Oh, Happy Friday. What a long, hot week.
No hummingbird sightings to report.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the weekend ahead
one more day sober and clean
Although I have a busy weekend ahead, I welcome it - different scenery, different chores
change is good
I finally found the black and white negatives from the class I took several years ago
brings back some good memories for me
it will be fun to scan them in the computer this weekend - my treat after I get the yard work done on Sunday
Birthday, Saturday night
Starting on September 13th, my focus will be altered. I will be on a journey that I have wanted to walk for many years. Frank is kind enough to walk with me and guide me.
I am ready, I am willing, I am excited and eager to start this process of learning and living
I have needed direction and teaching and that is finally coming to fruition
God's Grace
AA
my sweet boss who is allowing me to take time off from my job to "seek" and "live" my dream
MM is one of my biggest supporters of my Spiritual quest - thank You, Mike
and, Thank YOU, my AA family !
About Me
- peanut
- Houston, Texas, United States
- I am a native Houstonian. I have never lived elsewhere. I have had the opportunity to travel over the years. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have one cat who is indoor only.I love coffee very hot, popcorn, sweets, the sound of hummingbirds in flight, the songs of Mockingbirds, chirp of the Cardinals,butterflies, puppy breath, horse breath, the feel and sound of a cat purring (especially mine).
Friday, August 24, 2007
Thursday, August 23, 2007
life safari #70
So glad the week is almost over. I have had a nice week because I have done some things around the house before going to work. It makes coming home a joy.
I will have a busy weekend at the Center starting on Friday night-late and early Sat. morning.
Since I have chosen to not run back and forth to the Center all week, I look forward to the work ahead there.
No Hummingbird sightings. Darn it !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have an atrium for Precious to go out in - my Precious cat can be a Lioness for awhile
being sober and clean another day
that Sunday I will tackle going through a couple of my closets and get them cleaned out
I could open my own "frame shop" I have so many - good garage sale fare
I actually look forward to having the garage sale when it gets cooler
What money I make will go toward a trip to France and Italy
Saturday night is Aug. Birthday Night - lots of long-term sobriety !
that when I ruminate on issues that distress me, I eventually come up with the "right answers"
self examination has been one of the gifts of AA for me
when I'm wrong, I have the guts to admit it and make amends - some are due this weekend (amends, that is)
for the people who love me and tell me the truth in a loving manner
I like to eat my crow with Blue Cheese dressing - big chunks of blue cheese
God's Grace
thank YOU
I will have a busy weekend at the Center starting on Friday night-late and early Sat. morning.
Since I have chosen to not run back and forth to the Center all week, I look forward to the work ahead there.
No Hummingbird sightings. Darn it !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have an atrium for Precious to go out in - my Precious cat can be a Lioness for awhile
being sober and clean another day
that Sunday I will tackle going through a couple of my closets and get them cleaned out
I could open my own "frame shop" I have so many - good garage sale fare
I actually look forward to having the garage sale when it gets cooler
What money I make will go toward a trip to France and Italy
Saturday night is Aug. Birthday Night - lots of long-term sobriety !
that when I ruminate on issues that distress me, I eventually come up with the "right answers"
self examination has been one of the gifts of AA for me
when I'm wrong, I have the guts to admit it and make amends - some are due this weekend (amends, that is)
for the people who love me and tell me the truth in a loving manner
I like to eat my crow with Blue Cheese dressing - big chunks of blue cheese
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
life safari #69
Hump Day. It's a down-hill slide from here.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean again today
for my home which has been my "haven" for many years
for a chat with my Sister yesterday. It's been awhile.
to finally be "coming into my own" as a person (about time!)
the realization that, my Father cast a long shadow in my life. The past five years has been a process of "stepping out of it" for me.
that I have not felt like I have to burn up the roads going to and coming back from town this week before reporting for work. I live and work in one area of town and the Center is in another.
I am content and happily doing a bit of house cleaning before I go to work, instead
To Spiritually feel lighter and happier this week
no "late nights" at work this week
Precious and her cat ways
God's Grace
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean again today
for my home which has been my "haven" for many years
for a chat with my Sister yesterday. It's been awhile.
to finally be "coming into my own" as a person (about time!)
the realization that, my Father cast a long shadow in my life. The past five years has been a process of "stepping out of it" for me.
that I have not felt like I have to burn up the roads going to and coming back from town this week before reporting for work. I live and work in one area of town and the Center is in another.
I am content and happily doing a bit of house cleaning before I go to work, instead
To Spiritually feel lighter and happier this week
no "late nights" at work this week
Precious and her cat ways
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
life safari #68
Tuesday - what a gorgeous day out !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
after 3 hours on the phone with Symantec last night, I now have my Norton Security program working
that my computer is protected finally after many failed attempts on my own
those people at their offices are EXTREMELY patient, understanding and diligent
even though the above people's accents are very heavy, after 3 hours I had no problem understanding them
I will not have to sit through that hell again in the future
DSL - having "dial-up" was the problem in the first place with the security download
Very loving and kind responses to my anger regarding the issue with the Center
thank you SW, DU and, my sweet boss, MM
I am loved whether I am happy or angry
I can be wrong in my actions regarding my feelings and get back up and change my demeanor - I do not have to run away today
I am sober and clean another day
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
after 3 hours on the phone with Symantec last night, I now have my Norton Security program working
that my computer is protected finally after many failed attempts on my own
those people at their offices are EXTREMELY patient, understanding and diligent
even though the above people's accents are very heavy, after 3 hours I had no problem understanding them
I will not have to sit through that hell again in the future
DSL - having "dial-up" was the problem in the first place with the security download
Very loving and kind responses to my anger regarding the issue with the Center
thank you SW, DU and, my sweet boss, MM
I am loved whether I am happy or angry
I can be wrong in my actions regarding my feelings and get back up and change my demeanor - I do not have to run away today
I am sober and clean another day
God's Grace
Monday, August 20, 2007
life safari #67
What a beautiful Monday morning.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
that my back is well rested
I got great sleep through the night
Although I awoke at 4:30, I was able to go back to sleep until 8:00 am
I am having doubts about being so involved in the Lambda Center - it seems like a men's meat market lately (boy's meat market to be more correct)
It probably has been all along, I'm just seeing it lately - just MY opinion
that the days of my seeking someone to fill that hole in my center has been replaced with my Higher Power
I love many people at Lambda, they are my Family but, for me, it is time for a change of recovery setting - 'nuff said
for Precious
for my home and it's newly mowed and manicured lawn and flower beds
I pray to be able to step away a bit without prejudice, judgement or animosity
the road narrows
I leave this morning with one piece of "food for thought" - What price Glory?
Namaste
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
that my back is well rested
I got great sleep through the night
Although I awoke at 4:30, I was able to go back to sleep until 8:00 am
I am having doubts about being so involved in the Lambda Center - it seems like a men's meat market lately (boy's meat market to be more correct)
It probably has been all along, I'm just seeing it lately - just MY opinion
that the days of my seeking someone to fill that hole in my center has been replaced with my Higher Power
I love many people at Lambda, they are my Family but, for me, it is time for a change of recovery setting - 'nuff said
for Precious
for my home and it's newly mowed and manicured lawn and flower beds
I pray to be able to step away a bit without prejudice, judgement or animosity
the road narrows
I leave this morning with one piece of "food for thought" - What price Glory?
Namaste
Sunday, August 19, 2007
life safari #66 1/2
Sunday evening. Well, as I suspected, doing the yard work totally pushed out all negative thoughts and feelings. Other than thoughts of survival, that is. Oh my, I am so grateful that I don't have more lot than I've got. I waited until 5:00 pm and still thought I would pass out seveal times. But, the mowing is done, weedeating in the atrium, and watered the plants. I had a nice shower afterward and feel proud of how the yard looks. My spirits are raised and my yard work is finished for the week - let it rain or whatever it's going to do.
I also got clothes that were stacked on my bunk beds for a time, folded and put away.
Life is good Sunday night. Other than a very tired back, I'm ready for a good work week.
Still no Hummers about. Plenty of butterflies to enjoy, however.
Well, I leave you all with a wish for a good night and a good week. Oh, and a picture that sums up how we feel here at the abode. Precious says it best.
Night all.
I also got clothes that were stacked on my bunk beds for a time, folded and put away.
Life is good Sunday night. Other than a very tired back, I'm ready for a good work week.
Still no Hummers about. Plenty of butterflies to enjoy, however.
Well, I leave you all with a wish for a good night and a good week. Oh, and a picture that sums up how we feel here at the abode. Precious says it best.
Night all.
life safari #66
Sunday.
Report on Hummingbird sightings - none so far.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I usually catch my misspelled words prior to posting
the same with "transposing" letters - happening very often lately
it is very sunny this morning - hot and sunny
I feel a bit old today
there is a feeling of disappointment in me that I can't quite put my finger on today - it has to do with last night
I believe it has to do with the "new generation" coming and the "old guard" being replaced
Yep, I'm getting old
to have great memories of years past (and people) at the Center
for the talent, guts and joy of those who performed for us last night
to be clean and sober today
to be getting more done around the house
for pictures that document life and times in my life
for the good and the bad times in my life - it all shaped who I am
I want to be just like my cat when I grow up !
I want and need to "surrender" my worries about the future to my Higher Power but it is difficult this morning
God's Grace - I am not worthy
that perhaps I will feel better Spiritually after I mow the yards
thank YOU
Report on Hummingbird sightings - none so far.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I usually catch my misspelled words prior to posting
the same with "transposing" letters - happening very often lately
it is very sunny this morning - hot and sunny
I feel a bit old today
there is a feeling of disappointment in me that I can't quite put my finger on today - it has to do with last night
I believe it has to do with the "new generation" coming and the "old guard" being replaced
Yep, I'm getting old
to have great memories of years past (and people) at the Center
for the talent, guts and joy of those who performed for us last night
to be clean and sober today
to be getting more done around the house
for pictures that document life and times in my life
for the good and the bad times in my life - it all shaped who I am
I want to be just like my cat when I grow up !
I want and need to "surrender" my worries about the future to my Higher Power but it is difficult this morning
God's Grace - I am not worthy
that perhaps I will feel better Spiritually after I mow the yards
thank YOU
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)