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Good Tuesday morning. I hear thunder out and apparently, we are in for more rain today.
It is fine with me.

I am happy, joyous and free today. It's good to be alive and healthy and I hope all of you are feeling well and doing well.

I just E-mailed Hillary Clinton. I asked her to please change her stance on abortion. I will not be able to vote for her unless she does. I doubt seriously that she will - that subject is so polarizing a topic, especially for women's rights.

When I decided as a 57 year old to convert to Catholism, I was ready and prepared to believe the precepts and doctrines of then Catholic Church. That is in all ways. I am no longer sexually active and have no plans of being unless the Good Lord sends a man into my life for marriage.

I had no idea when that Danielle's words to me, when I told her I was becoming a Catholic, would ring so true in my life. On the issue of abortion and being gay, she told me that her opinion was that, if I could not agree with the Church teachings on these issues that I was disingenuous. Those words hurt but, upon searching my conscience and much prayer, I realized that she was correct.

Now, I realize this may drive some away from me but, we all must answer to our God Conscience. I am doing what I believe that God has for me to do in the things I read and the way I feel comfortable interpreting.

That is what we all must do. I do not feel judgemental about other gays and how they live. I may not be a part of some activities today but, we all must do as we believe we are called to do in our best understanding.

I believe that I have been hesitant to share this part of me to anyone except my Sponsor and boss but, to be open and honest with you, my friends and family, I give you me. Some may decide that I have nothing that they want. I must be prepared for that. If you can not except me as I am now, I understand and will hold you in high esteem and wish you well.

I admit, I have been fearful of sharing this with you. But, I must now. I want to live as a devout Catholic comfortably and be open and honest with my friends and family.

May God bless each of you and keep you. Thank you for allowing me to share - finally.
Now, my soul can rest in peace and I can go on to do God's work without having feelings of lying by omission.

Peace be with all of you.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to have the courage to tell you my Truth today
God's Grace

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Happy Monday !

Had a relaxing morning. Slept in.

After the horror of being lost trying to find a church yesterday and driving for over an hour looking and trying different directions, I decided to give myself a nice break.

Read and did my devotionals and will have my lunch before going to work.

I do not know who most of these people who appeared or won awards at the Grammy's are anymore. I am way behind times !

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for good sleep last night and a restful morning today
that I have time in my workday to read
for my consistency in my lack of road rage. It's becoming a vague memory
for the inspirational reading and music that excites me today
for the changes I have made and the promise of further work to change
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
for the gift of Precious in my life
for the gift of faith
and for God's Grace
thank YOU

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Good evening. Have been running all week and not had time or energy to do much but get to bed in the evening.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the opportunity to serve other's at Christian Community Service Center - this is the organization that I am volunteering some time to on two days
that the other volunteers there are kind, friendly and giving people
to Trish, my hair dresser for her activism, energy and eagerness to help get donations of food for the CCSC -thank you Trish
that tomorrow I get closer to becoming a full fledged Catholic- it is our Rite of Sending and Rite of Election
My Confirmation to Catholicism will be on Sunday, May 4th at the 11:00 Mass at St. Anne Catholic Church - ya'll come ! I'd be thrilled for you all to be a part of this process
for the gift of my faith
for Precious-what a God given gift of joy and love
for my AA friends and family who still stay in contact even though I don't see them often-I love you all !
God's Grace !
I consider God's patience Salvation
Thank YOU

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Well, what a storm we had this evening ! It blew in and out in a short, violent time.
Haven't had a chance to write lately. I am finding it difficult to find enough time in the day and evening these days.

It is a busy season and will be so for the next month and a half. But, very enjoyable and worthwhile.

I am staying up to do things I have not been able to get done today. I am enjoying my days and evenings like I never have in the past.

I am putting in volunteer time with a charitable organization that I am very taken with. It is well run, helps people right here in our city and has been caring for others in need for 27 years.

The organization is Christian Community Service Center and 27 years ago began with Emergency Services and attracted 6 area churches who donate necessities for those who are in need of basic things.
Now, they operate 7 programs and have 37 area, multi-denominational churches who volunteer and donate.

The mission of Christian Community Service Center is to serve the poor, hungry, disabled, and otherwise needy while respecting their religious, ethnic or cultural differences.
CCSC serves the innercity of Houston. A very densely populated area.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to feel so alive and fulfilled right now
that I am getting more involved during Lent (prayer, fasting and charity)
Precious and her beautiful spirit
God's Grace
the gift of faith
my understanding and reliance upon the Lord has been growing and becoming stronger since September - thank you RCIA
that the RCIA team has directed my study and interest
that I have eagerly done the work
for the suggestion to read The Purpose Driven Life - by a cashier at Wholefoods
the above book goes right along with the goal of Lent- an awesome message and easy to read
that I am a new person in Christ
yes, Born Again/Born for the First Time (?). I just know that I have given up an old way of living for a new way of living and it is a comfortable fit !
I am not living for ME, I am living for The Lord - finally !

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What a wonderful weekend. I have had a nice day. Church and came home and ate lunch. I have stocked up on some things to eat on the days of fasting and abstinence during Lent and Easter.

It is a very exciting time for me. I have been studying and really working to learn the Order of the Mass, what it means to be a Catholic and so many other exciting and interesting concepts and practices of my new Faith.

My full Communion (Confirmation) into the Catholic Faith will be Sunday, May 4th at the 11:00 am Mass. I was Baptised in the Baptist Church when I was 12 years old. There is only one Baptism for Christians.

I have begun recycling paper, plastic and cans recently. I am involved in a charitable organization and truly excited about helping our Houstonians have better lives. I am working with Christian Community Service Center. We serve a large densely populated area in the inner-city of Houston. We have 7 exciting and worthwell service branches and many churches in the area are involved. All are different denomination, congregational churches.

I am happier than I've been in a very long time. I enjoy what I am doing and the doing has changed me in so many ways.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for life itself
for miracles
Precious
God's Grace
58 years of a Blessed life
thank YOU

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Happy Saturday everybody !! It is a banner day weather-wise and otherwise.

Rosie is home and Trish, Lucie and Rosie are doing much better now that they are all alive and back as a family. I am very thankful for Rosie's daily recovery. Poor little Lucie shows the strain of missing Rosie while she was gone (to that wonderful Vet. College - A & M) and the worry is still on her lettle face in in her eyes. But, all are happy and resting well.

Trish is one of the most awesome women I know. I have known her for years but, not being very mature for years, I am now seeing her anew and appreciate her beautiful Spirit.
Trish is a remarkable hair stylist, cutter, colorer and waxer. Many of my aquaintances go to her for her work. The other think about Trish is that she is such an informed person. She has always been an activist in so many, many causes. She is a woman way ahead of her time in many ways. In other ways she has lead others, such as myself, to begin to get actively dedicated to making a difference in our world and for people around us.

I expressed a cause I was trying to get off the ground and guess who was the first to get donations for that cause? You guessed it - Trish ! Thank you Trish and the two Dentists who were so gracious to contribute.

I have determined that a few of us who enjoy singing should form a loose group for an choir to go to Nursing homes and hospitals to lift our voices for God through song. My thoughts are to sing acappella. Just a loose, love to sing for the heck-of-it group. If any of you are interested, please let me know.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for Frank and his wonderful, loving sponsorship - he has his hands full, you know (teehee)
that Rosie, Lucie and Trish are a happy family again
Rosie is resting well and recovery is coming along
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
that it is my 58th birthday today and a splendid weather-day
for the gifts from Frank and Trish - Thank you two for your love and peaceful demeanor for soooo many years
for the beautiful and peacefulness of the Lambda Center now. If you have not been there lately, go by and see what I mean
for my sweet Precious. Every day I get to enjoy her love and company is a blessing
When I see upsetting things during the day, I go right in the house at night and pick her up and hold her tight. Then I feel better
for the gift of faith today
that tomorrow is Sunday and Mass at 11:00 am
for the longevity in AA. I am the person I am today because of AA and my family there
that I get to enjoy getting older and the level-headedness getting older brings
God's Grace and patience with me-that is Salvation today (His patience)
thank YOU

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Well, there is to be a scheduled outage at 4:30 pm PST this day.

What a wonderful 15 hours I've had at the house. I stayed up all night working on my service project. I love to stay up all night on occasion on Wednesday night since I'm off Wednesday.

I got the presentation written - it wasn't anything like I thought it was going to be. Isn't that the way it usually works out !? Usually what I end with is better than what I planned in the start. I just have to "work it, Baby !!

I am very busy right now. My dance card is full for a week. I'm happy, joyous and free. That's when I feel the Holy Spirit in me.

I got to the noon meeting at Lambda today and what a pleasant surprise. The Center absolutely looks fantastic !! Kudos to all the workers who did the work and Mark J. for having the vision and _alls to get it done !!
It looks beautiful in every nook and cranny. It looks like a nice coffee shop rather than a Baudyhouse. I loved the atmosphere and enjoyed seeing and being with everyone today.

I love you men. Mi Familia, La Corizon !!

I am Grateful and Thankful today.

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Wow, it's been a while since I've blogged.
Happy Monday everyone.

A friend of mine is suffering because her sweet Golden Retriever fell down some steps and broke her artificial hip joint. The dogs name is Rosie and the woman's name is Trish. Rosie is at A & M University. Rosie is having surgery today, perhaps she is in surgery now or has already had it.

Wish you both the best and my prayers are with you.
Let's all hug our precious pets a bit tighter.

You know, I have much I wish I could explain for why I have not been around the AA meetings in a while but, I do not feel that I want to go into it right. I don't even know if I will ever want to put it into words.

I do love you - my friends and AA family. It isn't that I do not love and miss you all, I do.

One of the things I can put into words is that, for all these years AA has been the "Church" that I needed. I had trouble for years seeing myself involved in any religion or church.
But, I have found a religion I am comfortable with and a church that I want to attend. It isn't that AA doesn't count any more to me. It is that Church and being a Catholic fills the need that I had when I was going to so many AA meetings.

I am an alcoholic in recovery. I do not forget that fact. If I had not been so involved in attending meetings I would not have been in a Spiritual place to recognize how much I wanted and needed a more structured Spiritual life. The church and Catholic faith brings me much joy and happiness.

This is all I think I want to share at this time. My life is certainly far from perfect. I still battle my food addiction daily, I have not begun to exercise and clean house (literally).

I do take my Catechism classes seriously and I study and read more than I do anything else.

This time of the Liturical Year will be filled with going to church very often. So, I will not be around for a while yet. My mornings are devoted to prayer and meditation before going to work. It is comforting and helps me stay on tract most of the time. The ox and cart are not off into the ditch nearly as often any more.

However, I find myself wandering in the Spiritual Desert from time to time. I keep seeking ways out of that place and enjoy doing the work of removing myself from there. I am not perfect and I will never be perfect - I believe some think that I think I will achieve that status at some future date. No ! but, let those believe what they wish.

There are some beliefs in the Catholic Faith that my conscience dictates that I reconsider and amend for my comfortability as a Catholic.

And do not get me wrong. I am a proud Catholic ! I do not wish to be disingenuous in regards to my Faith.

Please accept my new life and do not think harshly of my lack of being present in the meetings with you. You are in my thoughts and I am with you in Spirit.

Just realize that, I am seeking answers and I still have a ways to go and will no doubt, have more information as I go forward. I am just a Baby Catholic just now and can not partake in many of the Catholic Rites as yet. I look forward to the day that I will be able to fully participate in the Religion of my choice.

thank you and I hope no one gets put off by my explanation of where I am at present.

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Mother,

you are on my mind and in my heart.

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Happy Friday, everyone.
I had too much on my mind and, perhaps, too much coffee in my system to sleep last night.
I have those times.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that today is Friday - 2 days off
I have some wonderful bread and turkey from Wholefoods to take for my lunch today
this wonderful taste to my coffee this morning. I got some more honey too
for my AA family and friends who still blog and comment on my blog - it means alot to me
it isn't raining here yet
to the renewed energy and zeal for prayer and meditation that I get after every Thursday RCIA night
for the wonderful Blessings that I have been given
for Trish and her Dentist relative who may be donating some needed supplies for the homeless
that if any of you out there would like to adopt some abandoned kittens and cats, please let me know. A very loving and conscientious friend of mine has taken some in. She wants to find good homes not take to any shelter or have them destroyed.
that Trish and Kathy are very proactive on causes and they have built a fire under me to get with it and work for change and conservation. These women have been doing this stuff for years and years. Good for you Trish and Kathy ! Thank you for helping me get started
Precious
the gift of my faith
God's redeeming Grace and forgivness
that I am happy, joyous and free this morning - with no sleep to speak of
God Bless

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Thursday night. Had a wonderful day off. Got my haircut, bought some cool ear rings. Stayed in the salon and talked about this 'n that for awhile. Had a good time.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that I can be my own person with my own thoughts and beliefs in the face of anger today
my wonderful and skillful hair cut from Wavelength (Trish Herrera) She's ssoooooo good !
to be alive. to be sober, clean and smoke-free
to have Precious in my life. What a gift
for the gift of faith
for God's Grace
for memories. Good and bad.
that I can lay my head down at night in a bed, that I have a roof over my head, and heat
for inspiration from RCIA tonight
thank YOU

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Tuesday. Good morning.
Have an appt. with the Eye Doctor this morning.
Another day closer to Thursday.
I have been driven by weight gain to give up honey in my coffee. I liked the taste very much. Too much.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

for life itself
a new day to work on myself and make some positive changes
morning coffee
Precious and her morning "love'n"
the gift of faith
the fact that I get some of this hair cut off in two days - it's alive with a mind of its own
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
just to be happy to be alive and well today
for the Grace of God
thank YOU

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What a positive(ly) fantastic day today.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be alive another day
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for the day off today
to have dinner at Spaghetti Western with Frank to look forward to
that the Chronicle threw a free paper this morning for all
I will enjoy looking at it tonight while I watch tv
for the gift of my faith today
that I treasure my prayer and meditation time when I wake up (wake up-after 2 cups of coffee)
that's my reality (above)
to have a "little Tiger" living with me - Precious
God's abundant Grace

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Twelve is my favorite number. Big and round and even. (don't say a word dAAve !)
Happy Friday everyone. It is going to be a banner day - weather-wise.
Could not get to sleep last night. I have those nights. I just can't and don't want to stop thinking and moving about.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that MS cancelled that all-day meeting tomorrow
my kink that I had in my back last night has disappeared - Thank YOU God
for this cool morning
the dove cooing
that it is the weekend
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
to enjoy Precious. What a wonderful gift from God to me (one of them)
God's Grace
for friends who enjoy sharing their knowledge unselfishly
to be able and willing to give to other's what has been so freely given me
I consider God's patience, salvation
for plans with Frank this weekend before he leaves town next week
I get a haircut next week
thank YOU

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What a wonderful Thursday !
the weather was outstanding. I had a lovely lazy morning to start and after several cups of coffee got going. Dug up some paperwork I had to respond to.
I took my time in my prayer and meditation and thoroughly enjoyed it. I was very peaceful and serene afterward.

My Gratitude List for today:

We had a wonderful talk tonight on conscience. Particularly, morality and conscience formation as a Catholic. It was very timely as I have been doing work on this very area of my life at this time. I got an answer to a question that I've had in my mind for several weeks. It is the next half of a change (life change) that I am making as I walk my Spiritual Path.

I absolutely LOVE my life today. It is because of opening my heart to God. Oh, make NO mistake. I owe my background of the past 10 years to AA and my AA family for where my journey has taken me to this point. My Spiritual Journey started in 1997 and has taken a route "as the crow flies". A slow, moderate start-again, stop-again route. Nothing planned, nothing expected. But, when I chose to seek solace in the Catholic Faith, my life changed. I stuck my toe in the water in 2005 but found I was not ready to commit. In those two years a small grain of interest and desire began to grow.

One of the best things I've done is join the RCIA program at Saint Anne's Catholic Church !
I have been on a growing and developing faith in God that has totally brought me HOME.

As Bonnie put it tonight, I am as a rose bud about one-third opened at this point in my development.

I am eager for the next two-thirds blossoming
Praise God.

Elayne, thank you so much for the materials you loan me to expand my education and interest.
Frank, thank you for giving of your time as my Sponsor and your help in my journey. I am proud and thrilled to take this walk with you.
Kudos to RCIA Team, Events Team (fantastic food every week) and all class mates. What a wonderful support system I am Blessed with - AA and RCIA-Awesome

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God gave us all the same amount of measure of Faith and Grace. I have just as much as Daniel did in the Lion's Den.
It's what we do with it.

Thanks Elayne. I will always remember the impact those words had on me. It gave me much hope and determination.

I love the story. Daniel 6: 2 - 29

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Oh boy, what a day today ! I have not had such a grueling day in a long time. Too many issues and upsets for one day. Glad I'm off tomorrow.

I would like to just take Precious and go away for a long road trip.
eat our dust !

I am, however, Grateful and Thankful...

that I had the background I had coming up
no one has to wonder where they stand with me - just ask me
But, you'd better have b___s !
this coffee. just what I needed after my day
Precious and her "kitten" that comes out when we play ball
Precious because she is so loving and nurturing. It is a Blessing that I have her at my abode
she helps me unwind from stress - thank you Precious
for praying for the Grace to go straight home from work rather than to the store for ice cream
God's Grace
that I am implementing prayer more. I am relying on God. I am trusting God more
I am letting God in
what a Blessing
Thank YOU

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Good morning, well, afternoon, now.
Slept in this morning.
Had a wonderful visit in the atrium by a pair of beautiful Cardinals. Precious and I were both taken with their beauty.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for life today
the gift of Faith
to be close to a haircut - will get it soon
for Precious
all the wonderful, comfortable gifts I have been given so freely
I think about those who have no food or place to sleep comfortably and safely
I made my first step toward contributing to those in physical need this morning
where there is a will, there is a way
through God, all things are possible
It's a beautiful day
thank YOU

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It is Monday and good to be alive and well.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for a new week to walk the path I feel called to walk by God
to feel light in Spirit today. I was weighted down yesterday
You know, I only need be accepted by my Heavenly Father
Today, all is well with my soul
I pray that the same is true for my loved ones
Peace be with all of you
Thank YOU

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Happy Sunday !

I am sitting here listening to something running in the background on my computer. I have no indication of what it is but it is absolutely maddening because it happens most often any more and slows down my computer to a crawl

I think some of these programs just "take over" in the background and I'm held hostage to them

I am also not pleased at this nonsense. The running has slowed now and it appeared to be Yahoo-Messenger that was the culprit. If it keeps up it will get deleted and that's that.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that the delete button is at my disposal
finally, the noise has ended
to be happy, joyous and free today
that Scott had a very successful show and he's getting the recognition for his talents
for a good time with Frank last night
that's it ! I am going to relieve myself of this Yahoo Messanger right now
Later

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Yeah, warmer temperatures. I needed this changes so that my finger tips can heal. Cold weather is very hard on my skin on my hands.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

today is Saturday. Frank and my afternoon to eat at Spaghetti Western
and, after we eat, to go to Scott's opening of his very own art exhibit
Gospel music and wonderful singers
Precious. my awesome, sweet and loving cat. What a wonderful gift to me
God has Blessed me with too many wonderful gifts to name
I commit to sharing it all with other's
Pass It On
God's Grace

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Gooood Morning !! I am sad about some situations with a couple of my friends/family but, I know that, when we all hold our problems, hurts, etc. up to the Light of Faith, we can be healed.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

for God's Grace
that it is Friday
it will warm up over the weekend. I have those nasty and painful cracks in my finger tips that I get in winter
that Scott got published in a pretigious magazine (awesome rug design)
that Scott also has his own Art Show this Saturday evening
that I am more prepared for Lent today than I was December 31 st 2007 - it's a Blessing
that we are back to RCIA
that my routine of going to Mass will start back up this Sunday
that Easter and, really, all of the holidays have a more special and important meaning to me than they ever have
Precious and her little Spirit. How loving and nurturing this little cat is
to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
for my Faith in God today
thank YOU

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What a lovely day. I have slowly putzed around all morning and am finally ready to get a shower, dressed and get out of the house.
Have a few errands to run and then get to RCIA.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the power of prayer
the more I study The Word, the stronger my belief and trust in God becomes
that I got on the treadmill for 15 minutes this morning. And, it was turned "on"
to be a new woman in Christ today
that Precious and I are together
for the fact that we are both healthy
there is a Pilgrimage I want to take soon to Missouri
my consciousness has brought me to a place where I must make some changes
I must be true to God as I understand Him according to my conscience and perspctive
that I can accept other's conscience and perspective for their own lives
that I hope that my actions will not cause any hard-feelings on the part of my friends and family. I however, must do what I understand to be my Spiritual Path
I am praying and talking and thinking hard regarding what I just said. I am not going to make a rash or impulsive decision
with this said, I end with the words I like and mean very much... Peace Be With You
thank YOU

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What a nice day - cold, but nice.
It is rewarding to be able to have happiness, joy and peacefulness all day. We'll try to duplicate what I did again tomorrow.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that it will be in the 70's over the weekend (so they say)
to be home from work and warm
to have gone to the nooner and saw people that I love and care about
for that big bowl of hot Lentil soup for dinner
that I'm off tomorrow and RCIA in tomorrow evening (it's been 2 weeks)
that God spared 2 loose dogs from being hit on Bellaire this morning
Precious in my life
God's Grace
Thank YOU

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Happy New Year everyone. I fell asleep around 10:00 last night so missed (another year) the ball drop in NYC.

I am pleased with the new day today, the colder weather and clear skies.
I have much to be Grateful and Thankful for.

Friends and Family
God's Saving Grace through Jesus' death on the Cross. When I last expressed the thought that I was not good enough to have God's favor and forgiveness, a friend of mine said that... "Surely, Jesus shed one drop of blood for you." I found much comfort in that thought and so remember it when I feel unworthy of God's Grace.
for the committment to get my body in healthy shape - it is, after all... The temple that houses my Soul. My body is on loan to me for this day and age - it is not mine to treat without honor and care
to pray more
to pray with maturity as a Christian
to dedicate my life to God and God's Will
to love my neighbors as myself ( and, you know, it's all about ME) SO,
to carry myself so that folks see Jesus' face when they look at me, not mine
to look for Jesus' face in other's faces
to eat less and exercise more
to love more and complain less
to serve other's unselfishly
to help those who are hungry, homeless and in need of care
the only thing that separates me from those living in the streets is:
a bit of money and a few pills for my mental illness
If these folks had the money to buy the pills they would be like me in most instances - how sad they have not the opportunity that I have been freely given
to do the deal, not just talk about "doing the deal"
God, take me, use me and..."May other's see my good works and glorify God's Name."Amen

Again, Happy New Year ! Peace be with YOU

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Well, Good morning on this last day of 2007.
I have been Blessed this year and have learned new things. Now, this year I have the challenge to act on the Blessings and newly found ways and thoughts.

I have let myself go physically. Gained a tremendous amount of weight and gotten myself in a unhealthy pattern - sedentary and lazy.

It is my goal and pledge to get myself up and out and walk - also to eat responsibly and sparingly. I know what to do, I simply have not been doing it - for a long time.

It's the getting the first step made - that is the step I am going to make with much celebration ! I am tired of doing the same things expecting different results. It's much like a dag chasing its own tail, no?

I am eager to begin 2008. I will be 58 Feb. 2, 2008 and look forward with happiness to the year ahead.

It is my mission to improve in these areas:
being more loving to all
better at prayer and meditation
helping the hungry, homeless and battered
becoming more Spiritual
spend less
eat less
exercise more
more Grateful
more Thankful
sharing my happiness with others
changing my thought process
saying nothing negative
judging no one
Happy New Year everyone

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive
to be free of drinking and smoking
to live in America where I'm not persecuted for my religious beliefs and practices
Thank YOU

life safari #170

Good Morning, Happy Saturday !!

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be off work today-with the weeks... start again, stop again (with holidays), I find it difficult to remember what day it is
I can savor my memories of 2007 for a day or two longer
to be delighted to enter the year 2008
for all the Blessings and Grace I have been given
to grow older with Precious. We are both slowing down a bit
the possibility of getting an A.M. shift again in the near future-somthing more "normal" and the opportunity to be available for Church service work on the Events Team
that Barbara is still holding her own with her infection. The Antibiotics have worked thus far
for my friends and loved ones with whom I look forward to being with in the year ahead
for RCIA starting again this Thursday evening. I've missed everyone and the lessons
for the cold, damp day - why not?
I will be 58 early this new year. 58 is the new 38 !! SWEET
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #169

Is it 2008 yet ?????

What happened. Time flew and now it's standing still.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
that the cold weather feels soooooo good
that I got my car fixed this morning. Had a generator light on - nothing major
that tomorrow is Friday
that the holidays will be over for a while soon
these broken work weeks are getting tiring
for Precious
that I know better than to tease any animal
God's Grace

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Jesus' Tender Mercies
thank YOU

life safari #167

Well, good day for the ducks !

I am staying in my end of town today. It's supposed to get very cold in a couple of hours.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I have lovely Christmas memories this morning
I'm not having to beg for alms today
I'm not in a hospital today
I'm not living on the street today
I'm not having to ride a bus to get around today
my family is not all deceased today
New Years Eve has not been a "big deal" to me for years now. I'm usually fast asleep before the ball drops in NYC
my family's business is closed from Christmas Eve until January 2nd - enjoy your time off !
for the gift of Miss Beulah's Pieta statue replica - Thank you John and Janice !
fond memories of Christmas' past (when we were ALL here)
Precious and her cat company
God's Grace

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What a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day !!

Good company, good food, good music, goodwill and good weather.

Started Christmas Eve working. Ended with awesome music at Church and Midnight Mass.

Visited with a friend in the hospital late morning. Met a couple of her friends who came to visit also. Talked a bit regarding different topics, rearranged some of her presents so she could view them and had a nice time.

Went by the Lambda Center and got a cup of coffee, cookie and kissed a few frinds and made merry.

Went to have dessert at my sister's. My Nephew and Niece were there with their 4 childeren.
Had a wonderful time watching the kids do their "thing", talked and laughed and kicked back.
The kids all liked their stuffed Zoo Animals that I got them. Each different, all cute as can be. I scored on that Christmas ! I included a photo of the real animal with each stuffed animal.

Julia got the Maned Wolf
Hunter got the Meerkat
Lucy go the Snowy Owl
Ella got the Okapi Giraffe
Lucy wanted Julia's Maned Wolf but that was the only mis-fire we had and that got settled quickly because Lucy is Julia's "little sister" Big sisters know how to diffuse such situations. Julia put the Maned Wolf down the front of her blouse and ran away from Lucy until Lucy got over it.
What a fun and Blessed Christmas I had this year.

My sister and Brother-in-law gave me Miss Beulah's statue of the Pieta that she bought in Rome some years ago. I was and am very touched to have it. As my sister said, none of Beulah's kids are Catholic anymore and she would want you to have it. What a thoughtful gift from two lovely, caring and sentimental people. I will treasure it always.

Merry Christmas !!!!!

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Well, Happy Christmas Eve !
Worked from 7:00 am until 3:00 pm, made $ 0.00 money. Had 18 tickets from those entering the building who were visitors, and, had no other activity. A very exciting day (yawn).

The weather pleases me. I hoped for cold weather the two days and nights.

It will be a long night tonight. I am going to hear the music concert at 11:00 pm tonight at church and then attend Midnight Mass.

Tomorrow, will go to 9:00 am Mass then to St. Joseph's Hosp. to visit a friend there for a while.
Then, I'm going by my sister's for pie and coffee and a nice visit at 3:15 pm. What a lovely evening and Christmas Day I have lined up !

Wishing all of you a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day - MERRY CHRISTMAS, I love you.
Welcome home Hayden !!

I am Grateful to be me, kathryn marie frazer today
I have an awesome life, awesome friends and loved ones, a truly Blessed life, indeed. All because of...
You, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and, yes, YOU too !!!

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I am happy that it is raining today. It suits me with this cold I have.
It is going to get very cold on Christmas Eve I hear.
I like it !

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

for life. a friend of my bosses was just killed in Iraq
I just wish we could all get along
no fighting, no shooting, no bombs, no hatred, NO WARS
that I can pray. You can pray. WE CAN PRAY
I believe our prayers have power and WE CAN CHANGE THE WORLD
God's Grace
Let there be Peace on Earth in our lifetime

life safari #163

What a gorgeous day. Too bad I had to work !
I am however, happy to have a job. The pay is not as good sitting here at the house.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be employable today
to be sober, clean and smoke -free
to live comfortably
to not have many needs and few wants
the means to cover my needs
the company of wonderful people and pets
the discovery of J. Vernon McGee's writings
new friends
old friends
family
Saint Anne's and all that comes with Her
God's Gift of the Holy Spirit
thank YOU

life safari #162

Well, what a pleasant day off today.
Went to a weekly Mass-much different than a Sunday Mass (much shorter too)
Visited a friend in the hospital, redeemed my Honey Baked Ham certificate that one of my customers gave me. These people at W_______m go all out ! Very generous and very nice folks ! Thank you Chris and Sheryl and all the rest of you whom I do not know.
Another customer Blessed me with a certificate - I bought some of my favorite things with it. Again, one of my customers who is just a dear man and his lovely wife. Thank you all and Merry Christmas to you and your families !!

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I am sober, clean and smoke-free
the means to get to see my friend in the hospital. She is healing and no major proceedure has been needed - Bless God !
to be home early and to have enjoyed a wonderful dinner
Christmas is almost here now
To be able to be with Frank this Saturday evening for our regular meeting
for new friends and the warmth and care which they bring into my life
for the legacy of J. Vernon McGee-I got his series of books on the Bible. Finally got some information that is easy to read and that speaks to me in a real and easy way
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #161

Tuesday, got through another Monday - the week marches on.
Meeting a friend from RCIA for a lunch before work.
I hope the cold weather doesn't go too far away because, I'm hoping for cold on Christmas.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I have another day of sobriety, clean from illicit drugs and I'm smoke-free
I've calmed down the sweet attacks (icecream) also
I'm trying to eat at least one good meal a day
my customers have kept me in the hearts this Christmas
I heard from an old friend. We vowed to keep in touch more last year but it didn't happen
to live with an awesome Cat Spirit
God's Grace

life safari #160

What a wonderful Saturday after Frank and I got out of town.
Houston was really socked in weather-wise for our trip to Chappell Hill.
It wasn't too far west and we got out of the bad weather and into beautiful sunshine and hills.
Went to have Christmas with Hawk and Dell and to Round Top for a concert.
Had a great lunch at Purcell's in Brenham (their fried catfish is the BEST), met Rachel the new puppy and played with she and Joyce.
Had a fun window shopping trip in down the road from the concert. The day and evening were relaxing and full of fun.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

we got out of town for awhile
Frank and I had a good talk on the trip up
Good food, Good weather, Good music, Good company - Sweet !!
have spent the day at home. Cracked pecans and roasted them for Frank
watched the movie Jesus of Nazareth
ate some good tomato/basil soup
checked out my friend's blogs
watching television and...
spending my evening in meditation and prayer
Precious
God's Grace

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Oh what lovely, colder weather !!
I was greeted out of sleep this morning by rain - it was a lovely sound and caused tremendous peacefulness to come over me. I had a wonderful day today and hope everyone elses day was as joyful.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

the colder temperatures
that it is supposed to get colder
tomorrow is Thursday and RCIA
for all the supportive people and activities I have in my life
I have a truly Blessed life !
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
that I will climb into bed and snuggle under the covers in a few minutes
for Precious. She is a little ray of sunshine and moon-glow in my world. And, a Tiger I get to pet
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
I stayed in an attitude of Thankfulness and Humility today
Sweet !!

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Tuesday. Still warm out and looks like rain again today.

I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...

I am forgiven
God's Grace
the gift of faith that I have today
the humbleness to ask for greater faith
to be grateful for the gifts of comforts and sustainability currently
the presence to pray for others
to ask for God's Will
the want for the desire and strength to carry His will out no matter what it is
thank YOU

life safari #157

Happy Saturday !

Sorry I didn't see you this morning dAAve, this morning we had only one Mass time and it was at 9:30. Also, it is a Holy Day of Obligation. I'll see you soon.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I went to visit a friend in the hospital after church this morning
it's the weekend !!
this next week and weekend I am going to be slammed with activities
It's all Christmas and food activities (cool)
to be sober, clean and smoke-free still
I'm looking forward to a relaxing evening in front of the tv
Precious is here with me and fills me with much joy
this wonderful coffee and honey and milk
the great Wholefoods ciabatta bread I just heated up with butter and soup
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
thank YOU

life safari #156

Good morning. Had a very hard time going to bed last night.

I have so much going on in my head - good memories, bad memories.
I think I am in a rut right now.
I need to get up early in the morning, go to the 8:30 am meeting then to visit a friend in St. Joseph's Hosp. That sounds like a sound plan. That's what I will do whether I do anything else tomorrow !!

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I have a solid plan for tomorrow
the knowledge that I must do something different to get out of my rut and depression
this time of year is hard for me but I don't have to drink or smoke over it
I must also not EAT over it as well !
God's Grace
Precious and her little sweet Catsonality - she's sooooo the Bomb to live with and share life with !
Thank YOU

life safari #155

Wow, what a learning experience tonight at Catechism class !
If tears mean "healing", I'm REALLY healing.
It was spelled out very simply (and sweetly I must add) that my conception was wrong. It was an "AHAW moment." Perhaps now I can alter some behaviors that have had me pinned down (emotionally) tightly.

Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I rented and watched Rein Over Me last night and got pretty depressed because I related to the emotional devastation caused by death of loved ones
I also learned tonight that I am trying to "save" myself - I have very harsh/strict standards
It is not my job. I can not even do that job. That is God's Work. Actually, that work was done centuries ago at Calvary
As a friend stated: Surely a drop of blood was shed for you, K
thank you E
My heart goes out for one of our Team Leaders of the class - Barbara, I love you and will come to see you very soon.
Get Well
God's Grace
God's Saving Grace

life safari #154

I am Grateful and Thankful...

that Scott and Pat are doing better now
for the fact that I can relax and not rush around town - I am able today to give myself permission to not do some things
for this fantastic weather lately (here)
that, although I grow weary of showering every day, I must go on and do it again today
I get more awake during my shower
the warm/hot water feels very good
I guess what I really grow weary of the the drying off-I think it is a habit worth repeating however, I don't like to have on wet clothes
God's Grace
tomorrow is Thursday - I'm sleepy !!!!!

life safari #153

look very closely.
how creative !

life safari #152

Oh my, what a fast three days it has been ! The time seems as though it has just evaporated.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to have peace and no chaos again
for this cold snap we've had the past few days - MORE !!!!
that after a couple of days of ragging on my co-worker Ruth, I realized what my problem was and corrected it. Living and verbal amends - I had a much better, more joyous day today
God's Grace
Get behind thee, Satan !!! And, stay there !!!
Prayer and Meditation
not having to get up early the past two mornings, sleeping in, getting my prayer and meditations done and having to rush on to work - something different for a change
it's an early morning in the morning
that I will get to the noon meeting tomorrow
that after tomorrow, I'm off on Thursday
RCIA is Thursday
to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
thank YOU

life safari #151

MMMMMMMMMMM, BEEP BEEP

Road Runner at the Houston Zoo

life safari #150

Poor Scott ! Having Cabin Fever.

I'm just Grateful and Thankful that you are alive and (pretty) well !!!
I'm Grateful for some other things as well:

to be clean, sober and smoke-free another day
to have had a wonderful dinner and visit with Frank this evening
for Precious - I get to live with a miniature Big Cat - how awesome is that?!
for having the means to contribute to some who a) supply the Priest's Vestments
b) buy the linens & other items for Mass
c) have less food and Christmas than I
for the wonderful life I lead today
God's Grace
the gift of Faith
that tomorrow is Sunday !! My favorite day of the week (Thursday is up there right behind it)
Thank YOU

life safari #149

Hello - happy Friday !!

I was in a great place all day until I walked into my "box" at work.
I got a bit irritated with my co-worker and revisited some behavior that I hoped had been annihilated a bit ago. Well, it can still rear it's ugly head !

I have a date with the house tomorrow. I will do some cleaning - the kitchen and both bathrooms.

Tomorrow, church and rest.

I feel burned out right now. I don't like this feeling and I do not intend to stay here for any length of time.

December 1st tomorrow. The beginning of Advent.

I am Grateful and Thankful but I think I'll just leave it at that. Good Night all.

life safari #148

Just not enough room for all. More amazing pictures !!

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Awesome pictures !!

life safari #146

What a beautiful Fall day !!

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

that my sister Janice is in my thoughts and heart - today is our late Father's birthday - it is still very painful for my Sister. I am with you in Spirit, Janice. I love you
that Lee is out doing things to improve his life and situation today. Good luck, Lee. Keep your cool, Baby !!
that I am able to share my experience, strength and hope with someone I care about - Lee
I also get to share my gift of Faith and the Miracles that I have been Blessed with
for choral music (hymns)
for instrumentals also
for cell phones and computers
for the amazing book of Daniel - lived after being thrown into a "White Fire" and "Lion's Den"
I pray that I may have that kind of Faith in My God !!
Lord Have Mercy
thank YOU

Life safari #145

Today, Scott has surgery - God Speed, Scott !!!
Many who love you have you in their prayers, me too.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for God in my life
for the Grace of God
for Precious
for friends and family
I am a rich woman today !

life safari #144

What a glorious morning ! After the rain all weekend, this is made to order.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

that little girl, Rebecca, at Church yesterday was so sweet, innocent, friendly and happy - she made me feel like a Queen. Never laid eyes on her before but I hope that I'll see her again and can watch her grow - what a vivacious and loving little Spirit !
that this child made my day very Special - she showered me with attention and love
God saw fit to allow me to interact with her in a loving way, caring and gentle
I want to be like a child too - innocent, unjaded and my instincts not beaten down
I WILL be like that again. I am working hard to grow TOWARD that aim every day
Bless God !!
Precious in my life
Lee in my life
Lee's growth and 4 months in AA. He also partook in the Roundup and had some fun !!
God's Grace and Salvation

life safari #143

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the cold weather
that it is Sunday again, I look forward to going to Mass
for the peace I get from my Faith
that I am sober, clean and smoke-free one more day at a time
that Lee is Hanging In There - keep on truck'n Lee ! It gets better, easier, more meaningful
for patience from my Higher Power
For everything God gives me - it's all about God's Gifts and Grace
Thank YOU

life safari #142

Thank YOU for life.
Thank YOU for Saving Grace.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

that I have a nice roof over my head and heat in my home
that Precious is safe in the house with me
for a wonderful Thanksgiving Day with Sister and Brother-In-Law
for Lee and the many changes he is making in his life
that Lee is in my life
for Prayer and Meditation
for a wonderful Church Family to worship with
God's Grace and Love
THANK YOU

life safari #141

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone !!!!!!

Thank you for...

lunch with my sister and brother-in-law
the warm wishes call from Barbara and Dell - what a pleasant surprise
a wonderful lunch
beautiful music by a very talented pianist-took me back to memory lane
having a few minutes to drop by Lambda and talk to Lee after church
the day off
that I was able to hook up and set up this grand, new All-in-One Canon unit (after that cheapo HP unit, this is the bomb !!

I am Grateful for/that...

I started my day off at Mass
I enjoyed seeing my sister and brother -in -law
the music I have been listening to while at this desk since I got home
for the cold weather
that I snuck in a couple more photos of Precious - It is hard to get a good photo of her - she hates having her photo taken !!!
for the tradition of sending the best photo I can get of the two of us to my AA Family
God's Grace
that Lee is changing for the better and people are noticing his changes and treating him better
I have the Honor and Privilege of Sponsoring Lee (He is quite a character)
Precious in my life
to be clean, sober and smoke-free again today
thank YOU

life safari #140

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LISA !!!!!!!

today, I am Grateful and Thankful...

to Lee, my Sponsee. He is teaching me things that I thought I already had learned. I'm seeing them all from a different perspective
that we will begin reading the first 164 pages in the B.Book and begin working Step 1 tomorrow
for the season of Thanksgiving and Family
that, I view the seasons with different eyes and thoughts today
to be sober, clean and smoke-free another day
for my AA Family
Precious in my life. "God made cats so that man could pet a Tiger."
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #139

What a wonderful AA Birthday Night with good friends and Family. Thank you all for making Birthday Night special for me.

I love yous !!!!!

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Happy Birthday Scott W !!!!

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the people in my life
for those folks who have influenced my life but are no longer here with us
that we'll all meet up again one day
for forgiveness
for Faith
for my Church Community
for God's Grace
for AA
for my friends and Family
for good food and company that I look forward to in a few hours
for the safety of my friends who come from Chappel Hill to help make my Family whole today
thank YOU

life safari #137

Oh, what a beautiful morning !
It is good to be alive and well. If I was not sober, I would be missing out on the happiest period of my life.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I am becoming who I never knew that I could become. Perhaps I never thought that I would give myself permission to be this happy (?)
God's Grace
the Gift of Faith
Precious
the people in my life and those who have passed from this life - never to be forgotten
the opportunity to serve on the "Events Team" of RCIA. I'll be setting up food tables, washing dishes and giving back what has so freely been given me. It's a wonderful honor to be a part of this team who serves quietly in the "background"
Thank YOU

life safari #136

Saint Anne's Retreat in Surfside, TX. Saturday 10, 2007
RCIA Class
What a Spiritual group of people, a beautiful day for this outing and a transforming experience on Saturday, followed by our Rite of Welcome into our Church on Sunday - awesome !!

Thank you Frank
Thanks to ALL of the RCIA TEAM - they take great care of us !

Love and hugs to you all.

life safari #135

Happy Wednesday !

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I care Nothing about going out to bars
that I am a "homebody" and have been for some time now
that Saturday is a big day - filled with good food, good friends, good times !
for the Holiday Season
my Father has been gone for 5 years early this December
that my Mother has been gone 33 years - they are now together again in happiness and love
I have had my home for 29 years the end of this month
that I celebrate 10 years of Sobriety on the 17th this month (after 25 or 26 years of messing around)
Precious- the smile of my day
God's Grace
that all is going well while Mike is on vacation - hope you're having a blast Mike !
for Danny and his good leadership, thanks Danny
for Saving Grace
for Lee and his 4 months. He walked through fears yesterday and we all got to witness his courage. Kudos to you Lee !!
keep up the good work. I love you !
another day of life
that tomorrow is Catechism class
thank YOU

life safari #134

What a wonderful weekend and week thus far !
I am Grateful and Thankful...

that I am as interested in other's as myself (perhaps a touch to the other's side)
for the gift of my Faith
I have made changes because of the work I am doing on my faith journey
it has been a very Spiritual 4 days. Very satisfying as well
I can not, and have no desire to...hide my happiness and joy in the way I am living my life the past few months
for Lee in my life. He walked through many bad fears this morning and afternoon. He is one of the bravest people I know today
It is Lee's 4 month AA birthday today as well
Happy Birthday, Lee
I look forward to a tasty dinner with friends and family this Saturday afternoon
All of you who are coming, Thank you for gracing me with your presence
It is an honor to break bread with you all
God's Grace

life safari #133

Monday morning. A Glorious day to be alive !

I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the people who rallied around a friend who needs support and help - thank you Tammy, Allen. Tammy followed through like the Professional that she is ! Awesome Woman !!

that I am not Bi-polar. I feel for those folks that are. Being a depressive myself, I can not imagine the pain of being so happy and giddy that it causes as much (and more) problems, pain
and suicides as depression. I have many friends and loved ones suffering from Bi-Polar disease. Bless Them Lord and watch over them, please !

to be clean, sober and smoke-free today

to be joyful to have friends today. I look forward to Saturday afternoon to sit down to fantastic Italian food together

for Precious and her beautiful "Cat Spirit"

that Father John shared with me the fact that he had to put down his diabetic cat last week. I feel for him and hope that his sorrow will ease day by day. Love you Father John !

for the beautiful weekend retreat in Surfside and the Soul Felt and Soul Healing Rite of Welcome yesterday

For Frank - who is traveling with me in my Faith Journey

for Lee and his friendship. I love you Lee, I am here to support your sobriety and give you help where and when you request it

for this day of life. For forgiveness and Love. For Redemption and Prayer.

For God's Amazing Grace !

thank YOU

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life safari #132

Happy Sunday !

It has been an awesome two days. A retreat in Surfside yesterday, the Rite of Welcome into the Church this morning. The Rite was a beautiful experience as was the retreat.
The significance of what mySponsor and I did on retreat yesterday had everything to do with what took place in the Rite this morning !
I walked out of the Church this morning having gotten the Grace of forgiveness of myself and the things that have kept God at an arms length from me. It was a moving experience and one that I will look forever back on with tears of joy !

Thank you Frank. What an AWESOME Sponsor and Friend !

Love to all.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
the friends that are coming to dinner Saturday afternoon
for friends !
Italian food - Great Italian Food, you are all going to enjoy the food !
thank YOU

life safari #131

What a lovely breath of fresh, cool air the past two days !

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day of life
to be sober, clean, and smoke free
for being off work today. It's Catechism night and I'm able to get back to my routine because,
Ruth - the woman working to fill Astere's shift, is all about work, has caught on fast and is very customer oriented ! What a Blessing !!! And, she isn't on a cell phone her entire shift !
Thank you Ruth. I am happy to work with you.
to be invited to have Thanksgiving lunch with my sister and her husband
that I do not suffer from Bi-Polar Disorder. I have great empathy for those who do
for God's Grace in my life
Precious and her company
my friends and family
that it is almost Birthday Night - I'm getting nervous already. I do not enjoy going up in front of all those people. What to say ?
that the weather is supposed to get warmer for the weekend and our Retreat at Surfside
Thank YOU

life safari #130

Good Morning. I am enjoying the colder air this morning.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive. sober, clean and smoke-free
For God's Grace
that I have another day to work at getting my life and actions as I want them. I want what my Higher Power wants.
I acknowledge the changes I have made. I acknowledge I have more changes to make - One Day AT A Time.
The 17th is closing in. It will be a day and evening of being with friends and AA family
I am Grateful and Thankful to be happier than I ever thought that I could be
my Spiritual life, my belief in my Higher Power, Prayer, Seeking, Believing - I am Grateful and Thankful !
thank YOU, and YOU, and YOU

life safari #129

Good morning everyone !!
It is a great day to be alive, sober, clean and smoke-free.
the wind is up and the air cooler. the front is coming in.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the cooler weather
the beautiful red hibiscus in bloom in my atrium
Lee G. in my life today
All of my friends and Familia
I am learning to be more patient and kind
candles, incense and beautiful Choral music
the changes that I have made of late
I am happier than I have ever been in my life !! It just gets better from here.
the gift of my Faith - it grows more every day because I am nurturing and feeding it
that I now have a Religion that I enjoy and can not wait until Sunday to go in and worship with the rest of the Church
Father John, Father Bill and Father English
Frank, my Sponsor. I respect and honor his knowledge and time helping me to grow
Thank you Frank
Mike, you too !
And, a huge THANK YOU

life safari #128

after writing my thoughts and Gratitude list, my program miss-fired upon hitting "publish."
I have no desire to do it all over again.

Happy Monday everyone
God's Grace is alive and present this morning
Precious and I are together and well
I wish you all a magnificent day
thank YOU

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Happy Monday ! It is good to be on a time cycle that suits my internal clock.
I hear we are going to have a cold front move in this week, I am thrilled !
I am pleased as to how I conducted my self yesterday
I was able for the first time in my life to totally enjoy sharing my massive bucket of popcorn at the movie ! I shared with folks sitting on both sides of me. I had never met the Priests to my right. I now know twin brothers who became Episcopal Priests, had not contact with one another for some time and both chose (unknown to the other) to convert to Catholicism. I met some of Mike's family and friends. What an enjoyable day and evening I had Sunday.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
for my life as a woman of Faith
for my life as a "baby" Catholic
for Don K and his wonderful gifts of himself and articles and books that interest me
for the members at the board meeting yesterday
A few barbs were thrown, I, unfortunately let my old ways show a couple of times. But, other than the room being unlivably hot, no one needed medical treatment (teehee)
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #127

Happy Sunday morning !
I am happy with the time change.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
for my life today
for Lee, I want to be there for him
for opportunity to go worship today. In some places it is not allowed
for Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #126

Good Morning. Happy Saturday.
I got a nice restful night's sleep. I slept in this morning, no alarm going off at 4:30.
I am back to my usual schedule at work come Monday afternoon, finally.
Thanks to Ruth who is working the morning shift. She is eagar to learn, she showed up early for training and was willing to stay for hours yesterday. I'm impressed !
Thank you, Ruth !

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
it is Saturday
that I will go to Lambda for the speaker meeting tonight
that the clocks "fall back" tonight. It is my body's clock time.
that I am sober, clean and smoke-free
that I have the Gift of Faith in God
that I am learning wonderful things in my Cathecism classes
it is beginning to make more sense week by week
I am very happy in the Catholic faith
I am a registered member of Saint Anne's Church now
I will stop by the Church today and revisit the Shrine of the Departed Souls - it is a healing experience to have placed photos of my Departed Souls on the Shrine and the Prayer List for the month of November - very healing !
I am Grateful and Thankful to be alive, healthhy and loved today.
I am Grateful to love others today
thank YOU

life safari #125

Happy Friday !

Had a wonderful experience yesterday. While honoring my Departed Souls, I had the pleasure of hearing a woman sing (softly) her prayers. She had a lovely voice and was barely audible. It was uplifting, not only for myself but, for the souls of those being remembered on the Alter in that room. I had the pleasure of talking to her and telling her how much hearing her touched me.

All Souls Day:
the opportunity to gather pictures of my loved ones who have passed on and put a collage together helped me to honor and mourn their passing. Some of those have been out of my physical life for many years. Some, very recently. The experience availed me a chance to think of them all in a loving, sorrowful manner. Some, I never grieved fully because I was too devastated at the time of their death.
I have a different attitude regarding death today. Not that I do not miss these folks, but I know today, that we will meet again one day.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive another day
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
for the Blessings, Grace and changes I am making
for God's Grace
for those who have touched my life in the past and in the present,
I love YOU

life safari #124

Well, good morning everyone. I have been buried at work the past week or so. My co-worker has decided that she is too injured to return to her job - Worker's Compensation - she's out until late November. I have been filling both shifts and, thankfully, my life can return to one shift per day beginning Monday.

I have missed reading your Blogs. I must wake up very early and have not had much time to do the things I usually do, 7:00 am comes fast !

Good to awaken very early this morning. It makes for a more relaxed time to do what I miss doing. I only work until noon today - it feels like I'm going on vacation. I welcome going to my class tonight, going to the bank after work, the activities that seem so trivial and mundane at times now seems like a privilege.

And, today I am Grateful and Thankful...

for the lessen of team work. I actually feel an obligation to Reuben who has his hands full keeping the garage clean. Reuben is a very hard worker and dedicated to his work - refreshing !!
that he and I have come to a more tolerable (less destructive) relationship in the past few days
that I have learned to stop trying to control him and everything else around me
it is refreshing for me to honor the male's in my life. This has been a new experience. One I am happy to have lived.
I have realized that all men are not "authority figures" that I must rebel against. It has been a transforming experience for me !
Also, I can allow men to do things for me just because they want to do it and because, that's how boys were raised
As I grow to repect myself, respect for other's follows. This is what has been changing since I have been away
The other thing is that I am beginning to embrace my womanhood.
I am having more fun, I'm more serene and much more confident in myself
What wonderful changes of late !
I am happier than I have ever been in my life !!
I am Grateful for God's Grace
It is an Awesome God that I serve
thank YOU

life safari #123

It is comforting to know that dAAve is out in the early morning hours. Good Morning, dAAve.
And, Scott is there. Good Morning, Scott.
I have an early appt. with Bernie this morning. Thank goodness the early morning air will help me wake up as I drive.

It is a Good Day to be alive.
More later.

Have a Blessed day !

life safari #122

Good morning. I have had to fill in at work the past few days so have not had time to write.
The cashier booth was hit by an SUV and sustained structural damage. My co-worker was shaken up and possibly injured her back in the ordeal.

The damage to our booth has been repaired (yesterday -ALL DAY), WHAT A MESS !
It was challenging having the lane closed orr and on during the day and trying to conduct business and keep traffic flowing.

Today, will be the last day of chaos, hopefully. Normally I am off today but must go in at 7:00 and work until 1:00. Then, Blessed the Lord, my schedule will return to normal.

Frank and I are going to see Barbara and Dell Saturday. Really looking forward to getting to the Farm in this Glorious weather.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
to have Faith in God, today
this fantastic weather
that Houston is not on fire - I feel for those in Calif.
the evening at class tonight
to see Frank, we haven't had time to visit this week
My Sister. Because she is witnessing a dramatic change in me, we are turning a corner in our SisterHood - Awesome, welcome change for me ! I have wanted a closer relationship with her for sooo long !
A wonderful picnic with Mike over pizza in his office yesterday. Good food, good company !
Precious and her steady love
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #121

I am Grateful and Thankful...
for this cold snap
the rain yesterday
that we are not in a horrible drought and water shortage as some are
to be sober, clean and smoke free another day
that dAAve is very happy for me regarding not smoking - that's support ! Thank you Friend
that I am awake and very alive
Precious' and my health
that we are two cats of the same mind. We like solitude, watching the fire in the fire place, resting on the hearth with our backs warmed by the fire
sunny, cold days
Peace. Precious and I enjoy peace in our lives today.
Thank YOU, Heavenly Father

life safari #120

I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the cool front
for the rain
for a new week
that I did not over eat last night because I felt down emotionally-journaling is helping, waiting a few minutes is helping, and praying was the answer - Thank YOU
that I was able to light the fireplace this morning
that the lizards cleared off the flue prior to my opening it - Thank you Saint Francis of Assisi
I was disappointed and let down yesterday whenI was not able to follow along with the Priest at Mass. Oh, not the readings from the Bible. I was not able to find where Father John was in the dialogs and responsal Prayers
Thank you Rose for sharing that, some days one is due to just sit and mentally follow along
that I realized I was standing on my throat over my inability to follow along. I study a lot and have EXPECTATIONS that I will "get it" quickly
most Catholics were raised doing, saying, responding all their lives. I am new - it is O.K.
Bless the Lord for the work I am doing on myself.
I have an AWESOME GOD !!!!!!!
Thank YOU

life safari #119

another beautiful day !
Happy Sunday !

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to live in America
my needs and my wants are met today
to be sober, clean and smoke free
for the day to do as I wish
next weekend, going to "the farm"
sweet
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #118

Oh, what a wonderful evening ! Frank, myself, David U, Scott W, and Gary B went over to NorthWest Unity Group's meeting tonight. They are very welcoming and have a very nice meeting site. Frank and I felt very comfortable. We knew a few folks from Lambda so that was very nice as well.

Frank did a beautiful job sharing his "story." It was very touching and inspiring. Thank you Frank for sharing it with us.

Aileen was a gracious Leader of this meeting and really is a delightful woman. Thank you all for having us tonight and asking my Sponsor to share.

Thank you Scott and dAAve for coming. It meant a lot to Frank, me AND, the group there tonight. Aileen and Gail aired that.

Frank and I had a lovely dinner prior to the meeting. He lent me a book I can't wait to delve into.

Also, Thank you Frank for the beautiful Rosary. He is so thoughtful. He knows how much I like Rosarys. He is on a few mailing lists that send him Marian trinkets and I get to fall heir to them.
It makes my day.

I love you Frank, Scott and David. Thank you for a wonderful evening. I have such great men in my life ! They are awesome !

Oh, one comment to Scott regarding the meeting...and it was on your "bad ear" side ! Poor baby probably doesn't even realize that he does it.

life safari #117

Good Morning ! What gorgeous weather.

This evening, Frank J. tells his story at the Northwest Unity Group at 7:30 pm. Please come over and support him if possible. Frank is my Sponsor and is a wonderful man with an awesome life. Hope to see you all there this crisp evening.

Northwest Unity Group
4800 West 34th, Suite C-23
Meeting starts at 7:30 pm

I am Grateful and Thankful...
this weather and fantastic seasonal change
to be alive and healthy another day
that I am happy, joyous and free. Free of drink, drug and smoke
I know that today, I have a reprieve from above, as long as I choose it (and, I do)
Precious and her wonderful personality (those emerald eyes that are so telling of her love also)
Her sweet massaging hands - she's a healer of tired spirits
God's Grace
Frank J. and his Sponsorship. I am fortunate to have his love and experience, friendship and company to enjoy.
Please come and hear Frank speak tonight at 7:30. He has a message that will move all.

I am moved to end this gratitude list with this...
I have been happier the past month than I have ever been !
Thank You, God, for the Gift of my Faith.
I hope you will be moved to come be with Frank J. tonight
God Bless

life safari #116

Precious Praying HER Rosary
the family that prays together, stays together
sleep tight !

life safari #115

Good morning. What a fabulous day.

From my readings today:
"Character, it has been said, is who you are when nobody's looking. Integrity is what you have when your inner life and your outer life, your private life and your public life,
are consistent with one another."

I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the clear, cool morning
for waking up at 6:24 am - just in time to make a 7:00 appointment - I was NOT in control of waking up !
for the Blueberry muffin with butter I just enjoyed with my coffee
to look forward to going over to the park and walk this morning
the birds have been fed and they are happy
I am happy
Precious seems happy
Life is Good
Thank YOU

life safari #114

My awesome house mate.

Good night all.

Peace be with you

life safari #113

My favorite day of the week ! My new schedul is reaping more benefits than I ever thought it would. I have the time to do those things that I paid "lip service" about wanting to do. Doing them has transformed my life. It is an awesome God we have ! I am so happy to have had the scales removed from my eyes that kept me blind to The Truth.

Thanks Be to God.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
to the members of the RCIA staff at St. Anne's Catholic Church. They are wonderful to us
Frank and his participation in the classes with me
that I will be able to attend the noon AA meeting today
I have shed 2 pounds this week
I am happier, full of energy, and doing my work with a new found ZEAL
the Ampco "team" we have at work now
Mike and his care and friendship
Astere and her bottomless forgiveness when I get "irregular" with her (every day this week) - sorry sister. Thank you for being you
Ruben and his hard work that is not appreciated by some
I am off on my walk to the mail box
Thank YOU

life safari #112

Oh, what a glorious day. Had a nice walk. Got a bit of rain (just sprinkling, actually), walked in it and was refreshed. A nice beginning to the day.

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

I had the breath of life breathed into me this morning
I put my down time before work to good use
the rain we are getting today
my job, co-workers and boss - they rock
my appreciation for life today
Mike's nephew is doing well
Lisa's comments. I'm happy to hear from her. Glad you are well, Lisa
Precious and her "funny face"
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #111

I'm sooooo Grateful and Thankful for/that...

the cooler weather and the rain
the changes that have taken place in me. I am gentler, happier, more God conscious
God's Grace in my life
Precious and her warm heart and paws
to be in America
the wonderful people in my life
the folks that I call "family"
my blood family - my sister. I only wish we were closer
to be Blessed with many wonderful friends
to be content in what I am doing with my life.
Thank YOU

life safari #110

Save the cheerleader, save the world ! Oh, sorry. It was the thing I remembered first regarding Blog Action Day.

I understand this day is about our environment regarding what we are doing to Mother Earth to deplete our ozone, breatheable air, clean water, ice caps, etc. I simply do not know enough about what to say or where to start in my effort to contribute.

How about this. Rather than throw that piece of paper, plastic, cellophane out the car window, put it somewhere, save it until you get home and throw it away properly. Don't litter our streets, beaches, desert, highways, forests.

Be happy that you do not live on Titan. It rains methane !

I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...

there are people that actually do know what they are doing and their efforts are strong to save our Earth - thank you
at least the topic has me thinking of ways that I can change for the better to do my part in helping. Even if its very basic and small.
An awesome Sunday ! Mass was fantastic, my visit with Sonny afterward was wonderful.
a beautiful Monday morning
a busy schedule this week, the rest of the month. Even busier in November
Precious and her wonderful loving company
God's Grace. Not just in my life but in other's lives
Micky's comments did not upset me. He does not know me. I understand he believes he is right in his thoughts regarding AA, I just don't understand why he thinks it's the devil's playground or why he believe's he is the only Christian on the web. He leaves no address to reply. He hits and runs. Now, Micky, please stop commenting on my blog. I have heard several times what you have to say. I hear you. I do not care for the condemnation, judgemental, and authoritative tone to your comments. Please stay away. Go in Peace, Micky. Bless you.
Happy Monday everyone !!!

life safari #109

Well, Saturday and what a beautiful day it is !!

I have not been feeling well in the mornings lately, this morning is no exception. No, I am not pregnant.
I have altered my diet to exclude the incredible amount of ice cream, cheetos, coke a cola, etc.
I may be going through withdrawal from these items. At any rate, I feel sick lately. Today is no exception.

There is someone telling their AA story tonight - dAAve U. I want to go hear him speak. I am hoping I will get to feeling better so that I can be there.

I am seeing a Therapist that I have worked with off and on for years. He is a very good man. I am happy that I swallowed my "pride" and went in for help with my over-eating. We have a plan set up of monitoring what I eat so that I am cognizant of what I am doing.

I will be happy when I am past this point of new routine.

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I will acknowledge my feelings of "sickness" and not push myself to get out and weedeat the atrium
I will rest, eat sensibly, try and settle my stomach through out the day so I can go hear dAAve's
story tonight
I will follow the same practice in the morning so that I can attend Mass at 11:00 AM
I am happy that I am determined to change my eating and lose the weight I have put on
I want new clothes, I want a new size, I want to feel and look better. I want to be slim again, healthy again. I will do it !
Precious
God's Grace
a beautiful, cooler day

life safari #108

Wow, this week has flown by. I haven't been on the computer all week.

I enjoy going in and reading my friend's blogs.

Dave U. has been smoke free one year - hurray, dAAve !!!

Scott W has posted several new works of art - awesome talent !!!

Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am healthy
I'm sober, clean and smoke free one more day
I will get out and mow the grass this morning
the week has been a good one - I have been centered and purpose-driven
I will learn some new things tonight and look forward to the evening
Precious and her company
God's Grace
thank YOU

life safari #107

Monday, a brand new week.

I am Grateful and Thankful...

to be alive
to be clean, sober and smoke free today
to have some business things to do for myself - uh oh, the banks may be closed for Columbus Day today - bummer
a pall just fell over me. there go the plans I had for this morning
Oh well, there's always tomorrow
all is well here. I hope all is well for you.

life safari #106

Happy Sunday.

I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the rain of yesterday and today-my plants & grass were dry
for a very short week last week, a few daysI did not feel well physically
that Mike's Nephew was born last week
I got the bed moved and was able to vacuum under it
that I went to Mass today
for the blinds opened and Precious is enjoying a "cat nap" in front of the window
that I am "in the Zone" - AWESOME !!!
God's Grace
Happiness (David's topic today), I am Truly happy today, and have been since Friday
for Bernie L and his beautiful personality and knowledge of who I am and where my heart is leading me
To Frank J and his friendship and sponsorships
Thank YOU ALL
I love you all !!

Also, I am Grateful that I can listen to some of my favorite "Christmas" songs anytime of the year and not be embarrassed