a snails underbelly
About Me
- peanut
- Houston, Texas, United States
- I am a native Houstonian. I have never lived elsewhere. I have had the opportunity to travel over the years. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have one cat who is indoor only.I love coffee very hot, popcorn, sweets, the sound of hummingbirds in flight, the songs of Mockingbirds, chirp of the Cardinals,butterflies, puppy breath, horse breath, the feel and sound of a cat purring (especially mine).
Thursday, September 6, 2007
life safari #83
Thursday. No rain in our forecast today.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am not a religious zealot
I got an offer for a job yesterday
that I have to pinch myself over the fact that I get paid to do what I do - I smooze and cut-up with people all day - SWEET
that sometimes I forget that there is no "perfect" situation in any job
that the offer made me feel appreciated and that I do have skills that are attractive to other's
Thank you, B
that thanks to my departed Father, I don't have to keep my nose to the grindstone
for a number of years I have scaled down my cost of living (since 1985) So, I have contributed to my own ability to live on less
that I feel for those who can not manage their money and so must work 2 or 3 jobs
because of my parents' example, (and help when younger) I was raised to be responsible
God's Grace. I have been Blessed, I know it and I'm the first to tell you
to be sober and clean this morning. That fact has been one of the biggest reasons why I am where I am today. Had I not sobered up in 1997 I would be penniless
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am not a religious zealot
I got an offer for a job yesterday
that I have to pinch myself over the fact that I get paid to do what I do - I smooze and cut-up with people all day - SWEET
that sometimes I forget that there is no "perfect" situation in any job
that the offer made me feel appreciated and that I do have skills that are attractive to other's
Thank you, B
that thanks to my departed Father, I don't have to keep my nose to the grindstone
for a number of years I have scaled down my cost of living (since 1985) So, I have contributed to my own ability to live on less
that I feel for those who can not manage their money and so must work 2 or 3 jobs
because of my parents' example, (and help when younger) I was raised to be responsible
God's Grace. I have been Blessed, I know it and I'm the first to tell you
to be sober and clean this morning. That fact has been one of the biggest reasons why I am where I am today. Had I not sobered up in 1997 I would be penniless
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
dAAve's Day
As a tribute to our dAAve on his 4th AA birthday, let's play a game.
Dave has worked and lived all over the world.
The game is called "Where is Dave?" One guess per person, please.
Oh, by the way, that REALLY is our dAAve (teehee)
The exact country. Good luck !
life safari #82
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
dAAve is celebrating 4 years of sobriety today - Happy Birthday, dAAve !
work was enjoyable yesterday. I intend to make it the same way today
another morning sober and clean
because of sobriety, I have choices today and the courage to make choices
after I see the Doctor this morning I will be on the mend
a great night's sleep last night
a blank sheet of life today. I can write my own journey
I choose to be happy, joyous and free today
I apologized to a co-worker yesterday so that we might end this stand-off
I did nothing that I needed to apologize about
I chose to be happy rather than "right"
He may not feel better, but I do
the courage to change the things I can
God's Grace
dAAve is celebrating 4 years of sobriety today - Happy Birthday, dAAve !
work was enjoyable yesterday. I intend to make it the same way today
another morning sober and clean
because of sobriety, I have choices today and the courage to make choices
after I see the Doctor this morning I will be on the mend
a great night's sleep last night
a blank sheet of life today. I can write my own journey
I choose to be happy, joyous and free today
I apologized to a co-worker yesterday so that we might end this stand-off
I did nothing that I needed to apologize about
I chose to be happy rather than "right"
He may not feel better, but I do
the courage to change the things I can
God's Grace
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
life safari #81 1/2
Lisa (Scott W's sis),
thank you for dropping by and commenting. I just love your Brother. You are a welcome addition to my blog. Please stay in touch.
Sorry for your "spill" from your horse. My horse was always a danger to me physically. She made a believer out of me one day and I had to take drastic actions. I almost lost both legs in two separate "accidents" caused by her unruliness in the 6 years we were together.
She was not the horse for me but at that time in my life, I was living on the "edge."
One day, I realized that the "edge of danger" was getting closer to becoming my demise.
One of the more sad chapters in my life.
It isn't something I talk about. I'd rather keep that memory quiet. I imagine you can understand that.
Come again, Lisa. Good to hear from you. kathy
thank you for dropping by and commenting. I just love your Brother. You are a welcome addition to my blog. Please stay in touch.
Sorry for your "spill" from your horse. My horse was always a danger to me physically. She made a believer out of me one day and I had to take drastic actions. I almost lost both legs in two separate "accidents" caused by her unruliness in the 6 years we were together.
She was not the horse for me but at that time in my life, I was living on the "edge."
One day, I realized that the "edge of danger" was getting closer to becoming my demise.
One of the more sad chapters in my life.
It isn't something I talk about. I'd rather keep that memory quiet. I imagine you can understand that.
Come again, Lisa. Good to hear from you. kathy
life safari #81
Happy AA Birthday, dAAve !!
Tuesday after Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
It's a bright new day
I'm sober and clean another day
so far, our coast is safe from hurricanes
Scott's blog regarding "thoughts"
a good reminder to actively channel my thoughts on a good track today
the activity of the Hummingbirds and Butterflies in the atrium
my head cold is gone, I just have to get rid of my chest congestion
the Dr. can see to that. Hope I can get in this morning and make the noon AA meeting too
if that is to happen, I must get with it now
another day to keep it "real"
love and family
God's Grace
of course, Precious and her presence in my life
thank YOU
Tuesday after Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
It's a bright new day
I'm sober and clean another day
so far, our coast is safe from hurricanes
Scott's blog regarding "thoughts"
a good reminder to actively channel my thoughts on a good track today
the activity of the Hummingbirds and Butterflies in the atrium
my head cold is gone, I just have to get rid of my chest congestion
the Dr. can see to that. Hope I can get in this morning and make the noon AA meeting too
if that is to happen, I must get with it now
another day to keep it "real"
love and family
God's Grace
of course, Precious and her presence in my life
thank YOU
Monday, September 3, 2007
life safari #80
Happy Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful ...
for another day of sobriety and being clean
wonderful blogging entries from my friends
photos and art shared
modern conveniences
for the rest and relaxation the past week
I had a pleasant dream about my horse last night (been years)
for dreams remembered - it is a rarity
Precious
to have a "comfortable" life today
that I am fortunate, Blessed - to be able to slow down as I get older. I worried for years what would happen tomorrow. What would become of me.
To be able to appreciate "age" as being a "mellow" place (for me)
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful ...
for another day of sobriety and being clean
wonderful blogging entries from my friends
photos and art shared
modern conveniences
for the rest and relaxation the past week
I had a pleasant dream about my horse last night (been years)
for dreams remembered - it is a rarity
Precious
to have a "comfortable" life today
that I am fortunate, Blessed - to be able to slow down as I get older. I worried for years what would happen tomorrow. What would become of me.
To be able to appreciate "age" as being a "mellow" place (for me)
God's Grace
Sunday, September 2, 2007
life safari #79
Happy Sunday !
my cold is better but, my chest is very congested. A trip to the Doctor for a shot to "dry me up" would be a nice gift to myself on Tuesday.
Right after I got up from my post on Saturday, there was one more Hummingbird in the fray of chasing the other two away from the feeders. I have never been able to discover where they nest. I know that they have several in the tree out front and in my next door neighbor's tree. I see them come and go from the atrium. Their nests are so tiny, it would be like finding a needle in a haystack. That discovery is on my list of "perhaps one day's." In all the times I walked in Brazos Bend State Park, I never came upon a sluffed-off deer antler either. Or, a hawk or owl's feather. Boy, I could work up a good "resentment list" over these disapointments. No need for that.
What I am Grateful and Thankful for today is...
I'm sober and clean this morning
I am safe
Precious is safe
I have a roof over my head. And, it's a nice roof
I have Grace, Peace, Family, Health, Serenity, Love, Integrity, DSL, Sustenance, Great Memories, Time to make more Memories
I have the world on a string !
God's Grace and time to work on becoming deserving of IT
One More Day to enjoy God's Bounty
thank YOU
my cold is better but, my chest is very congested. A trip to the Doctor for a shot to "dry me up" would be a nice gift to myself on Tuesday.
Right after I got up from my post on Saturday, there was one more Hummingbird in the fray of chasing the other two away from the feeders. I have never been able to discover where they nest. I know that they have several in the tree out front and in my next door neighbor's tree. I see them come and go from the atrium. Their nests are so tiny, it would be like finding a needle in a haystack. That discovery is on my list of "perhaps one day's." In all the times I walked in Brazos Bend State Park, I never came upon a sluffed-off deer antler either. Or, a hawk or owl's feather. Boy, I could work up a good "resentment list" over these disapointments. No need for that.
What I am Grateful and Thankful for today is...
I'm sober and clean this morning
I am safe
Precious is safe
I have a roof over my head. And, it's a nice roof
I have Grace, Peace, Family, Health, Serenity, Love, Integrity, DSL, Sustenance, Great Memories, Time to make more Memories
I have the world on a string !
God's Grace and time to work on becoming deserving of IT
One More Day to enjoy God's Bounty
thank YOU
Saturday, September 1, 2007
life safari #78
Saturday, Sept. 1st
Wow, time flies.
Have seen two hummers, more will come. They delight in chasing each other around the atrium. They are very territorial little critters. Oh yes, dAAve, I was able to make out what they were humming yesterday... Hail to the Chief.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to feel better today
I slept through the night (almost) last night
received a bit of rain this morning
Precious enjoyed a long cat-nap on the atrium yesterday
to be sober and clean another day
to enjoy "The Eyes of Texas" program last night
the beautiful Memorial to the late Princess Diana
everytime I answer my land line, I remember why I don't answer my land line
I would rather dig ditches than be a phone solicitor
for a few more days to get over this cold before work next week
a short week next week
I'm excited about the 13th and the path I will walk with a loving Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wow, time flies.
Have seen two hummers, more will come. They delight in chasing each other around the atrium. They are very territorial little critters. Oh yes, dAAve, I was able to make out what they were humming yesterday... Hail to the Chief.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to feel better today
I slept through the night (almost) last night
received a bit of rain this morning
Precious enjoyed a long cat-nap on the atrium yesterday
to be sober and clean another day
to enjoy "The Eyes of Texas" program last night
the beautiful Memorial to the late Princess Diana
everytime I answer my land line, I remember why I don't answer my land line
I would rather dig ditches than be a phone solicitor
for a few more days to get over this cold before work next week
a short week next week
I'm excited about the 13th and the path I will walk with a loving Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Friday, August 31, 2007
life safari #77
Friday. I have a nasty cold. Thank goodness I was able to take yesterday and today off from work.
Thank you to whomever worked for me. I believe it is my co-worker, A.
Thank You A. Also, thank you M for being so kind as to jump on getting relief for me.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the days off. I feel very rocky. have not been this ill in a long time
I breathe freer in the daytime. My nose begins to stop up around 5:00 pm - what is that about?
cooler weather is on the horizon
down-time to get better
I am sober and clean another day
I feel like sitting up to blog this morning - not so yesterday
time heals
I can crawl back in bed now
God's Grace
thank YOU
Thank you to whomever worked for me. I believe it is my co-worker, A.
Thank You A. Also, thank you M for being so kind as to jump on getting relief for me.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the days off. I feel very rocky. have not been this ill in a long time
I breathe freer in the daytime. My nose begins to stop up around 5:00 pm - what is that about?
cooler weather is on the horizon
down-time to get better
I am sober and clean another day
I feel like sitting up to blog this morning - not so yesterday
time heals
I can crawl back in bed now
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
life safari #76 1/2
August 29, 2007
11:37 A.M.
just saw the first hummingbird feeding in the atrium on various plants as well as the feeders
They're Here !!!!!!!!!
11:37 A.M.
just saw the first hummingbird feeding in the atrium on various plants as well as the feeders
They're Here !!!!!!!!!
life safari #76
Wednesday morning. No hummers sighted to date. Another awesome storm yesterday evening, beautiful and powerful. I do not like being in my glass "box" during lightening at work. I try and make myself very small - there's also the counter to dive under.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day clean and sober
that my hard work in my yard is very engaging and produces feelings of gratitude and enjoyment of a job well done
When I'm in the "Spiritual Zone," I get the same feelings. I strive to get back to that place today
I have vented my feelings about the frustrations and disapointments of my job, one last time.
No more talk - I'm done and I'm done. From today on, I give no extras, I care as much (or little) as everyone else involved and I do what I can and stop at that.
In almost 2 years, my efforts have not changed one thing. Why does it take me so long to see this? I am a "die-hard." I realize that my past has everything to do with this issue.
I treat every company I work for as I did when I worked for MY own business (the Family Business). It is a dead-end street. "UNCLE, I give !!!!!"
There.
I am Grateful for the fact that I do finally realize that I am repeating every job experience over and over. It is time to step out of this habit and be as ordinary as the next worker.
My late Father gave me a hardy work ethic. In the jobs I have had since leaving our Family business, that work ethic is a curse for me.
Inconguent. Forgive me, I needed to vent this. I am truly aware and set to be different today.
Thanks for allowing me to share.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day clean and sober
that my hard work in my yard is very engaging and produces feelings of gratitude and enjoyment of a job well done
When I'm in the "Spiritual Zone," I get the same feelings. I strive to get back to that place today
I have vented my feelings about the frustrations and disapointments of my job, one last time.
No more talk - I'm done and I'm done. From today on, I give no extras, I care as much (or little) as everyone else involved and I do what I can and stop at that.
In almost 2 years, my efforts have not changed one thing. Why does it take me so long to see this? I am a "die-hard." I realize that my past has everything to do with this issue.
I treat every company I work for as I did when I worked for MY own business (the Family Business). It is a dead-end street. "UNCLE, I give !!!!!"
There.
I am Grateful for the fact that I do finally realize that I am repeating every job experience over and over. It is time to step out of this habit and be as ordinary as the next worker.
My late Father gave me a hardy work ethic. In the jobs I have had since leaving our Family business, that work ethic is a curse for me.
Inconguent. Forgive me, I needed to vent this. I am truly aware and set to be different today.
Thanks for allowing me to share.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
life safari #75
Gooood Morning !
what a beautiful day. Had a nice lightening storm last night. That cool breeze it carried in was very pleasing.
No hummingbirds seen to date.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
yesterday I got the flowerbeds cleaned out and the ivy cut back on the house
I was happy, joyous and nice all day yesterday - it was a successful day
I have already made up my mind to repeat that state of being today
I was just called and asked to go into work - A.M. person is ill
it will be a very long day today but I feel up for the challenge
Well, I'd better get ready - not exactly what I was going to do with my morning off but,
today, I can and will be flexible and,
Happy, Joyous and Free
Precious and her Cat Spirit and companionship and, especially,
God's abundant Grace
thank YOU
what a beautiful day. Had a nice lightening storm last night. That cool breeze it carried in was very pleasing.
No hummingbirds seen to date.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
yesterday I got the flowerbeds cleaned out and the ivy cut back on the house
I was happy, joyous and nice all day yesterday - it was a successful day
I have already made up my mind to repeat that state of being today
I was just called and asked to go into work - A.M. person is ill
it will be a very long day today but I feel up for the challenge
Well, I'd better get ready - not exactly what I was going to do with my morning off but,
today, I can and will be flexible and,
Happy, Joyous and Free
Precious and her Cat Spirit and companionship and, especially,
God's abundant Grace
thank YOU
Monday, August 27, 2007
life safari #74
What a beautiful Monday morning !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
God chose to allow me another day of "life" today
A well manicured lawn - it lifts my Spirit the day after I mow, edge and sweep
the temperature Sunday seemed cooler than usual
I stop what I'm doing now when I get tired
Precious is doing her "cat thing" in the atrium (sleeping, what else) At night, it's a different story
house cats are simply little "Big Cats" and all that that entails
to be sober and clean
for a new start on a new week
it's almost September
for an awesome life. I feel I have had several life -times in this one. I have lived a diverse life
I am happy with who I am today
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
God chose to allow me another day of "life" today
A well manicured lawn - it lifts my Spirit the day after I mow, edge and sweep
the temperature Sunday seemed cooler than usual
I stop what I'm doing now when I get tired
Precious is doing her "cat thing" in the atrium (sleeping, what else) At night, it's a different story
house cats are simply little "Big Cats" and all that that entails
to be sober and clean
for a new start on a new week
it's almost September
for an awesome life. I feel I have had several life -times in this one. I have lived a diverse life
I am happy with who I am today
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, August 26, 2007
life safari #72 and #73
Good Sunday. I fell behind on my posts. I was busy and unable to write Saturday but, the day was very productive. Had an inpromtu "garage sale" of the rubbish we took from behind the stage at the Center. It was not announced because we did not want anyone bringing anything from their home, we just wanted to see what we could glean from what we had. As it turns out, for the items we had to "sell" we made about $300.00. Enough to buy the shelves we need to purchase to store the keeper items behind the stage on.
It was a fun day. Early start (8:00 am) but, funa s the morning progressed.
I was able to make my amends to D for my comments and judgements regarding our "matching funds" contributor on Friday night, a week ago. He was very gracious and accepted my apology.
I learned a lot from that incident and will not jump to judge again. I was wrong on all levels and will not repeat that behavior.
I have a new respect for the board members of the Center. I like and respect all of them. It is a wonderful thing to "play" with people one works with.
It is a beautiful bonding experience. I have a new set of glasses. Thank you D,T,B,D and M.
I believe we make a strong team for the Lambda Board. We are there to serve, hopefully make some safety corrections and save the Center some money in the bargain.
I am proud to serve with you guys and dolls (Z). teehee
I am Grateful and Thankful..
to be clean and sober another day
a wonderful Birthday Night last night
Happy AA Birthday everyone !
Jeanie, I am thinking of you and will call you to see how you are doing. You were missed last night. God Bless.
Thank YOU
It was a fun day. Early start (8:00 am) but, funa s the morning progressed.
I was able to make my amends to D for my comments and judgements regarding our "matching funds" contributor on Friday night, a week ago. He was very gracious and accepted my apology.
I learned a lot from that incident and will not jump to judge again. I was wrong on all levels and will not repeat that behavior.
I have a new respect for the board members of the Center. I like and respect all of them. It is a wonderful thing to "play" with people one works with.
It is a beautiful bonding experience. I have a new set of glasses. Thank you D,T,B,D and M.
I believe we make a strong team for the Lambda Board. We are there to serve, hopefully make some safety corrections and save the Center some money in the bargain.
I am proud to serve with you guys and dolls (Z). teehee
I am Grateful and Thankful..
to be clean and sober another day
a wonderful Birthday Night last night
Happy AA Birthday everyone !
Jeanie, I am thinking of you and will call you to see how you are doing. You were missed last night. God Bless.
Thank YOU
Friday, August 24, 2007
life safari #71
Oh, Happy Friday. What a long, hot week.
No hummingbird sightings to report.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the weekend ahead
one more day sober and clean
Although I have a busy weekend ahead, I welcome it - different scenery, different chores
change is good
I finally found the black and white negatives from the class I took several years ago
brings back some good memories for me
it will be fun to scan them in the computer this weekend - my treat after I get the yard work done on Sunday
Birthday, Saturday night
Starting on September 13th, my focus will be altered. I will be on a journey that I have wanted to walk for many years. Frank is kind enough to walk with me and guide me.
I am ready, I am willing, I am excited and eager to start this process of learning and living
I have needed direction and teaching and that is finally coming to fruition
God's Grace
AA
my sweet boss who is allowing me to take time off from my job to "seek" and "live" my dream
MM is one of my biggest supporters of my Spiritual quest - thank You, Mike
and, Thank YOU, my AA family !
No hummingbird sightings to report.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the weekend ahead
one more day sober and clean
Although I have a busy weekend ahead, I welcome it - different scenery, different chores
change is good
I finally found the black and white negatives from the class I took several years ago
brings back some good memories for me
it will be fun to scan them in the computer this weekend - my treat after I get the yard work done on Sunday
Birthday, Saturday night
Starting on September 13th, my focus will be altered. I will be on a journey that I have wanted to walk for many years. Frank is kind enough to walk with me and guide me.
I am ready, I am willing, I am excited and eager to start this process of learning and living
I have needed direction and teaching and that is finally coming to fruition
God's Grace
AA
my sweet boss who is allowing me to take time off from my job to "seek" and "live" my dream
MM is one of my biggest supporters of my Spiritual quest - thank You, Mike
and, Thank YOU, my AA family !
Thursday, August 23, 2007
life safari #70
So glad the week is almost over. I have had a nice week because I have done some things around the house before going to work. It makes coming home a joy.
I will have a busy weekend at the Center starting on Friday night-late and early Sat. morning.
Since I have chosen to not run back and forth to the Center all week, I look forward to the work ahead there.
No Hummingbird sightings. Darn it !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have an atrium for Precious to go out in - my Precious cat can be a Lioness for awhile
being sober and clean another day
that Sunday I will tackle going through a couple of my closets and get them cleaned out
I could open my own "frame shop" I have so many - good garage sale fare
I actually look forward to having the garage sale when it gets cooler
What money I make will go toward a trip to France and Italy
Saturday night is Aug. Birthday Night - lots of long-term sobriety !
that when I ruminate on issues that distress me, I eventually come up with the "right answers"
self examination has been one of the gifts of AA for me
when I'm wrong, I have the guts to admit it and make amends - some are due this weekend (amends, that is)
for the people who love me and tell me the truth in a loving manner
I like to eat my crow with Blue Cheese dressing - big chunks of blue cheese
God's Grace
thank YOU
I will have a busy weekend at the Center starting on Friday night-late and early Sat. morning.
Since I have chosen to not run back and forth to the Center all week, I look forward to the work ahead there.
No Hummingbird sightings. Darn it !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have an atrium for Precious to go out in - my Precious cat can be a Lioness for awhile
being sober and clean another day
that Sunday I will tackle going through a couple of my closets and get them cleaned out
I could open my own "frame shop" I have so many - good garage sale fare
I actually look forward to having the garage sale when it gets cooler
What money I make will go toward a trip to France and Italy
Saturday night is Aug. Birthday Night - lots of long-term sobriety !
that when I ruminate on issues that distress me, I eventually come up with the "right answers"
self examination has been one of the gifts of AA for me
when I'm wrong, I have the guts to admit it and make amends - some are due this weekend (amends, that is)
for the people who love me and tell me the truth in a loving manner
I like to eat my crow with Blue Cheese dressing - big chunks of blue cheese
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
life safari #69
Hump Day. It's a down-hill slide from here.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean again today
for my home which has been my "haven" for many years
for a chat with my Sister yesterday. It's been awhile.
to finally be "coming into my own" as a person (about time!)
the realization that, my Father cast a long shadow in my life. The past five years has been a process of "stepping out of it" for me.
that I have not felt like I have to burn up the roads going to and coming back from town this week before reporting for work. I live and work in one area of town and the Center is in another.
I am content and happily doing a bit of house cleaning before I go to work, instead
To Spiritually feel lighter and happier this week
no "late nights" at work this week
Precious and her cat ways
God's Grace
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean again today
for my home which has been my "haven" for many years
for a chat with my Sister yesterday. It's been awhile.
to finally be "coming into my own" as a person (about time!)
the realization that, my Father cast a long shadow in my life. The past five years has been a process of "stepping out of it" for me.
that I have not felt like I have to burn up the roads going to and coming back from town this week before reporting for work. I live and work in one area of town and the Center is in another.
I am content and happily doing a bit of house cleaning before I go to work, instead
To Spiritually feel lighter and happier this week
no "late nights" at work this week
Precious and her cat ways
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
life safari #68
Tuesday - what a gorgeous day out !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
after 3 hours on the phone with Symantec last night, I now have my Norton Security program working
that my computer is protected finally after many failed attempts on my own
those people at their offices are EXTREMELY patient, understanding and diligent
even though the above people's accents are very heavy, after 3 hours I had no problem understanding them
I will not have to sit through that hell again in the future
DSL - having "dial-up" was the problem in the first place with the security download
Very loving and kind responses to my anger regarding the issue with the Center
thank you SW, DU and, my sweet boss, MM
I am loved whether I am happy or angry
I can be wrong in my actions regarding my feelings and get back up and change my demeanor - I do not have to run away today
I am sober and clean another day
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
after 3 hours on the phone with Symantec last night, I now have my Norton Security program working
that my computer is protected finally after many failed attempts on my own
those people at their offices are EXTREMELY patient, understanding and diligent
even though the above people's accents are very heavy, after 3 hours I had no problem understanding them
I will not have to sit through that hell again in the future
DSL - having "dial-up" was the problem in the first place with the security download
Very loving and kind responses to my anger regarding the issue with the Center
thank you SW, DU and, my sweet boss, MM
I am loved whether I am happy or angry
I can be wrong in my actions regarding my feelings and get back up and change my demeanor - I do not have to run away today
I am sober and clean another day
God's Grace
Monday, August 20, 2007
life safari #67
What a beautiful Monday morning.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
that my back is well rested
I got great sleep through the night
Although I awoke at 4:30, I was able to go back to sleep until 8:00 am
I am having doubts about being so involved in the Lambda Center - it seems like a men's meat market lately (boy's meat market to be more correct)
It probably has been all along, I'm just seeing it lately - just MY opinion
that the days of my seeking someone to fill that hole in my center has been replaced with my Higher Power
I love many people at Lambda, they are my Family but, for me, it is time for a change of recovery setting - 'nuff said
for Precious
for my home and it's newly mowed and manicured lawn and flower beds
I pray to be able to step away a bit without prejudice, judgement or animosity
the road narrows
I leave this morning with one piece of "food for thought" - What price Glory?
Namaste
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
that my back is well rested
I got great sleep through the night
Although I awoke at 4:30, I was able to go back to sleep until 8:00 am
I am having doubts about being so involved in the Lambda Center - it seems like a men's meat market lately (boy's meat market to be more correct)
It probably has been all along, I'm just seeing it lately - just MY opinion
that the days of my seeking someone to fill that hole in my center has been replaced with my Higher Power
I love many people at Lambda, they are my Family but, for me, it is time for a change of recovery setting - 'nuff said
for Precious
for my home and it's newly mowed and manicured lawn and flower beds
I pray to be able to step away a bit without prejudice, judgement or animosity
the road narrows
I leave this morning with one piece of "food for thought" - What price Glory?
Namaste
Sunday, August 19, 2007
life safari #66 1/2
Sunday evening. Well, as I suspected, doing the yard work totally pushed out all negative thoughts and feelings. Other than thoughts of survival, that is. Oh my, I am so grateful that I don't have more lot than I've got. I waited until 5:00 pm and still thought I would pass out seveal times. But, the mowing is done, weedeating in the atrium, and watered the plants. I had a nice shower afterward and feel proud of how the yard looks. My spirits are raised and my yard work is finished for the week - let it rain or whatever it's going to do.
I also got clothes that were stacked on my bunk beds for a time, folded and put away.
Life is good Sunday night. Other than a very tired back, I'm ready for a good work week.
Still no Hummers about. Plenty of butterflies to enjoy, however.
Well, I leave you all with a wish for a good night and a good week. Oh, and a picture that sums up how we feel here at the abode. Precious says it best.
Night all.
I also got clothes that were stacked on my bunk beds for a time, folded and put away.
Life is good Sunday night. Other than a very tired back, I'm ready for a good work week.
Still no Hummers about. Plenty of butterflies to enjoy, however.
Well, I leave you all with a wish for a good night and a good week. Oh, and a picture that sums up how we feel here at the abode. Precious says it best.
Night all.
life safari #66
Sunday.
Report on Hummingbird sightings - none so far.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I usually catch my misspelled words prior to posting
the same with "transposing" letters - happening very often lately
it is very sunny this morning - hot and sunny
I feel a bit old today
there is a feeling of disappointment in me that I can't quite put my finger on today - it has to do with last night
I believe it has to do with the "new generation" coming and the "old guard" being replaced
Yep, I'm getting old
to have great memories of years past (and people) at the Center
for the talent, guts and joy of those who performed for us last night
to be clean and sober today
to be getting more done around the house
for pictures that document life and times in my life
for the good and the bad times in my life - it all shaped who I am
I want to be just like my cat when I grow up !
I want and need to "surrender" my worries about the future to my Higher Power but it is difficult this morning
God's Grace - I am not worthy
that perhaps I will feel better Spiritually after I mow the yards
thank YOU
Report on Hummingbird sightings - none so far.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I usually catch my misspelled words prior to posting
the same with "transposing" letters - happening very often lately
it is very sunny this morning - hot and sunny
I feel a bit old today
there is a feeling of disappointment in me that I can't quite put my finger on today - it has to do with last night
I believe it has to do with the "new generation" coming and the "old guard" being replaced
Yep, I'm getting old
to have great memories of years past (and people) at the Center
for the talent, guts and joy of those who performed for us last night
to be clean and sober today
to be getting more done around the house
for pictures that document life and times in my life
for the good and the bad times in my life - it all shaped who I am
I want to be just like my cat when I grow up !
I want and need to "surrender" my worries about the future to my Higher Power but it is difficult this morning
God's Grace - I am not worthy
that perhaps I will feel better Spiritually after I mow the yards
thank YOU
Saturday, August 18, 2007
life safari #65
Ah, it's Saturday again.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
no rain yet, today
two days off from work
that talking about my thoughts and feelings always diffuses my anger
when I get past just being angry and see all sides of an issue, I am less reactive and perverse
I wish I could get to the above faster than I do
that I realize that I need to be in a place of gratitude about having my job - it is a good deal for me
I get to do more service work at Lambda tonight
It's not all about me
I forget that life isn't fair - I know that for a fact but keep trying to make it different. It isn't fair for all, not just for me
to be sober and clean today
the realization that I need to laugh in the face of difficulty more often - I am too serious. Too intense.
that I was able to make someone feel special and cared for in a time of sadness, grief and loss
I have a "purpose" here on earth
God's Grace
Precious, who has changed me in ways that needed to be changed. Her little loving Spirit has tempered my reactions over these 6 - 7 years.
AA and my AA family have tempered the rest
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
no rain yet, today
two days off from work
that talking about my thoughts and feelings always diffuses my anger
when I get past just being angry and see all sides of an issue, I am less reactive and perverse
I wish I could get to the above faster than I do
that I realize that I need to be in a place of gratitude about having my job - it is a good deal for me
I get to do more service work at Lambda tonight
It's not all about me
I forget that life isn't fair - I know that for a fact but keep trying to make it different. It isn't fair for all, not just for me
to be sober and clean today
the realization that I need to laugh in the face of difficulty more often - I am too serious. Too intense.
that I was able to make someone feel special and cared for in a time of sadness, grief and loss
I have a "purpose" here on earth
God's Grace
Precious, who has changed me in ways that needed to be changed. Her little loving Spirit has tempered my reactions over these 6 - 7 years.
AA and my AA family have tempered the rest
Thank YOU
Friday, August 17, 2007
life safari #64
TGIF.
My emotions have been all over the place this week. Partly, getting back to work after time off. Work tends to interfere in my social life. Yesterday I realized I was depressed. There are some things that happen around work that are issues for "fighting for the principle" of it. I have gotten to a point in my life where I hate to be so conflicted. If other's would do what they are supposed to do when they are supposed to do it - there would be no problem. It's the notion of "where my rights begin and end" and "where your rights begin and end." It's an on-going issue around these un-announced meetings that I'm asked to stay late for at work. It now seems like a weekly ordeal and I feel my rights are at issue. This creates anger in me which leads to depression. Just do what you're supposed to do. Now hear this...your lack of organization does not create a crisis in my life !!!!!!!!! 'Nuff said ?
I am Grateful and Thankful...
it's Friday
rain and cooler temperatures
it takes a few days to figure out that I am depressed now but it least I finally realize what I'm feeling
in the past, I had no awareness of what I felt - ever. I thought I was just "mad" all the time
I can go over and love on Precious and feel better
no wonder pets increase longevity in humans - what a Blessing !
one more day clean and sober
the realization that I am not in a place of "surrender" on a couple of issues
the realization that, Surrender is the goal
this "Mortgage" mess has affected many. Some where I work. Yesterday was a very hard day for some. Unfortunately, there will be more ripples to come
God's Grace
Thank YOU
My emotions have been all over the place this week. Partly, getting back to work after time off. Work tends to interfere in my social life. Yesterday I realized I was depressed. There are some things that happen around work that are issues for "fighting for the principle" of it. I have gotten to a point in my life where I hate to be so conflicted. If other's would do what they are supposed to do when they are supposed to do it - there would be no problem. It's the notion of "where my rights begin and end" and "where your rights begin and end." It's an on-going issue around these un-announced meetings that I'm asked to stay late for at work. It now seems like a weekly ordeal and I feel my rights are at issue. This creates anger in me which leads to depression. Just do what you're supposed to do. Now hear this...your lack of organization does not create a crisis in my life !!!!!!!!! 'Nuff said ?
I am Grateful and Thankful...
it's Friday
rain and cooler temperatures
it takes a few days to figure out that I am depressed now but it least I finally realize what I'm feeling
in the past, I had no awareness of what I felt - ever. I thought I was just "mad" all the time
I can go over and love on Precious and feel better
no wonder pets increase longevity in humans - what a Blessing !
one more day clean and sober
the realization that I am not in a place of "surrender" on a couple of issues
the realization that, Surrender is the goal
this "Mortgage" mess has affected many. Some where I work. Yesterday was a very hard day for some. Unfortunately, there will be more ripples to come
God's Grace
Thank YOU
Thursday, August 16, 2007
life safari #63
Just want to tell Robert A. that I have he and his family in my heart. They have lost their Mother, GrandMother. It's not enough to go through normally but these Tropical Depressions are threatening to create havoc in the Brownsville area.
So sorry for your loss and I send you all my love.We at the Center, send you all our love.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I am some years away from the grief of death of a family member
that time really does heal these hightened feelings
for rain and cooler temperatures
that last night is over - I am growing weary of working late so often
perhaps a "day job" would suit my needs better now
another day clean and sober
another week almost over
a payday on the horizon
God's Grace which I'll never deserve
thank YOU
So sorry for your loss and I send you all my love.We at the Center, send you all our love.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I am some years away from the grief of death of a family member
that time really does heal these hightened feelings
for rain and cooler temperatures
that last night is over - I am growing weary of working late so often
perhaps a "day job" would suit my needs better now
another day clean and sober
another week almost over
a payday on the horizon
God's Grace which I'll never deserve
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
life safarie #62
Good morning. It is a bit cooler this A.M.
I got the yard mowed before we get rain from the system off our coast - I'm a happy camper.
I just delight in my yard when It is freshly mowed
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for prediction of some rain (finally)
I am prepared, in case of hurricanes this year
that, my drinking/drugging story is "just garden variety" but my recovery is miraculous
to be alive - so many aren't
that I am sober and clean and smoke-free today
I am happy the way in which I handled my anger yesterday - I did nothing, said nothing and looked for MY part in the affair
that the knowledge that I have a part in everything takes most of the lashing-out away
lesson I've tried to get down all my adulthood - It's not What I say, it's HOW I say it
nice, loving, calm, polite and respectful is the way in which I choose to conduct myself today
for advance notice that I am requested to stay late at work tonight
Precious and her loving company
my Sponsor and AA family
God's Grace in my life
thank YOU
I got the yard mowed before we get rain from the system off our coast - I'm a happy camper.
I just delight in my yard when It is freshly mowed
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for prediction of some rain (finally)
I am prepared, in case of hurricanes this year
that, my drinking/drugging story is "just garden variety" but my recovery is miraculous
to be alive - so many aren't
that I am sober and clean and smoke-free today
I am happy the way in which I handled my anger yesterday - I did nothing, said nothing and looked for MY part in the affair
that the knowledge that I have a part in everything takes most of the lashing-out away
lesson I've tried to get down all my adulthood - It's not What I say, it's HOW I say it
nice, loving, calm, polite and respectful is the way in which I choose to conduct myself today
for advance notice that I am requested to stay late at work tonight
Precious and her loving company
my Sponsor and AA family
God's Grace in my life
thank YOU
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
life safari #61
Ok, I've put down the cigarettes again. I had such a coughing spell last night that it was the only sensible choice.
I intend to work the steps on smoking (quitting), pray for help and just try and think how awful I felt last night - that remembrance should keep me abstainant for some time.
Good morning. A very Happy Birthday wish to Bob S. !!!!!!
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the ability to breathe in oxygen this morning
God's Grace
another day sober and clean
the vacant house next door is getting their yard mowed - finally
it's garbage day for us
the hot coffee
that I have a home, yard, cat and I'm physically able to get around without a cane
Frank - a long-time friend and now my Sponsor and family
Bob S. - another long-time friend and family
for so many Blessings it amazes me
Thank YOU
I intend to work the steps on smoking (quitting), pray for help and just try and think how awful I felt last night - that remembrance should keep me abstainant for some time.
Good morning. A very Happy Birthday wish to Bob S. !!!!!!
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the ability to breathe in oxygen this morning
God's Grace
another day sober and clean
the vacant house next door is getting their yard mowed - finally
it's garbage day for us
the hot coffee
that I have a home, yard, cat and I'm physically able to get around without a cane
Frank - a long-time friend and now my Sponsor and family
Bob S. - another long-time friend and family
for so many Blessings it amazes me
Thank YOU
Monday, August 13, 2007
life safari #60 3/4
Well, the day at work was good. Hot, but good.
It was rather slow which was just fine with me. Too hot to move around much.
Went to the noon meeting, it left me cold. I wonder why folks who don't come around for a very long time want to lead meetings because they seem to be out of touch with their audience, tend to talk about themselves in relation to the topic too long and too often, call on their cronies in the meeting, and in general, appear to struggle to fit in.
The other problem today was that several folks that shared tended to lecture and were using those "you" and "they" statements. Talk about YOURSELF. Speak from your gut about YOU, not outside yourself. Oh, I just want to scream when members talk like that in meetings.
Where is YOUR experience, strength and hope on the subject?
Sorry for the rant. If one does not have something to share, it is ok to pass.
I realize the main thing is to do what ever it takes to stay sober for that hour. It just frustrates me when I believe I'm being fed a lot of hockey.
the end
It was rather slow which was just fine with me. Too hot to move around much.
Went to the noon meeting, it left me cold. I wonder why folks who don't come around for a very long time want to lead meetings because they seem to be out of touch with their audience, tend to talk about themselves in relation to the topic too long and too often, call on their cronies in the meeting, and in general, appear to struggle to fit in.
The other problem today was that several folks that shared tended to lecture and were using those "you" and "they" statements. Talk about YOURSELF. Speak from your gut about YOU, not outside yourself. Oh, I just want to scream when members talk like that in meetings.
Where is YOUR experience, strength and hope on the subject?
Sorry for the rant. If one does not have something to share, it is ok to pass.
I realize the main thing is to do what ever it takes to stay sober for that hour. It just frustrates me when I believe I'm being fed a lot of hockey.
the end
life safari #60 1/2
Looking over the Shenendoah Valley from Skyline Dr. VA.
Martha W's beautiful home. Hi Martha, glad to hear from you again.
life safari #60
Ohhhh, I woke up this morning very rested. I feel physically better today than I have in weeks. For that, I am truly Grateful.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive, sober and clean today
to have had a fun and productive weedend at the Center
that I respect all of the board members of Lambda
to have a very loving Sponsor
that Precious is enjoying her time in the atrium being a cat
if I'm not careful, I may just get a healthy balance in my life (teehee) What a Blessing that will be
to be an alcoholic in recovery - I have a program for living
I embrace the changes I have wanted to make and was too hesitant to even try
that today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am happy, joyous and free today
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive, sober and clean today
to have had a fun and productive weedend at the Center
that I respect all of the board members of Lambda
to have a very loving Sponsor
that Precious is enjoying her time in the atrium being a cat
if I'm not careful, I may just get a healthy balance in my life (teehee) What a Blessing that will be
to be an alcoholic in recovery - I have a program for living
I embrace the changes I have wanted to make and was too hesitant to even try
that today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am happy, joyous and free today
Thank YOU
Sunday, August 12, 2007
life safari #59
What a nice Sunday. Too hot, but enjoyed the work and fellowship at the Center.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Sunday
that I worked hard along with other's and we got alot of clearing of "rubbish" accomplished
a new respect and understanding of my fellow Lambda Board Members - we are a good team
the more we are around each other the better we treat each other - wonderful !
You guys/dolls (Zane) at Lambda are very Special to me. You helped save my life. Thank YOU
to get to hole up under the ceiling fans and relax the rest of my Sunday
for my new "huge" refrigerator. It has a freezer too - Icecream !!!!!!
for Sonny, the sister I always wanted. I'm so Blessed that we have one another to love and share life together
for Frank and his love and care. It is my pleasure to get to know him and allow him to help me on my Spiritual journey
Precious and her loving little Spirit. She's a wonderful cat
that I'm not a roofer or on a road crew
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Sunday
that I worked hard along with other's and we got alot of clearing of "rubbish" accomplished
a new respect and understanding of my fellow Lambda Board Members - we are a good team
the more we are around each other the better we treat each other - wonderful !
You guys/dolls (Zane) at Lambda are very Special to me. You helped save my life. Thank YOU
to get to hole up under the ceiling fans and relax the rest of my Sunday
for my new "huge" refrigerator. It has a freezer too - Icecream !!!!!!
for Sonny, the sister I always wanted. I'm so Blessed that we have one another to love and share life together
for Frank and his love and care. It is my pleasure to get to know him and allow him to help me on my Spiritual journey
Precious and her loving little Spirit. She's a wonderful cat
that I'm not a roofer or on a road crew
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, August 11, 2007
life safari #58
Happy Saturday.
Even when I write down activities I am to do, I get it written wrongly. My mind is out to get me !
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
After hitting the "snooze button" until the alarm wouldn't go off any more, I woke up at 7:00 am. I had written that I had a function at Lambda this morning at 8:00 am.
I got the day of the function wrong but was able to have (very early) fellowship and an 8:30 AA meeting. It was an act of Providence. I enjoyed being there and had a wonderful morning.
I get to be at the Center tomorrow morning at 8:00 am and have lunch after the activity
I'm watering the yards and plants
My Sponsor and his unselfish giving of himself and his time to guide me where I want to be as a Spiritual Being - Much love to you, Frank
Mark J and my meeting of the minds this morning. He led a wonderful meeting this morning on "balance" - Good meeting Mark, thank you
To find out through his sharing that we have much more in common than I realized - I get it !
that I, and many other's are working toward becoming "peace lovers" rather than "life warriors"
To be Happy, Joyous and Free today
And,
God's Grace
Miracles
Precious
My AA Family. To truly understand and grasp the word "Family" today
AA
Lambda Center
Life
I am becoming the person I have wanted to be for a long time and was too afraid to let her out
Peace
Even when I write down activities I am to do, I get it written wrongly. My mind is out to get me !
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
After hitting the "snooze button" until the alarm wouldn't go off any more, I woke up at 7:00 am. I had written that I had a function at Lambda this morning at 8:00 am.
I got the day of the function wrong but was able to have (very early) fellowship and an 8:30 AA meeting. It was an act of Providence. I enjoyed being there and had a wonderful morning.
I get to be at the Center tomorrow morning at 8:00 am and have lunch after the activity
I'm watering the yards and plants
My Sponsor and his unselfish giving of himself and his time to guide me where I want to be as a Spiritual Being - Much love to you, Frank
Mark J and my meeting of the minds this morning. He led a wonderful meeting this morning on "balance" - Good meeting Mark, thank you
To find out through his sharing that we have much more in common than I realized - I get it !
that I, and many other's are working toward becoming "peace lovers" rather than "life warriors"
To be Happy, Joyous and Free today
And,
God's Grace
Miracles
Precious
My AA Family. To truly understand and grasp the word "Family" today
AA
Lambda Center
Life
I am becoming the person I have wanted to be for a long time and was too afraid to let her out
Peace
Friday, August 10, 2007
life safari #57
Happy Friday everyone !
What a beautiful day to be alive.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
to have the joy of friendship and love
to be absolutely speechless this morning. I am in awe of life today
thank YOU
What a beautiful day to be alive.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
to have the joy of friendship and love
to be absolutely speechless this morning. I am in awe of life today
thank YOU
Thursday, August 9, 2007
life safari #56 3/4
Well, got a bit more done today. Some things in the house and yards. Rested for the most part though. It was nice. Precious and I had some quality time playing ball.
I worked with my new scanner and printer today, really like it. It prints things just the oposite of my other printer. That was what I wanted to assertain. The printing of photos is superb on this machine - just have to load paper up-side down.
Tomorrow is Friday. I will mess around in the house, go to the nooner and do a bit of fellowship/service work at Lambda at 7:30 pm.
It has been a wonderful break from the job and I will be much more rested and full of energy when I get back nest week.
Well, tomorrow is the 10th and I have not spotted any Hummingbirds as yet.
I am "on watch." I'll let you know.
Good Night All PS-Scott, I hope you and Bunny are doing ok. Also, of course, I am hoping that R is on the mend. Very frustrating and scarry for all of you. You're all in my prayers.
I worked with my new scanner and printer today, really like it. It prints things just the oposite of my other printer. That was what I wanted to assertain. The printing of photos is superb on this machine - just have to load paper up-side down.
Tomorrow is Friday. I will mess around in the house, go to the nooner and do a bit of fellowship/service work at Lambda at 7:30 pm.
It has been a wonderful break from the job and I will be much more rested and full of energy when I get back nest week.
Well, tomorrow is the 10th and I have not spotted any Hummingbirds as yet.
I am "on watch." I'll let you know.
Good Night All PS-Scott, I hope you and Bunny are doing ok. Also, of course, I am hoping that R is on the mend. Very frustrating and scarry for all of you. You're all in my prayers.
life safari 56 1/2
I don't know. What do you think, does genetics play a roll in how we turn out? Oh Boy, Oh Boy.
Sumo Wrestler.
(I don't claim the hair or dress) But, no denying those tree-trunk legs or triple chins !
life safari #56
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
My Spirit feels ssoooo much lighter today
wonderful, energizing sleep and rest over night
today is the beginning of a wonderful journey
I love and cherish my travel companions -"La Familia"
Precious seems happier too
my new, full size refrigerator
I'm so involved in life right now that I have not been over-eating the past week - HMMMM
to have a full week and weekend doing service work and dedicating time to the religion of my choice
Frank - I look forward to our working and playing together
the changes I'm making right now. I resisted for such a long time. Now, I wonder why
It just goes to show me that I don't make changes until I'm ready to make the changes
What a fantastic new journey I am on right now - I feel like I'm growing after being dormant for a long spell
God's Grace
Thank YOU
My Spirit feels ssoooo much lighter today
wonderful, energizing sleep and rest over night
today is the beginning of a wonderful journey
I love and cherish my travel companions -"La Familia"
Precious seems happier too
my new, full size refrigerator
I'm so involved in life right now that I have not been over-eating the past week - HMMMM
to have a full week and weekend doing service work and dedicating time to the religion of my choice
Frank - I look forward to our working and playing together
the changes I'm making right now. I resisted for such a long time. Now, I wonder why
It just goes to show me that I don't make changes until I'm ready to make the changes
What a fantastic new journey I am on right now - I feel like I'm growing after being dormant for a long spell
God's Grace
Thank YOU
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
life safari #55 1/2
After hours of working in the house, I got much done. I got distracted from my house cleaning and set up my HP All in One scanner, fax, copier. That took a few hours because, as we now know, things come slower to me than the average bear.
I told my sponsor that I would stop all work about 2 1/2 hours ago. I meant to. I just kept doing one more thing. Now however, I am through for the night.
Much has gotten done - much to do still. But, as Frank said, I don't have any dead-line or anyone (other than myself) breathing down my neck to finish.
Tomorrow, I have a new refrigerator being delivered. This is a full size one. I've only had a little mini one with no freezer. Not any more !
It is a good step. I will now have plenty of room to keep lots of nurishing foods. This, I believe will help me get started on a good diet plan.
In all this house work I forgot to eat today. All I feel like doing is showering, laying on a heating pad (my back is killing me) and drift off to sleep. Boy will I sleep well tonight.
The house is more to my liking now and with just a bit more tweeking here and there, I'll be satisfied.
I bid you all a good night. Scott, I truly hope that your friend is doing better and is resting comfortably. And dAAve, I'm happy you are doing great.
I love you all. You know who you are. XOXOXOXOXXOXO
I told my sponsor that I would stop all work about 2 1/2 hours ago. I meant to. I just kept doing one more thing. Now however, I am through for the night.
Much has gotten done - much to do still. But, as Frank said, I don't have any dead-line or anyone (other than myself) breathing down my neck to finish.
Tomorrow, I have a new refrigerator being delivered. This is a full size one. I've only had a little mini one with no freezer. Not any more !
It is a good step. I will now have plenty of room to keep lots of nurishing foods. This, I believe will help me get started on a good diet plan.
In all this house work I forgot to eat today. All I feel like doing is showering, laying on a heating pad (my back is killing me) and drift off to sleep. Boy will I sleep well tonight.
The house is more to my liking now and with just a bit more tweeking here and there, I'll be satisfied.
I bid you all a good night. Scott, I truly hope that your friend is doing better and is resting comfortably. And dAAve, I'm happy you are doing great.
I love you all. You know who you are. XOXOXOXOXXOXO
life safari #55
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for time off from my job
more things to move and get into the garage to open up the rooms of my home
the realization today that...
things are just things
the knowledge that there is a "source" which has blessed me with material possessions but that they are NOT to be the object of importance in my life
the more I get rid of "things," the easier it gets
that over the years my home has become my place of serenity and peace. I do not have to go to the woods to have that feeling any more
Living beings are what I cherish today
that I am grateful to have what I have. I want what I have today and I'm happy with what I have. I only strive to better my relationship with my loved ones and have a greater faith in my Higher Power
to be clean and sober one more day
for time off from my job
more things to move and get into the garage to open up the rooms of my home
the realization today that...
things are just things
the knowledge that there is a "source" which has blessed me with material possessions but that they are NOT to be the object of importance in my life
the more I get rid of "things," the easier it gets
that over the years my home has become my place of serenity and peace. I do not have to go to the woods to have that feeling any more
Living beings are what I cherish today
that I am grateful to have what I have. I want what I have today and I'm happy with what I have. I only strive to better my relationship with my loved ones and have a greater faith in my Higher Power
to be clean and sober one more day
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
life safari #54
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
yard mowed while (relatively) cool
more books out of the house
can put a few more bookcases in the garage
can move more things around in three rooms after work now
All of the above constitute much GRATITUDE that my home is less crowded now - much better
because.....less to dust and clean ! SWEET
that it's the last day to go to the job for 5 days
for the wonderful Edith Piaf dvd last night - BRAVO, Edith
Thank you Don !
God's Grace
yard mowed while (relatively) cool
more books out of the house
can put a few more bookcases in the garage
can move more things around in three rooms after work now
All of the above constitute much GRATITUDE that my home is less crowded now - much better
because.....less to dust and clean ! SWEET
that it's the last day to go to the job for 5 days
for the wonderful Edith Piaf dvd last night - BRAVO, Edith
Thank you Don !
God's Grace
Monday, August 6, 2007
life safari #53 1/2
Well, one more day at work tomorrow and I'm off to work around the house for 2 days then, I get to run and play for 2 days. What a deal.
Got the yard trimmed when I got home from work, showered and I get a wonderful treat tonight.
Don K loaned me a dvd that has live performances of Edith Piaf and some narration of her life.
I can't wait to get in bed and watch it.
Tomorrow morning I will mow the grass and then get to the noon meeting, then to work.
I was reading a book at work and came across an interesting statement I wanted to share.
Francis de Sales wrote in 1609 in his Introduction to the Devout Life, that "the more perfect our patience, the more completely do we possess our souls."
That gave me a new look at my lack of patience.
Good Night All.
Got the yard trimmed when I got home from work, showered and I get a wonderful treat tonight.
Don K loaned me a dvd that has live performances of Edith Piaf and some narration of her life.
I can't wait to get in bed and watch it.
Tomorrow morning I will mow the grass and then get to the noon meeting, then to work.
I was reading a book at work and came across an interesting statement I wanted to share.
Francis de Sales wrote in 1609 in his Introduction to the Devout Life, that "the more perfect our patience, the more completely do we possess our souls."
That gave me a new look at my lack of patience.
Good Night All.
life safari #53
Monday
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I got so much done in the house this weekend
I have more to do but am excited to get to it
by Wednesday I will have everything that I'm moving around (and, eliminating) done and I can get to the "cleaning"
to devote 2 days to clean up. Friday begins my day to "run and play"
service work at Lambda on Sunday - more "getting rid of and cleaning"
Precious also seems to like the changes in the house
the money I make from my "yard sale" will go toward Frank's and my trip to Italy and France next year
for the people in my life whom I love and who love me
once again, I face the fact that making women friends is tricky business - I'm much better with the men in my life - thank you guys
if I were "perfect" I would not have anything to work on. As it is, the awareness each day that I want to change and grow makes my life have purpose. Boy, do I have purpose !
that it is us "imperfect people" who make the "perfect people" look good. Where would they be without us
for the sunshine this morning
a short week at work - burn-out is looming
the opportunity to build an intimate relationship with my Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I got so much done in the house this weekend
I have more to do but am excited to get to it
by Wednesday I will have everything that I'm moving around (and, eliminating) done and I can get to the "cleaning"
to devote 2 days to clean up. Friday begins my day to "run and play"
service work at Lambda on Sunday - more "getting rid of and cleaning"
Precious also seems to like the changes in the house
the money I make from my "yard sale" will go toward Frank's and my trip to Italy and France next year
for the people in my life whom I love and who love me
once again, I face the fact that making women friends is tricky business - I'm much better with the men in my life - thank you guys
if I were "perfect" I would not have anything to work on. As it is, the awareness each day that I want to change and grow makes my life have purpose. Boy, do I have purpose !
that it is us "imperfect people" who make the "perfect people" look good. Where would they be without us
for the sunshine this morning
a short week at work - burn-out is looming
the opportunity to build an intimate relationship with my Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, August 5, 2007
life safari #52
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Sonny told me last night that it has been 1 year since his hospitalization for quadruple by-pass surgery. Oh my, it seems like a life-time ago and yet like just yesterday.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I got to participate in Sonny's care-giving last year
his health and well-being today
the bonds we made during that surgery and rehab
that I got alot of "things" out of the house and into the garage yesterday and again today
Scott's artwork looks good in the front part of my home. Now other's can appreciate it - not just myself (was all in my bedroom before)
Precious is fine and is her "Precious self" today after the ordeal at the Vet's yesterday
She just awoke from a cat-nap and came in here to see me - I love this girl !
to be clean and sober another day
I'm less over-whelmed about the house work today
small successes lead me to do more and get finished
House cleaning is the reason why I'm taking 3 days off from work next week
rather than use those days to runa dn play, I am going to clean, clean, clean and get it DONE
when I get up from here, I will take mucho National Geographic Magazines to a recycle bin near the house
then, I am finished for this day
the Blessing of prior statement
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sonny told me last night that it has been 1 year since his hospitalization for quadruple by-pass surgery. Oh my, it seems like a life-time ago and yet like just yesterday.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I got to participate in Sonny's care-giving last year
his health and well-being today
the bonds we made during that surgery and rehab
that I got alot of "things" out of the house and into the garage yesterday and again today
Scott's artwork looks good in the front part of my home. Now other's can appreciate it - not just myself (was all in my bedroom before)
Precious is fine and is her "Precious self" today after the ordeal at the Vet's yesterday
She just awoke from a cat-nap and came in here to see me - I love this girl !
to be clean and sober another day
I'm less over-whelmed about the house work today
small successes lead me to do more and get finished
House cleaning is the reason why I'm taking 3 days off from work next week
rather than use those days to runa dn play, I am going to clean, clean, clean and get it DONE
when I get up from here, I will take mucho National Geographic Magazines to a recycle bin near the house
then, I am finished for this day
the Blessing of prior statement
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, August 4, 2007
life safari #51 1/2
Well, got some house-keeping things done today. I am soooooo tired.
In order to get things out of the house I had to clean up and make space in the garage. No wonder I felt over-whelmed ! See, it isn't just a matter of doing one thing. It involves much more.
Ok, no more whining. At least I made a good start and it will get much easier from here.
When I get finished clearing things out and getting them out for a future garage sale, I will have much more wall space to collect more of my favorite artist's work. Now that is worth "keep on Truk'n" for.
Poor little Precious got poked, probed, stuck, etc. at the Vet's this morning. She carried on like the little trooper she is.
She possibly is having kidney issues. Her ultrasound showed her organs "normal" but she has symptoms of the beginning of kidney problems. The Vet will know more from her blood work on Monday. The Vet allowed that feeding her a special food may keep it from getting any worse.
Oh, she's at the age that they consider her a "senior." All the Tech's fell in love with her. She really did good considering we only go once a year and she is a very "private" kinda girl.
Hey, it's raining. Something new.
In order to get things out of the house I had to clean up and make space in the garage. No wonder I felt over-whelmed ! See, it isn't just a matter of doing one thing. It involves much more.
Ok, no more whining. At least I made a good start and it will get much easier from here.
When I get finished clearing things out and getting them out for a future garage sale, I will have much more wall space to collect more of my favorite artist's work. Now that is worth "keep on Truk'n" for.
Poor little Precious got poked, probed, stuck, etc. at the Vet's this morning. She carried on like the little trooper she is.
She possibly is having kidney issues. Her ultrasound showed her organs "normal" but she has symptoms of the beginning of kidney problems. The Vet will know more from her blood work on Monday. The Vet allowed that feeding her a special food may keep it from getting any worse.
Oh, she's at the age that they consider her a "senior." All the Tech's fell in love with her. She really did good considering we only go once a year and she is a very "private" kinda girl.
Hey, it's raining. Something new.
life safari #51
Oh, Happy Saturday.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I finally got off my duff and I'm taking Precious for her shots and check up this morning
(I'm far happier than she will be when she realizes what's up)
her discomfort will not last too long - she will forgive me by tonight (around dinner time)
morning coffee - it is the best
another day clean and sober
weekends
a job during the week so that I can look forward to the weekends - otherwise, every day would be the same - been there
today I may "lighten my load" around the house
I enjoy the act of redecoration in my home - haven't done any for a long time
It's a good day to start
God's Grace
the love of my friends and family even when I'm not very loveable
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I finally got off my duff and I'm taking Precious for her shots and check up this morning
(I'm far happier than she will be when she realizes what's up)
her discomfort will not last too long - she will forgive me by tonight (around dinner time)
morning coffee - it is the best
another day clean and sober
weekends
a job during the week so that I can look forward to the weekends - otherwise, every day would be the same - been there
today I may "lighten my load" around the house
I enjoy the act of redecoration in my home - haven't done any for a long time
It's a good day to start
God's Grace
the love of my friends and family even when I'm not very loveable
Thank YOU
Friday, August 3, 2007
life safari #50
Happy Friday !
And, it's payday for us. Sweet.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
I have the privilege of living with an awesome cat
it is a beautiful, sunny day today
setting appointments for the things I have procrastinated about
that I will be off next week starting on Wednesday. A long weekend to get out of my rut
that if I choose, I can take day trips. It will be refreshing to get out of the hub-bub of the city
I am grateful and Blessed to have a "home base" to return to at night
for another day sober and clean
to see my family in a meeting in an hour or so
that my thoughts are with those who are suffering in and out of the AA rooms
God's Grace and the care of my late father (C.L.F.) miss you Dad !
Thank YOU
And, it's payday for us. Sweet.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
I have the privilege of living with an awesome cat
it is a beautiful, sunny day today
setting appointments for the things I have procrastinated about
that I will be off next week starting on Wednesday. A long weekend to get out of my rut
that if I choose, I can take day trips. It will be refreshing to get out of the hub-bub of the city
I am grateful and Blessed to have a "home base" to return to at night
for another day sober and clean
to see my family in a meeting in an hour or so
that my thoughts are with those who are suffering in and out of the AA rooms
God's Grace and the care of my late father (C.L.F.) miss you Dad !
Thank YOU
Thursday, August 2, 2007
life safari
Well, due to an unfortunate hitch (cable cover bolted on), we were not able to accomplish our mission.
It is a shame that we had only one option after that set-back.
Color me sad, mad and very disappointed for all human and animal-kind.
I hope it rains today. I feel like a rainy, stormy day now.
life safari #49
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
It's a day closer to Friday and payday. The weekend is just around the corner.
that I didn't receive a phone call in the night regarding a "missing car"
It's an overcast day so not too hot (so far)
I am Blessed with another day to live
that I am sober and clean this morning
God's Grace
in a very short time I embark on my Catechism classes
for Thursdays off for the above and fellowship with my AA/Catechism Sponsor that day
I look forward to our "journey" together - thank you Frank
the "Bee Charmer" just called, he's on his way
I hope that the charmer and the bees will get through this safely and in good health
Precious and her devotion, love and nurturing
Thank YOU
It's a day closer to Friday and payday. The weekend is just around the corner.
that I didn't receive a phone call in the night regarding a "missing car"
It's an overcast day so not too hot (so far)
I am Blessed with another day to live
that I am sober and clean this morning
God's Grace
in a very short time I embark on my Catechism classes
for Thursdays off for the above and fellowship with my AA/Catechism Sponsor that day
I look forward to our "journey" together - thank you Frank
the "Bee Charmer" just called, he's on his way
I hope that the charmer and the bees will get through this safely and in good health
Precious and her devotion, love and nurturing
Thank YOU
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
life safari #48 1/2
Good evening. I scanned some negatives into the computer this evening. I enjoy that sort of activity.
The low side of this evening: I may have let a car reposessor into our garage to repo a client's car. I am just waiting for the shoe to drop. The whole scenario of that happening was bizarre.
An exercise in "how to play Security Guard" when anything akin to that comes up again.
I feel like a chump !!
The high side of the day was that I have a "bee charmer" coming to move this bee hive I have in the cable box in the morning. I hope the bees will be taken alive and well. These people who are coming have hives. Most should get out alive and live happy, productive bee lives.
I give my self an "F" for the repo ordeal and an "A" for trying to save the bees. Averages out to a "C" for the day.
I tell you, my life is never dull !
The low side of this evening: I may have let a car reposessor into our garage to repo a client's car. I am just waiting for the shoe to drop. The whole scenario of that happening was bizarre.
An exercise in "how to play Security Guard" when anything akin to that comes up again.
I feel like a chump !!
The high side of the day was that I have a "bee charmer" coming to move this bee hive I have in the cable box in the morning. I hope the bees will be taken alive and well. These people who are coming have hives. Most should get out alive and live happy, productive bee lives.
I give my self an "F" for the repo ordeal and an "A" for trying to save the bees. Averages out to a "C" for the day.
I tell you, my life is never dull !
life safari #48
What a beautiful August 1st.
This morning I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be clean, sober and smoke - free
the "Habit" of staying clean and sober is well ingrained
that I am not trying to kill myself because I can not face my reality
I have many sources to help me live and like my self today
yes, it took some changing of behavior, thoughts, patterns-my AA fellows helped me over the years. I went through uncomfortable "trial and errors" of change to get to "me." My family loved me through it all and applauded my efforts. THANK YOU !
I'm not one of the ones who are stuck "out there" drinking, drugging, stealing and lying and can not get back - We've lost many who give up and choose death. Other's have persevered and had Success
My heart goes out for these people. Lord knows, I messed around for 26 years. Playing, not changing anything, coming in and out.
I am Grateful and Thankful for the time I have put together sober and clean. And, "I" did it with alot of help
Surrender is the key. Belief in the AA Group can get anyone on the road to recovery
Thank YOU
This morning I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be clean, sober and smoke - free
the "Habit" of staying clean and sober is well ingrained
that I am not trying to kill myself because I can not face my reality
I have many sources to help me live and like my self today
yes, it took some changing of behavior, thoughts, patterns-my AA fellows helped me over the years. I went through uncomfortable "trial and errors" of change to get to "me." My family loved me through it all and applauded my efforts. THANK YOU !
I'm not one of the ones who are stuck "out there" drinking, drugging, stealing and lying and can not get back - We've lost many who give up and choose death. Other's have persevered and had Success
My heart goes out for these people. Lord knows, I messed around for 26 years. Playing, not changing anything, coming in and out.
I am Grateful and Thankful for the time I have put together sober and clean. And, "I" did it with alot of help
Surrender is the key. Belief in the AA Group can get anyone on the road to recovery
Thank YOU
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
life safari #47
Good morning !
The last day of July. Now, the real telling of what this summer is to be.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
My friends are taking their health seriously and getting checked out
both quit smoking and are very happy and content without a cigarette - that helps me give it up
that I can breathe because I am not smoking now - And yes, I feel much better !
that chapter is over for me - I am Grateful and Thankful to be sober, clean and smoke-free today !
I am trying to stay still and quiet at work. Sometimes it is just too busy and crazy there. I do not need to add to it
I did not wake up with a headache this morning. Yes, dAAve, I'm sure the smoking played a major role there - thanks for the reminder
I am thinking of dAAve and sending positive energy his way right now - it will be over soon
that MC and Gwen are visiting more often. Thank you both. And, welcome !
thank YOU
The last day of July. Now, the real telling of what this summer is to be.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
My friends are taking their health seriously and getting checked out
both quit smoking and are very happy and content without a cigarette - that helps me give it up
that I can breathe because I am not smoking now - And yes, I feel much better !
that chapter is over for me - I am Grateful and Thankful to be sober, clean and smoke-free today !
I am trying to stay still and quiet at work. Sometimes it is just too busy and crazy there. I do not need to add to it
I did not wake up with a headache this morning. Yes, dAAve, I'm sure the smoking played a major role there - thanks for the reminder
I am thinking of dAAve and sending positive energy his way right now - it will be over soon
that MC and Gwen are visiting more often. Thank you both. And, welcome !
thank YOU
Monday, July 30, 2007
life safari #46
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a relaxing day yesterday
that I found some negatives and slides by accident - there are more I'll uncover, no doubt
a new week
the end of the month and beginning of another
for the support of AA family - I just have to open up
that my headache is gone - I seem to wake up with one daily
for sobriety
the decision to not light up
a good night's sleep
Precious and her wonderful "cat Spirit"
God's Grace
Just want to say, Farewell Mr. Zindler. You did a lot of good for many people. Thank you for the many rounds of golf with my late father. He really enjoyed playing with you and your son. RIP.
for a relaxing day yesterday
that I found some negatives and slides by accident - there are more I'll uncover, no doubt
a new week
the end of the month and beginning of another
for the support of AA family - I just have to open up
that my headache is gone - I seem to wake up with one daily
for sobriety
the decision to not light up
a good night's sleep
Precious and her wonderful "cat Spirit"
God's Grace
Just want to say, Farewell Mr. Zindler. You did a lot of good for many people. Thank you for the many rounds of golf with my late father. He really enjoyed playing with you and your son. RIP.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
life safari #45
Thank you MC for stopping by and commenting. Hope to hear from you again.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
a wonderful AA birthday celebration last night -lots of years of sobriety
fellowship and dinner with a new friend
I look forward to us getting to know each other better over time
the respect for other's that the program of AA has given me
that I enjoy the differences in people today - I am NOT the norm (ideal) I compare/judge other's with today
I dabbled in smoking again and finally last night, it was such a struggle to breathe, I tore up that pack - this is it. I will work the steps on that bad boy.
the Power of prayer
Precious has finally forgiven me for taking her time with me away and replaced her time on this computer
I love it when she rests on my chest and lets me pet her ! Welcome back my Precious !
I will not be so occupied again. I must appreciate her now.
A relaxing Sunday - I have no plans or want any
God's Grace and Miracles
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
a wonderful AA birthday celebration last night -lots of years of sobriety
fellowship and dinner with a new friend
I look forward to us getting to know each other better over time
the respect for other's that the program of AA has given me
that I enjoy the differences in people today - I am NOT the norm (ideal) I compare/judge other's with today
I dabbled in smoking again and finally last night, it was such a struggle to breathe, I tore up that pack - this is it. I will work the steps on that bad boy.
the Power of prayer
Precious has finally forgiven me for taking her time with me away and replaced her time on this computer
I love it when she rests on my chest and lets me pet her ! Welcome back my Precious !
I will not be so occupied again. I must appreciate her now.
A relaxing Sunday - I have no plans or want any
God's Grace and Miracles
Thank YOU
Saturday, July 28, 2007
life safari #44
Saturday. Has been my favorite day all my life.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to have another day of life
another day sober and clean
for the Monks and Nuns around the world who do nothing but pray and meditate for the world and leaders to improve our global circumstances
my thoughts and prayers will be added to theirs today
to make a new AA friend today - Nancy's husband who celebrates 18 years at noon
that tomorrow I am going to rearrange some areas of the house, get rid of some things and move some things into the garage for a 'yard sale'
the idea of less clutter makes me salivate
for beautiful paintings that I wish to share with visitors in my home
that one day in the near future, I will have another "open house"
God's Grace for the love in my life. I am loved deeply and I love deeply. What a deal !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to have another day of life
another day sober and clean
for the Monks and Nuns around the world who do nothing but pray and meditate for the world and leaders to improve our global circumstances
my thoughts and prayers will be added to theirs today
to make a new AA friend today - Nancy's husband who celebrates 18 years at noon
that tomorrow I am going to rearrange some areas of the house, get rid of some things and move some things into the garage for a 'yard sale'
the idea of less clutter makes me salivate
for beautiful paintings that I wish to share with visitors in my home
that one day in the near future, I will have another "open house"
God's Grace for the love in my life. I am loved deeply and I love deeply. What a deal !
Friday, July 27, 2007
life safari #43 1/2
It won't be long until they are here. My feeders are in place as well as the natural plants they feed on. Now I just sit back and wait
life safari #43
Good morning. Happy Friday !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
another week over - today is a cake walk
I am taking a few days off from work next month - I need a break
spending more time in the evening with Precious
very sound sleep the past few nights
my Sponsor and I are taking care of things that need fixing on our homes
my passport renewal was sent off in the mail yesterday - first leg of next years trip to Italy and France
high speed internet - Boy, this is better
the ability to talk on the phone at the same time I'm on the internet -mysterious !
I'm clean and sober one more day
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
another week over - today is a cake walk
I am taking a few days off from work next month - I need a break
spending more time in the evening with Precious
very sound sleep the past few nights
my Sponsor and I are taking care of things that need fixing on our homes
my passport renewal was sent off in the mail yesterday - first leg of next years trip to Italy and France
high speed internet - Boy, this is better
the ability to talk on the phone at the same time I'm on the internet -mysterious !
I'm clean and sober one more day
God's Grace
thank YOU
Thursday, July 26, 2007
life safari #42
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
that Precious is healthy and safe
that I'm not facing hard decisions about my pet or a family member
to have seen the first part of Montel this morning. I crushed the remaining cigarettes I hadn't smoked
to have enough symptoms and knowledge to realize -I don't have any business lighting up
the possibility of getting an answer and fix to my plumbing problem this morning
to be sober and clean another day
for DSL
my AA family
God's Grace
the "refresh" button - wow, that fixes so many things I used to scratch my head over. Good to know it isn't a faulty program. (It's a loose nut on the key board)
I am going to make myself a "refresh" button - "Refresh" - pause when agitated,confused---
" cancel,cancel "
that Precious is healthy and safe
that I'm not facing hard decisions about my pet or a family member
to have seen the first part of Montel this morning. I crushed the remaining cigarettes I hadn't smoked
to have enough symptoms and knowledge to realize -I don't have any business lighting up
the possibility of getting an answer and fix to my plumbing problem this morning
to be sober and clean another day
for DSL
my AA family
God's Grace
the "refresh" button - wow, that fixes so many things I used to scratch my head over. Good to know it isn't a faulty program. (It's a loose nut on the key board)
I am going to make myself a "refresh" button - "Refresh" - pause when agitated,confused---
" cancel,cancel "
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
life safari
1991. The shuttle was being transported back to Florida. It came right over Houston.
That little speck is a jet fighter escort. Very large and very exciting that day.
life safari #41 1/2
Well, I am now on DSL and enjoying it very much. It's magical !
I have added, and I'm still adding photos to my Photoset 1. It is now archived.
Please take a look and see My Life Safari in photos. Brings back sooooo many memories of fun times. Look at Sunday, July 15, 2007 post.
Time for calling it a night.
Bless you all and I may leave you with a photo. Good night.
I have added, and I'm still adding photos to my Photoset 1. It is now archived.
Please take a look and see My Life Safari in photos. Brings back sooooo many memories of fun times. Look at Sunday, July 15, 2007 post.
Time for calling it a night.
Bless you all and I may leave you with a photo. Good night.
life safari #41
Happy Wednesday. Hump day, another week almost over.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the pain in my left side is better (pretty much gone). I believe in the power of prayer
I had a couple of very tense exchanges with customers yesterday but I didn't say what was on my mind
when I hurt physically I'm not very much fun to be around. I don't handle physical pain well
my customers know me well enough to know something was up yesterday (pain makes me frown)
they showed loving concern for me
hopefully my sweet boss will forgive my bad mood yesterday
I have not been on this computer excessively as I was in the past
better sleep, keeping realistic hours, letting go of thinking I have to do everything in a day
plans for Saturday - it's all about AA meetings and fellowship
not being so hung up on "perfection" from some of these new programs on the computer
I'll have DSL soon
life is like a box of chocolates. I hope I pick the caramel one today
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the pain in my left side is better (pretty much gone). I believe in the power of prayer
I had a couple of very tense exchanges with customers yesterday but I didn't say what was on my mind
when I hurt physically I'm not very much fun to be around. I don't handle physical pain well
my customers know me well enough to know something was up yesterday (pain makes me frown)
they showed loving concern for me
hopefully my sweet boss will forgive my bad mood yesterday
I have not been on this computer excessively as I was in the past
better sleep, keeping realistic hours, letting go of thinking I have to do everything in a day
plans for Saturday - it's all about AA meetings and fellowship
not being so hung up on "perfection" from some of these new programs on the computer
I'll have DSL soon
life is like a box of chocolates. I hope I pick the caramel one today
Thank YOU
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
life safari #40
Top of the Day !
I feel good this morning. I got the yards mowed, set up an appointment with a plumber and now I'm enjoying some down time before work.
It is a gorgeous day.
Great news for a family member - He's got his very on Show to show-case his art work.
It is a banner day here in H-Town.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the yard is mowed, it looks good and now my Saturday is freed up
that Saturday I go to another AA club to help a client's husband celebrate his 18 years in recovery
Saturday night is our club's AA Birthday night - lots of friends and years of sobriety this month
a plumber is coming Thursday this week
it's a lovely, clear day today
for the realization that, I will have 10 years in AA in November and, I am a NEWCOMER
and, that's o.k.
computers, E-mail and Blog sites
although I do not know her, MC celebrates 23 years in recovery today - HAPPY BIRTHDAY M.C.
ANOTHER DAY SOBER AND CLEAN
I really have an AA sponsor today. A real AA Sponsor
a bright future starting today
I've been lost in the wilderness for a time
to be back on trac
God's Grace
I feel good this morning. I got the yards mowed, set up an appointment with a plumber and now I'm enjoying some down time before work.
It is a gorgeous day.
Great news for a family member - He's got his very on Show to show-case his art work.
It is a banner day here in H-Town.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the yard is mowed, it looks good and now my Saturday is freed up
that Saturday I go to another AA club to help a client's husband celebrate his 18 years in recovery
Saturday night is our club's AA Birthday night - lots of friends and years of sobriety this month
a plumber is coming Thursday this week
it's a lovely, clear day today
for the realization that, I will have 10 years in AA in November and, I am a NEWCOMER
and, that's o.k.
computers, E-mail and Blog sites
although I do not know her, MC celebrates 23 years in recovery today - HAPPY BIRTHDAY M.C.
ANOTHER DAY SOBER AND CLEAN
I really have an AA sponsor today. A real AA Sponsor
a bright future starting today
I've been lost in the wilderness for a time
to be back on trac
God's Grace
Monday, July 23, 2007
life safari #39
Good morning all.
This morning I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a good life today because I am in AA
I have done many fun and interesting things in my life up to now
I have had and still do have fantastic people in my life
there is freedom in speaking out and asking for help - thank you for you're loving responses D.U and S.W.
Precious and I are alive and relatively well this morning
the "stinkbug" apparently had no ill effect on Precious - other than her obvious surprise
a new week-I will have a productive week. I will call a plumber and get my bathroom problem looked at one more time -hopefully, a fix this go around
the love of my friends and AA family
this week I will give myself positive affirmations rather than negative afirmations
God's Grace and Blessings
This morning I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a good life today because I am in AA
I have done many fun and interesting things in my life up to now
I have had and still do have fantastic people in my life
there is freedom in speaking out and asking for help - thank you for you're loving responses D.U and S.W.
Precious and I are alive and relatively well this morning
the "stinkbug" apparently had no ill effect on Precious - other than her obvious surprise
a new week-I will have a productive week. I will call a plumber and get my bathroom problem looked at one more time -hopefully, a fix this go around
the love of my friends and AA family
this week I will give myself positive affirmations rather than negative afirmations
God's Grace and Blessings
Sunday, July 22, 2007
life safari #38
Happy Sunday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a wonderful visit with out of town friends yesterday
I got a good rest and sound sleep last night and this morning
for the Defrag button on the computer
that I choose to not drink alcohol today - I wish my resolve to not smoke was as great
Yes, that Tammy Faye is out of pain now - God rest her Soul
Precious got sprayed by a huge "stickbug" but she seems to be physically alright (at present)
that I realize how much in denial I am regarding smoking
same denial about my living environment
To know that being over-whelmed has been a life-long problem for me. I try unsuccessfully to deny that as well. It is eating away at my energy
the knowledge that if I would stop shooting myself in the foot my recovery would be back on a positive track
I'm a mess right now and I know it
that if I confess it, perhaps I, with the help of my peers, I will change it
Please help me. Ask me what's going on. Please encourage me to get what needs fixing done so I can have you over to my home.
I am Grateful and Thankful that I have the courage to aire this request
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a wonderful visit with out of town friends yesterday
I got a good rest and sound sleep last night and this morning
for the Defrag button on the computer
that I choose to not drink alcohol today - I wish my resolve to not smoke was as great
Yes, that Tammy Faye is out of pain now - God rest her Soul
Precious got sprayed by a huge "stickbug" but she seems to be physically alright (at present)
that I realize how much in denial I am regarding smoking
same denial about my living environment
To know that being over-whelmed has been a life-long problem for me. I try unsuccessfully to deny that as well. It is eating away at my energy
the knowledge that if I would stop shooting myself in the foot my recovery would be back on a positive track
I'm a mess right now and I know it
that if I confess it, perhaps I, with the help of my peers, I will change it
Please help me. Ask me what's going on. Please encourage me to get what needs fixing done so I can have you over to my home.
I am Grateful and Thankful that I have the courage to aire this request
Thank YOU
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