life safari 10-8-08

Wednesday ! I am excited that we are in the middle of this week and moving toward the end.

It is quite cool out this morning, almost chilly, in fact.

Hearing about the antics of the CEO of AIG and their luxurious expenditures after our "tax-payer" retirement funds went to bail them out has left a real bad taste in my mouth.

This kind of lack of respect and regard for the "little people" is what turns me off. These banks that are buying up other banks that have succumbed to failure -they'll be looking for a bailout too. How does buying someone else's bad debts keep one solvent? Greed and more greed is what it says to me.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I am not having to borrow any money at this time

my weekend is going to be laid back but getting things done that I have been putting off

the weather is getting cooler

I got a good physical health report yesterday. Now I just need to get a better mental health going for myself

the encouragement that I CAN start taking life's problems less to heart

through a little book written by a Priest, I can relate that part of my problems stem from the "it's all about ME" syndrome

the mind can make one sick. My mind can make me sick (physically)

no more of that business. Starting today, I take things with a grain of salt, nothing is worth getting so upset that I have a heart attack over and, I breathe more often. That's right, breathe

my mind doesn't seem to understand that word B R E A T H E - a new concept

Precious - as Akannie commented, I am fortunate to have Precious in my life. Yes, Akannie, I am indeed. What a joy she is !

God's Grace. God's Patience. God's Forgiveness. God's Mercy.

thank YOU

life safari 10/7/08

Tuesday. Well, I finally received that big check. And, I gotta tell ya, it was well worth the wait !
WOW.

Thank goodness I don't foresee having to put in those amount of hours again.

I don't want to get ready for work. But, I am going to have to.

I am Grateful and Thankful ....

rain is in our forecast for the day
I had a low-key evening of television watching
Precious lives with me
God's Grace

life safari 10-6-08

Monday, perhaps I'll get my check today.

Had a very relaxing weekend. I enjoyed having all the doors opened yesterday that have screens on them - it reminded me of that attic fan we had when I was a kid. It was so powerful and created a big draft in the house.

I wish it wasn't Monday already. I'm not ready to go back to work.

We have a big, barking dog next door now-a friend for the loud, rambunctious boys. How lucky I am...

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that rain is in the forecast. We can use some
for a very restful weekend
that, if all goes well, I will actually get that check today
for Precious and her quiet company and cuteness
that I have good Doctors and we have a history established
I put in for a couple of coupons for this "digitalization" t.v. happening
to have a job. To have a job so close to home. But, I wish I could take a long vacation. Or, just go back to bed for a few hours
to have gone to church yesterday. We have our choir AND incense back after their vacation
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 10-04-08

thank goodness it's Saturday. No alarm to have to wake me, no place I have to be - what a beautiful thing.

I had to go next door and make an amends to my new neighbor first thing. He was very gracious and all is well. I am so thankful that I am trying to change my ways and live a more Christian life. I fail so much, so often. It is the Grace of God that He (the Lord) loves Saints AND Sinners.

I guess I was not supposed to receive my paycheck for 09-01 thru 09-15. My boss thought the 5th (our paydays are the 5th and 20th of ech month) fell on Monday. So, we have been denied our check until Monday now. That particular check, as you may recall, was a topic of one of my worst Blog "bitches."

I am soon to go to get my car washed, go to the recyclers and drop my plastics and paper, go to Sacco and shop till I drop, then, pick up Frank and go to dAAve's house warming. So,

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

Akannie is corresponding thru blogs. Yes, Akannie, Precious IS just that. Thankyou.
my new neighbor was very gracious in accepting my amends
I am ok with my boss forgetting my check Friday
I get to go to Sacco and look for Christmas Cards for this year
that I, thanks to the seasonal changes, do not have to do yard work today or tomorrow
God loves me and forgives my sins and transgressions when I ask
I started the day with prayer and devotion which I have gotten out of the habit of doing for some reason
Precious is well and happy
I am , for the most part, well and happy
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 10-3-08

"it was THIS big !" "no."

TGIF !!!!!!!

And, a HUGE paycheck today for the weeks of Sept. 1-15th !

Going to Sacco tomorrow (teehee). Sacco is a Catholic Store where, when I was a "beginning Catholic, I spent much time and money. Now, I rarely go but look forward to a nice long shopping spree tomorrow.

And, dAAve and Hayden's open house.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

for a good night's sleep last night

that today is a much lighter day at work (Praise God!)

for Precious. What a beautiful cat Spirit I adopted 7 years ago

for God's Grace

Peace to all

thank YOU

life safari 10-2-08

Oh my gosh ! I'm blogging before dAAve this morning ! Can' believe it. He is always up and at'em earlier than anyone. I hope you're ok dAAve and just not at the keyboard yet.

What a MMMMarvelous, cool morning this is in Houston. Oh Boy, I can't wait to see the gorgeous sun rise that will go with it as I drive in this morning.

It's a good day to be alive. I don't care what the stock exchange is doing !

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

God Blessed me with Precious. This cat is the most "human" feline. I think she actually laughs at me sometimes. She is a joy to wake up to. When she wants me up she licks me with that sandpaper tongue - she knows it works

I fell asleep last night in the middle of reading the paper. It happens alot these days

Yesterday is the first time that I remember absolutely feeling that if I didn't get out of that box I work in I would scream ! We had a very busy day that got even busier as I needed to be wrapping up my day. Hopefully today will be more calm.

Precious has an inclosed area (atrium) in which to go out and be a cat. I just liberated her. I just hope the mosquitos will leave her alone

the grass has not been growing as fast as it had been. And, the ash tree pods are not taking over the area. Perhaps I can skip dowing yard work this weekend and rest, go walking in the park, etc.

new people, folks I have not met yet, visit my blog and comment. Thank you, I look forward to exchanging visits with you Akannie

God's Grace and salvation

Thank YOU

life safari 10-01-08

October. Another month down and closer to the end of another year. Wow, where does the time go?

Feeling frisky !

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that the weather is getting cooler - what a relief from this hot summer

Precious and I are well and together. She is a loving gift to me from the Good Lord

The yard and atrium look very nice, peaceful and serene from my labors last weekend

soon, if a new-hire shows up, my hours at work will go back to normal. Back on the afternoon shift -yeah !

that with the extra time I will have I can get out before work and walk and use that new weight bench I assembled

that I have insurance. Watched channel 8 last night about folks that have none - it is a killer !

for the Grace and Patience of God. I consider God's patience as my salvation,

thank YOU

life safari 09-30-08

Good morning. This is the exact type of weather we, in Houston, celebrate after our harsh summers. The down side is the alergens that come along with it. They are affecting me this year.

I am not sorry to see this month draw to an end. It has been a hard month. I have worked many hours on the job, put long hours in the yard after Ike this past weekend. That large Ash tree in my front yard gives much shade and draws the birds that I love to feed and watch. But, when these trees shed their seed pods, it is a major mess to keep the cement swept until winter.

I pulled up several plants that Ike caused to look ragged and twisted. I am already planning what I will plant in the Spring.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for God's Grace

for Precious - God's gift of love and laughter I get from her (and those beautiful emerald eyes)

that the proposal for buyout was killed - there has to be a different and better plan

thank YOU

life safari 09-26-08

TGIF !!!!!!!

Today, I am grateful and thankful for...

getting the new weight bench set up last night (by the instructions)
(by the instructions) is a new process for me. I laid all parts out first, counted them and made sure all was there, then, went step by step with the guide - It Worked !
a forecast of much cooler weather this weekend. I will need it for the yard work I've got to do
Aleve and a heating pad. my back relies on both at times
Precious. what an awesome cat and a fun roommate
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 09-25-08

this picture reminds me of my "magnifying mind." My blog entry two days ago was the culmination of problems that have built up at work. My boss did not err in my paycheck although, he certainly understood why I thought he had. Our company is now holding out about one month's pay. Because we are paid on the 5th and 20th of the month, the divide grows with time. The check was correct - it was the last two weeks of August's pay.
I said a lot of things in anger the other day on my blog.
I have since made my amends to those that were due. Even one that was due me. Peace at any cost has begun to be a good idea to me.

In light of what is happening in the world, my problems seem very small and shallow. This is my "magnifying mind" that blows them up to huge deals. Part of it is selfishness. Part is "it's all about me."
It is a time when discretion and prudence is in order. Also, as my boss pointed out to me, stress causes many illnesses of the body.

I am making new strides to remain calm, look at things from more than one angle(how it affects me) and getting back to those Spiritual activities that help me stay calm and grateful.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

the cooler temperatures
cool days this weekend. I have alot of work to do in the yard
Precious - she is just the coolest cat !
relief from co-worker, Ambesajer, from 5 pm - 7pm. Because of his good attitude I don't have to work 11 hours lately
that Theresa's Galveston house was not destroyed
that a friend from the building across the street from my work shared her news that her ex-husband had shot himself
My heart goes out to you, Jenna and your sons. He is in a better place
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 09-22-08

I am so upset regarding my job, boss, *rude co-worker and situations surrounding work that I am absolutely almost out the door. I have worked 89.0 hours the past two weeks and I got paid for 57.5 on this check. Now, my boss has the timecards in his hand to turn into payroll. How does one miss that many hours? 29 of those shorted hours is overtime. When I start getting shorted money on a job, I start looking for other work - my last employer (Good Neighbor Cleaners) still owes me over $ 300.00. Of course, they went "belly-up" due to incompetency, (Debbie).

*Rude is not all this guy is. He's a constant complainer who does not want a solution for any of his complaints. In fact, I have tried to help him solve several of his problems and have gotten kicked in the teeth for my efforts (figuratively). No, as soon as someone steps up to the plate and helps, he starts backing away and keeps people at an arms length. So, just keep whining and suffering ye co-worker. You wore me out. Not to mention talking to me like a dog when you are unable to handle your work load (in your head). I say, a Shrink and some anti-depressants would do you a world of good.

I want to feel grateful but, I hate to say, I dread going to my work. Had my co-worker "gotten the message" about being polite, cordual and professional in his actions and words, it would not be such a drugery. But, since he is allowed to continue his BS, I will dread going to my job.

My goal is to make a radical change-however that looks. And, to find out how in the hell someone can short an employee that many hours in time when they have the hard copy of the timecard in their hand !?!?

No more excuses and no prisoners in Westchase.

life safari 09/21/08

Ike - a NASA photograph.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I, my family and friends lived through this very large and destructive hurricane
Frank and his fellowship today
to have met a woman who is very unselfish with any and everything - Frank's neighbor, Mary
Mary is cooking, supplying ice and care for all in her area - no care for the cost to her. Most unselfish person I have met in a very long time. You ROCK, Mary !!!!
Precious and her wonderful, sweet self
Mass this morning. I have not attended for a few weeks
that I have availability to good medical treatment. I am going to need to seek some out this week
alarms that work and keep me from over-sleeping
although I dread going to work this week, I will go and do my best to make it the best experience that I can
God's Grace and Love
thank YOU

life safari 09-20-08

Early A.M. Saturday morning. Have been redoing my Blog Profile and photo.

This goes out to Ungodly Sobriety:

I want to thank you for your following, your interest. I went to your blog but was not able to set up a following for me on your blog. I am not very good at this. I know very little and what I have learned cost me many hair-raising and hair pulling nights.

I want to tell you that I am very proud for you to have over 6 months of sobriety. I assume you attend meetings at Lambda by some of the blog names that you listed.

I have not attended there in quite awhile. I will have 11 years sober and clean this November 17th. But, I have been in and out of AA for around 25 years.

I just wanted to make a contact with you and and I'll be tuning in to your Blog so hopefully we can talk some.

I am up late because I am very agitated right now. I have written more entries to my blog in the last two days than I have in months.

I am very tired and am going to breakfast with a friend later this morning. I have got to at least lay down and get some rest.

Well, I'm glad you are open to being sober for now and giving it a go. Hope to have an exchange of ideas and conversation with you later.

peanut

life safari 09-19-08

The saga of "the job" (mine) and the "bail out" (AIG, Fannie Mae, Freddie Mac, FDIC, others I can't even think of right now) has me just ready to pack up, sell the house, withdraw any and all investments and move. Pay Ceasar what is Ceasar's out of the investments for early withdrawal and flee ! I am not sure I will have anything left considering the Government is spending all our funds.

Most of these failing companies got themselves into trouble by their own GREED ! Now, the markets are tapped out and their left with worthless mortgages and other strapped investments that they can't get loans for (and rightly so), we're having to pick up the tab. Well, I can't afford it ! I'm tired of all these big companies who are in bed with the people that run for office and get all these consessions and favors, promises and a blind eye turned - let the government US, hello !!) pick up the tab. I say, you play you pay. Why did they let Lehman Bros. go bankrupt. They didn't like them?

Who decides who gets the ride and who goes under? All these huge companies have 24-30 Boards of Directors who somehow come out of these failed companies rich.

I am ashamed, upset and frankly, worried about tomorrow in this Greedy country. A country spending my money and future on their rich buddies' failed businesses.

I say HOCKY, quit it, and I see why people stop paying taxes and get lost in the woods.

I am ashamed to be an American. I don't want either party to win. I don't believe in any of them or what they promise. These polititians all say what will get them elected.

I frankly do not believe any of them are honest, out for the good of us or can stop this speeding bullet train from crashing and killing all of us.

I am angry as hell and I'm not going to take it any more !!!!!!!

I feel the life being sucked out of me a penny at a time. The hell with this. At least Bill Clinton had a balanced budget until Bush came on the scene !

I can tell you this, one bank that I know of is concerned about a "run on their bank."

I think it's get what belongs to you or lose it today. What a difference 8 years has made. SAD !

life safari 09-19-08

this little face pretty much sums up how I feel this morning. Lost, alone, scared and perplexed by the past few weeks.

Too much work, too much stress, Ike, gridlock on the streets and in need of a nice change of scenery. A vacation is, indeed, going to be in the planning stages for me. I think a nice pilgrimage to the Shrine of Our Lady of the Miraculous Medal in Perryville, Missouri is in order.

Today, I am only Grateful that it is Friday and I can be away from that job for 2 days
Thank YOU, Lord

life safari 09/18/08

"He's got the whole world in His hands..."

Thank God for the end of Ike and the destruction. I am flabergasted by the total devistation of Boliver Island and Galveston.
My home was spared any physical damage. I appropriately feel humbled by this fact. My power was restored last night at 6:45 pm and now I have "power restoration guilt." So many of my friends are most likely still without I'm sorry to say.

This hurricane was one to learn new facts regarding hurricanes. For instance, it was on the water surge level a cat4. On a wind level a Cat2. I have never heard a seperation of water and wind surges until Ike. This storm was more powerful that Carla in 1961 because of the water surge category. We live and learn !

This morning, I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...

I and my loved ones are safe and alive

the power is back on in my home. I keep wondering if it will go out again. I'm not feeling sure of it just yet
many of my clients from work are safe, alive with no damages to some damages but, repairable

One client however, has a beach house in Galveston. She absolutely lives through her work week to leave work and hurry to her house there. I have not seen her since the hurricane so have no idea what her results are. I hope for the best for her but fear the worst. I do not fear for her life, I do fear for her happiness and devistation if her beach home is in ruins. Oh sure, she can probably rebuild. I have just watched her for 2 1/2 years and her joy of going to her "heaven on earth" every Friday. Theresa, you are in my prayers !

the street lights are getting repaired and workable - slowly. It took over an hour to go to Bellaire and back to work yesterday on my lunch break

the animals of people who had to evacuate were taken care of this time - up front (thank you St. Francis)

as other's have told me, I too got to know a couple of my neighbors that I previously did not know

that my coworker who was verbally using me as his "kick the dog" object for a couple of days has now suddenly shaped up since I threatened to go to Human Resources about it. And my boss stopped justifying his bad behavior too, I might add. Really, you two !!!!!!

It is shameful that the above is so commonplace (in the workplace) and some do not know how to get relief. I almost quit over this mess the second day of it. Had the situation not turned around, I would have made good on my threat. I may or may not have gotten resolution from HR but, at least it got the situation resolved just at the mention - just say'n...

for God's Grace and forgiveness. I am not an ideal Christian or Catholic. I wish I was better

I take solice in the fact that Mother Theresa had her doubts, blank areas of fellowship with God, etc. Yet, I know she kept her diligence up. I give up and wander in the wilderness (so to speak) until I finally realize that I can not do it by myself. Then I go running back to God for help and love and forgiveness.

I can't, He can, I think I'll let Him.

Thank YOU

life safari 09-12-08

Ike Friday.

Well, Precious and I will just be laying around the house today. There is a skeleton crew at our building for a few of our "AllBidness" clients and a small crew for keeping our building and them in good condition through the storms.

My cell phone battery happened to die on me last night. I sit here this morning wondering if anything is opened today. I would like to deposit my pay check and buy a batter for the phone. I guess I'll venture out toward the bank and just see if they are opened a half day today.

I am now working a shift of 8:00 am to 5:oo pm with one hour for lunch. And, NO MS LATE NIGHTS ANY MORE!!!!!!! Yeah.

I was saddened by the fact that Ike got all attention and no mention of the terror of 9-11-01 was made. The hurricane isn't even here yet. I have grown weary of all this coverage of these storms. When they develop, every foot they move is all over the news now. It has gotten to be over-kill any more.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that I do not live on the gulf beach
Precious and I have each other to huddle with when Ike comes in
that I have a day of rest today after all those crazy double shifts and new schedule BUT, it is cutting out much of my over-time that I lost so much sleep to earn
that my AA friends and family are all doing well
to be able to shelter in my home and not a shelter
God's Grace
Precious
coffee and soup to eat, cooked on my Coleman stove. My camp toilet if I need it and a hurricane lamp. Batteries. Battery powered tv amd radio - awesome. Precious and I are ready !

Love you all. Stay safe and, you are in my prayers and thoughts. Love you, me

life safari 09/11/08

When the wind gets heavy, be sure and cover up and stay away from windows !

So much to reflect on today. The horror of the attack on our nation and the devastation to lives from such unthinkable destruction.
God Bless America !
I remember the feeling of "this can not be happening" when I first heard parts of the report on the radio. After tuning in on the television and realizing that this was actually happening, my first response was to get to the noon meeting at Lambda. The room that day was filled to capacity with others who could think of no other place they would rather be to process the horror of what was going on. We had a member who did not know whether her mother was safe - she worked at the Pentagon.

I hold these memories and feelings today. I truly hope and pray that as Americans we never have to try and wrap our minds around something so "unreal" and horrifying again. God help those that are foolish enough to try !

Everyone stay as safe as possible. I pray we will all be safe when Ike passes through.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that we are not living through the original date of 09/11/2001 today
God's Grace
Precious
safety of my home from the elements
Freedom
friends and loved ones
thank YOU

What a day I had today. What a day I am going to have later this morning ! I have not been to sleep or even to bed. So, these two days are merging into one long and tiring event.

Because I have had limited sleep the past week, my nerves and feelings are very close to the surface. At the end of my shift, someone caused my anger to get, and keep me irritated to the point that I am still awake. This is going to be a very long day because of my lack of rest.

There is a point of "no return" for me. If I stay awake to a certain time then sleep, all the alarms in the world will not get me up. I passed that point some time ago. Now I just have to struggle through my day tomorrow (later) and keep my eyes open.

I was able to write my boss the things that I need to get out of my head that are upsetting me at work. Now, I can, and have relaxed about them and feel relief. Nothing will change, of course. I know this because the same issues I have had in this garage are still issues today (after 2 1/2 years). Until people have consequences for their actions, nothing changes. And, although there are policies in regards to the garage, building management does not support our efforts to enforce those policies. Therefore, people treat us with disdain and blow us off.

I am Grateful for...

coffee. HOT coffee. Hot coffee with honey and milk, yeah
Precious who sleeps and wakes up and sits with me. Supports and loves me, awesome cat
computers
Amazon.com
Duffy and "Mercie"

I am Thankful for...

if I don't quit or get fired, after tomorrow I will work 8:00 am to 5:00 pm with one hour for lunch, SWEET

God's unwarranted LOVE and GRACE

life safari 09-07-08

Sunday is almost over and a new work week begins. I have been working both shifts at my job because my co-worker quit without notice. This is the third occasion that I have had to cover both shifts in 2 1/2 years (daily, I mean).

I have listened to interviews of the candidates for President of the U.S.A. and neither tells HOW they intend (Specifics here, please) to get the cart and ox out of the ditch ! Talk is cheap guys and gals.

Now it looks like the tax payers have to bail out the auto industry and mortgage industry. We will not have a budget to balance very soon.

Obama stamers and says "uuh, uuh, uuh FAR TO MUCH FOR MY EARS. Spit it out !

I know John McCain was a POW. I know he was put through torture that we can not imagine.

I am a HOTHEAD. Hotheads DO NOT make good managers or Presidents. But, neither do people who want to talk to get problems ironed out. First, we're dealing with people who absolutely hate us and everthing we (Americans) stand for. Most are not God fearing Christians. Most probably lie and will tell us what they think will get us off their backs and do whatever they are already doing in secret.

I have seen nothing yet that attracts my vote. Palin is an interesting choice, for sure. I like her. She can probably do a better than decent job in Washington but, I don't like her willingness to forfeit the Alaskan Tundra to drilling. Those who have been to Alaska all agree that, that great state IS the last United States pristine wilderness. And I wish it to stay that way !

Biden is about the only one in this frey that I wait to hear more from at this point. Palin had not been announced when he took his turn at their convention.

I am getting fed up with paying the bill for all these private and government agencies that are going under. We can not, on any level of government, keep heading the way we are and have been.

Look at Houston. Our roads and streets are in horrible shape. Our drainage is deplorable. We have too many people on the corners of every intersection needing help. Yardmen blow all the yard clippings into the center of the streets and leave it to go into sewers or back to the curbs(not to mention the eyesore it creates) - who cares?

I am Grateful that televisions have "on" and "off" buttons
I am Grateful for God's Loving Grace
I am Grateful for Precious and her precious cat ways
I am Grateful to be an American where I can say what I think
I am angry and I'm not going to take it anymore !

life safari 08-30-08

Well, once again a co-worker has up and quit her job with no notice. This means there will be days/evenings of working both shifts for me -yet again.

I am already at my ropes end with what is going on over there - MS and all their unannounced meetings several times, some weeks. At times I'm still in that booth at 9:30 pm waiting on two people to finish visiting after their meeting is over ! (Get a table at Denny's !)

This, however, gives me an opportunity to get off the night shift. If, and it's a big if, the process is handled right by my higher-up. I am at the point where, if I have to quit to get off of the night shift, then that may be my only way out. I will, however give a notice.

I am stepping out of my routine this morning and not mowing the yard. Going running around with Frank and looking forward to the change. Sometimes being consistent and taking care of responsibilities leads to a rut. I am in one about now.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be alive and well this morning
that Precious is alive and well too. We're all here together one more day
that I look forward to doing something out of my routine today
that I watched the movie Gentleman's Agreement last night. Had not seen it in some years
that I will watch Exodus tonight
for Monday off - praise God for one more day away from Briar Park
for an interesting pick in Vice President for McCain. I don't think his choice of a woman will help him now, however
I can only imagine what Hillary is thinking
My prayers are with all those folks who are in the path of Gustov. We may be getting our first hurricane in some years
May God Bless everyone and keep us all safe
thank YOU

life safari 8-29-08

Wow, did you ever feel like this ? A well-meaning friend tries to show his/her love to you but knocks the breath out of you in the process?

Here we are, another big storm bearing down on the coast. The anniversary of Katrina and the horrifying devastation in New Orleans and else-where. Who suspected 3 years ago? A woman in my building got 10 feet of water in her house. She of course moved here afterward. I find myself wondering if she relives the horror of Katrina every time there is a storm in the gulf. I imagine she does.

I am miffed about the way in which America views itself in relation to the rest of the world. The situation over Georgia and Russia has caused me to question so much. I was very encouraged to see an editorial in Sunday's (Aug. 24) that stated my case. Thank goodness I am not the only one who sees the things that we are doing as, well, strange and somewhat lopsided and twisted. I could put it in stronger terms but, I will refrain.

Let's just sufice to say that, in the above photo, The puppy may represent America and the cat, the rest of the world. We mean well...(?)

I am Grateful and Thankful that...

I believe I have made up my mind about who I want to see lead this nation
I pray for a kinder, gentler attitude for myself today
God's Grace doesn't cease when I am not in the best of moods and temperment
that I am very bored with my job right now. I need a real vacation
I look forward to a good breakfast, shopping spree at the Farmer's Market and socializing with my friend Frank tomorrow
that Precious and I are alive and well and together
that today is Friday and Monday I'm off
Oh Happy Day !!
Thank YOU

life safari 2/23/08

Happy Saturday ! I am being very lazy this morning. I get my hair cut at 1:00 today, I'm finishing drying some washed clothes and I'm NOT mowing the yard. It is the first Saturday in months that I have not gotten up and out in the yard first thing.

Speaking of the yard...I have a beautiful red rose bud that came from one of my bushes in the atrium. It is absolutely gorgeous !! This is my most fragrant rose bush and the one I enjoy most.

The hybiscus are really pretty right now with all the recent rain.

The Hummingbirds have many different plants in which to feed on and they are giving me a wonderful show. I have only seen 2 at once in the atrium. In a few short weeks it will be time for them to migrate out and they will be in larger numbers here. That is when I really have a blast watching them.

Precious is being the sweet, loving girl I have always known. I know for fact that our night of hell when she bit me is past and, I do not believe she will ever do that again. She is a very smart little cat. Too smart to have an angry mother rain hell down on her twice in the same life-time.

Sometimes that is the only way lessons are learned - for people (me) and animals (her).

Life is good today.

I am Grateful and Thankful.

life safari 8/20/08

this week is flying by. tomorrow will make 3 late nights at work with MS meetings.

I have finally resigned myself to the fact that, although I rather not work them, I don't want to be out looking for another job even more.

I have, over time (the past year) realized that I can be patient and weigh the pros and cons of a situation and make a decision based on real facts rather than emotion.

And, after all, my week is flying by because I am so busy.

A client crashed through a gate arm today and had the audacity to try and make it my fault. His concept is that, when he hands me his ticket, the gate opens. The heck with inputting the time of entry into the computer so it can process the charges and then automatically raise the gate. It takes all of 3 seconds-apparently more time that he was able to wait. To add to the mix, he got very defensive and threatening. " If I receive a bill for more than $ 25.00 I will not pay it." "I've never been anywhere that the gates takes so long to open." Blah, Blah, Blah.

I find it interesting to witness on a daily basis how people try so hard to shirk their responsibilty for their actions. I lived that way in my past.

I am Grateful and Thankful for...

the rain today
Precious
God's Grace
that tomorrow is Thursday already
more rain through the weekend
the Hummingbirds, Jays, Cardinals, Mockingbirds, Dove even had a pair of Vireo or Warbler visit the other day
that I can sleep in tomorrow and...
I intend to do just that

life safari 08/18/08

Wouldn't it be nice...

days of old and cold

life safari 8/15/08

Something I read on a friend's blog just now took me back in time. He commented about feeling weird. I just assume it is because his mother just passed away. I could be wrong but, I recalled how weird I felt after my own mother passed away. It just felt so, well, weird to know that my mother was not a part of life (living, at least) any longer. I would never be able to reach out and touch her again, see her, listen to her voice, hear her laugh. She was just not on earth any longer and that was a dumb-founding thing for me to try and wrap my mind around. I was now a "mother-less child." Weird. Sad. Lonely. Lonely for her. My mother passed away 34 years ago and it is an anniversary I will never forget - May 23, 1974. Every funeral I have been to since hers is a re-visiting of that fateful day we buried her and the trauma surrounding the day.

I believe a part of me went with my mother. I loved her then. I love her now. I missed her then, I miss her now. Right now.

On another note, my Precious cat bit me on my arm tonight. I feel totally ambushed, betrayed and positively stumped as to why she did that. I bleed easily anyway but, she bit down with all her canines and it was not a little nip. Apparently I was not petting her to her satisfaction and she bit me over it. I am very disappointed and shocked. I would like to say that I did not react over it but I reacted like a mad woman (which, I was !).

The only thing I can say about this is that, she has bitten me once. It will not happen again without dire consequences. My animals are absolutely not allowed to bite me. My little cocker bit me once and I can tell you, when I got through with her, she never did it again. I hope that Precious got the message. I am so upset over this event. Now I wonder if I can trust her ever again?

Well, one thing is for sure, while writing all of this I began to cry a bit. I think I have needed a good cry. I just wish it wasn't over my Precious little cat biting me on my arm...some things just shouldn't be.

I feel double weird.

life safari 8/13/08

Dear Dave,

what a huge loss - know that I feel your pain. I just became aware of your mother's passing. She is with other's whom we have had to bid farewell to. She is out of pain and nearer to God now. Her soul is resting in peace.

I have fond memories of the night of your first AA birthday. I was fortunate to sit with her and talk and laugh with her. She loved you so much and was so very proud of your sobriety.

We are strong people and our parents knew we would do the hard things that were in their best interests.

I have come to realize that the harder things are asked of the strongest ones. Also, the ones who love us most depend on our ability to stay the course.

You have one more Guardian Angel. The one who knows and loves you the most.

You and Pat are in my prayers, Dave. I'm sorry I did not know of the Memorial service sooner. I will pay my respects here at the house and keep you both in my prayers. Especially at Mass this Sunday.

God Bless you, kathy

life safari 08/09/08

The Hummers are back ! This shot from past years. I always look forward to August and the arrival of these beautiful little birds. It is my pleasure to watch them feed, fight and run each other off the feeders and plants. Somehow they all get enough of what they need to make their long journey on their yearly migration.

Just another of God's wonders.

Happy Saturday !

life safari 8/5/08

Thank you Edourd for not being a strong, distructive storm.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for many things and many people...

Pat's smile and continued strength - this lady has proven to me that I am NOT in control. Our lives belong to God Almighty and that, He alone make the tides come in and go out - the tides of our lives as well

for a relaxed day - cool and enjoyable. One of the enjoyments is the fact that the storm is so docile

that I am renewed by the cooler weather

that I wanted to "eat", "eat", "eat" last night because of the possibility of a bad weather day to come. I, thankfully, resisted that compulsion. I did minimal damage.

That I have dieted and walked for a week and a half to no visible results of weight loss. Precious, on the other hand, has been dieting with me and looks swevlt !

Miss Precious is getting her teeth cleaned this Friday. I am taking the day off due to conflicting hours between work and getting her there and home after her procedure.

that I got very excited about receiving my "red letter Bible" that I have anxiously awaited in the mail yesterday

for the good seats to the Astro's Cubs game Sept. 13th for "Catholic Night". Cardinal DiNardo will throw out the first pitch

that, although I must go into work as usual, I am not as fearful that I will get stuck there by high water at the end of my shift

But, I will be prepared in case I must stay put

for the Grace and forgiveness of God. I strive to be pious, fail most often but, rather than throw up my hands, today I persevere

I am especially Grateful for role models that talk about their struggles on the same lines as above. One beautiful, loving and dedicated Priest that I have come to love and respect - when I stop judging, God shows me Heaven on earth -

THANK YOU, Father in Heaven

life safari 7/31/08

Oh, another month gone. Time is flashing past. However, this past two weeks seem to be never-ending. I have not been able to figure out why and how some parts of time drag and other zoom. Perhaps it has been the heat that causes me to feel like this (?). Or, perhaps it seems so because it has been so very busy at work with two companies leaving the building and three other companies coming in (?). Whatever the reason, we get paid on the 5th of the month again and it doesn't seem as though we'll ever get there !

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that for the past few days I have been walking in the park
I have also been getting up around 7:15 a.m.
Praise God I am eating less and eating better foods - no ice cream or junk
I am less down and achy because I am causing those endorphines to move about. I have heard that exercise helps ones mental state for years but thought it was B.S. - not so any more
to have chosen to get Precious' teeth cleaned. After 7 years of my Vet encouraging me to do it, after she told me it could extend Precious' life, I have chosen to go ahead.
August 8th - Friday. I will take a vacation day and have it down. Just like humans, the state of tartar on teeth can cause kidney problems as well as lead to diabetes and heart disease
that my car is running fine again and I will enjoy it for several more years if I choose
to be content today. There is no "thing" I must have to be happy
to have read a fascinating article in the NG magazine about Iran
to be happy, joyous and free today
thank YOU

life safari 7/24/08

what a couple of weeks ! had to put my car in the shop last Friday. I was blessed that it died in my driveway and I was not stranded out somewhere.

after all I had that needed to be fixed, I'll be driving this car another few years. Things just cost alot more these days it seems like !

work has been busy. had to work both shifts the other day - always tiring. I was supposed to stay even longer for that night (9:00 pm) but, fortunately, the meeting was cancelled-sweet.

I've gotten away from the routine that I had been doing the past 2 or 3 weeks and I am really feeling it. It is amazing to me that when I am not focusing on my routine (prayer, devotions, reading, Mass during the week) I get hooked into work and the problems, stresses and irritations that it brings.

A friend's blog brought me out of my self-indulgent attitude when he wrote about his mother and the end of life issue he and his sister is facing and dealing with right now. I don't have any problems when compared to these family issues. His sharing his process also gave me a new prayer renewal. My heart is with you D.U.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the fact that I have been through the loss of my parents for sometime now - time has healed those wounds. It dawned on me that it will be 6 years since my father's passing this December. My, time passes so fast.

for my Precious cat. She brings joy, laughter and lots of love opportunities to me on a daily basis

that I have a remedy for a bad attitude if I will just use it

I am very grateful that tomorrow is Friday

I am extremely grateful and happy for a good day of rain without any flooded streets out here in my neighborhood (not when I was finished I should say)

that my car is fixed. I had to rent a car and I was issued a Chrysler PT Cruiser. Now, I was happy to have wheels and airconditioning but, I would not want to own that model of car

that we (Houston) has skirted another hurricane

for God's Grace. I consider God's patience my salvation today.

Thank YOU

life safari 7/15/08

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE M.

Good morning ! No rain for a couple of days. I just started the sprinklers in the front flower beds. I usually water every morning but ran out of time to do so yesterday. Yesterday I was on a quest to find a Brenda Lee CD. I am so grateful for Amazon. After going to search several music/book stores, no one had an album. I did, however decide to buy some other oldies I found in my search:
Kay Starr (Wheel of Fortune) one of my favorites by her
Rosemary Clooney
Kate Smith - she was once so very popular
Connie Francis - always one of my favorite singers. What a tragic life situation . A man who could not control his animalistic urge robbed millions of people of a gem ! Shame on you.
I get haunted by songs that I hear from time to time. Losing You is one of those. It was the background music in a show the other evening. I can not rest until I have it in my library so that I can play it as often as I wish.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for another day of life
for wonderful memories as a kid of watching the Lucky Strike Hour where I heard the most amazing songs and singers (Many other variety shows of the 50's)
the job I have and the hours I work. I have come to appreciate even the late nights
that I have now completed watering everything - sweet
for a childhood and adolescence filled with great music and food - I was fortunate to eat at some of the best restaurants Houston had to offer in the 50's through the 70's
for my Faith today
for a religion that I love and enjoy living
to be sober, clean and smoke-free. It blows my mind to realize that November is only 4 months away
that AA led me to wonderful new ways of life
that had it not been for the years in AA I would not be experiencing this wonderful life !
Thank you people of AA and Lambda Center
Thank YOU Lord !

life safari 7/2/08

So much hurt and heart ache in the news and with folks all around. I wish I could blink my eyes and make things ok and happy.

The news stated that Israel may go to war with Iran over their nuclear weapons advanced and the U.S. is talking about how hurd it will be for us (U.S.A.) to be spread out in another conflict in yet another country. HELLO !!!!!!

Who, when did anyone invite us to go in there and fight? Why do we think we are supposed to fight in every skirmish that comes along? I am so sick of this B. S. of war and interference. Where does it get us? More young men and women in coffins for no good reason.

It seems as though our country is trying to self-destruct. If these 3 and 4 Star Generals want to fight so damn badly, why don't they go into the combat and leave the innocent majority of soldiers to go home to their families-alive. There has not been anyone threatening our borders since 2001. This is now 2008. Ben Laden isn't even a good reason any more.

On a happier note, a company has now made (like-plastic) bottles out of corn - totally bio-degradable. I am in awe. It will save a ton of oil.

Wish List:

to have a greater faith and trust in God
to love my fellow-man (woman) more
to be more charitable and kind
to smile more, love more, be more patient
to do the right thing just because it's the right thing to do
to do something special for someone else that no one finds out about
to have a clear conscience, no axes to grind with anyone
to wish other's all the happiness, prosperity and Grace that I want for myself
to hug that little Precious gift that God gave me tonight and hope that all the little dogs and cats are in their homes and out of harm's way

I am also Grateful and Thankful that I have these wishes tonight
thank YOU

life safari 2008z

Oh, what wonderful rain and cold wind this afternoon. It was marvelous.

After church had a wonderful lunch and long visit with a couple of friends from church. Coming home I got to enjoy that great cold breeze and lighting show. The rain finally started and, I was reluctant to roll up my car window on the passenger side. When it really began coming down hard, I had to.

I have had a relatively quiet and uneventful weekend. Actually, I have been having the same kind for some weeks now. It is just too hot, I have gotten too heavy and I just don't much care about straying too far from my base.

Another work week begins but - Friday off ! Yeah, I can dig it.

I am Grateful and Thankful for...

too many things and far too much to even put into words (for a change)
thank YOU

life safari 2008y

Well, happy Friday !! It is good to have an end to this work week.
I was not able to mow this morning. Yesterday morning I got out and watered everything well and for some reason got very ill after. So, I think it best to save that kind of work for Saturday. Having to go in to work feeling ill is not pleasant and is dangerous considering I was feeling to light-headed and faint.

Feeling better this morning, thank the Lord. I know one thing - I played a very small part in getting to the job. The work I did was to get dressed and pray for help getting there.

I am having to access my eating pattern also. That had everything to do with the problem. I usually do not eat until I fininsh my coffee in the mornings. Working in the heat on an empty stomach could be a major part of the problem. It has been fine for a long time but, time is marching on and I am not as young as I think of myself as being. It is a good case of still thinking my body is as young as my mind wants to think it is. Being over-weight is added into the mix and - OH BABY !!

Well, I guess I have had my pitty-party long enough. Now for what I am Grateful for:

to be alive
to have fairly good health considering how I treat my body
to have rain lately
for the prospect of more in the coming days
that I have a sense of peace and tranquility like I've never known prior
for my Faith today
Precious-what a Gift from God
to be changing into a more Faith-based person
Thank YOU

life safari 2008x

we have a nice breeze this morning-hot but I always welcome a breeze.
tomorrow is Friday, yeah !!!!!
some weeks seem much longer than others, this has been one of those long ones.
I spent much of this morning watering all the plants well. I still have the sprinkler on the front and side beds. Hopefully, I will feel up to getting the yard mowed at 8:00 am tomorrow morning and then can do the finishing - up trimming on Saturday.

this is the first year that I really have been enjoying the yard work - all of it, every time. That is a new feeling for me, just as some of the other enjoyments I have acquired the past year.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

there is a larger group of birds feeding on the bird seed put out this year. I have several Cardinals, Mourning Dove, Blue Jays, Mocking Birds, a Tri Colored (wing) Black Bird (have not been Blessed with one of these for some years), Sparrows and Inca Dove
for the Faith I have today
Precious and her sweet and loving manner
that I am still employed and I am enjoying it more. Even though I must work late more and more
that I use my down time more efficiently and my working time more systematically so I create more down time there too
for life itself ! I have a friend who has cancer in the terminal stages. He was in Catechism class with me-Jack, I'm happy that you achieved what you truly wanted the past year
for new ways of seeing life, death and relationships
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008w

what a nice cool day after the rain. 89 degrees instead of 92 felt really, really good!

I am grateful and thankful for/that...

i do not know what happened to the little dog and do not want to think about it -hopefully, it's suffering is over

for more rain for the lawn and plants

that i am content with my job and making the best of all my late nights with the meetings (microsoft)

my level of happiness increases with my changing behaviors, my changing behaviors are instituted by my changing thoughts, my thoughts change because of my level of happiness

i think i'll go eat a nice slice of cold watermelon

awesome

Thank YOU

life safari 2008v

Goood Morning !!
little dog is still alive and came and ate and drank. He was sound asleep in a neighbor's flowerbed. My joy is that he is alive one more day. I know however, this is just a bandaid over a gaping would - his chances of of survival are hopeless since no one can approach him.
My gut feeling is that this little creature of God was left to survive on his own by the house on the corner -he seems very familiar with that particular place.
My heart aches for situations like this. Today, it brings to mind the sufferings of humans that spend their day trying to find food to eat, water and shelter to get rest where ever they can find it - what an exhausting way to live from day to day !

It is amazing to me to see this little dog rally each day when I find him and call him to let him know there is food down. I want to pet and hold him close, take him in give him love that gets chipped away each day from him. Soon, he'll tire of the whole process and probably walk out into the street to put an end to it. I thought that was what he was doing two evenings ago. I was so proud of his intelligence that he did not go into Corporate Drive. But, he does, in fact venture out in traffic if I try and get too close (Less that a football field).

Today, I am grateful and thankful...
that Precious is safe and healthy
that caring has extended to humans for me today
that I realize the gifts God has Blessed me with
to be greatful and willing to share what I have been Blessed with
Saint Francis of Assisi and His over-sight of all God's creatures
The Grace of God in my life today
thank YOU

life safari 2008u

What a beautiful day the Lord has made today !!

Got my flowers watered and the little dog has not shown itself as yet today. He/she did eat the food left out last evening.

That precious little dog sure knows to stay out of Corporate Drive. I did give it a chance at all the first day I saw it.

Well, I simply could not contain my happy feelings to be alive, well, and happier than I've ever been in my life on my blog this afternoon.

I must get to work and, that is another joy in my life today as well. I have great hours, I get much done in my time prior to work, I am earning a full weeks pay now again, Plus, I get more and more hours because Microsoft is having more meetings at night now.

Plenty of time to utilize those hours for prayer and meditation !!

One little phrase has helped me more than I can believe of late...

Kathy, change your thoughts: change your life.

life safari 2008t

Happy Monday !

it has been awhile since I've made an entry. Life happens. My CPU was down for a time, a power surge took out my regulator (and surge protector). All fixed for less than $ 200.00.

I am Grateful and Thankful for...

Life, itself. It is marvelous to be alive, well and happy
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
for the little stray dog that let me feed and water it yesterday. That poor thing. It was so hungry and thirsty that after wolfing down a can and a half of cat food and a gallon of water, slept from sheer exhaustion and contentment
it appears the poor baby has been homeless for awhile. very thin, mangie looking, seems to know the 2 streets bordering mine, will not come near a person or let anyone approach it. I suspect that owners moved away and left it to fend for itself
that I have a soft heart for under-dogs of all types
for the safety and health of Precious
that the storm has blown over at work and that I have changed those self-defeating behaviors - one day at a time
for a gratifying day with my across the street neighbor - we celebrated Father's Day with a wonderful lunch together. Thank you Don for your company yesterday and Happy Father's Day, again !
for this wonderful coffee. For honey and the bees that are still making it
that I will work both shifts at work today. I have ceased grousing about extra work
to be happy, joyous and free,
thank YOU

life safari 2008s

Oh, Happy Friday !

It has been a long week. Had to stay late at work two nights in a row - my local software company has had meetings.
My a/c in the car is out. I appreciate any cool air more than I ever have.
I have been staying busy on a pretty consistant schedule for the past few weeks. I have a couple of days that I can recoup if my back is giving me problems or I just need a bit more sleep - sweet !
I have been on the computer longer tonight than I have in weeks. Looked in on some of my friend's Blogs - very entertaining and fun.

I'll be staying in town the long weekend. My lawn needs cutting and I want to trim some plants and get them looking more groomed. It will be fun to have an extra day away from work - I am tired. For about 9 months I was only working a 4 day work week. Now I'm back to 5 days a week - yes, I feel it !

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I have a new outlook on life
I do not wish to shut the door on my past and,
I do see where my experiences can benefit someone else.
I am very Blessed and have a very full life now. There have been so many changes in me since I started my Faith Journey. The culmination of hard work, study, trust and belief in God and happiness in the Catholic Religion came to a fantastic crescendo on the Sunday of my Confirmation and First Holy Communion. A very close friend of mine said that I was absolutely glowing that day. And, I was. It has been the happiest day of my life. I knew that being able to participate in the Lord's Supper was going to be a transforming experience for me and, it has been !
that we are free to celebrate any religion we choose, here, in America
for God's Grace
for God's gifts - the gift of my faith, the gift of Precious in my home life. the gift of forgiveness of sins, the gift of Love and abundant JOY

Praise to YOU, Lord Jesus Christ !

thank YOU !!!!

Oh yes, today is the 34th anniversary of my Mother's death. I held her in my prayers and thoughts today. I miss you Mother ! And, I love you, Mother !

life safari 2008r

A lovely Saturday, a bit cool and over-cast.

Well, I have been out of the loop for a time. dAAve got a neat, restored T-Bird, he anad his friend have found a new home - such exciting stuff !!!

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I'm off work today and tomorrow
there is a seminar I am attending for training to work with children (spotting abuse signs, staying beyond accusations, etc.)
I am going out to water my plants, feed the birds (and St. Francis' squirrels)
Have a WONDERFUL DAY !!!!!

life safari 2008q

Happy Thursday, everyone ! Got a spot of rain, now the sun is out - you Houstonians know what THAT means. Say it...humidity to the max

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive and well
to have a job that I like
to have a job, period !
for the bit of rain we did get this morning
for the Gift of Faith that I have today
to the Lord Jesus Christ for His Gifts of many Blessings
that I seek ways to give back what He has generously given me - I don't have to look very far
I am Blessed to be able to help some of the homeless and hungry folks in my area
for the Gift of this very precious cat who lives with me and keeps me laughing. She curled up that fairly large body into a round plastic planter on top of the table in the atrium - what a hoot it was to watch her circle and figure out how to curl up in it - she has great perseverence !
for love
for joy
for health
for happiness
for sobriety
thank YOU
and, for not smoking ! I can breathe - Praise God !

life safari 2008p

What a wonderful evening last night. Visiting with people whom I love and admire, eating a lovely meal that was prepared and placed in front of us with lots of love and care. A most interesting andmoving talk on the Holy Spirit, my life just gets better every moment.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the richness of my faith and the St. Anne Catholic Community
it is truly a Community of open, loving and welcoming people
I have the best life - the same type of love and people in AA and at church ! Prais God !
Wow, it is grand to be me today. I feel like the most blessed individual around. My life is truly rich. And, I do not desire to forget my past or shut the door on it !
Everything that I have done has gotten me to this point in time. I never thought my life would be like this. That I would feel like this
for the many prayers of my loved ones
for my loved ones
that Jack is free of cancer and is delivered to us for recovery
that I pray for other's today. I keep Valarie in my prayers
for the wonderful, love of my little "big cat" - what a wonderful gift from God to me
for the gift of my faith today
for the Grace of God
thank YOU

life safari 2008o

Another week almost over. Rain on the way-my plants really are ready too. Tax time finished for another year- reason to cheer.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

an up-lifting visit to TrailBoss' blog site - just wonderful !!!
A enjoyable learning experience at RCIA tonight
a morning to sleep in a bit tomorrow
looking forward to working in the atrium this weekend
some cleaning in the bathrooms this weekend
getting all the broken electronic gizmos boxed up to get rid of for Earth Day
Recycling all my bags of aluminum, paper and plastic for recycling - let's get it to the recycling bins now-HELLO?
one more shift and I'm good to go
that I am still employed and I think the shoe in the air has been relaxed now-thank goodness !
God's Grace
Precious
the gift of faith
some mind-blowing realizations tonight. I must be about the only person that takes the Jewish Books literally ! Oh my gosh ! What a sap I am.
for knowledge and understanding - finally
thank YOU

life safari 2008n

Another gorgeous day in HTown.

It's trash day, good bye ivy that I torn down from the wall of my house ! Good bye and good riddance. What a mess.

It was a wonderful cool and breezy day Saturday. I worked in the yard all day until I could barely move. The house and yard are much improved.

Work is going well. The other shoe has not dropped on my head, as yet. Perhaps the trauma is over (?) I hope so.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be alive and well in this beautiful day the Lord has made
Precious and I are here together. She is such a wonderful gift from God
Jim, as usual, did a brilliant job getting my taxes done on time. I always get it to him late
after today, I don't have to think about April 15th until next year
honey in my coffee
coffee in the morning. Or, anytime of day or night
time for myself and meditation this morning
Eye Doctor visit tomorrow - we'll see if my eye is well
just to be alive-happy, joyous and free today !
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008m

Oh, I am so happy that this week is over. I was still working on yesterday's errands into the night last night. I believe (have not heard otherwise) that I got it all done successfully.
Praise God !

I had a wonderful morning in prayer and meditation. I always feel recharged and Spiritual afterwards. I pray that I can carry this feeling all day. It is my best days when I can be happy, joyous and free ALL DAY LONG.

Something just exploded in the area of the back yards -Well, I see no fire, smoke or hear anything else irregular so, all is well.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I am alive and well this morning
excitement about getting out and putting lots of physical work in the yards tomorrow -rain or shine
Precious is alive and well and "cat-napping"
the Blessings of Charley Frazer, Jane Frazer, Beulah Griffin - precious departed Loved Ones
My precious Love Ones who are here with me - Thank God for you all in my life !
The Grace of God
thank YOU

life safari 2008l

I long to go in and lie down. I have been finishing up on some banking business I had to attend to today.
Oh, I have also played a bit tonight as well. It is good to see/hear my friends and family having a good time with their blogs.

I am very Grateful and Thankful...

that tomorrow is Friday
that I look forward to doing my yard work this weekend
to have made a better investment for a change
that May 4th will be here very soon
the anticipation of lying down on my heating pad and drifting to sleep in a minute
that I am Happy, Joyous and Free today. All day. It has been a few weeks since I have felt this happy
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008k

Well, I am up, ready for the day and happy to be here.
CCSC is giving the volunteers at Emergency Services a nice "thank you" breakfast this morning.
I have a busy day and evening. I meet with my CPA after work to give him my tax prep business.
Tomorrow and Thursday will be alot of running around too. I'm up for it.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

I beat dAAve and Scott up and at 'em this morning ( a first)
to be rested and ready for a biscuit and eggs for breakfast with friends
that I will be at the noon meeting today also
to be a citizen in America
to be a Christian in America
for freedoms that other's do not have
for a delightful ball of fur and love named Precious
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
Monday is over -yeah !
the other shoe did not drop yesterday
I feel better about the work "thing" today. I will not live today walking on eggs any more.
Whatever will be, will be-Doris Day
the gift of faith
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008j

Good morning. Well, I may have gotten myself fired Friday. If so, it's ok, I popped off to someone because I was kept late by, guess who, M___S__T once again ! So, if I'm done, I good with it. Frankly, I have not been happy there for some time now. I can't get on the morning shift and I'm sick of these late meetings, unanounced meetings, meetings called and don't materialize, well, you get it.

Had a frank discussion with Sonny yesterday regarding what's going on inside me lately. It was a real good talk and I am so happy to spend some time with him. He's doing well and feeling fit - that makes me happy.

I am Grateful and Thanful that/for...

I have a busy week because of April 15th - my least favorite time of the year !
I am prepared for anything today
it is ok with me whatever happens this week
a wonderful Mass yesterday - Father Tom gave a great Homily and I got a beautiful, intimate Blessing from a newly ordained Priest
my gift of faith
Precious and her funny little ways
all of the people I call "family." I love you every one
to serve other's today at CCSC
God's Grace and Mercy
thank YOU
Mike, I need your new Cell phone number !!!!!!!

life safari 2008i

i,i,i,i,i ! It's all about ME !!!!! Oh, now I feel better.

It really isn't. There is no i in WE.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

a fantastic topic and speaker at RCIA last night
a listening friend who told me her "stuff" too
I am extremely hard on myself and after our talk last night believe that I can let up - I am NOT the worst of the worst as I build it up in my mind (I feel I am Graced with God's Love and abundance in the morning hours and condemned and out of God's Grace in the evening hours)
that I have my reasons for the way I feel but that, other people are more prone to reverence and prayer in the morning as opposed to evening as well
for the courage to talk about this issue and get another person's experience
seems I am a pretty normal Christian
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008h

Thursday evening, back to RCIA. Had a wonderful talk about Vatican II and history behind of the changes it brought.

It was pizza night - always one of my favorites.

Helped a few folks find some clothes this morning. Was a bit slow today.

I am happy that tomorrow is Friday. It is my Nephew's birthday. Happy Birthday John !!

I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...

feeling better tonight than I did today (emotionally)
sharing with another human being really helps me get in touch with the fact that other people feel, do, think, some of the same things as I - I am not the only one
armed with the knowledge of the above, I can go easier on myself
I have some investment business to do this next week
this year I am really dragging my feet about getting my taxes done
I have been dragging my feet this year PERIOD !!
the promise of a new day tomorrow
Divine Mercy and saving Grace
ThankYOU

life safari 2008g

What a wonderful day to be a new catholic ! The dedication and consecration of the new Co-Cathedral is exciting and beautiful.

The damper for me is that it is the day that Pope John Paul II died. But, He is looking in on the celebration ! This is quite a learning experience also. Many things are being explained that I have never heard because this type of experience has never come up until today-awesome !

I have seen many shows on tv of the Co-Cathedral - inside and out but I am chomping at the bit (as are many of us) to get inside to see it all in person ! Just beautiful, Heavenly and brought together with a lot of love by many folks who love their faith and religion.

I, and the rest of the RCIA students in the Arch Diocese were fortunate to be welcomed into the catholic faith recently by Arch Bishop Firorenza.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be in a religion and faith that I love and enjoy
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
to be able to witness the dedication of the Co-Cathedral today
for the gift of faith today
for the gift of Precious and her love in our home
God's abundant Grace, Forgiveness, Patience and Mercy
Thank YOU

life safari 2008f

The past week at work has been very difficult. Actually, since Mike was moved I have been rather uptight and on edge - unhappy. A period of mourning which I always tend to deny I am going through. OK, I've been mourning the loss and change. That doesn't mean I do not like my new boss, I do. He is very patient (like Mike), a very hard worker and has a very even temperment.

Today was a trying day with several customers. Sometimes problems pile up. On after the other and I am not able to cath my breath and re-group. It was one of those kind of days.
But, tomorrow is a new day and I intend to relax at home in the morning before going in.

I am just very glad that this work day is over.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be sober, clean and smoke-free
to see some old friends today - miss you guys
to have settled some things in my own mind that relieve me of some stress and worry
for the gift of my very sweet and loving cat, Precious. Thank you Lord ! She is a joy.
for God's Grace
for Frank and his patience, love and understanding. He is a rock and a Blessing to me
that Spring Break is over and back to RCIA Thursday
Thank YOU

life safari 2008e

What a nice morning I've had ! Slept in a bit, read my daily meditations and readings with candles and incense to set a mood of tranquility and peace. This habit is one that I happen to enjoy and have practiced for some time now.

I am struggling with my habit of eating at night-sweets, and too many of them. Very compulsive and self-defeating. Tonight, I have vowed to myself and God to get out and walk rather than eat those things. Even if I only walk once around the cul-de-sac of my street, I must make a start. I Will Make The Start !

Weekend plans: yard work tomorrow, dinner out with Frank, Mass at 11:00 Sunday, walk again on Sunday. I will print this out and keep it in front of my today, tomorrow, and until I get a new habit established. It helps to talk about this. Thank you for listening and allowing me to make a contract with you, God and me.
I, Peanut, will walk at least one time around the cul-de-sac on my street every night.
signed, x ______K.M.F. - Peanut______

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and well
Precious of daily joy and love in my life
I am sober, clean and smoke-free another day
God's Grace and the gift of my faith
God's patience which I consider Salvation today
the friends and family I am Blessed with
I know I will "wake up" those endorphines when I get off high-center and will feel better
Thank YOU
Peace be with you all

life safari 2008d

Wow, it has been a while since I've had or taken the time to blog. I seem to lose track of time.

It has been a period of trying to get back on a schedule after the Easter Celebration. What a wonderful and beautiful Mass we had at Easter Vigil (Sat. 3/22/08).
During that time I was having some back problems (too much weight) and not eager to get out of bed and start the day.

I am wondering what the summer will bring as far as scheduling at work. I may not be able to have Thursdays off after my RCIA program is over. I will miss the classes and people but will be very happy to be in full Communion with the Church on May 4th (Sunday 11:00 AM Mass). I have been very ready for the opportunity to exercise the Sacrament of Reconciliation and the Sacrament of the Holy Eucharist. I have been holding my breath for months, it seems. I am very excited to be close to being able to participate fully as a Catholic.

On the job front, I feel uninspired and a bit bored lately. I think I am in need of a real vacation !
Frank and I are going to France and Italy in Oct. or Nov. 2008. Time seems to be passing by so quickly - it will be vacation time before I know it. We must get our plans ironed out.

Well, my back is beginning to ache. I guess it's time for the heating pad. I am very disappointed that basketball is taking so much air-time on television. But,

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the joy of living in Precious' domain
God's Grace and patience
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
tomorrow is Friday !
to be alive and well
for the folks that I love being alive and well
Spring break being over soon and the church schedule going back to normal (during the week)
for LOVE
coffee with milk and honey

Good Night

life safari 2008c

Tuesday of Holy week.

Going to Sears and shop for clothes. Just an outfit or two. I am tired of the same two things I have to wear. So is everyone else !

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for dAAve's support regarding my smoke-free status - thanks dAAve !
that I am alive, well and loved today
that I have the capacity to love other's today (genuinely, love)
God's Grace

life safari 2008b

Happy Monday of Holy Week !

This is going to be a very busy week and weekend. I look forward to all the activity and yet have much saddness regarding the Passion of Christ.

Today is a volunteer day. The second time I am involved in the front office doing computer work and phone work. I hope it goes well today.

Also, I will have a new boss today. Mike was transfered to downtown. I hope I will be happy with the situation. If not happy, at least patient, adult and reserved in my reactions to the newness.

I don't much like change, ya know? I have said my prayers and will "let go" of all today and just be a worker bee.

I am Grateful to be sober, clean and smoke-free
for the weekend and rest
that I can get up and around today-my back is very unhappy with this weight on me
that today I will stay in an attitude of Gratitude
thank YOU
Peace !

life safari 2008a

Good morning. Could not get to sleep last night. I have not wanted to go to sleep at night for many nights lately for some reason. Good programs to watch on TBN while awake, however.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be alive and well
for the sacrifice made for my sins 2000 years ago
that God is Patient. That is salvation in and of itself
sleep this morning
I get a haircut tomorrow
that next week will be very busy but very Spiritual and solemn
for a gratifying life
that I have calmed down and some areas of challenge have smoothed out
to be Blessed with so many loving, Christian fellows in my life who are on the journey or, safari, as I like to refer to it
that one more shift at work and I can be off for two days
for Precious and her ways and cat love
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008

Good morning. Oh how sad I am about the comments posted on my blogs from "Micky."
This is an example of insanity and harassment.

If ever I became as judgemental as he, I would want to die. I also could not live with myself if I called myself a Christian and a catholic and said and did the things this poor, bankrupt soul is doing.

I am ashamed for, and of you Micky. Your comments and views of AA are foul. You are foul. I can smell the aroma of sulfur over the computer that you ooze, Micky.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I am a catholic but not the brand that Micky "claims" to be - Praise God !
I am aware that the Devil is alive and well in our daily lives - he is making his presence known in his vulgar comments
having a good and kind heart. I simply must follow it and not become a "Micky"
not a chance of that happening as he reveals more of himself to us
God's hand in Micky's life - Micky is exposed for what and whom he is
this gorgeous new day, a day the Lord made
to be happy, joyous and free today
for the blessings of being who I am - Get Behind Me SATAN !
Micky=walks like Satan, talks like Satan, smells like sulfur, speaks like Satan, hates like Satan...

God, deliver us from this EVIL
Amen

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Another banner day in Houston. What a delightful day it is !

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be alive
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
that I am on a life-changing journey of Faith. The path has turns and detours like other journeys
I am proud to be Catholic and support the precepts and doctrines of the church
that tonight is Birthday Night and Frank celebrates 32 years of sobriety (I got the number wrong prior)
for the fact that I live differently than I did some years ago. I had nothing to do with that Blessing. I realize that God was doing for me then, so that I was prepared for now.
that my faith deepens and matures as the days and weeks pass
I perhaps had little or no control over my early development but I sure have control over my life and development as an adult
I have made some bad choices in the past. Most of my choices have caused a life-time of hurt-for myself and other's whose lives I touched
I will live my today and tomorrows in living amends
Precious
God's Grace

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Oh, dAAve is very ill. Poor baby can't even keep water down right now. I hope you get better very, very soon Dave !!

And, this Saturday my AA Sponsor, Frank J. celebrates 35 years of sobriety - Happy Birthday Frank !!!!! That is a long time between drinks.

Thank goodness it is Friday. I woke up with a cold - sore throat and congested. The weather changes has many of us in the same situation. Oh well, I am glad for the week to soon be over. One more shift.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for...

Spring is around the corner - everything is blooming around here !
my live-in companion, Precious. What a beautiful gift from God she is
the gift of my faith. Had a very challenging talk last night. It made me think about what I really believe and what I do not
to live in a country where I can worship as I wish and I will not be killed for doing so - other's do not have it so, unfortunately
that my past of straddling the fence on issues has everything to do with taking a solid stand on issues today, for me. I messed around and was a "people pleaser" enough for one lifetime
that I have been a loner all of my life. It may come in handy now because - well, what I believe may not be accepted/popular by others - oh well
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari 2008 (29)

Happy Wednesday. What a beautiful full moon last night.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be happy, joyous and free today - free of smoking, drinking, other behaviors which block me from God
to be compassionate for those who are in pain. Emotionally and physically
to be settling into a good weekly routine
to have already been through many difficult times regarding death of loved ones
God's Amazing Grace
Thank YOU

life safari 2008 (28)

Another beautiful day !

Going to an AA meeting. Have a couple of stops on the way. It's a wonderful morning and I feel very alive, happy, joyous and free in Spirit.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to have another day of life
a job
a Precious cat as a roommate
to be a Christian
to be Catholic and very proud of the religion I have chosen
that I have had a wonderful conversion in my journey becoming a Catholic
St. Anne Catholic Church has a wonderful, rich history - over 75 years strong
to be sober, clean, smoke-free
for the strong role models in AA
my family of friends has grown over the past few years and keeps getting larger
that, although I may not see my family of friends often, they are carried in my heart and I am in theirs - every day !
for the gift of my faith
that my faith gets stronger and more mature with every week
God's Grace and forgiveness
the feeling of love and happiness I have today
thank YOU

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What a beautiful day ! These weather days are what is so great about living in Houston.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that Pat is hanging in there and having visitors who love her dearly
at times we do not know what God is telling us through the experience of someone else
but, I know for fact today that, there is a message of hope and faith in all things that happen
I believe that by "hanging in there," praying and listening, the answer will be revealed to us
that my life has changed so much in the past months
I feel secure and comfortable (at peace) in myself today and, Trish H tells me that it shows
God's Grace
the gift of my faith
Precious - what a wonderful addition in my life !
that "things" are not my focus any more
It is by Grace that I am alive, sober, clean and smoke-free
for the way I feel today. I try every day to share my joy and happiness with people everywhere I am. This is a far different attitude than I once had-Glory to God !
Thank YOU

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Happy Saturday !

On a 'not so happy' note, Pat U. is in hospice care now. Her health has been compromised for several years. God Bless you Pat !! I know you will be in a better place before long. Pat has silently and couragously been very patient in her life change the past few years - Dave and his sister were troupers in showing their mother care and love for this difficult period.
A vibrant woman, happy and caring. I am honored to have met you and spent an evening with you on Dave's AA birthday that night ! Peace be with you, Pat !