Good Night All
About Me
- peanut
- Houston, Texas, United States
- I am a native Houstonian. I have never lived elsewhere. I have had the opportunity to travel over the years. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have one cat who is indoor only.I love coffee very hot, popcorn, sweets, the sound of hummingbirds in flight, the songs of Mockingbirds, chirp of the Cardinals,butterflies, puppy breath, horse breath, the feel and sound of a cat purring (especially mine).
Monday, August 6, 2007
life safari #53 1/2
Well, one more day at work tomorrow and I'm off to work around the house for 2 days then, I get to run and play for 2 days. What a deal.
Got the yard trimmed when I got home from work, showered and I get a wonderful treat tonight.
Don K loaned me a dvd that has live performances of Edith Piaf and some narration of her life.
I can't wait to get in bed and watch it.
Tomorrow morning I will mow the grass and then get to the noon meeting, then to work.
I was reading a book at work and came across an interesting statement I wanted to share.
Francis de Sales wrote in 1609 in his Introduction to the Devout Life, that "the more perfect our patience, the more completely do we possess our souls."
That gave me a new look at my lack of patience.
Good Night All.
Got the yard trimmed when I got home from work, showered and I get a wonderful treat tonight.
Don K loaned me a dvd that has live performances of Edith Piaf and some narration of her life.
I can't wait to get in bed and watch it.
Tomorrow morning I will mow the grass and then get to the noon meeting, then to work.
I was reading a book at work and came across an interesting statement I wanted to share.
Francis de Sales wrote in 1609 in his Introduction to the Devout Life, that "the more perfect our patience, the more completely do we possess our souls."
That gave me a new look at my lack of patience.
Good Night All.
life safari #53
Monday
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I got so much done in the house this weekend
I have more to do but am excited to get to it
by Wednesday I will have everything that I'm moving around (and, eliminating) done and I can get to the "cleaning"
to devote 2 days to clean up. Friday begins my day to "run and play"
service work at Lambda on Sunday - more "getting rid of and cleaning"
Precious also seems to like the changes in the house
the money I make from my "yard sale" will go toward Frank's and my trip to Italy and France next year
for the people in my life whom I love and who love me
once again, I face the fact that making women friends is tricky business - I'm much better with the men in my life - thank you guys
if I were "perfect" I would not have anything to work on. As it is, the awareness each day that I want to change and grow makes my life have purpose. Boy, do I have purpose !
that it is us "imperfect people" who make the "perfect people" look good. Where would they be without us
for the sunshine this morning
a short week at work - burn-out is looming
the opportunity to build an intimate relationship with my Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I got so much done in the house this weekend
I have more to do but am excited to get to it
by Wednesday I will have everything that I'm moving around (and, eliminating) done and I can get to the "cleaning"
to devote 2 days to clean up. Friday begins my day to "run and play"
service work at Lambda on Sunday - more "getting rid of and cleaning"
Precious also seems to like the changes in the house
the money I make from my "yard sale" will go toward Frank's and my trip to Italy and France next year
for the people in my life whom I love and who love me
once again, I face the fact that making women friends is tricky business - I'm much better with the men in my life - thank you guys
if I were "perfect" I would not have anything to work on. As it is, the awareness each day that I want to change and grow makes my life have purpose. Boy, do I have purpose !
that it is us "imperfect people" who make the "perfect people" look good. Where would they be without us
for the sunshine this morning
a short week at work - burn-out is looming
the opportunity to build an intimate relationship with my Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, August 5, 2007
life safari #52
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Sonny told me last night that it has been 1 year since his hospitalization for quadruple by-pass surgery. Oh my, it seems like a life-time ago and yet like just yesterday.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I got to participate in Sonny's care-giving last year
his health and well-being today
the bonds we made during that surgery and rehab
that I got alot of "things" out of the house and into the garage yesterday and again today
Scott's artwork looks good in the front part of my home. Now other's can appreciate it - not just myself (was all in my bedroom before)
Precious is fine and is her "Precious self" today after the ordeal at the Vet's yesterday
She just awoke from a cat-nap and came in here to see me - I love this girl !
to be clean and sober another day
I'm less over-whelmed about the house work today
small successes lead me to do more and get finished
House cleaning is the reason why I'm taking 3 days off from work next week
rather than use those days to runa dn play, I am going to clean, clean, clean and get it DONE
when I get up from here, I will take mucho National Geographic Magazines to a recycle bin near the house
then, I am finished for this day
the Blessing of prior statement
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sonny told me last night that it has been 1 year since his hospitalization for quadruple by-pass surgery. Oh my, it seems like a life-time ago and yet like just yesterday.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I got to participate in Sonny's care-giving last year
his health and well-being today
the bonds we made during that surgery and rehab
that I got alot of "things" out of the house and into the garage yesterday and again today
Scott's artwork looks good in the front part of my home. Now other's can appreciate it - not just myself (was all in my bedroom before)
Precious is fine and is her "Precious self" today after the ordeal at the Vet's yesterday
She just awoke from a cat-nap and came in here to see me - I love this girl !
to be clean and sober another day
I'm less over-whelmed about the house work today
small successes lead me to do more and get finished
House cleaning is the reason why I'm taking 3 days off from work next week
rather than use those days to runa dn play, I am going to clean, clean, clean and get it DONE
when I get up from here, I will take mucho National Geographic Magazines to a recycle bin near the house
then, I am finished for this day
the Blessing of prior statement
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, August 4, 2007
life safari #51 1/2
Well, got some house-keeping things done today. I am soooooo tired.
In order to get things out of the house I had to clean up and make space in the garage. No wonder I felt over-whelmed ! See, it isn't just a matter of doing one thing. It involves much more.
Ok, no more whining. At least I made a good start and it will get much easier from here.
When I get finished clearing things out and getting them out for a future garage sale, I will have much more wall space to collect more of my favorite artist's work. Now that is worth "keep on Truk'n" for.
Poor little Precious got poked, probed, stuck, etc. at the Vet's this morning. She carried on like the little trooper she is.
She possibly is having kidney issues. Her ultrasound showed her organs "normal" but she has symptoms of the beginning of kidney problems. The Vet will know more from her blood work on Monday. The Vet allowed that feeding her a special food may keep it from getting any worse.
Oh, she's at the age that they consider her a "senior." All the Tech's fell in love with her. She really did good considering we only go once a year and she is a very "private" kinda girl.
Hey, it's raining. Something new.
In order to get things out of the house I had to clean up and make space in the garage. No wonder I felt over-whelmed ! See, it isn't just a matter of doing one thing. It involves much more.
Ok, no more whining. At least I made a good start and it will get much easier from here.
When I get finished clearing things out and getting them out for a future garage sale, I will have much more wall space to collect more of my favorite artist's work. Now that is worth "keep on Truk'n" for.
Poor little Precious got poked, probed, stuck, etc. at the Vet's this morning. She carried on like the little trooper she is.
She possibly is having kidney issues. Her ultrasound showed her organs "normal" but she has symptoms of the beginning of kidney problems. The Vet will know more from her blood work on Monday. The Vet allowed that feeding her a special food may keep it from getting any worse.
Oh, she's at the age that they consider her a "senior." All the Tech's fell in love with her. She really did good considering we only go once a year and she is a very "private" kinda girl.
Hey, it's raining. Something new.
life safari #51
Oh, Happy Saturday.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I finally got off my duff and I'm taking Precious for her shots and check up this morning
(I'm far happier than she will be when she realizes what's up)
her discomfort will not last too long - she will forgive me by tonight (around dinner time)
morning coffee - it is the best
another day clean and sober
weekends
a job during the week so that I can look forward to the weekends - otherwise, every day would be the same - been there
today I may "lighten my load" around the house
I enjoy the act of redecoration in my home - haven't done any for a long time
It's a good day to start
God's Grace
the love of my friends and family even when I'm not very loveable
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I finally got off my duff and I'm taking Precious for her shots and check up this morning
(I'm far happier than she will be when she realizes what's up)
her discomfort will not last too long - she will forgive me by tonight (around dinner time)
morning coffee - it is the best
another day clean and sober
weekends
a job during the week so that I can look forward to the weekends - otherwise, every day would be the same - been there
today I may "lighten my load" around the house
I enjoy the act of redecoration in my home - haven't done any for a long time
It's a good day to start
God's Grace
the love of my friends and family even when I'm not very loveable
Thank YOU
Friday, August 3, 2007
life safari #50
Happy Friday !
And, it's payday for us. Sweet.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
I have the privilege of living with an awesome cat
it is a beautiful, sunny day today
setting appointments for the things I have procrastinated about
that I will be off next week starting on Wednesday. A long weekend to get out of my rut
that if I choose, I can take day trips. It will be refreshing to get out of the hub-bub of the city
I am grateful and Blessed to have a "home base" to return to at night
for another day sober and clean
to see my family in a meeting in an hour or so
that my thoughts are with those who are suffering in and out of the AA rooms
God's Grace and the care of my late father (C.L.F.) miss you Dad !
Thank YOU
And, it's payday for us. Sweet.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
I have the privilege of living with an awesome cat
it is a beautiful, sunny day today
setting appointments for the things I have procrastinated about
that I will be off next week starting on Wednesday. A long weekend to get out of my rut
that if I choose, I can take day trips. It will be refreshing to get out of the hub-bub of the city
I am grateful and Blessed to have a "home base" to return to at night
for another day sober and clean
to see my family in a meeting in an hour or so
that my thoughts are with those who are suffering in and out of the AA rooms
God's Grace and the care of my late father (C.L.F.) miss you Dad !
Thank YOU
Thursday, August 2, 2007
life safari
Well, due to an unfortunate hitch (cable cover bolted on), we were not able to accomplish our mission.
It is a shame that we had only one option after that set-back.
Color me sad, mad and very disappointed for all human and animal-kind.
I hope it rains today. I feel like a rainy, stormy day now.
life safari #49
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
It's a day closer to Friday and payday. The weekend is just around the corner.
that I didn't receive a phone call in the night regarding a "missing car"
It's an overcast day so not too hot (so far)
I am Blessed with another day to live
that I am sober and clean this morning
God's Grace
in a very short time I embark on my Catechism classes
for Thursdays off for the above and fellowship with my AA/Catechism Sponsor that day
I look forward to our "journey" together - thank you Frank
the "Bee Charmer" just called, he's on his way
I hope that the charmer and the bees will get through this safely and in good health
Precious and her devotion, love and nurturing
Thank YOU
It's a day closer to Friday and payday. The weekend is just around the corner.
that I didn't receive a phone call in the night regarding a "missing car"
It's an overcast day so not too hot (so far)
I am Blessed with another day to live
that I am sober and clean this morning
God's Grace
in a very short time I embark on my Catechism classes
for Thursdays off for the above and fellowship with my AA/Catechism Sponsor that day
I look forward to our "journey" together - thank you Frank
the "Bee Charmer" just called, he's on his way
I hope that the charmer and the bees will get through this safely and in good health
Precious and her devotion, love and nurturing
Thank YOU
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
life safari #48 1/2
Good evening. I scanned some negatives into the computer this evening. I enjoy that sort of activity.
The low side of this evening: I may have let a car reposessor into our garage to repo a client's car. I am just waiting for the shoe to drop. The whole scenario of that happening was bizarre.
An exercise in "how to play Security Guard" when anything akin to that comes up again.
I feel like a chump !!
The high side of the day was that I have a "bee charmer" coming to move this bee hive I have in the cable box in the morning. I hope the bees will be taken alive and well. These people who are coming have hives. Most should get out alive and live happy, productive bee lives.
I give my self an "F" for the repo ordeal and an "A" for trying to save the bees. Averages out to a "C" for the day.
I tell you, my life is never dull !
The low side of this evening: I may have let a car reposessor into our garage to repo a client's car. I am just waiting for the shoe to drop. The whole scenario of that happening was bizarre.
An exercise in "how to play Security Guard" when anything akin to that comes up again.
I feel like a chump !!
The high side of the day was that I have a "bee charmer" coming to move this bee hive I have in the cable box in the morning. I hope the bees will be taken alive and well. These people who are coming have hives. Most should get out alive and live happy, productive bee lives.
I give my self an "F" for the repo ordeal and an "A" for trying to save the bees. Averages out to a "C" for the day.
I tell you, my life is never dull !
life safari #48
What a beautiful August 1st.
This morning I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be clean, sober and smoke - free
the "Habit" of staying clean and sober is well ingrained
that I am not trying to kill myself because I can not face my reality
I have many sources to help me live and like my self today
yes, it took some changing of behavior, thoughts, patterns-my AA fellows helped me over the years. I went through uncomfortable "trial and errors" of change to get to "me." My family loved me through it all and applauded my efforts. THANK YOU !
I'm not one of the ones who are stuck "out there" drinking, drugging, stealing and lying and can not get back - We've lost many who give up and choose death. Other's have persevered and had Success
My heart goes out for these people. Lord knows, I messed around for 26 years. Playing, not changing anything, coming in and out.
I am Grateful and Thankful for the time I have put together sober and clean. And, "I" did it with alot of help
Surrender is the key. Belief in the AA Group can get anyone on the road to recovery
Thank YOU
This morning I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be clean, sober and smoke - free
the "Habit" of staying clean and sober is well ingrained
that I am not trying to kill myself because I can not face my reality
I have many sources to help me live and like my self today
yes, it took some changing of behavior, thoughts, patterns-my AA fellows helped me over the years. I went through uncomfortable "trial and errors" of change to get to "me." My family loved me through it all and applauded my efforts. THANK YOU !
I'm not one of the ones who are stuck "out there" drinking, drugging, stealing and lying and can not get back - We've lost many who give up and choose death. Other's have persevered and had Success
My heart goes out for these people. Lord knows, I messed around for 26 years. Playing, not changing anything, coming in and out.
I am Grateful and Thankful for the time I have put together sober and clean. And, "I" did it with alot of help
Surrender is the key. Belief in the AA Group can get anyone on the road to recovery
Thank YOU
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
life safari #47
Good morning !
The last day of July. Now, the real telling of what this summer is to be.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
My friends are taking their health seriously and getting checked out
both quit smoking and are very happy and content without a cigarette - that helps me give it up
that I can breathe because I am not smoking now - And yes, I feel much better !
that chapter is over for me - I am Grateful and Thankful to be sober, clean and smoke-free today !
I am trying to stay still and quiet at work. Sometimes it is just too busy and crazy there. I do not need to add to it
I did not wake up with a headache this morning. Yes, dAAve, I'm sure the smoking played a major role there - thanks for the reminder
I am thinking of dAAve and sending positive energy his way right now - it will be over soon
that MC and Gwen are visiting more often. Thank you both. And, welcome !
thank YOU
The last day of July. Now, the real telling of what this summer is to be.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
My friends are taking their health seriously and getting checked out
both quit smoking and are very happy and content without a cigarette - that helps me give it up
that I can breathe because I am not smoking now - And yes, I feel much better !
that chapter is over for me - I am Grateful and Thankful to be sober, clean and smoke-free today !
I am trying to stay still and quiet at work. Sometimes it is just too busy and crazy there. I do not need to add to it
I did not wake up with a headache this morning. Yes, dAAve, I'm sure the smoking played a major role there - thanks for the reminder
I am thinking of dAAve and sending positive energy his way right now - it will be over soon
that MC and Gwen are visiting more often. Thank you both. And, welcome !
thank YOU
Monday, July 30, 2007
life safari #46
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a relaxing day yesterday
that I found some negatives and slides by accident - there are more I'll uncover, no doubt
a new week
the end of the month and beginning of another
for the support of AA family - I just have to open up
that my headache is gone - I seem to wake up with one daily
for sobriety
the decision to not light up
a good night's sleep
Precious and her wonderful "cat Spirit"
God's Grace
Just want to say, Farewell Mr. Zindler. You did a lot of good for many people. Thank you for the many rounds of golf with my late father. He really enjoyed playing with you and your son. RIP.
for a relaxing day yesterday
that I found some negatives and slides by accident - there are more I'll uncover, no doubt
a new week
the end of the month and beginning of another
for the support of AA family - I just have to open up
that my headache is gone - I seem to wake up with one daily
for sobriety
the decision to not light up
a good night's sleep
Precious and her wonderful "cat Spirit"
God's Grace
Just want to say, Farewell Mr. Zindler. You did a lot of good for many people. Thank you for the many rounds of golf with my late father. He really enjoyed playing with you and your son. RIP.
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