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Houston, Texas, United States
I am a native Houstonian. I have never lived elsewhere. I have had the opportunity to travel over the years. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have one cat who is indoor only.I love coffee very hot, popcorn, sweets, the sound of hummingbirds in flight, the songs of Mockingbirds, chirp of the Cardinals,butterflies, puppy breath, horse breath, the feel and sound of a cat purring (especially mine).

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

life safari 2008 (25)

Good Tuesday morning. I hear thunder out and apparently, we are in for more rain today.
It is fine with me.

I am happy, joyous and free today. It's good to be alive and healthy and I hope all of you are feeling well and doing well.

I just E-mailed Hillary Clinton. I asked her to please change her stance on abortion. I will not be able to vote for her unless she does. I doubt seriously that she will - that subject is so polarizing a topic, especially for women's rights.

When I decided as a 57 year old to convert to Catholism, I was ready and prepared to believe the precepts and doctrines of then Catholic Church. That is in all ways. I am no longer sexually active and have no plans of being unless the Good Lord sends a man into my life for marriage.

I had no idea when that Danielle's words to me, when I told her I was becoming a Catholic, would ring so true in my life. On the issue of abortion and being gay, she told me that her opinion was that, if I could not agree with the Church teachings on these issues that I was disingenuous. Those words hurt but, upon searching my conscience and much prayer, I realized that she was correct.

Now, I realize this may drive some away from me but, we all must answer to our God Conscience. I am doing what I believe that God has for me to do in the things I read and the way I feel comfortable interpreting.

That is what we all must do. I do not feel judgemental about other gays and how they live. I may not be a part of some activities today but, we all must do as we believe we are called to do in our best understanding.

I believe that I have been hesitant to share this part of me to anyone except my Sponsor and boss but, to be open and honest with you, my friends and family, I give you me. Some may decide that I have nothing that they want. I must be prepared for that. If you can not except me as I am now, I understand and will hold you in high esteem and wish you well.

I admit, I have been fearful of sharing this with you. But, I must now. I want to live as a devout Catholic comfortably and be open and honest with my friends and family.

May God bless each of you and keep you. Thank you for allowing me to share - finally.
Now, my soul can rest in peace and I can go on to do God's work without having feelings of lying by omission.

Peace be with all of you.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to have the courage to tell you my Truth today
God's Grace

2 comments:

dAAve said...

Well, I must say that's a bit of a bombshell.
I certainly respect your wishes and motives although I may not agree with your ideas. Surely you aren't criticising your HP's handiwork. I hope this doesn't mean you'll stop coming to Lambda.
Hope to see you soon!

Scott W said...

I am so grateful we live in a country that lets us worship as we please. I sure don't want someone telling me what God I have to serve. And our beautiful program of AA lets us find the God of our understanding. I am glad you found yours and I hope it brings you freedoms you never dreamt of.