason to not light up
dAAve's generous gift of a book on how to stop smoking
Precious and her gift of companionship
God's Grace
I'm Blessed with wonderful people. Loving people in my life
I would not have believed I could be so Blessed some years ago
I feel like a different person when I am not depressed
I am a different person when I'm not depressed !
I have been able to ride out the depression times. The AA program must have given me that ability, I don't know where else it would have come from - Thank YOU, AA
AA is You, and YOU, and yes, YOU TOO
Bless YOU all
Don't be mislead, I have wanted to light up.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I have resisted the urge to smoke - not wheezing has much influence not to light up
I don't fight for breath after walking - more reason to not light up
dAAve's generous gift of a book on how to stop smoking
Precious and her gift of companionship
God's Grace
I'm Blessed with wonderful people. Loving people in my life
I would not have believed I could be so Blessed some years ago
I feel like a different person when I am not depressed
I am a different person when I'm not depressed !
I have been able to ride out the depression times. The AA program must have given me that ability, I don't know where else it would have come from - Thank YOU, AA
AA is You, and YOU, and yes, YOU TOO
Bless YOU all
Monday, September 24, 2007
life safari #96
Oh Boy. I get so much inspiration from my friend's/family's posts.
It baffles me to live through the differences a day can make in my life. Yesterday I couldn't, didn't desire to get out of bed or the house (and, I didn't).
Today, I am eagar to shower, dress and get to the noon meeting.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
a wonderful visit with Frank on the way to and from Chappell Hill Saturday
a lovely time with B and D at their home. They have the coolest chicken coop
I finally got the fax machine wiring correct and the fax works - lots of hair pulling over 2 little wires and plugs - oh my !!!!
I'm grateful to have met Frank's neighbor. Unfortunately, he is moving away this week
I am grateful for the tomatoes and sweet corn from Virginia
It is a Blessing to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
I am happy to be alive and healthy
I look forward to making a sandwich with those Virginia tomatoes
God's Grace
Precious is so happy with her new food and, I can tell it is having a better effect on her health
Life is Good Today -
It baffles me to live through the differences a day can make in my life. Yesterday I couldn't, didn't desire to get out of bed or the house (and, I didn't).
Today, I am eagar to shower, dress and get to the noon meeting.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
a wonderful visit with Frank on the way to and from Chappell Hill Saturday
a lovely time with B and D at their home. They have the coolest chicken coop
I finally got the fax machine wiring correct and the fax works - lots of hair pulling over 2 little wires and plugs - oh my !!!!
I'm grateful to have met Frank's neighbor. Unfortunately, he is moving away this week
I am grateful for the tomatoes and sweet corn from Virginia
It is a Blessing to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
I am happy to be alive and healthy
I look forward to making a sandwich with those Virginia tomatoes
God's Grace
Precious is so happy with her new food and, I can tell it is having a better effect on her health
Life is Good Today -
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Life Safari #95
What a lovely day today.
Frank and I visited Dell, Barbara and Joyce in Chappell Hill
Good company, good conversation, good eats !
Had a good look at the chickens and Guinea Fowl. All very different and pretty in their own right.
Dell taught me a thing or two about how to program my All-In-One Scanner,fax,copier. I have only learned that my wiring is not set up correctly. I have spent several hours trying different connection types and what I've learned:
Frank and I visited Dell, Barbara and Joyce in Chappell Hill
Good company, good conversation, good eats !
Had a good look at the chickens and Guinea Fowl. All very different and pretty in their own right.
Dell taught me a thing or two about how to program my All-In-One Scanner,fax,copier. I have only learned that my wiring is not set up correctly. I have spent several hours trying different connection types and what I've learned:
- when I wire to send faxes, the DSL wiring isn't right
- when the DSL is hooked up correctly, the fax will not work
It's all very frustrating but, had I not seen Dell set up her fax, I would not have realized :
- that mine wasn't set to go straight from the box.
- I do not know what I'm doing with wiring
- now my phone next to the computer doesn't work while I'm on-line
- the phone in the other room does work (?) we're on the same phone line
- It's so frustrating that I am now going to quit messing with it all
So, it's a good thing I offered to "help" Dell
(rolling on the floor and laughing my ass off)
Thursday, September 20, 2007
life safari #94
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I'm off and can run my errands
an outstanding clear and lovely sky
Fall is just around the corner
I'm clean, sober and smoke-free
dave's generosity - when I finish the book I will pass it to my boss
that I'm excited about tonight
the fun of going to Chappell Hill Saturday
I've made some changes I have wanted to make. Getting to sleep and getting up earlier are still problems
the more I pressure myself about the above, the worse I feel about myself
I hope I can get a quick fix on the car a/c so I can go to the noon meeting
I'd better get moving because I want to go to the meeting
AA
God's Grace
thank YOU
I'm off and can run my errands
an outstanding clear and lovely sky
Fall is just around the corner
I'm clean, sober and smoke-free
dave's generosity - when I finish the book I will pass it to my boss
that I'm excited about tonight
the fun of going to Chappell Hill Saturday
I've made some changes I have wanted to make. Getting to sleep and getting up earlier are still problems
the more I pressure myself about the above, the worse I feel about myself
I hope I can get a quick fix on the car a/c so I can go to the noon meeting
I'd better get moving because I want to go to the meeting
AA
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
life safari #93
Happy Wednesday !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that my co-worker is covering her shift today
I was given fore-warning about staying late for a meeting tonight
tomorrow is Thursday -RCIA
my car a/c is better but not cooling like it used to - I'll get it checked out in the a.m.
Frank and I are going to Chappell Hill either Saturday of Sunday this weekend
I look forward to the visit with B and D. And of course, Frank on the drive there and back
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
cooler weather
God's Grace
being a bit more Spiritually fit this week. Actually, more than a "bit"
thank YOU
I'm not where I want to be yet -
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that my co-worker is covering her shift today
I was given fore-warning about staying late for a meeting tonight
tomorrow is Thursday -RCIA
my car a/c is better but not cooling like it used to - I'll get it checked out in the a.m.
Frank and I are going to Chappell Hill either Saturday of Sunday this weekend
I look forward to the visit with B and D. And of course, Frank on the drive there and back
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
cooler weather
God's Grace
being a bit more Spiritually fit this week. Actually, more than a "bit"
thank YOU
I'm not where I want to be yet -
Sunday, September 16, 2007
life safari #92
Well, Sunday and I stayed in bed all day except to mow the grass around 4:15 pm.
I watched the Texans play and win their football game. I am excited for their progress and wins this season. I like the new coach and quarterback and many of the other new players.
Just imagine, after all these years perhaps we're going to have a winning team for a change. I for one, can bear up under that ! Go Texans !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a spare set of glasses. My main set fell out of my purse yesterday at Lambda and I wasn't aware of it. I called when I realized what had happened - they're safe and I will get them tomorrow.
thanks to glasses, I can read. These days, I must have them.
a wonderful time at dinner with Frank yesterday
great food at Spaghetti Western
My A/C in my car is fixed and it only cost $ 53.00
I got the car washed yesterday - it's a thing of beauty when clean
The lawn is mowed and looks nice
I will pull out of this "don't want to get up and do anything" mode which I have been in lately
(but when?)
I realized today that, my fussing at myself in my head isn't helping. Why am I so hard on myself? No rest for the "meatball."
Tomorrow is a new day
Good Night
Thank You Lord
I watched the Texans play and win their football game. I am excited for their progress and wins this season. I like the new coach and quarterback and many of the other new players.
Just imagine, after all these years perhaps we're going to have a winning team for a change. I for one, can bear up under that ! Go Texans !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a spare set of glasses. My main set fell out of my purse yesterday at Lambda and I wasn't aware of it. I called when I realized what had happened - they're safe and I will get them tomorrow.
thanks to glasses, I can read. These days, I must have them.
a wonderful time at dinner with Frank yesterday
great food at Spaghetti Western
My A/C in my car is fixed and it only cost $ 53.00
I got the car washed yesterday - it's a thing of beauty when clean
The lawn is mowed and looks nice
I will pull out of this "don't want to get up and do anything" mode which I have been in lately
(but when?)
I realized today that, my fussing at myself in my head isn't helping. Why am I so hard on myself? No rest for the "meatball."
Tomorrow is a new day
Good Night
Thank You Lord
Saturday, September 15, 2007
life safari #91
Well, slept in again. I just don't want to get up in the morning any more (early, that is).
Must get the car A/C looked at. Have a wonderful dinner planned with Frank later.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Saturday
that Thursday night I felt uncomfortable around new folks, new subjects, etc. But, having Frank by my side was a comfort
that next Thursday night will be easier
for all the people who are involved in the classes. They fix food for us, drinks, they are available to help in our process and they appear truly happy to be there with us
for communion with Frank later
that although I don't have much to say lately, I enjoy visiting my friend's blogs
thank you for being there
AA and my AA family
Have a wonderful day
Must get the car A/C looked at. Have a wonderful dinner planned with Frank later.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Saturday
that Thursday night I felt uncomfortable around new folks, new subjects, etc. But, having Frank by my side was a comfort
that next Thursday night will be easier
for all the people who are involved in the classes. They fix food for us, drinks, they are available to help in our process and they appear truly happy to be there with us
for communion with Frank later
that although I don't have much to say lately, I enjoy visiting my friend's blogs
thank you for being there
AA and my AA family
Have a wonderful day
Friday, September 14, 2007
life safari #90
Happy Friday all.
Got the bills paid that are due today. Got a few pair of slacks and blouses yesterday - wore one outfit last night. I lucked into finding "petites" so the pant lengths are fine. That doesn't happen much for me.
Still haven't gotten the a/c looked at. That will have to be my activity tomorrow, first thing.
The tall grass is haunting me. The responsible one inside feels "obligated" to mow on Saturday or Sunday. The "unresponsible kid" in me wants to blow mowing off and do other things.
I think I will get ready and go to the noon meeting. Hopefully, my Sponsor will be there and perhaps he would like to hook-up and go eat and talk this weekend.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for short hair that requires no work
a noon meeting to attend before work
Frank and his love and care
God's Grace
Got the bills paid that are due today. Got a few pair of slacks and blouses yesterday - wore one outfit last night. I lucked into finding "petites" so the pant lengths are fine. That doesn't happen much for me.
Still haven't gotten the a/c looked at. That will have to be my activity tomorrow, first thing.
The tall grass is haunting me. The responsible one inside feels "obligated" to mow on Saturday or Sunday. The "unresponsible kid" in me wants to blow mowing off and do other things.
I think I will get ready and go to the noon meeting. Hopefully, my Sponsor will be there and perhaps he would like to hook-up and go eat and talk this weekend.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for short hair that requires no work
a noon meeting to attend before work
Frank and his love and care
God's Grace
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Life Safari #89
I haven't decided what to do with my afternoon. I need some clothes and I need to get my a/c looked at in the car. Neither of the two are things that I like to do.
Rather than sit here and dwell on my discomfort about some things, I think I'll get up from here and tear into the responsibilities of the day. Bills must be paid before I leave the house. Go get gas in the car. From that point, I'll just try and make the best choice that will get me to the noon meeting on time.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and have things to do
I'm sober, clean and smoke-free. And have the where-with-all to think things out
the hurricane missed us
I'm sorry for the ones that got it
Precious. She is really doing better on this new food
I'm nervous and excited about this evening and I'm so relieved that Frank will be with me
God's Grace
thank YOU
Rather than sit here and dwell on my discomfort about some things, I think I'll get up from here and tear into the responsibilities of the day. Bills must be paid before I leave the house. Go get gas in the car. From that point, I'll just try and make the best choice that will get me to the noon meeting on time.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and have things to do
I'm sober, clean and smoke-free. And have the where-with-all to think things out
the hurricane missed us
I'm sorry for the ones that got it
Precious. She is really doing better on this new food
I'm nervous and excited about this evening and I'm so relieved that Frank will be with me
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
life safari #88
Wednesday - finally, rain. My plants need it.
I couldn't seem to wake up yesterday. I think I have fallen into depression, perhaps from withdrawal from smoking.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that the MS meeting did not come last night - I was able to leave on time
for the rain this morning
that I didn't pull the covers over my head and stay in bed this morning
that Precious really likes her new food and she has not had one of her symptoms on it
for tomorrow and what lies ahead
I work close to home. There are flood warnings for today
to be sober and clean and smoke free today
just to be here
I couldn't seem to wake up yesterday. I think I have fallen into depression, perhaps from withdrawal from smoking.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that the MS meeting did not come last night - I was able to leave on time
for the rain this morning
that I didn't pull the covers over my head and stay in bed this morning
that Precious really likes her new food and she has not had one of her symptoms on it
for tomorrow and what lies ahead
I work close to home. There are flood warnings for today
to be sober and clean and smoke free today
just to be here
Monday, September 10, 2007
life safari #87
Monday, Monday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
I'm up and feeling better physically even though I could not get to sleep last night
I feel rested
a reminder about "honesty" from dave
that Precious really likes her new dry and wet food
Hopefully this new food formula will help her physical condition (signs of kidney problems)
I got proactive regarding the above yesterday
to be clean, sober and smoke free this morning
that I look forward to the noon meeting today
for an interesting Lambda board meeting yesterday - lots of laughter - sweet !
just to be alive, well, and another day to try and live to my potential (honest, kind, respectful, faithful, loving, etc.)
that I am content with what "things" I have or don't have. I have no desire for any "thing" today.
that my desires involve things of a Spiritual nature right now
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
I'm up and feeling better physically even though I could not get to sleep last night
I feel rested
a reminder about "honesty" from dave
that Precious really likes her new dry and wet food
Hopefully this new food formula will help her physical condition (signs of kidney problems)
I got proactive regarding the above yesterday
to be clean, sober and smoke free this morning
that I look forward to the noon meeting today
for an interesting Lambda board meeting yesterday - lots of laughter - sweet !
just to be alive, well, and another day to try and live to my potential (honest, kind, respectful, faithful, loving, etc.)
that I am content with what "things" I have or don't have. I have no desire for any "thing" today.
that my desires involve things of a Spiritual nature right now
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Saturday, September 8, 2007
life safari #85
Good morning ! Glad it's Saturday.
Well, I only had one guess regarding the photo of dAAve on his AA birthday.
Scott W. made a good guess that he was in Nigeria. Very close.
dAAve was in Senegal, Africa.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I have had a good week at work in spite of not feeling well
in thinking about leaving this job, it has made me look at the things I'm grateful for regarding this job
sure, things occur that really irritate me. What's new? There are far more pluses than negatives in this job. I will try harder to remember and appreciate those things daily
Being involved in my Catechism classes each week will have a profound effect on my life. I welcome that. I look forward to that and the time has finally come. Next Thursday.
Mike and his faith. Support. Encouragement. Happiness for me.
that I am clean and sober and, once again, smoke-free this morning.
Day one. (full day)
that I have finally surrendered that I can not smoke without consequences (detrimental)
not smoking does not have to mean weight gain. I know what to do, I just have to do it
Precious, hummingbirds and butterflies. Flowers and birds
God's Grace
thank YOU
Well, I only had one guess regarding the photo of dAAve on his AA birthday.
Scott W. made a good guess that he was in Nigeria. Very close.
dAAve was in Senegal, Africa.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I have had a good week at work in spite of not feeling well
in thinking about leaving this job, it has made me look at the things I'm grateful for regarding this job
sure, things occur that really irritate me. What's new? There are far more pluses than negatives in this job. I will try harder to remember and appreciate those things daily
Being involved in my Catechism classes each week will have a profound effect on my life. I welcome that. I look forward to that and the time has finally come. Next Thursday.
Mike and his faith. Support. Encouragement. Happiness for me.
that I am clean and sober and, once again, smoke-free this morning.
Day one. (full day)
that I have finally surrendered that I can not smoke without consequences (detrimental)
not smoking does not have to mean weight gain. I know what to do, I just have to do it
Precious, hummingbirds and butterflies. Flowers and birds
God's Grace
thank YOU
Friday, September 7, 2007
life safari #84
Happy Friday everyone.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a weekend to rest. I actually have been feeling worse after the "cure" for my congestion
that Lisa is on the mend from her fall off of her horse
to be clean and sober another day
that I can go back to bed for a while before I go to work
I wish I could miss work today - I really feel horrible. I will be glad when this mess passes
I'm sure you do to - I imagine you're sick of hearing about it
sorry
love to all
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a weekend to rest. I actually have been feeling worse after the "cure" for my congestion
that Lisa is on the mend from her fall off of her horse
to be clean and sober another day
that I can go back to bed for a while before I go to work
I wish I could miss work today - I really feel horrible. I will be glad when this mess passes
I'm sure you do to - I imagine you're sick of hearing about it
sorry
love to all
Thursday, September 6, 2007
life safari #83
Thursday. No rain in our forecast today.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am not a religious zealot
I got an offer for a job yesterday
that I have to pinch myself over the fact that I get paid to do what I do - I smooze and cut-up with people all day - SWEET
that sometimes I forget that there is no "perfect" situation in any job
that the offer made me feel appreciated and that I do have skills that are attractive to other's
Thank you, B
that thanks to my departed Father, I don't have to keep my nose to the grindstone
for a number of years I have scaled down my cost of living (since 1985) So, I have contributed to my own ability to live on less
that I feel for those who can not manage their money and so must work 2 or 3 jobs
because of my parents' example, (and help when younger) I was raised to be responsible
God's Grace. I have been Blessed, I know it and I'm the first to tell you
to be sober and clean this morning. That fact has been one of the biggest reasons why I am where I am today. Had I not sobered up in 1997 I would be penniless
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am not a religious zealot
I got an offer for a job yesterday
that I have to pinch myself over the fact that I get paid to do what I do - I smooze and cut-up with people all day - SWEET
that sometimes I forget that there is no "perfect" situation in any job
that the offer made me feel appreciated and that I do have skills that are attractive to other's
Thank you, B
that thanks to my departed Father, I don't have to keep my nose to the grindstone
for a number of years I have scaled down my cost of living (since 1985) So, I have contributed to my own ability to live on less
that I feel for those who can not manage their money and so must work 2 or 3 jobs
because of my parents' example, (and help when younger) I was raised to be responsible
God's Grace. I have been Blessed, I know it and I'm the first to tell you
to be sober and clean this morning. That fact has been one of the biggest reasons why I am where I am today. Had I not sobered up in 1997 I would be penniless
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
dAAve's Day
As a tribute to our dAAve on his 4th AA birthday, let's play a game.
Dave has worked and lived all over the world.
The game is called "Where is Dave?" One guess per person, please.
Oh, by the way, that REALLY is our dAAve (teehee)
The exact country. Good luck !
life safari #82
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
dAAve is celebrating 4 years of sobriety today - Happy Birthday, dAAve !
work was enjoyable yesterday. I intend to make it the same way today
another morning sober and clean
because of sobriety, I have choices today and the courage to make choices
after I see the Doctor this morning I will be on the mend
a great night's sleep last night
a blank sheet of life today. I can write my own journey
I choose to be happy, joyous and free today
I apologized to a co-worker yesterday so that we might end this stand-off
I did nothing that I needed to apologize about
I chose to be happy rather than "right"
He may not feel better, but I do
the courage to change the things I can
God's Grace
dAAve is celebrating 4 years of sobriety today - Happy Birthday, dAAve !
work was enjoyable yesterday. I intend to make it the same way today
another morning sober and clean
because of sobriety, I have choices today and the courage to make choices
after I see the Doctor this morning I will be on the mend
a great night's sleep last night
a blank sheet of life today. I can write my own journey
I choose to be happy, joyous and free today
I apologized to a co-worker yesterday so that we might end this stand-off
I did nothing that I needed to apologize about
I chose to be happy rather than "right"
He may not feel better, but I do
the courage to change the things I can
God's Grace
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
life safari #81 1/2
Lisa (Scott W's sis),
thank you for dropping by and commenting. I just love your Brother. You are a welcome addition to my blog. Please stay in touch.
Sorry for your "spill" from your horse. My horse was always a danger to me physically. She made a believer out of me one day and I had to take drastic actions. I almost lost both legs in two separate "accidents" caused by her unruliness in the 6 years we were together.
She was not the horse for me but at that time in my life, I was living on the "edge."
One day, I realized that the "edge of danger" was getting closer to becoming my demise.
One of the more sad chapters in my life.
It isn't something I talk about. I'd rather keep that memory quiet. I imagine you can understand that.
Come again, Lisa. Good to hear from you. kathy
thank you for dropping by and commenting. I just love your Brother. You are a welcome addition to my blog. Please stay in touch.
Sorry for your "spill" from your horse. My horse was always a danger to me physically. She made a believer out of me one day and I had to take drastic actions. I almost lost both legs in two separate "accidents" caused by her unruliness in the 6 years we were together.
She was not the horse for me but at that time in my life, I was living on the "edge."
One day, I realized that the "edge of danger" was getting closer to becoming my demise.
One of the more sad chapters in my life.
It isn't something I talk about. I'd rather keep that memory quiet. I imagine you can understand that.
Come again, Lisa. Good to hear from you. kathy
life safari #81
Happy AA Birthday, dAAve !!
Tuesday after Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
It's a bright new day
I'm sober and clean another day
so far, our coast is safe from hurricanes
Scott's blog regarding "thoughts"
a good reminder to actively channel my thoughts on a good track today
the activity of the Hummingbirds and Butterflies in the atrium
my head cold is gone, I just have to get rid of my chest congestion
the Dr. can see to that. Hope I can get in this morning and make the noon AA meeting too
if that is to happen, I must get with it now
another day to keep it "real"
love and family
God's Grace
of course, Precious and her presence in my life
thank YOU
Tuesday after Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
It's a bright new day
I'm sober and clean another day
so far, our coast is safe from hurricanes
Scott's blog regarding "thoughts"
a good reminder to actively channel my thoughts on a good track today
the activity of the Hummingbirds and Butterflies in the atrium
my head cold is gone, I just have to get rid of my chest congestion
the Dr. can see to that. Hope I can get in this morning and make the noon AA meeting too
if that is to happen, I must get with it now
another day to keep it "real"
love and family
God's Grace
of course, Precious and her presence in my life
thank YOU
Monday, September 3, 2007
life safari #80
Happy Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful ...
for another day of sobriety and being clean
wonderful blogging entries from my friends
photos and art shared
modern conveniences
for the rest and relaxation the past week
I had a pleasant dream about my horse last night (been years)
for dreams remembered - it is a rarity
Precious
to have a "comfortable" life today
that I am fortunate, Blessed - to be able to slow down as I get older. I worried for years what would happen tomorrow. What would become of me.
To be able to appreciate "age" as being a "mellow" place (for me)
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful ...
for another day of sobriety and being clean
wonderful blogging entries from my friends
photos and art shared
modern conveniences
for the rest and relaxation the past week
I had a pleasant dream about my horse last night (been years)
for dreams remembered - it is a rarity
Precious
to have a "comfortable" life today
that I am fortunate, Blessed - to be able to slow down as I get older. I worried for years what would happen tomorrow. What would become of me.
To be able to appreciate "age" as being a "mellow" place (for me)
God's Grace
Sunday, September 2, 2007
life safari #79
Happy Sunday !
my cold is better but, my chest is very congested. A trip to the Doctor for a shot to "dry me up" would be a nice gift to myself on Tuesday.
Right after I got up from my post on Saturday, there was one more Hummingbird in the fray of chasing the other two away from the feeders. I have never been able to discover where they nest. I know that they have several in the tree out front and in my next door neighbor's tree. I see them come and go from the atrium. Their nests are so tiny, it would be like finding a needle in a haystack. That discovery is on my list of "perhaps one day's." In all the times I walked in Brazos Bend State Park, I never came upon a sluffed-off deer antler either. Or, a hawk or owl's feather. Boy, I could work up a good "resentment list" over these disapointments. No need for that.
What I am Grateful and Thankful for today is...
I'm sober and clean this morning
I am safe
Precious is safe
I have a roof over my head. And, it's a nice roof
I have Grace, Peace, Family, Health, Serenity, Love, Integrity, DSL, Sustenance, Great Memories, Time to make more Memories
I have the world on a string !
God's Grace and time to work on becoming deserving of IT
One More Day to enjoy God's Bounty
thank YOU
my cold is better but, my chest is very congested. A trip to the Doctor for a shot to "dry me up" would be a nice gift to myself on Tuesday.
Right after I got up from my post on Saturday, there was one more Hummingbird in the fray of chasing the other two away from the feeders. I have never been able to discover where they nest. I know that they have several in the tree out front and in my next door neighbor's tree. I see them come and go from the atrium. Their nests are so tiny, it would be like finding a needle in a haystack. That discovery is on my list of "perhaps one day's." In all the times I walked in Brazos Bend State Park, I never came upon a sluffed-off deer antler either. Or, a hawk or owl's feather. Boy, I could work up a good "resentment list" over these disapointments. No need for that.
What I am Grateful and Thankful for today is...
I'm sober and clean this morning
I am safe
Precious is safe
I have a roof over my head. And, it's a nice roof
I have Grace, Peace, Family, Health, Serenity, Love, Integrity, DSL, Sustenance, Great Memories, Time to make more Memories
I have the world on a string !
God's Grace and time to work on becoming deserving of IT
One More Day to enjoy God's Bounty
thank YOU
Saturday, September 1, 2007
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