Good morning. I have had to fill in at work the past few days so have not had time to write.
The cashier booth was hit by an SUV and sustained structural damage. My co-worker was shaken up and possibly injured her back in the ordeal.
The damage to our booth has been repaired (yesterday -ALL DAY), WHAT A MESS !
It was challenging having the lane closed orr and on during the day and trying to conduct business and keep traffic flowing.
Today, will be the last day of chaos, hopefully. Normally I am off today but must go in at 7:00 and work until 1:00. Then, Blessed the Lord, my schedule will return to normal.
Frank and I are going to see Barbara and Dell Saturday. Really looking forward to getting to the Farm in this Glorious weather.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober, clean and smoke-free
to have Faith in God, today
this fantastic weather
that Houston is not on fire - I feel for those in Calif.
the evening at class tonight
to see Frank, we haven't had time to visit this week
My Sister. Because she is witnessing a dramatic change in me, we are turning a corner in our SisterHood - Awesome, welcome change for me ! I have wanted a closer relationship with her for sooo long !
A wonderful picnic with Mike over pizza in his office yesterday. Good food, good company !
Precious and her steady love
God's Grace
thank YOU
About Me
- peanut
- Houston, Texas, United States
- I am a native Houstonian. I have never lived elsewhere. I have had the opportunity to travel over the years. I am a recovering alcoholic. I have one cat who is indoor only.I love coffee very hot, popcorn, sweets, the sound of hummingbirds in flight, the songs of Mockingbirds, chirp of the Cardinals,butterflies, puppy breath, horse breath, the feel and sound of a cat purring (especially mine).
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
life safari #121
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for this cold snap
the rain yesterday
that we are not in a horrible drought and water shortage as some are
to be sober, clean and smoke free another day
that dAAve is very happy for me regarding not smoking - that's support ! Thank you Friend
that I am awake and very alive
Precious' and my health
that we are two cats of the same mind. We like solitude, watching the fire in the fire place, resting on the hearth with our backs warmed by the fire
sunny, cold days
Peace. Precious and I enjoy peace in our lives today.
Thank YOU, Heavenly Father
for this cold snap
the rain yesterday
that we are not in a horrible drought and water shortage as some are
to be sober, clean and smoke free another day
that dAAve is very happy for me regarding not smoking - that's support ! Thank you Friend
that I am awake and very alive
Precious' and my health
that we are two cats of the same mind. We like solitude, watching the fire in the fire place, resting on the hearth with our backs warmed by the fire
sunny, cold days
Peace. Precious and I enjoy peace in our lives today.
Thank YOU, Heavenly Father
Monday, October 22, 2007
life safari #120
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the cool front
for the rain
for a new week
that I did not over eat last night because I felt down emotionally-journaling is helping, waiting a few minutes is helping, and praying was the answer - Thank YOU
that I was able to light the fireplace this morning
that the lizards cleared off the flue prior to my opening it - Thank you Saint Francis of Assisi
I was disappointed and let down yesterday whenI was not able to follow along with the Priest at Mass. Oh, not the readings from the Bible. I was not able to find where Father John was in the dialogs and responsal Prayers
Thank you Rose for sharing that, some days one is due to just sit and mentally follow along
that I realized I was standing on my throat over my inability to follow along. I study a lot and have EXPECTATIONS that I will "get it" quickly
most Catholics were raised doing, saying, responding all their lives. I am new - it is O.K.
Bless the Lord for the work I am doing on myself.
I have an AWESOME GOD !!!!!!!
Thank YOU
for the cool front
for the rain
for a new week
that I did not over eat last night because I felt down emotionally-journaling is helping, waiting a few minutes is helping, and praying was the answer - Thank YOU
that I was able to light the fireplace this morning
that the lizards cleared off the flue prior to my opening it - Thank you Saint Francis of Assisi
I was disappointed and let down yesterday whenI was not able to follow along with the Priest at Mass. Oh, not the readings from the Bible. I was not able to find where Father John was in the dialogs and responsal Prayers
Thank you Rose for sharing that, some days one is due to just sit and mentally follow along
that I realized I was standing on my throat over my inability to follow along. I study a lot and have EXPECTATIONS that I will "get it" quickly
most Catholics were raised doing, saying, responding all their lives. I am new - it is O.K.
Bless the Lord for the work I am doing on myself.
I have an AWESOME GOD !!!!!!!
Thank YOU
Sunday, October 21, 2007
life safari #119
another beautiful day !
Happy Sunday !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to live in America
my needs and my wants are met today
to be sober, clean and smoke free
for the day to do as I wish
next weekend, going to "the farm"
sweet
God's Grace
thank YOU
Happy Sunday !
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to live in America
my needs and my wants are met today
to be sober, clean and smoke free
for the day to do as I wish
next weekend, going to "the farm"
sweet
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, October 20, 2007
life safari #118
Oh, what a wonderful evening ! Frank, myself, David U, Scott W, and Gary B went over to NorthWest Unity Group's meeting tonight. They are very welcoming and have a very nice meeting site. Frank and I felt very comfortable. We knew a few folks from Lambda so that was very nice as well.
Frank did a beautiful job sharing his "story." It was very touching and inspiring. Thank you Frank for sharing it with us.
Aileen was a gracious Leader of this meeting and really is a delightful woman. Thank you all for having us tonight and asking my Sponsor to share.
Thank you Scott and dAAve for coming. It meant a lot to Frank, me AND, the group there tonight. Aileen and Gail aired that.
Frank and I had a lovely dinner prior to the meeting. He lent me a book I can't wait to delve into.
Also, Thank you Frank for the beautiful Rosary. He is so thoughtful. He knows how much I like Rosarys. He is on a few mailing lists that send him Marian trinkets and I get to fall heir to them.
It makes my day.
I love you Frank, Scott and David. Thank you for a wonderful evening. I have such great men in my life ! They are awesome !
Oh, one comment to Scott regarding the meeting...and it was on your "bad ear" side ! Poor baby probably doesn't even realize that he does it.
Frank did a beautiful job sharing his "story." It was very touching and inspiring. Thank you Frank for sharing it with us.
Aileen was a gracious Leader of this meeting and really is a delightful woman. Thank you all for having us tonight and asking my Sponsor to share.
Thank you Scott and dAAve for coming. It meant a lot to Frank, me AND, the group there tonight. Aileen and Gail aired that.
Frank and I had a lovely dinner prior to the meeting. He lent me a book I can't wait to delve into.
Also, Thank you Frank for the beautiful Rosary. He is so thoughtful. He knows how much I like Rosarys. He is on a few mailing lists that send him Marian trinkets and I get to fall heir to them.
It makes my day.
I love you Frank, Scott and David. Thank you for a wonderful evening. I have such great men in my life ! They are awesome !
Oh, one comment to Scott regarding the meeting...and it was on your "bad ear" side ! Poor baby probably doesn't even realize that he does it.
life safari #117
Good Morning ! What gorgeous weather.
This evening, Frank J. tells his story at the Northwest Unity Group at 7:30 pm. Please come over and support him if possible. Frank is my Sponsor and is a wonderful man with an awesome life. Hope to see you all there this crisp evening.
Northwest Unity Group
4800 West 34th, Suite C-23
Meeting starts at 7:30 pm
I am Grateful and Thankful...
this weather and fantastic seasonal change
to be alive and healthy another day
that I am happy, joyous and free. Free of drink, drug and smoke
I know that today, I have a reprieve from above, as long as I choose it (and, I do)
Precious and her wonderful personality (those emerald eyes that are so telling of her love also)
Her sweet massaging hands - she's a healer of tired spirits
God's Grace
Frank J. and his Sponsorship. I am fortunate to have his love and experience, friendship and company to enjoy.
Please come and hear Frank speak tonight at 7:30. He has a message that will move all.
I am moved to end this gratitude list with this...
I have been happier the past month than I have ever been !
Thank You, God, for the Gift of my Faith.
I hope you will be moved to come be with Frank J. tonight
God Bless
This evening, Frank J. tells his story at the Northwest Unity Group at 7:30 pm. Please come over and support him if possible. Frank is my Sponsor and is a wonderful man with an awesome life. Hope to see you all there this crisp evening.
Northwest Unity Group
4800 West 34th, Suite C-23
Meeting starts at 7:30 pm
I am Grateful and Thankful...
this weather and fantastic seasonal change
to be alive and healthy another day
that I am happy, joyous and free. Free of drink, drug and smoke
I know that today, I have a reprieve from above, as long as I choose it (and, I do)
Precious and her wonderful personality (those emerald eyes that are so telling of her love also)
Her sweet massaging hands - she's a healer of tired spirits
God's Grace
Frank J. and his Sponsorship. I am fortunate to have his love and experience, friendship and company to enjoy.
Please come and hear Frank speak tonight at 7:30. He has a message that will move all.
I am moved to end this gratitude list with this...
I have been happier the past month than I have ever been !
Thank You, God, for the Gift of my Faith.
I hope you will be moved to come be with Frank J. tonight
God Bless
Friday, October 19, 2007
life safari #116
Precious Praying HER Rosary
the family that prays together, stays together
sleep tight !
life safari #115
Good morning. What a fabulous day.
From my readings today:
"Character, it has been said, is who you are when nobody's looking. Integrity is what you have when your inner life and your outer life, your private life and your public life,
are consistent with one another."
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the clear, cool morning
for waking up at 6:24 am - just in time to make a 7:00 appointment - I was NOT in control of waking up !
for the Blueberry muffin with butter I just enjoyed with my coffee
to look forward to going over to the park and walk this morning
the birds have been fed and they are happy
I am happy
Precious seems happy
Life is Good
Thank YOU
From my readings today:
"Character, it has been said, is who you are when nobody's looking. Integrity is what you have when your inner life and your outer life, your private life and your public life,
are consistent with one another."
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the clear, cool morning
for waking up at 6:24 am - just in time to make a 7:00 appointment - I was NOT in control of waking up !
for the Blueberry muffin with butter I just enjoyed with my coffee
to look forward to going over to the park and walk this morning
the birds have been fed and they are happy
I am happy
Precious seems happy
Life is Good
Thank YOU
Thursday, October 18, 2007
life safari #113
My favorite day of the week ! My new schedul is reaping more benefits than I ever thought it would. I have the time to do those things that I paid "lip service" about wanting to do. Doing them has transformed my life. It is an awesome God we have ! I am so happy to have had the scales removed from my eyes that kept me blind to The Truth.
Thanks Be to God.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to the members of the RCIA staff at St. Anne's Catholic Church. They are wonderful to us
Frank and his participation in the classes with me
that I will be able to attend the noon AA meeting today
I have shed 2 pounds this week
I am happier, full of energy, and doing my work with a new found ZEAL
the Ampco "team" we have at work now
Mike and his care and friendship
Astere and her bottomless forgiveness when I get "irregular" with her (every day this week) - sorry sister. Thank you for being you
Ruben and his hard work that is not appreciated by some
I am off on my walk to the mail box
Thank YOU
Thanks Be to God.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to the members of the RCIA staff at St. Anne's Catholic Church. They are wonderful to us
Frank and his participation in the classes with me
that I will be able to attend the noon AA meeting today
I have shed 2 pounds this week
I am happier, full of energy, and doing my work with a new found ZEAL
the Ampco "team" we have at work now
Mike and his care and friendship
Astere and her bottomless forgiveness when I get "irregular" with her (every day this week) - sorry sister. Thank you for being you
Ruben and his hard work that is not appreciated by some
I am off on my walk to the mail box
Thank YOU
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
life safari #112
Oh, what a glorious day. Had a nice walk. Got a bit of rain (just sprinkling, actually), walked in it and was refreshed. A nice beginning to the day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I had the breath of life breathed into me this morning
I put my down time before work to good use
the rain we are getting today
my job, co-workers and boss - they rock
my appreciation for life today
Mike's nephew is doing well
Lisa's comments. I'm happy to hear from her. Glad you are well, Lisa
Precious and her "funny face"
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I had the breath of life breathed into me this morning
I put my down time before work to good use
the rain we are getting today
my job, co-workers and boss - they rock
my appreciation for life today
Mike's nephew is doing well
Lisa's comments. I'm happy to hear from her. Glad you are well, Lisa
Precious and her "funny face"
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
life safari #111
I'm sooooo Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the cooler weather and the rain
the changes that have taken place in me. I am gentler, happier, more God conscious
God's Grace in my life
Precious and her warm heart and paws
to be in America
the wonderful people in my life
the folks that I call "family"
my blood family - my sister. I only wish we were closer
to be Blessed with many wonderful friends
to be content in what I am doing with my life.
Thank YOU
the cooler weather and the rain
the changes that have taken place in me. I am gentler, happier, more God conscious
God's Grace in my life
Precious and her warm heart and paws
to be in America
the wonderful people in my life
the folks that I call "family"
my blood family - my sister. I only wish we were closer
to be Blessed with many wonderful friends
to be content in what I am doing with my life.
Thank YOU
Monday, October 15, 2007
life safari #110
Save the cheerleader, save the world ! Oh, sorry. It was the thing I remembered first regarding Blog Action Day.
I understand this day is about our environment regarding what we are doing to Mother Earth to deplete our ozone, breatheable air, clean water, ice caps, etc. I simply do not know enough about what to say or where to start in my effort to contribute.
How about this. Rather than throw that piece of paper, plastic, cellophane out the car window, put it somewhere, save it until you get home and throw it away properly. Don't litter our streets, beaches, desert, highways, forests.
Be happy that you do not live on Titan. It rains methane !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
there are people that actually do know what they are doing and their efforts are strong to save our Earth - thank you
at least the topic has me thinking of ways that I can change for the better to do my part in helping. Even if its very basic and small.
An awesome Sunday ! Mass was fantastic, my visit with Sonny afterward was wonderful.
a beautiful Monday morning
a busy schedule this week, the rest of the month. Even busier in November
Precious and her wonderful loving company
God's Grace. Not just in my life but in other's lives
Micky's comments did not upset me. He does not know me. I understand he believes he is right in his thoughts regarding AA, I just don't understand why he thinks it's the devil's playground or why he believe's he is the only Christian on the web. He leaves no address to reply. He hits and runs. Now, Micky, please stop commenting on my blog. I have heard several times what you have to say. I hear you. I do not care for the condemnation, judgemental, and authoritative tone to your comments. Please stay away. Go in Peace, Micky. Bless you.
Happy Monday everyone !!!
I understand this day is about our environment regarding what we are doing to Mother Earth to deplete our ozone, breatheable air, clean water, ice caps, etc. I simply do not know enough about what to say or where to start in my effort to contribute.
How about this. Rather than throw that piece of paper, plastic, cellophane out the car window, put it somewhere, save it until you get home and throw it away properly. Don't litter our streets, beaches, desert, highways, forests.
Be happy that you do not live on Titan. It rains methane !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
there are people that actually do know what they are doing and their efforts are strong to save our Earth - thank you
at least the topic has me thinking of ways that I can change for the better to do my part in helping. Even if its very basic and small.
An awesome Sunday ! Mass was fantastic, my visit with Sonny afterward was wonderful.
a beautiful Monday morning
a busy schedule this week, the rest of the month. Even busier in November
Precious and her wonderful loving company
God's Grace. Not just in my life but in other's lives
Micky's comments did not upset me. He does not know me. I understand he believes he is right in his thoughts regarding AA, I just don't understand why he thinks it's the devil's playground or why he believe's he is the only Christian on the web. He leaves no address to reply. He hits and runs. Now, Micky, please stop commenting on my blog. I have heard several times what you have to say. I hear you. I do not care for the condemnation, judgemental, and authoritative tone to your comments. Please stay away. Go in Peace, Micky. Bless you.
Happy Monday everyone !!!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
life safari #109
Well, Saturday and what a beautiful day it is !!
I have not been feeling well in the mornings lately, this morning is no exception. No, I am not pregnant.
I have altered my diet to exclude the incredible amount of ice cream, cheetos, coke a cola, etc.
I may be going through withdrawal from these items. At any rate, I feel sick lately. Today is no exception.
There is someone telling their AA story tonight - dAAve U. I want to go hear him speak. I am hoping I will get to feeling better so that I can be there.
I am seeing a Therapist that I have worked with off and on for years. He is a very good man. I am happy that I swallowed my "pride" and went in for help with my over-eating. We have a plan set up of monitoring what I eat so that I am cognizant of what I am doing.
I will be happy when I am past this point of new routine.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I will acknowledge my feelings of "sickness" and not push myself to get out and weedeat the atrium
I will rest, eat sensibly, try and settle my stomach through out the day so I can go hear dAAve's
story tonight
I will follow the same practice in the morning so that I can attend Mass at 11:00 AM
I am happy that I am determined to change my eating and lose the weight I have put on
I want new clothes, I want a new size, I want to feel and look better. I want to be slim again, healthy again. I will do it !
Precious
God's Grace
a beautiful, cooler day
I have not been feeling well in the mornings lately, this morning is no exception. No, I am not pregnant.
I have altered my diet to exclude the incredible amount of ice cream, cheetos, coke a cola, etc.
I may be going through withdrawal from these items. At any rate, I feel sick lately. Today is no exception.
There is someone telling their AA story tonight - dAAve U. I want to go hear him speak. I am hoping I will get to feeling better so that I can be there.
I am seeing a Therapist that I have worked with off and on for years. He is a very good man. I am happy that I swallowed my "pride" and went in for help with my over-eating. We have a plan set up of monitoring what I eat so that I am cognizant of what I am doing.
I will be happy when I am past this point of new routine.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I will acknowledge my feelings of "sickness" and not push myself to get out and weedeat the atrium
I will rest, eat sensibly, try and settle my stomach through out the day so I can go hear dAAve's
story tonight
I will follow the same practice in the morning so that I can attend Mass at 11:00 AM
I am happy that I am determined to change my eating and lose the weight I have put on
I want new clothes, I want a new size, I want to feel and look better. I want to be slim again, healthy again. I will do it !
Precious
God's Grace
a beautiful, cooler day
Thursday, October 11, 2007
life safari #108
Wow, this week has flown by. I haven't been on the computer all week.
I enjoy going in and reading my friend's blogs.
Dave U. has been smoke free one year - hurray, dAAve !!!
Scott W has posted several new works of art - awesome talent !!!
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am healthy
I'm sober, clean and smoke free one more day
I will get out and mow the grass this morning
the week has been a good one - I have been centered and purpose-driven
I will learn some new things tonight and look forward to the evening
Precious and her company
God's Grace
thank YOU
I enjoy going in and reading my friend's blogs.
Dave U. has been smoke free one year - hurray, dAAve !!!
Scott W has posted several new works of art - awesome talent !!!
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am healthy
I'm sober, clean and smoke free one more day
I will get out and mow the grass this morning
the week has been a good one - I have been centered and purpose-driven
I will learn some new things tonight and look forward to the evening
Precious and her company
God's Grace
thank YOU
Monday, October 8, 2007
life safari #107
Monday, a brand new week.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive
to be clean, sober and smoke free today
to have some business things to do for myself - uh oh, the banks may be closed for Columbus Day today - bummer
a pall just fell over me. there go the plans I had for this morning
Oh well, there's always tomorrow
all is well here. I hope all is well for you.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive
to be clean, sober and smoke free today
to have some business things to do for myself - uh oh, the banks may be closed for Columbus Day today - bummer
a pall just fell over me. there go the plans I had for this morning
Oh well, there's always tomorrow
all is well here. I hope all is well for you.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
life safari #106
Happy Sunday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the rain of yesterday and today-my plants & grass were dry
for a very short week last week, a few daysI did not feel well physically
that Mike's Nephew was born last week
I got the bed moved and was able to vacuum under it
that I went to Mass today
for the blinds opened and Precious is enjoying a "cat nap" in front of the window
that I am "in the Zone" - AWESOME !!!
God's Grace
Happiness (David's topic today), I am Truly happy today, and have been since Friday
for Bernie L and his beautiful personality and knowledge of who I am and where my heart is leading me
To Frank J and his friendship and sponsorships
Thank YOU ALL
I love you all !!
Also, I am Grateful that I can listen to some of my favorite "Christmas" songs anytime of the year and not be embarrassed
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the rain of yesterday and today-my plants & grass were dry
for a very short week last week, a few daysI did not feel well physically
that Mike's Nephew was born last week
I got the bed moved and was able to vacuum under it
that I went to Mass today
for the blinds opened and Precious is enjoying a "cat nap" in front of the window
that I am "in the Zone" - AWESOME !!!
God's Grace
Happiness (David's topic today), I am Truly happy today, and have been since Friday
for Bernie L and his beautiful personality and knowledge of who I am and where my heart is leading me
To Frank J and his friendship and sponsorships
Thank YOU ALL
I love you all !!
Also, I am Grateful that I can listen to some of my favorite "Christmas" songs anytime of the year and not be embarrassed
Friday, October 5, 2007
life safari #105
OOOOOHHHHH, Catechism class was awesome last night (earlier) !!!!!
I felt as though I was in a college course. Rose, our instructor, has several degrees on the subject of teaching Religion. I can hardly wait until next week.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
God's Gift of Faith
my safari of Faith has been 10 years in the making (almost to the month)
it is my Blessing to have Frank as my Sponsor in RCIA - He's wonderful
God's Grace
Precious - Oct. 4th was St Francis of Assisi's Feast Day - be kind to your web-footed friend, for a duck may be somebody's brother (remember Mitch Miller?) Come on, sing it...
I am full of energy although I haven't slept. I could not shut off my mind then I got busy doing this and that and, well, here it is morning
I will walk to the mail box that is 1/4 of a mile from the house when I get back from my Therapists office this morning
I am working on my Sloth and Gluttony (taking positive steps to alleviate)
I am extremely Grateful and Thankful to be: Sober, Clean and Smoke-Free again today
thank YOU
I felt as though I was in a college course. Rose, our instructor, has several degrees on the subject of teaching Religion. I can hardly wait until next week.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
God's Gift of Faith
my safari of Faith has been 10 years in the making (almost to the month)
it is my Blessing to have Frank as my Sponsor in RCIA - He's wonderful
God's Grace
Precious - Oct. 4th was St Francis of Assisi's Feast Day - be kind to your web-footed friend, for a duck may be somebody's brother (remember Mitch Miller?) Come on, sing it...
I am full of energy although I haven't slept. I could not shut off my mind then I got busy doing this and that and, well, here it is morning
I will walk to the mail box that is 1/4 of a mile from the house when I get back from my Therapists office this morning
I am working on my Sloth and Gluttony (taking positive steps to alleviate)
I am extremely Grateful and Thankful to be: Sober, Clean and Smoke-Free again today
thank YOU
Thursday, October 4, 2007
life safari #104
Got my teeth cleaned this morning. Must wait 15 more minutes to drink coffee or eat (fluoride treatment).
What a pretty morning it is.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and well today
haven't had a cigarette, drink or illicit drug in some time now
was no need to complain about the taste of the fluoride this morning-I'm fortunate to get it
a good night's sleep
I do not feel ill as I have the past few days
the knowledge that, someone I thought was so outrageous has pretty good reason to be
I am free to enjoy the next 12 hours and, enjoy them , I will
It's almost time for my cup of coffee
God's Grace
thank YOU
What a pretty morning it is.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and well today
haven't had a cigarette, drink or illicit drug in some time now
was no need to complain about the taste of the fluoride this morning-I'm fortunate to get it
a good night's sleep
I do not feel ill as I have the past few days
the knowledge that, someone I thought was so outrageous has pretty good reason to be
I am free to enjoy the next 12 hours and, enjoy them , I will
It's almost time for my cup of coffee
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
life safari #103
"Power tends to corrupt; absolute power corrupts absolutely."
Though power is easily abused, it is impossible to abuse genuine humility.
...Lord Acton 19th century historian
Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I physically felt better today - had some physical challenges Monday and Tuesday
Mike's sister had a little boy today
my mood, demeanor, attitude and energy were good today
for the enjoyable climate in the mornings and late afternoons right now
for sunshine but, we need some rain now
I'm off tomorrow - RCIA tomorrow night
that I feel like doing something on ARTRAGE again
it's Friendship Week
for the things I have that make my life pleasant. I would, if necessary, trade them all in for Precious
That I went to the SPCA at that moment on that day
the rest is history
God's Grace
being with my AA family this afternoon
thank YOU
Though power is easily abused, it is impossible to abuse genuine humility.
...Lord Acton 19th century historian
Tonight, I am Grateful and Thankful...
I physically felt better today - had some physical challenges Monday and Tuesday
Mike's sister had a little boy today
my mood, demeanor, attitude and energy were good today
for the enjoyable climate in the mornings and late afternoons right now
for sunshine but, we need some rain now
I'm off tomorrow - RCIA tomorrow night
that I feel like doing something on ARTRAGE again
it's Friendship Week
for the things I have that make my life pleasant. I would, if necessary, trade them all in for Precious
That I went to the SPCA at that moment on that day
the rest is history
God's Grace
being with my AA family this afternoon
thank YOU
Monday, October 1, 2007
life safari #102
Had a wonderful weekend except for screwing up plans with Mike. After looking forward to being with him Sunday, we unfortunately missed each other. Had I not forgotten my phone, this fiasco would have been eliminated.
I am Grateful and Thankful..
that Frank was good enough to run around town with me Saturday
He accompanied me Sunday morning - I was delighted he came to join me. Mike came as well - see above. I'm so sorry Mike ! Please, let's do it again.
that mike is understanding and he had brought his friend so was not there alone
I look forward to making those plans again and taking my phone
that today is the first day of October and it's getting time for fall weather
I have a new commitment to change some habits that are defeating my happiness and progress
that the headache I woke up with is lessening
the Hummingbirds are still about. I have not seen them for sometime and thought they had left the area
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful..
that Frank was good enough to run around town with me Saturday
He accompanied me Sunday morning - I was delighted he came to join me. Mike came as well - see above. I'm so sorry Mike ! Please, let's do it again.
that mike is understanding and he had brought his friend so was not there alone
I look forward to making those plans again and taking my phone
that today is the first day of October and it's getting time for fall weather
I have a new commitment to change some habits that are defeating my happiness and progress
that the headache I woke up with is lessening
the Hummingbirds are still about. I have not seen them for sometime and thought they had left the area
God's Grace
Saturday, September 29, 2007
life safari #101
Frank and I shopped till we dropped today. We went from one end of town to the other and had a blast !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that dAAve U is celebrating 4, count them, FOUR YEARS
a busy and fun weekend planned
we may get some rain
the joy of friendship and family
I'm down to my "mad money" tonight
I'm not mad
that Sonny celebrates 25 years tonight. I have his 24 year chip
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that dAAve U is celebrating 4, count them, FOUR YEARS
a busy and fun weekend planned
we may get some rain
the joy of friendship and family
I'm down to my "mad money" tonight
I'm not mad
that Sonny celebrates 25 years tonight. I have his 24 year chip
thank YOU
Friday, September 28, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
life safari #99
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
It's my day off
that first cup of coffee of the day - it's the best
that I feel lighter this morning
for surrendering yesterday - talking to MM helped
plans on Sunday with friends and family
fellowship in AA this afternoon
RCIA tonight
Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU
It's my day off
that first cup of coffee of the day - it's the best
that I feel lighter this morning
for surrendering yesterday - talking to MM helped
plans on Sunday with friends and family
fellowship in AA this afternoon
RCIA tonight
Precious
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
life safari #98
I am appalled by the influence of a certain person on my life in my formative years.
Perhaps part of the trouble I have in changing is that, by "acting" like this person, it keeps this person "alive" to me. I know I went through that with my drinking for many years. Drinking kept another "alive" to me. I finally got into treatment and, enough years passed that I could finally let go of that person. However, it took lots of work in therapy. And many years of therapy. It looks like I need to do some work in that setting again.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful to/for...
the ability to see that I am stuck and that I need professional help
Ok, I called BL. We will get started changing the dynamics at work in my life that are problematic
the realization that I must verbalize what is in my head in order to get better
what makes sense to me regarding my behavior (some of it) hits other's blindly like a "ton of bricks"
I am confident that these troubling areas can and will be cleaned up with help
I know I am close to breaking out of this barrier that keeps me a slave and "alone"
"alone" in my head with the memories that I'd rather put to rest
I welcome getting through this
Perhaps part of the trouble I have in changing is that, by "acting" like this person, it keeps this person "alive" to me. I know I went through that with my drinking for many years. Drinking kept another "alive" to me. I finally got into treatment and, enough years passed that I could finally let go of that person. However, it took lots of work in therapy. And many years of therapy. It looks like I need to do some work in that setting again.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful to/for...
the ability to see that I am stuck and that I need professional help
Ok, I called BL. We will get started changing the dynamics at work in my life that are problematic
the realization that I must verbalize what is in my head in order to get better
what makes sense to me regarding my behavior (some of it) hits other's blindly like a "ton of bricks"
I am confident that these troubling areas can and will be cleaned up with help
I know I am close to breaking out of this barrier that keeps me a slave and "alone"
"alone" in my head with the memories that I'd rather put to rest
I welcome getting through this
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
nature vs. nurture
nature vs. nurture
Originally uploaded by peanut1997
Life safari #97 3/4
Ah yes, this lioness has taken in several ungulate babies on several occasions. It is a mystery of science, happenstance like no one has ever seen.
Again, I query, if the animals can do it, why on earth can not man?
This loving lioness has repeated this practice 6 times within a year.
God, can't we just do it once? Once and for all-time. Please.
life safari #97
What a beautiful day to be alive, sober and clean and... smoke-free !
Don't be mislead, I have wanted to light up.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I have resisted the urge to smoke - not wheezing has much influence not to light up
I don't fight for breath after walking - more reason to not light up
dAAve's generous gift of a book on how to stop smoking
Precious and her gift of companionship
God's Grace
I'm Blessed with wonderful people. Loving people in my life
I would not have believed I could be so Blessed some years ago
I feel like a different person when I am not depressed
I am a different person when I'm not depressed !
I have been able to ride out the depression times. The AA program must have given me that ability, I don't know where else it would have come from - Thank YOU, AA
AA is You, and YOU, and yes, YOU TOO
Bless YOU all
Don't be mislead, I have wanted to light up.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I have resisted the urge to smoke - not wheezing has much influence not to light up
I don't fight for breath after walking - more reason to not light up
dAAve's generous gift of a book on how to stop smoking
Precious and her gift of companionship
God's Grace
I'm Blessed with wonderful people. Loving people in my life
I would not have believed I could be so Blessed some years ago
I feel like a different person when I am not depressed
I am a different person when I'm not depressed !
I have been able to ride out the depression times. The AA program must have given me that ability, I don't know where else it would have come from - Thank YOU, AA
AA is You, and YOU, and yes, YOU TOO
Bless YOU all
Monday, September 24, 2007
life safari #96
Oh Boy. I get so much inspiration from my friend's/family's posts.
It baffles me to live through the differences a day can make in my life. Yesterday I couldn't, didn't desire to get out of bed or the house (and, I didn't).
Today, I am eagar to shower, dress and get to the noon meeting.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
a wonderful visit with Frank on the way to and from Chappell Hill Saturday
a lovely time with B and D at their home. They have the coolest chicken coop
I finally got the fax machine wiring correct and the fax works - lots of hair pulling over 2 little wires and plugs - oh my !!!!
I'm grateful to have met Frank's neighbor. Unfortunately, he is moving away this week
I am grateful for the tomatoes and sweet corn from Virginia
It is a Blessing to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
I am happy to be alive and healthy
I look forward to making a sandwich with those Virginia tomatoes
God's Grace
Precious is so happy with her new food and, I can tell it is having a better effect on her health
Life is Good Today -
It baffles me to live through the differences a day can make in my life. Yesterday I couldn't, didn't desire to get out of bed or the house (and, I didn't).
Today, I am eagar to shower, dress and get to the noon meeting.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
a wonderful visit with Frank on the way to and from Chappell Hill Saturday
a lovely time with B and D at their home. They have the coolest chicken coop
I finally got the fax machine wiring correct and the fax works - lots of hair pulling over 2 little wires and plugs - oh my !!!!
I'm grateful to have met Frank's neighbor. Unfortunately, he is moving away this week
I am grateful for the tomatoes and sweet corn from Virginia
It is a Blessing to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
I am happy to be alive and healthy
I look forward to making a sandwich with those Virginia tomatoes
God's Grace
Precious is so happy with her new food and, I can tell it is having a better effect on her health
Life is Good Today -
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Life Safari #95
What a lovely day today.
Frank and I visited Dell, Barbara and Joyce in Chappell Hill
Good company, good conversation, good eats !
Had a good look at the chickens and Guinea Fowl. All very different and pretty in their own right.
Dell taught me a thing or two about how to program my All-In-One Scanner,fax,copier. I have only learned that my wiring is not set up correctly. I have spent several hours trying different connection types and what I've learned:
Frank and I visited Dell, Barbara and Joyce in Chappell Hill
Good company, good conversation, good eats !
Had a good look at the chickens and Guinea Fowl. All very different and pretty in their own right.
Dell taught me a thing or two about how to program my All-In-One Scanner,fax,copier. I have only learned that my wiring is not set up correctly. I have spent several hours trying different connection types and what I've learned:
- when I wire to send faxes, the DSL wiring isn't right
- when the DSL is hooked up correctly, the fax will not work
It's all very frustrating but, had I not seen Dell set up her fax, I would not have realized :
- that mine wasn't set to go straight from the box.
- I do not know what I'm doing with wiring
- now my phone next to the computer doesn't work while I'm on-line
- the phone in the other room does work (?) we're on the same phone line
- It's so frustrating that I am now going to quit messing with it all
So, it's a good thing I offered to "help" Dell
(rolling on the floor and laughing my ass off)
Thursday, September 20, 2007
life safari #94
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I'm off and can run my errands
an outstanding clear and lovely sky
Fall is just around the corner
I'm clean, sober and smoke-free
dave's generosity - when I finish the book I will pass it to my boss
that I'm excited about tonight
the fun of going to Chappell Hill Saturday
I've made some changes I have wanted to make. Getting to sleep and getting up earlier are still problems
the more I pressure myself about the above, the worse I feel about myself
I hope I can get a quick fix on the car a/c so I can go to the noon meeting
I'd better get moving because I want to go to the meeting
AA
God's Grace
thank YOU
I'm off and can run my errands
an outstanding clear and lovely sky
Fall is just around the corner
I'm clean, sober and smoke-free
dave's generosity - when I finish the book I will pass it to my boss
that I'm excited about tonight
the fun of going to Chappell Hill Saturday
I've made some changes I have wanted to make. Getting to sleep and getting up earlier are still problems
the more I pressure myself about the above, the worse I feel about myself
I hope I can get a quick fix on the car a/c so I can go to the noon meeting
I'd better get moving because I want to go to the meeting
AA
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
life safari #93
Happy Wednesday !
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that my co-worker is covering her shift today
I was given fore-warning about staying late for a meeting tonight
tomorrow is Thursday -RCIA
my car a/c is better but not cooling like it used to - I'll get it checked out in the a.m.
Frank and I are going to Chappell Hill either Saturday of Sunday this weekend
I look forward to the visit with B and D. And of course, Frank on the drive there and back
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
cooler weather
God's Grace
being a bit more Spiritually fit this week. Actually, more than a "bit"
thank YOU
I'm not where I want to be yet -
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that my co-worker is covering her shift today
I was given fore-warning about staying late for a meeting tonight
tomorrow is Thursday -RCIA
my car a/c is better but not cooling like it used to - I'll get it checked out in the a.m.
Frank and I are going to Chappell Hill either Saturday of Sunday this weekend
I look forward to the visit with B and D. And of course, Frank on the drive there and back
to be sober, clean and smoke-free today
cooler weather
God's Grace
being a bit more Spiritually fit this week. Actually, more than a "bit"
thank YOU
I'm not where I want to be yet -
Sunday, September 16, 2007
life safari #92
Well, Sunday and I stayed in bed all day except to mow the grass around 4:15 pm.
I watched the Texans play and win their football game. I am excited for their progress and wins this season. I like the new coach and quarterback and many of the other new players.
Just imagine, after all these years perhaps we're going to have a winning team for a change. I for one, can bear up under that ! Go Texans !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a spare set of glasses. My main set fell out of my purse yesterday at Lambda and I wasn't aware of it. I called when I realized what had happened - they're safe and I will get them tomorrow.
thanks to glasses, I can read. These days, I must have them.
a wonderful time at dinner with Frank yesterday
great food at Spaghetti Western
My A/C in my car is fixed and it only cost $ 53.00
I got the car washed yesterday - it's a thing of beauty when clean
The lawn is mowed and looks nice
I will pull out of this "don't want to get up and do anything" mode which I have been in lately
(but when?)
I realized today that, my fussing at myself in my head isn't helping. Why am I so hard on myself? No rest for the "meatball."
Tomorrow is a new day
Good Night
Thank You Lord
I watched the Texans play and win their football game. I am excited for their progress and wins this season. I like the new coach and quarterback and many of the other new players.
Just imagine, after all these years perhaps we're going to have a winning team for a change. I for one, can bear up under that ! Go Texans !!
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have a spare set of glasses. My main set fell out of my purse yesterday at Lambda and I wasn't aware of it. I called when I realized what had happened - they're safe and I will get them tomorrow.
thanks to glasses, I can read. These days, I must have them.
a wonderful time at dinner with Frank yesterday
great food at Spaghetti Western
My A/C in my car is fixed and it only cost $ 53.00
I got the car washed yesterday - it's a thing of beauty when clean
The lawn is mowed and looks nice
I will pull out of this "don't want to get up and do anything" mode which I have been in lately
(but when?)
I realized today that, my fussing at myself in my head isn't helping. Why am I so hard on myself? No rest for the "meatball."
Tomorrow is a new day
Good Night
Thank You Lord
Saturday, September 15, 2007
life safari #91
Well, slept in again. I just don't want to get up in the morning any more (early, that is).
Must get the car A/C looked at. Have a wonderful dinner planned with Frank later.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Saturday
that Thursday night I felt uncomfortable around new folks, new subjects, etc. But, having Frank by my side was a comfort
that next Thursday night will be easier
for all the people who are involved in the classes. They fix food for us, drinks, they are available to help in our process and they appear truly happy to be there with us
for communion with Frank later
that although I don't have much to say lately, I enjoy visiting my friend's blogs
thank you for being there
AA and my AA family
Have a wonderful day
Must get the car A/C looked at. Have a wonderful dinner planned with Frank later.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Saturday
that Thursday night I felt uncomfortable around new folks, new subjects, etc. But, having Frank by my side was a comfort
that next Thursday night will be easier
for all the people who are involved in the classes. They fix food for us, drinks, they are available to help in our process and they appear truly happy to be there with us
for communion with Frank later
that although I don't have much to say lately, I enjoy visiting my friend's blogs
thank you for being there
AA and my AA family
Have a wonderful day
Friday, September 14, 2007
life safari #90
Happy Friday all.
Got the bills paid that are due today. Got a few pair of slacks and blouses yesterday - wore one outfit last night. I lucked into finding "petites" so the pant lengths are fine. That doesn't happen much for me.
Still haven't gotten the a/c looked at. That will have to be my activity tomorrow, first thing.
The tall grass is haunting me. The responsible one inside feels "obligated" to mow on Saturday or Sunday. The "unresponsible kid" in me wants to blow mowing off and do other things.
I think I will get ready and go to the noon meeting. Hopefully, my Sponsor will be there and perhaps he would like to hook-up and go eat and talk this weekend.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for short hair that requires no work
a noon meeting to attend before work
Frank and his love and care
God's Grace
Got the bills paid that are due today. Got a few pair of slacks and blouses yesterday - wore one outfit last night. I lucked into finding "petites" so the pant lengths are fine. That doesn't happen much for me.
Still haven't gotten the a/c looked at. That will have to be my activity tomorrow, first thing.
The tall grass is haunting me. The responsible one inside feels "obligated" to mow on Saturday or Sunday. The "unresponsible kid" in me wants to blow mowing off and do other things.
I think I will get ready and go to the noon meeting. Hopefully, my Sponsor will be there and perhaps he would like to hook-up and go eat and talk this weekend.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for short hair that requires no work
a noon meeting to attend before work
Frank and his love and care
God's Grace
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Life Safari #89
I haven't decided what to do with my afternoon. I need some clothes and I need to get my a/c looked at in the car. Neither of the two are things that I like to do.
Rather than sit here and dwell on my discomfort about some things, I think I'll get up from here and tear into the responsibilities of the day. Bills must be paid before I leave the house. Go get gas in the car. From that point, I'll just try and make the best choice that will get me to the noon meeting on time.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and have things to do
I'm sober, clean and smoke-free. And have the where-with-all to think things out
the hurricane missed us
I'm sorry for the ones that got it
Precious. She is really doing better on this new food
I'm nervous and excited about this evening and I'm so relieved that Frank will be with me
God's Grace
thank YOU
Rather than sit here and dwell on my discomfort about some things, I think I'll get up from here and tear into the responsibilities of the day. Bills must be paid before I leave the house. Go get gas in the car. From that point, I'll just try and make the best choice that will get me to the noon meeting on time.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I am alive and have things to do
I'm sober, clean and smoke-free. And have the where-with-all to think things out
the hurricane missed us
I'm sorry for the ones that got it
Precious. She is really doing better on this new food
I'm nervous and excited about this evening and I'm so relieved that Frank will be with me
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
life safari #88
Wednesday - finally, rain. My plants need it.
I couldn't seem to wake up yesterday. I think I have fallen into depression, perhaps from withdrawal from smoking.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that the MS meeting did not come last night - I was able to leave on time
for the rain this morning
that I didn't pull the covers over my head and stay in bed this morning
that Precious really likes her new food and she has not had one of her symptoms on it
for tomorrow and what lies ahead
I work close to home. There are flood warnings for today
to be sober and clean and smoke free today
just to be here
I couldn't seem to wake up yesterday. I think I have fallen into depression, perhaps from withdrawal from smoking.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that the MS meeting did not come last night - I was able to leave on time
for the rain this morning
that I didn't pull the covers over my head and stay in bed this morning
that Precious really likes her new food and she has not had one of her symptoms on it
for tomorrow and what lies ahead
I work close to home. There are flood warnings for today
to be sober and clean and smoke free today
just to be here
Monday, September 10, 2007
life safari #87
Monday, Monday.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
I'm up and feeling better physically even though I could not get to sleep last night
I feel rested
a reminder about "honesty" from dave
that Precious really likes her new dry and wet food
Hopefully this new food formula will help her physical condition (signs of kidney problems)
I got proactive regarding the above yesterday
to be clean, sober and smoke free this morning
that I look forward to the noon meeting today
for an interesting Lambda board meeting yesterday - lots of laughter - sweet !
just to be alive, well, and another day to try and live to my potential (honest, kind, respectful, faithful, loving, etc.)
that I am content with what "things" I have or don't have. I have no desire for any "thing" today.
that my desires involve things of a Spiritual nature right now
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
I'm up and feeling better physically even though I could not get to sleep last night
I feel rested
a reminder about "honesty" from dave
that Precious really likes her new dry and wet food
Hopefully this new food formula will help her physical condition (signs of kidney problems)
I got proactive regarding the above yesterday
to be clean, sober and smoke free this morning
that I look forward to the noon meeting today
for an interesting Lambda board meeting yesterday - lots of laughter - sweet !
just to be alive, well, and another day to try and live to my potential (honest, kind, respectful, faithful, loving, etc.)
that I am content with what "things" I have or don't have. I have no desire for any "thing" today.
that my desires involve things of a Spiritual nature right now
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Saturday, September 8, 2007
life safari #85
Good morning ! Glad it's Saturday.
Well, I only had one guess regarding the photo of dAAve on his AA birthday.
Scott W. made a good guess that he was in Nigeria. Very close.
dAAve was in Senegal, Africa.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I have had a good week at work in spite of not feeling well
in thinking about leaving this job, it has made me look at the things I'm grateful for regarding this job
sure, things occur that really irritate me. What's new? There are far more pluses than negatives in this job. I will try harder to remember and appreciate those things daily
Being involved in my Catechism classes each week will have a profound effect on my life. I welcome that. I look forward to that and the time has finally come. Next Thursday.
Mike and his faith. Support. Encouragement. Happiness for me.
that I am clean and sober and, once again, smoke-free this morning.
Day one. (full day)
that I have finally surrendered that I can not smoke without consequences (detrimental)
not smoking does not have to mean weight gain. I know what to do, I just have to do it
Precious, hummingbirds and butterflies. Flowers and birds
God's Grace
thank YOU
Well, I only had one guess regarding the photo of dAAve on his AA birthday.
Scott W. made a good guess that he was in Nigeria. Very close.
dAAve was in Senegal, Africa.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I have had a good week at work in spite of not feeling well
in thinking about leaving this job, it has made me look at the things I'm grateful for regarding this job
sure, things occur that really irritate me. What's new? There are far more pluses than negatives in this job. I will try harder to remember and appreciate those things daily
Being involved in my Catechism classes each week will have a profound effect on my life. I welcome that. I look forward to that and the time has finally come. Next Thursday.
Mike and his faith. Support. Encouragement. Happiness for me.
that I am clean and sober and, once again, smoke-free this morning.
Day one. (full day)
that I have finally surrendered that I can not smoke without consequences (detrimental)
not smoking does not have to mean weight gain. I know what to do, I just have to do it
Precious, hummingbirds and butterflies. Flowers and birds
God's Grace
thank YOU
Friday, September 7, 2007
life safari #84
Happy Friday everyone.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a weekend to rest. I actually have been feeling worse after the "cure" for my congestion
that Lisa is on the mend from her fall off of her horse
to be clean and sober another day
that I can go back to bed for a while before I go to work
I wish I could miss work today - I really feel horrible. I will be glad when this mess passes
I'm sure you do to - I imagine you're sick of hearing about it
sorry
love to all
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for a weekend to rest. I actually have been feeling worse after the "cure" for my congestion
that Lisa is on the mend from her fall off of her horse
to be clean and sober another day
that I can go back to bed for a while before I go to work
I wish I could miss work today - I really feel horrible. I will be glad when this mess passes
I'm sure you do to - I imagine you're sick of hearing about it
sorry
love to all
Thursday, September 6, 2007
life safari #83
Thursday. No rain in our forecast today.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am not a religious zealot
I got an offer for a job yesterday
that I have to pinch myself over the fact that I get paid to do what I do - I smooze and cut-up with people all day - SWEET
that sometimes I forget that there is no "perfect" situation in any job
that the offer made me feel appreciated and that I do have skills that are attractive to other's
Thank you, B
that thanks to my departed Father, I don't have to keep my nose to the grindstone
for a number of years I have scaled down my cost of living (since 1985) So, I have contributed to my own ability to live on less
that I feel for those who can not manage their money and so must work 2 or 3 jobs
because of my parents' example, (and help when younger) I was raised to be responsible
God's Grace. I have been Blessed, I know it and I'm the first to tell you
to be sober and clean this morning. That fact has been one of the biggest reasons why I am where I am today. Had I not sobered up in 1997 I would be penniless
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I am not a religious zealot
I got an offer for a job yesterday
that I have to pinch myself over the fact that I get paid to do what I do - I smooze and cut-up with people all day - SWEET
that sometimes I forget that there is no "perfect" situation in any job
that the offer made me feel appreciated and that I do have skills that are attractive to other's
Thank you, B
that thanks to my departed Father, I don't have to keep my nose to the grindstone
for a number of years I have scaled down my cost of living (since 1985) So, I have contributed to my own ability to live on less
that I feel for those who can not manage their money and so must work 2 or 3 jobs
because of my parents' example, (and help when younger) I was raised to be responsible
God's Grace. I have been Blessed, I know it and I'm the first to tell you
to be sober and clean this morning. That fact has been one of the biggest reasons why I am where I am today. Had I not sobered up in 1997 I would be penniless
thank YOU
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
dAAve's Day
As a tribute to our dAAve on his 4th AA birthday, let's play a game.
Dave has worked and lived all over the world.
The game is called "Where is Dave?" One guess per person, please.
Oh, by the way, that REALLY is our dAAve (teehee)
The exact country. Good luck !
life safari #82
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
dAAve is celebrating 4 years of sobriety today - Happy Birthday, dAAve !
work was enjoyable yesterday. I intend to make it the same way today
another morning sober and clean
because of sobriety, I have choices today and the courage to make choices
after I see the Doctor this morning I will be on the mend
a great night's sleep last night
a blank sheet of life today. I can write my own journey
I choose to be happy, joyous and free today
I apologized to a co-worker yesterday so that we might end this stand-off
I did nothing that I needed to apologize about
I chose to be happy rather than "right"
He may not feel better, but I do
the courage to change the things I can
God's Grace
dAAve is celebrating 4 years of sobriety today - Happy Birthday, dAAve !
work was enjoyable yesterday. I intend to make it the same way today
another morning sober and clean
because of sobriety, I have choices today and the courage to make choices
after I see the Doctor this morning I will be on the mend
a great night's sleep last night
a blank sheet of life today. I can write my own journey
I choose to be happy, joyous and free today
I apologized to a co-worker yesterday so that we might end this stand-off
I did nothing that I needed to apologize about
I chose to be happy rather than "right"
He may not feel better, but I do
the courage to change the things I can
God's Grace
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
life safari #81 1/2
Lisa (Scott W's sis),
thank you for dropping by and commenting. I just love your Brother. You are a welcome addition to my blog. Please stay in touch.
Sorry for your "spill" from your horse. My horse was always a danger to me physically. She made a believer out of me one day and I had to take drastic actions. I almost lost both legs in two separate "accidents" caused by her unruliness in the 6 years we were together.
She was not the horse for me but at that time in my life, I was living on the "edge."
One day, I realized that the "edge of danger" was getting closer to becoming my demise.
One of the more sad chapters in my life.
It isn't something I talk about. I'd rather keep that memory quiet. I imagine you can understand that.
Come again, Lisa. Good to hear from you. kathy
thank you for dropping by and commenting. I just love your Brother. You are a welcome addition to my blog. Please stay in touch.
Sorry for your "spill" from your horse. My horse was always a danger to me physically. She made a believer out of me one day and I had to take drastic actions. I almost lost both legs in two separate "accidents" caused by her unruliness in the 6 years we were together.
She was not the horse for me but at that time in my life, I was living on the "edge."
One day, I realized that the "edge of danger" was getting closer to becoming my demise.
One of the more sad chapters in my life.
It isn't something I talk about. I'd rather keep that memory quiet. I imagine you can understand that.
Come again, Lisa. Good to hear from you. kathy
life safari #81
Happy AA Birthday, dAAve !!
Tuesday after Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
It's a bright new day
I'm sober and clean another day
so far, our coast is safe from hurricanes
Scott's blog regarding "thoughts"
a good reminder to actively channel my thoughts on a good track today
the activity of the Hummingbirds and Butterflies in the atrium
my head cold is gone, I just have to get rid of my chest congestion
the Dr. can see to that. Hope I can get in this morning and make the noon AA meeting too
if that is to happen, I must get with it now
another day to keep it "real"
love and family
God's Grace
of course, Precious and her presence in my life
thank YOU
Tuesday after Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
It's a bright new day
I'm sober and clean another day
so far, our coast is safe from hurricanes
Scott's blog regarding "thoughts"
a good reminder to actively channel my thoughts on a good track today
the activity of the Hummingbirds and Butterflies in the atrium
my head cold is gone, I just have to get rid of my chest congestion
the Dr. can see to that. Hope I can get in this morning and make the noon AA meeting too
if that is to happen, I must get with it now
another day to keep it "real"
love and family
God's Grace
of course, Precious and her presence in my life
thank YOU
Monday, September 3, 2007
life safari #80
Happy Labor Day.
I am Grateful and Thankful ...
for another day of sobriety and being clean
wonderful blogging entries from my friends
photos and art shared
modern conveniences
for the rest and relaxation the past week
I had a pleasant dream about my horse last night (been years)
for dreams remembered - it is a rarity
Precious
to have a "comfortable" life today
that I am fortunate, Blessed - to be able to slow down as I get older. I worried for years what would happen tomorrow. What would become of me.
To be able to appreciate "age" as being a "mellow" place (for me)
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful ...
for another day of sobriety and being clean
wonderful blogging entries from my friends
photos and art shared
modern conveniences
for the rest and relaxation the past week
I had a pleasant dream about my horse last night (been years)
for dreams remembered - it is a rarity
Precious
to have a "comfortable" life today
that I am fortunate, Blessed - to be able to slow down as I get older. I worried for years what would happen tomorrow. What would become of me.
To be able to appreciate "age" as being a "mellow" place (for me)
God's Grace
Sunday, September 2, 2007
life safari #79
Happy Sunday !
my cold is better but, my chest is very congested. A trip to the Doctor for a shot to "dry me up" would be a nice gift to myself on Tuesday.
Right after I got up from my post on Saturday, there was one more Hummingbird in the fray of chasing the other two away from the feeders. I have never been able to discover where they nest. I know that they have several in the tree out front and in my next door neighbor's tree. I see them come and go from the atrium. Their nests are so tiny, it would be like finding a needle in a haystack. That discovery is on my list of "perhaps one day's." In all the times I walked in Brazos Bend State Park, I never came upon a sluffed-off deer antler either. Or, a hawk or owl's feather. Boy, I could work up a good "resentment list" over these disapointments. No need for that.
What I am Grateful and Thankful for today is...
I'm sober and clean this morning
I am safe
Precious is safe
I have a roof over my head. And, it's a nice roof
I have Grace, Peace, Family, Health, Serenity, Love, Integrity, DSL, Sustenance, Great Memories, Time to make more Memories
I have the world on a string !
God's Grace and time to work on becoming deserving of IT
One More Day to enjoy God's Bounty
thank YOU
my cold is better but, my chest is very congested. A trip to the Doctor for a shot to "dry me up" would be a nice gift to myself on Tuesday.
Right after I got up from my post on Saturday, there was one more Hummingbird in the fray of chasing the other two away from the feeders. I have never been able to discover where they nest. I know that they have several in the tree out front and in my next door neighbor's tree. I see them come and go from the atrium. Their nests are so tiny, it would be like finding a needle in a haystack. That discovery is on my list of "perhaps one day's." In all the times I walked in Brazos Bend State Park, I never came upon a sluffed-off deer antler either. Or, a hawk or owl's feather. Boy, I could work up a good "resentment list" over these disapointments. No need for that.
What I am Grateful and Thankful for today is...
I'm sober and clean this morning
I am safe
Precious is safe
I have a roof over my head. And, it's a nice roof
I have Grace, Peace, Family, Health, Serenity, Love, Integrity, DSL, Sustenance, Great Memories, Time to make more Memories
I have the world on a string !
God's Grace and time to work on becoming deserving of IT
One More Day to enjoy God's Bounty
thank YOU
Saturday, September 1, 2007
life safari #78
Saturday, Sept. 1st
Wow, time flies.
Have seen two hummers, more will come. They delight in chasing each other around the atrium. They are very territorial little critters. Oh yes, dAAve, I was able to make out what they were humming yesterday... Hail to the Chief.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to feel better today
I slept through the night (almost) last night
received a bit of rain this morning
Precious enjoyed a long cat-nap on the atrium yesterday
to be sober and clean another day
to enjoy "The Eyes of Texas" program last night
the beautiful Memorial to the late Princess Diana
everytime I answer my land line, I remember why I don't answer my land line
I would rather dig ditches than be a phone solicitor
for a few more days to get over this cold before work next week
a short week next week
I'm excited about the 13th and the path I will walk with a loving Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wow, time flies.
Have seen two hummers, more will come. They delight in chasing each other around the atrium. They are very territorial little critters. Oh yes, dAAve, I was able to make out what they were humming yesterday... Hail to the Chief.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to feel better today
I slept through the night (almost) last night
received a bit of rain this morning
Precious enjoyed a long cat-nap on the atrium yesterday
to be sober and clean another day
to enjoy "The Eyes of Texas" program last night
the beautiful Memorial to the late Princess Diana
everytime I answer my land line, I remember why I don't answer my land line
I would rather dig ditches than be a phone solicitor
for a few more days to get over this cold before work next week
a short week next week
I'm excited about the 13th and the path I will walk with a loving Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Friday, August 31, 2007
life safari #77
Friday. I have a nasty cold. Thank goodness I was able to take yesterday and today off from work.
Thank you to whomever worked for me. I believe it is my co-worker, A.
Thank You A. Also, thank you M for being so kind as to jump on getting relief for me.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the days off. I feel very rocky. have not been this ill in a long time
I breathe freer in the daytime. My nose begins to stop up around 5:00 pm - what is that about?
cooler weather is on the horizon
down-time to get better
I am sober and clean another day
I feel like sitting up to blog this morning - not so yesterday
time heals
I can crawl back in bed now
God's Grace
thank YOU
Thank you to whomever worked for me. I believe it is my co-worker, A.
Thank You A. Also, thank you M for being so kind as to jump on getting relief for me.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the days off. I feel very rocky. have not been this ill in a long time
I breathe freer in the daytime. My nose begins to stop up around 5:00 pm - what is that about?
cooler weather is on the horizon
down-time to get better
I am sober and clean another day
I feel like sitting up to blog this morning - not so yesterday
time heals
I can crawl back in bed now
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
life safari #76 1/2
August 29, 2007
11:37 A.M.
just saw the first hummingbird feeding in the atrium on various plants as well as the feeders
They're Here !!!!!!!!!
11:37 A.M.
just saw the first hummingbird feeding in the atrium on various plants as well as the feeders
They're Here !!!!!!!!!
life safari #76
Wednesday morning. No hummers sighted to date. Another awesome storm yesterday evening, beautiful and powerful. I do not like being in my glass "box" during lightening at work. I try and make myself very small - there's also the counter to dive under.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day clean and sober
that my hard work in my yard is very engaging and produces feelings of gratitude and enjoyment of a job well done
When I'm in the "Spiritual Zone," I get the same feelings. I strive to get back to that place today
I have vented my feelings about the frustrations and disapointments of my job, one last time.
No more talk - I'm done and I'm done. From today on, I give no extras, I care as much (or little) as everyone else involved and I do what I can and stop at that.
In almost 2 years, my efforts have not changed one thing. Why does it take me so long to see this? I am a "die-hard." I realize that my past has everything to do with this issue.
I treat every company I work for as I did when I worked for MY own business (the Family Business). It is a dead-end street. "UNCLE, I give !!!!!"
There.
I am Grateful for the fact that I do finally realize that I am repeating every job experience over and over. It is time to step out of this habit and be as ordinary as the next worker.
My late Father gave me a hardy work ethic. In the jobs I have had since leaving our Family business, that work ethic is a curse for me.
Inconguent. Forgive me, I needed to vent this. I am truly aware and set to be different today.
Thanks for allowing me to share.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for another day clean and sober
that my hard work in my yard is very engaging and produces feelings of gratitude and enjoyment of a job well done
When I'm in the "Spiritual Zone," I get the same feelings. I strive to get back to that place today
I have vented my feelings about the frustrations and disapointments of my job, one last time.
No more talk - I'm done and I'm done. From today on, I give no extras, I care as much (or little) as everyone else involved and I do what I can and stop at that.
In almost 2 years, my efforts have not changed one thing. Why does it take me so long to see this? I am a "die-hard." I realize that my past has everything to do with this issue.
I treat every company I work for as I did when I worked for MY own business (the Family Business). It is a dead-end street. "UNCLE, I give !!!!!"
There.
I am Grateful for the fact that I do finally realize that I am repeating every job experience over and over. It is time to step out of this habit and be as ordinary as the next worker.
My late Father gave me a hardy work ethic. In the jobs I have had since leaving our Family business, that work ethic is a curse for me.
Inconguent. Forgive me, I needed to vent this. I am truly aware and set to be different today.
Thanks for allowing me to share.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
life safari #75
Gooood Morning !
what a beautiful day. Had a nice lightening storm last night. That cool breeze it carried in was very pleasing.
No hummingbirds seen to date.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
yesterday I got the flowerbeds cleaned out and the ivy cut back on the house
I was happy, joyous and nice all day yesterday - it was a successful day
I have already made up my mind to repeat that state of being today
I was just called and asked to go into work - A.M. person is ill
it will be a very long day today but I feel up for the challenge
Well, I'd better get ready - not exactly what I was going to do with my morning off but,
today, I can and will be flexible and,
Happy, Joyous and Free
Precious and her Cat Spirit and companionship and, especially,
God's abundant Grace
thank YOU
what a beautiful day. Had a nice lightening storm last night. That cool breeze it carried in was very pleasing.
No hummingbirds seen to date.
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
yesterday I got the flowerbeds cleaned out and the ivy cut back on the house
I was happy, joyous and nice all day yesterday - it was a successful day
I have already made up my mind to repeat that state of being today
I was just called and asked to go into work - A.M. person is ill
it will be a very long day today but I feel up for the challenge
Well, I'd better get ready - not exactly what I was going to do with my morning off but,
today, I can and will be flexible and,
Happy, Joyous and Free
Precious and her Cat Spirit and companionship and, especially,
God's abundant Grace
thank YOU
Monday, August 27, 2007
life safari #74
What a beautiful Monday morning !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
God chose to allow me another day of "life" today
A well manicured lawn - it lifts my Spirit the day after I mow, edge and sweep
the temperature Sunday seemed cooler than usual
I stop what I'm doing now when I get tired
Precious is doing her "cat thing" in the atrium (sleeping, what else) At night, it's a different story
house cats are simply little "Big Cats" and all that that entails
to be sober and clean
for a new start on a new week
it's almost September
for an awesome life. I feel I have had several life -times in this one. I have lived a diverse life
I am happy with who I am today
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
God chose to allow me another day of "life" today
A well manicured lawn - it lifts my Spirit the day after I mow, edge and sweep
the temperature Sunday seemed cooler than usual
I stop what I'm doing now when I get tired
Precious is doing her "cat thing" in the atrium (sleeping, what else) At night, it's a different story
house cats are simply little "Big Cats" and all that that entails
to be sober and clean
for a new start on a new week
it's almost September
for an awesome life. I feel I have had several life -times in this one. I have lived a diverse life
I am happy with who I am today
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, August 26, 2007
life safari #72 and #73
Good Sunday. I fell behind on my posts. I was busy and unable to write Saturday but, the day was very productive. Had an inpromtu "garage sale" of the rubbish we took from behind the stage at the Center. It was not announced because we did not want anyone bringing anything from their home, we just wanted to see what we could glean from what we had. As it turns out, for the items we had to "sell" we made about $300.00. Enough to buy the shelves we need to purchase to store the keeper items behind the stage on.
It was a fun day. Early start (8:00 am) but, funa s the morning progressed.
I was able to make my amends to D for my comments and judgements regarding our "matching funds" contributor on Friday night, a week ago. He was very gracious and accepted my apology.
I learned a lot from that incident and will not jump to judge again. I was wrong on all levels and will not repeat that behavior.
I have a new respect for the board members of the Center. I like and respect all of them. It is a wonderful thing to "play" with people one works with.
It is a beautiful bonding experience. I have a new set of glasses. Thank you D,T,B,D and M.
I believe we make a strong team for the Lambda Board. We are there to serve, hopefully make some safety corrections and save the Center some money in the bargain.
I am proud to serve with you guys and dolls (Z). teehee
I am Grateful and Thankful..
to be clean and sober another day
a wonderful Birthday Night last night
Happy AA Birthday everyone !
Jeanie, I am thinking of you and will call you to see how you are doing. You were missed last night. God Bless.
Thank YOU
It was a fun day. Early start (8:00 am) but, funa s the morning progressed.
I was able to make my amends to D for my comments and judgements regarding our "matching funds" contributor on Friday night, a week ago. He was very gracious and accepted my apology.
I learned a lot from that incident and will not jump to judge again. I was wrong on all levels and will not repeat that behavior.
I have a new respect for the board members of the Center. I like and respect all of them. It is a wonderful thing to "play" with people one works with.
It is a beautiful bonding experience. I have a new set of glasses. Thank you D,T,B,D and M.
I believe we make a strong team for the Lambda Board. We are there to serve, hopefully make some safety corrections and save the Center some money in the bargain.
I am proud to serve with you guys and dolls (Z). teehee
I am Grateful and Thankful..
to be clean and sober another day
a wonderful Birthday Night last night
Happy AA Birthday everyone !
Jeanie, I am thinking of you and will call you to see how you are doing. You were missed last night. God Bless.
Thank YOU
Friday, August 24, 2007
life safari #71
Oh, Happy Friday. What a long, hot week.
No hummingbird sightings to report.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the weekend ahead
one more day sober and clean
Although I have a busy weekend ahead, I welcome it - different scenery, different chores
change is good
I finally found the black and white negatives from the class I took several years ago
brings back some good memories for me
it will be fun to scan them in the computer this weekend - my treat after I get the yard work done on Sunday
Birthday, Saturday night
Starting on September 13th, my focus will be altered. I will be on a journey that I have wanted to walk for many years. Frank is kind enough to walk with me and guide me.
I am ready, I am willing, I am excited and eager to start this process of learning and living
I have needed direction and teaching and that is finally coming to fruition
God's Grace
AA
my sweet boss who is allowing me to take time off from my job to "seek" and "live" my dream
MM is one of my biggest supporters of my Spiritual quest - thank You, Mike
and, Thank YOU, my AA family !
No hummingbird sightings to report.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
the weekend ahead
one more day sober and clean
Although I have a busy weekend ahead, I welcome it - different scenery, different chores
change is good
I finally found the black and white negatives from the class I took several years ago
brings back some good memories for me
it will be fun to scan them in the computer this weekend - my treat after I get the yard work done on Sunday
Birthday, Saturday night
Starting on September 13th, my focus will be altered. I will be on a journey that I have wanted to walk for many years. Frank is kind enough to walk with me and guide me.
I am ready, I am willing, I am excited and eager to start this process of learning and living
I have needed direction and teaching and that is finally coming to fruition
God's Grace
AA
my sweet boss who is allowing me to take time off from my job to "seek" and "live" my dream
MM is one of my biggest supporters of my Spiritual quest - thank You, Mike
and, Thank YOU, my AA family !
Thursday, August 23, 2007
life safari #70
So glad the week is almost over. I have had a nice week because I have done some things around the house before going to work. It makes coming home a joy.
I will have a busy weekend at the Center starting on Friday night-late and early Sat. morning.
Since I have chosen to not run back and forth to the Center all week, I look forward to the work ahead there.
No Hummingbird sightings. Darn it !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have an atrium for Precious to go out in - my Precious cat can be a Lioness for awhile
being sober and clean another day
that Sunday I will tackle going through a couple of my closets and get them cleaned out
I could open my own "frame shop" I have so many - good garage sale fare
I actually look forward to having the garage sale when it gets cooler
What money I make will go toward a trip to France and Italy
Saturday night is Aug. Birthday Night - lots of long-term sobriety !
that when I ruminate on issues that distress me, I eventually come up with the "right answers"
self examination has been one of the gifts of AA for me
when I'm wrong, I have the guts to admit it and make amends - some are due this weekend (amends, that is)
for the people who love me and tell me the truth in a loving manner
I like to eat my crow with Blue Cheese dressing - big chunks of blue cheese
God's Grace
thank YOU
I will have a busy weekend at the Center starting on Friday night-late and early Sat. morning.
Since I have chosen to not run back and forth to the Center all week, I look forward to the work ahead there.
No Hummingbird sightings. Darn it !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I have an atrium for Precious to go out in - my Precious cat can be a Lioness for awhile
being sober and clean another day
that Sunday I will tackle going through a couple of my closets and get them cleaned out
I could open my own "frame shop" I have so many - good garage sale fare
I actually look forward to having the garage sale when it gets cooler
What money I make will go toward a trip to France and Italy
Saturday night is Aug. Birthday Night - lots of long-term sobriety !
that when I ruminate on issues that distress me, I eventually come up with the "right answers"
self examination has been one of the gifts of AA for me
when I'm wrong, I have the guts to admit it and make amends - some are due this weekend (amends, that is)
for the people who love me and tell me the truth in a loving manner
I like to eat my crow with Blue Cheese dressing - big chunks of blue cheese
God's Grace
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
life safari #69
Hump Day. It's a down-hill slide from here.
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean again today
for my home which has been my "haven" for many years
for a chat with my Sister yesterday. It's been awhile.
to finally be "coming into my own" as a person (about time!)
the realization that, my Father cast a long shadow in my life. The past five years has been a process of "stepping out of it" for me.
that I have not felt like I have to burn up the roads going to and coming back from town this week before reporting for work. I live and work in one area of town and the Center is in another.
I am content and happily doing a bit of house cleaning before I go to work, instead
To Spiritually feel lighter and happier this week
no "late nights" at work this week
Precious and her cat ways
God's Grace
thank YOU
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean again today
for my home which has been my "haven" for many years
for a chat with my Sister yesterday. It's been awhile.
to finally be "coming into my own" as a person (about time!)
the realization that, my Father cast a long shadow in my life. The past five years has been a process of "stepping out of it" for me.
that I have not felt like I have to burn up the roads going to and coming back from town this week before reporting for work. I live and work in one area of town and the Center is in another.
I am content and happily doing a bit of house cleaning before I go to work, instead
To Spiritually feel lighter and happier this week
no "late nights" at work this week
Precious and her cat ways
God's Grace
thank YOU
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
life safari #68
Tuesday - what a gorgeous day out !
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
after 3 hours on the phone with Symantec last night, I now have my Norton Security program working
that my computer is protected finally after many failed attempts on my own
those people at their offices are EXTREMELY patient, understanding and diligent
even though the above people's accents are very heavy, after 3 hours I had no problem understanding them
I will not have to sit through that hell again in the future
DSL - having "dial-up" was the problem in the first place with the security download
Very loving and kind responses to my anger regarding the issue with the Center
thank you SW, DU and, my sweet boss, MM
I am loved whether I am happy or angry
I can be wrong in my actions regarding my feelings and get back up and change my demeanor - I do not have to run away today
I am sober and clean another day
God's Grace
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
after 3 hours on the phone with Symantec last night, I now have my Norton Security program working
that my computer is protected finally after many failed attempts on my own
those people at their offices are EXTREMELY patient, understanding and diligent
even though the above people's accents are very heavy, after 3 hours I had no problem understanding them
I will not have to sit through that hell again in the future
DSL - having "dial-up" was the problem in the first place with the security download
Very loving and kind responses to my anger regarding the issue with the Center
thank you SW, DU and, my sweet boss, MM
I am loved whether I am happy or angry
I can be wrong in my actions regarding my feelings and get back up and change my demeanor - I do not have to run away today
I am sober and clean another day
God's Grace
Monday, August 20, 2007
life safari #67
What a beautiful Monday morning.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
that my back is well rested
I got great sleep through the night
Although I awoke at 4:30, I was able to go back to sleep until 8:00 am
I am having doubts about being so involved in the Lambda Center - it seems like a men's meat market lately (boy's meat market to be more correct)
It probably has been all along, I'm just seeing it lately - just MY opinion
that the days of my seeking someone to fill that hole in my center has been replaced with my Higher Power
I love many people at Lambda, they are my Family but, for me, it is time for a change of recovery setting - 'nuff said
for Precious
for my home and it's newly mowed and manicured lawn and flower beds
I pray to be able to step away a bit without prejudice, judgement or animosity
the road narrows
I leave this morning with one piece of "food for thought" - What price Glory?
Namaste
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
that my back is well rested
I got great sleep through the night
Although I awoke at 4:30, I was able to go back to sleep until 8:00 am
I am having doubts about being so involved in the Lambda Center - it seems like a men's meat market lately (boy's meat market to be more correct)
It probably has been all along, I'm just seeing it lately - just MY opinion
that the days of my seeking someone to fill that hole in my center has been replaced with my Higher Power
I love many people at Lambda, they are my Family but, for me, it is time for a change of recovery setting - 'nuff said
for Precious
for my home and it's newly mowed and manicured lawn and flower beds
I pray to be able to step away a bit without prejudice, judgement or animosity
the road narrows
I leave this morning with one piece of "food for thought" - What price Glory?
Namaste
Sunday, August 19, 2007
life safari #66 1/2
Sunday evening. Well, as I suspected, doing the yard work totally pushed out all negative thoughts and feelings. Other than thoughts of survival, that is. Oh my, I am so grateful that I don't have more lot than I've got. I waited until 5:00 pm and still thought I would pass out seveal times. But, the mowing is done, weedeating in the atrium, and watered the plants. I had a nice shower afterward and feel proud of how the yard looks. My spirits are raised and my yard work is finished for the week - let it rain or whatever it's going to do.
I also got clothes that were stacked on my bunk beds for a time, folded and put away.
Life is good Sunday night. Other than a very tired back, I'm ready for a good work week.
Still no Hummers about. Plenty of butterflies to enjoy, however.
Well, I leave you all with a wish for a good night and a good week. Oh, and a picture that sums up how we feel here at the abode. Precious says it best.
Night all.
I also got clothes that were stacked on my bunk beds for a time, folded and put away.
Life is good Sunday night. Other than a very tired back, I'm ready for a good work week.
Still no Hummers about. Plenty of butterflies to enjoy, however.
Well, I leave you all with a wish for a good night and a good week. Oh, and a picture that sums up how we feel here at the abode. Precious says it best.
Night all.
life safari #66
Sunday.
Report on Hummingbird sightings - none so far.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I usually catch my misspelled words prior to posting
the same with "transposing" letters - happening very often lately
it is very sunny this morning - hot and sunny
I feel a bit old today
there is a feeling of disappointment in me that I can't quite put my finger on today - it has to do with last night
I believe it has to do with the "new generation" coming and the "old guard" being replaced
Yep, I'm getting old
to have great memories of years past (and people) at the Center
for the talent, guts and joy of those who performed for us last night
to be clean and sober today
to be getting more done around the house
for pictures that document life and times in my life
for the good and the bad times in my life - it all shaped who I am
I want to be just like my cat when I grow up !
I want and need to "surrender" my worries about the future to my Higher Power but it is difficult this morning
God's Grace - I am not worthy
that perhaps I will feel better Spiritually after I mow the yards
thank YOU
Report on Hummingbird sightings - none so far.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
I usually catch my misspelled words prior to posting
the same with "transposing" letters - happening very often lately
it is very sunny this morning - hot and sunny
I feel a bit old today
there is a feeling of disappointment in me that I can't quite put my finger on today - it has to do with last night
I believe it has to do with the "new generation" coming and the "old guard" being replaced
Yep, I'm getting old
to have great memories of years past (and people) at the Center
for the talent, guts and joy of those who performed for us last night
to be clean and sober today
to be getting more done around the house
for pictures that document life and times in my life
for the good and the bad times in my life - it all shaped who I am
I want to be just like my cat when I grow up !
I want and need to "surrender" my worries about the future to my Higher Power but it is difficult this morning
God's Grace - I am not worthy
that perhaps I will feel better Spiritually after I mow the yards
thank YOU
Saturday, August 18, 2007
life safari #65
Ah, it's Saturday again.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
no rain yet, today
two days off from work
that talking about my thoughts and feelings always diffuses my anger
when I get past just being angry and see all sides of an issue, I am less reactive and perverse
I wish I could get to the above faster than I do
that I realize that I need to be in a place of gratitude about having my job - it is a good deal for me
I get to do more service work at Lambda tonight
It's not all about me
I forget that life isn't fair - I know that for a fact but keep trying to make it different. It isn't fair for all, not just for me
to be sober and clean today
the realization that I need to laugh in the face of difficulty more often - I am too serious. Too intense.
that I was able to make someone feel special and cared for in a time of sadness, grief and loss
I have a "purpose" here on earth
God's Grace
Precious, who has changed me in ways that needed to be changed. Her little loving Spirit has tempered my reactions over these 6 - 7 years.
AA and my AA family have tempered the rest
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
no rain yet, today
two days off from work
that talking about my thoughts and feelings always diffuses my anger
when I get past just being angry and see all sides of an issue, I am less reactive and perverse
I wish I could get to the above faster than I do
that I realize that I need to be in a place of gratitude about having my job - it is a good deal for me
I get to do more service work at Lambda tonight
It's not all about me
I forget that life isn't fair - I know that for a fact but keep trying to make it different. It isn't fair for all, not just for me
to be sober and clean today
the realization that I need to laugh in the face of difficulty more often - I am too serious. Too intense.
that I was able to make someone feel special and cared for in a time of sadness, grief and loss
I have a "purpose" here on earth
God's Grace
Precious, who has changed me in ways that needed to be changed. Her little loving Spirit has tempered my reactions over these 6 - 7 years.
AA and my AA family have tempered the rest
Thank YOU
Friday, August 17, 2007
life safari #64
TGIF.
My emotions have been all over the place this week. Partly, getting back to work after time off. Work tends to interfere in my social life. Yesterday I realized I was depressed. There are some things that happen around work that are issues for "fighting for the principle" of it. I have gotten to a point in my life where I hate to be so conflicted. If other's would do what they are supposed to do when they are supposed to do it - there would be no problem. It's the notion of "where my rights begin and end" and "where your rights begin and end." It's an on-going issue around these un-announced meetings that I'm asked to stay late for at work. It now seems like a weekly ordeal and I feel my rights are at issue. This creates anger in me which leads to depression. Just do what you're supposed to do. Now hear this...your lack of organization does not create a crisis in my life !!!!!!!!! 'Nuff said ?
I am Grateful and Thankful...
it's Friday
rain and cooler temperatures
it takes a few days to figure out that I am depressed now but it least I finally realize what I'm feeling
in the past, I had no awareness of what I felt - ever. I thought I was just "mad" all the time
I can go over and love on Precious and feel better
no wonder pets increase longevity in humans - what a Blessing !
one more day clean and sober
the realization that I am not in a place of "surrender" on a couple of issues
the realization that, Surrender is the goal
this "Mortgage" mess has affected many. Some where I work. Yesterday was a very hard day for some. Unfortunately, there will be more ripples to come
God's Grace
Thank YOU
My emotions have been all over the place this week. Partly, getting back to work after time off. Work tends to interfere in my social life. Yesterday I realized I was depressed. There are some things that happen around work that are issues for "fighting for the principle" of it. I have gotten to a point in my life where I hate to be so conflicted. If other's would do what they are supposed to do when they are supposed to do it - there would be no problem. It's the notion of "where my rights begin and end" and "where your rights begin and end." It's an on-going issue around these un-announced meetings that I'm asked to stay late for at work. It now seems like a weekly ordeal and I feel my rights are at issue. This creates anger in me which leads to depression. Just do what you're supposed to do. Now hear this...your lack of organization does not create a crisis in my life !!!!!!!!! 'Nuff said ?
I am Grateful and Thankful...
it's Friday
rain and cooler temperatures
it takes a few days to figure out that I am depressed now but it least I finally realize what I'm feeling
in the past, I had no awareness of what I felt - ever. I thought I was just "mad" all the time
I can go over and love on Precious and feel better
no wonder pets increase longevity in humans - what a Blessing !
one more day clean and sober
the realization that I am not in a place of "surrender" on a couple of issues
the realization that, Surrender is the goal
this "Mortgage" mess has affected many. Some where I work. Yesterday was a very hard day for some. Unfortunately, there will be more ripples to come
God's Grace
Thank YOU
Thursday, August 16, 2007
life safari #63
Just want to tell Robert A. that I have he and his family in my heart. They have lost their Mother, GrandMother. It's not enough to go through normally but these Tropical Depressions are threatening to create havoc in the Brownsville area.
So sorry for your loss and I send you all my love.We at the Center, send you all our love.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I am some years away from the grief of death of a family member
that time really does heal these hightened feelings
for rain and cooler temperatures
that last night is over - I am growing weary of working late so often
perhaps a "day job" would suit my needs better now
another day clean and sober
another week almost over
a payday on the horizon
God's Grace which I'll never deserve
thank YOU
So sorry for your loss and I send you all my love.We at the Center, send you all our love.
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
I am some years away from the grief of death of a family member
that time really does heal these hightened feelings
for rain and cooler temperatures
that last night is over - I am growing weary of working late so often
perhaps a "day job" would suit my needs better now
another day clean and sober
another week almost over
a payday on the horizon
God's Grace which I'll never deserve
thank YOU
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
life safarie #62
Good morning. It is a bit cooler this A.M.
I got the yard mowed before we get rain from the system off our coast - I'm a happy camper.
I just delight in my yard when It is freshly mowed
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for prediction of some rain (finally)
I am prepared, in case of hurricanes this year
that, my drinking/drugging story is "just garden variety" but my recovery is miraculous
to be alive - so many aren't
that I am sober and clean and smoke-free today
I am happy the way in which I handled my anger yesterday - I did nothing, said nothing and looked for MY part in the affair
that the knowledge that I have a part in everything takes most of the lashing-out away
lesson I've tried to get down all my adulthood - It's not What I say, it's HOW I say it
nice, loving, calm, polite and respectful is the way in which I choose to conduct myself today
for advance notice that I am requested to stay late at work tonight
Precious and her loving company
my Sponsor and AA family
God's Grace in my life
thank YOU
I got the yard mowed before we get rain from the system off our coast - I'm a happy camper.
I just delight in my yard when It is freshly mowed
Today, I am Grateful and Thankful...
for prediction of some rain (finally)
I am prepared, in case of hurricanes this year
that, my drinking/drugging story is "just garden variety" but my recovery is miraculous
to be alive - so many aren't
that I am sober and clean and smoke-free today
I am happy the way in which I handled my anger yesterday - I did nothing, said nothing and looked for MY part in the affair
that the knowledge that I have a part in everything takes most of the lashing-out away
lesson I've tried to get down all my adulthood - It's not What I say, it's HOW I say it
nice, loving, calm, polite and respectful is the way in which I choose to conduct myself today
for advance notice that I am requested to stay late at work tonight
Precious and her loving company
my Sponsor and AA family
God's Grace in my life
thank YOU
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
life safari #61
Ok, I've put down the cigarettes again. I had such a coughing spell last night that it was the only sensible choice.
I intend to work the steps on smoking (quitting), pray for help and just try and think how awful I felt last night - that remembrance should keep me abstainant for some time.
Good morning. A very Happy Birthday wish to Bob S. !!!!!!
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the ability to breathe in oxygen this morning
God's Grace
another day sober and clean
the vacant house next door is getting their yard mowed - finally
it's garbage day for us
the hot coffee
that I have a home, yard, cat and I'm physically able to get around without a cane
Frank - a long-time friend and now my Sponsor and family
Bob S. - another long-time friend and family
for so many Blessings it amazes me
Thank YOU
I intend to work the steps on smoking (quitting), pray for help and just try and think how awful I felt last night - that remembrance should keep me abstainant for some time.
Good morning. A very Happy Birthday wish to Bob S. !!!!!!
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for the ability to breathe in oxygen this morning
God's Grace
another day sober and clean
the vacant house next door is getting their yard mowed - finally
it's garbage day for us
the hot coffee
that I have a home, yard, cat and I'm physically able to get around without a cane
Frank - a long-time friend and now my Sponsor and family
Bob S. - another long-time friend and family
for so many Blessings it amazes me
Thank YOU
Monday, August 13, 2007
life safari #60 3/4
Well, the day at work was good. Hot, but good.
It was rather slow which was just fine with me. Too hot to move around much.
Went to the noon meeting, it left me cold. I wonder why folks who don't come around for a very long time want to lead meetings because they seem to be out of touch with their audience, tend to talk about themselves in relation to the topic too long and too often, call on their cronies in the meeting, and in general, appear to struggle to fit in.
The other problem today was that several folks that shared tended to lecture and were using those "you" and "they" statements. Talk about YOURSELF. Speak from your gut about YOU, not outside yourself. Oh, I just want to scream when members talk like that in meetings.
Where is YOUR experience, strength and hope on the subject?
Sorry for the rant. If one does not have something to share, it is ok to pass.
I realize the main thing is to do what ever it takes to stay sober for that hour. It just frustrates me when I believe I'm being fed a lot of hockey.
the end
It was rather slow which was just fine with me. Too hot to move around much.
Went to the noon meeting, it left me cold. I wonder why folks who don't come around for a very long time want to lead meetings because they seem to be out of touch with their audience, tend to talk about themselves in relation to the topic too long and too often, call on their cronies in the meeting, and in general, appear to struggle to fit in.
The other problem today was that several folks that shared tended to lecture and were using those "you" and "they" statements. Talk about YOURSELF. Speak from your gut about YOU, not outside yourself. Oh, I just want to scream when members talk like that in meetings.
Where is YOUR experience, strength and hope on the subject?
Sorry for the rant. If one does not have something to share, it is ok to pass.
I realize the main thing is to do what ever it takes to stay sober for that hour. It just frustrates me when I believe I'm being fed a lot of hockey.
the end
life safari #60 1/2
Looking over the Shenendoah Valley from Skyline Dr. VA.
Martha W's beautiful home. Hi Martha, glad to hear from you again.
life safari #60
Ohhhh, I woke up this morning very rested. I feel physically better today than I have in weeks. For that, I am truly Grateful.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive, sober and clean today
to have had a fun and productive weedend at the Center
that I respect all of the board members of Lambda
to have a very loving Sponsor
that Precious is enjoying her time in the atrium being a cat
if I'm not careful, I may just get a healthy balance in my life (teehee) What a Blessing that will be
to be an alcoholic in recovery - I have a program for living
I embrace the changes I have wanted to make and was too hesitant to even try
that today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am happy, joyous and free today
Thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be alive, sober and clean today
to have had a fun and productive weedend at the Center
that I respect all of the board members of Lambda
to have a very loving Sponsor
that Precious is enjoying her time in the atrium being a cat
if I'm not careful, I may just get a healthy balance in my life (teehee) What a Blessing that will be
to be an alcoholic in recovery - I have a program for living
I embrace the changes I have wanted to make and was too hesitant to even try
that today is the first day of the rest of my life. I am happy, joyous and free today
Thank YOU
Sunday, August 12, 2007
life safari #59
What a nice Sunday. Too hot, but enjoyed the work and fellowship at the Center.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Sunday
that I worked hard along with other's and we got alot of clearing of "rubbish" accomplished
a new respect and understanding of my fellow Lambda Board Members - we are a good team
the more we are around each other the better we treat each other - wonderful !
You guys/dolls (Zane) at Lambda are very Special to me. You helped save my life. Thank YOU
to get to hole up under the ceiling fans and relax the rest of my Sunday
for my new "huge" refrigerator. It has a freezer too - Icecream !!!!!!
for Sonny, the sister I always wanted. I'm so Blessed that we have one another to love and share life together
for Frank and his love and care. It is my pleasure to get to know him and allow him to help me on my Spiritual journey
Precious and her loving little Spirit. She's a wonderful cat
that I'm not a roofer or on a road crew
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that it is Sunday
that I worked hard along with other's and we got alot of clearing of "rubbish" accomplished
a new respect and understanding of my fellow Lambda Board Members - we are a good team
the more we are around each other the better we treat each other - wonderful !
You guys/dolls (Zane) at Lambda are very Special to me. You helped save my life. Thank YOU
to get to hole up under the ceiling fans and relax the rest of my Sunday
for my new "huge" refrigerator. It has a freezer too - Icecream !!!!!!
for Sonny, the sister I always wanted. I'm so Blessed that we have one another to love and share life together
for Frank and his love and care. It is my pleasure to get to know him and allow him to help me on my Spiritual journey
Precious and her loving little Spirit. She's a wonderful cat
that I'm not a roofer or on a road crew
God's Grace
thank YOU
Saturday, August 11, 2007
life safari #58
Happy Saturday.
Even when I write down activities I am to do, I get it written wrongly. My mind is out to get me !
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
After hitting the "snooze button" until the alarm wouldn't go off any more, I woke up at 7:00 am. I had written that I had a function at Lambda this morning at 8:00 am.
I got the day of the function wrong but was able to have (very early) fellowship and an 8:30 AA meeting. It was an act of Providence. I enjoyed being there and had a wonderful morning.
I get to be at the Center tomorrow morning at 8:00 am and have lunch after the activity
I'm watering the yards and plants
My Sponsor and his unselfish giving of himself and his time to guide me where I want to be as a Spiritual Being - Much love to you, Frank
Mark J and my meeting of the minds this morning. He led a wonderful meeting this morning on "balance" - Good meeting Mark, thank you
To find out through his sharing that we have much more in common than I realized - I get it !
that I, and many other's are working toward becoming "peace lovers" rather than "life warriors"
To be Happy, Joyous and Free today
And,
God's Grace
Miracles
Precious
My AA Family. To truly understand and grasp the word "Family" today
AA
Lambda Center
Life
I am becoming the person I have wanted to be for a long time and was too afraid to let her out
Peace
Even when I write down activities I am to do, I get it written wrongly. My mind is out to get me !
Today I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
After hitting the "snooze button" until the alarm wouldn't go off any more, I woke up at 7:00 am. I had written that I had a function at Lambda this morning at 8:00 am.
I got the day of the function wrong but was able to have (very early) fellowship and an 8:30 AA meeting. It was an act of Providence. I enjoyed being there and had a wonderful morning.
I get to be at the Center tomorrow morning at 8:00 am and have lunch after the activity
I'm watering the yards and plants
My Sponsor and his unselfish giving of himself and his time to guide me where I want to be as a Spiritual Being - Much love to you, Frank
Mark J and my meeting of the minds this morning. He led a wonderful meeting this morning on "balance" - Good meeting Mark, thank you
To find out through his sharing that we have much more in common than I realized - I get it !
that I, and many other's are working toward becoming "peace lovers" rather than "life warriors"
To be Happy, Joyous and Free today
And,
God's Grace
Miracles
Precious
My AA Family. To truly understand and grasp the word "Family" today
AA
Lambda Center
Life
I am becoming the person I have wanted to be for a long time and was too afraid to let her out
Peace
Friday, August 10, 2007
life safari #57
Happy Friday everyone !
What a beautiful day to be alive.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
to have the joy of friendship and love
to be absolutely speechless this morning. I am in awe of life today
thank YOU
What a beautiful day to be alive.
I am Grateful and Thankful...
to be sober and clean this morning
to have the joy of friendship and love
to be absolutely speechless this morning. I am in awe of life today
thank YOU
Thursday, August 9, 2007
life safari #56 3/4
Well, got a bit more done today. Some things in the house and yards. Rested for the most part though. It was nice. Precious and I had some quality time playing ball.
I worked with my new scanner and printer today, really like it. It prints things just the oposite of my other printer. That was what I wanted to assertain. The printing of photos is superb on this machine - just have to load paper up-side down.
Tomorrow is Friday. I will mess around in the house, go to the nooner and do a bit of fellowship/service work at Lambda at 7:30 pm.
It has been a wonderful break from the job and I will be much more rested and full of energy when I get back nest week.
Well, tomorrow is the 10th and I have not spotted any Hummingbirds as yet.
I am "on watch." I'll let you know.
Good Night All PS-Scott, I hope you and Bunny are doing ok. Also, of course, I am hoping that R is on the mend. Very frustrating and scarry for all of you. You're all in my prayers.
I worked with my new scanner and printer today, really like it. It prints things just the oposite of my other printer. That was what I wanted to assertain. The printing of photos is superb on this machine - just have to load paper up-side down.
Tomorrow is Friday. I will mess around in the house, go to the nooner and do a bit of fellowship/service work at Lambda at 7:30 pm.
It has been a wonderful break from the job and I will be much more rested and full of energy when I get back nest week.
Well, tomorrow is the 10th and I have not spotted any Hummingbirds as yet.
I am "on watch." I'll let you know.
Good Night All PS-Scott, I hope you and Bunny are doing ok. Also, of course, I am hoping that R is on the mend. Very frustrating and scarry for all of you. You're all in my prayers.
life safari 56 1/2
I don't know. What do you think, does genetics play a roll in how we turn out? Oh Boy, Oh Boy.
Sumo Wrestler.
(I don't claim the hair or dress) But, no denying those tree-trunk legs or triple chins !
life safari #56
I am Grateful and Thankful for/that...
My Spirit feels ssoooo much lighter today
wonderful, energizing sleep and rest over night
today is the beginning of a wonderful journey
I love and cherish my travel companions -"La Familia"
Precious seems happier too
my new, full size refrigerator
I'm so involved in life right now that I have not been over-eating the past week - HMMMM
to have a full week and weekend doing service work and dedicating time to the religion of my choice
Frank - I look forward to our working and playing together
the changes I'm making right now. I resisted for such a long time. Now, I wonder why
It just goes to show me that I don't make changes until I'm ready to make the changes
What a fantastic new journey I am on right now - I feel like I'm growing after being dormant for a long spell
God's Grace
Thank YOU
My Spirit feels ssoooo much lighter today
wonderful, energizing sleep and rest over night
today is the beginning of a wonderful journey
I love and cherish my travel companions -"La Familia"
Precious seems happier too
my new, full size refrigerator
I'm so involved in life right now that I have not been over-eating the past week - HMMMM
to have a full week and weekend doing service work and dedicating time to the religion of my choice
Frank - I look forward to our working and playing together
the changes I'm making right now. I resisted for such a long time. Now, I wonder why
It just goes to show me that I don't make changes until I'm ready to make the changes
What a fantastic new journey I am on right now - I feel like I'm growing after being dormant for a long spell
God's Grace
Thank YOU
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
life safari #55 1/2
After hours of working in the house, I got much done. I got distracted from my house cleaning and set up my HP All in One scanner, fax, copier. That took a few hours because, as we now know, things come slower to me than the average bear.
I told my sponsor that I would stop all work about 2 1/2 hours ago. I meant to. I just kept doing one more thing. Now however, I am through for the night.
Much has gotten done - much to do still. But, as Frank said, I don't have any dead-line or anyone (other than myself) breathing down my neck to finish.
Tomorrow, I have a new refrigerator being delivered. This is a full size one. I've only had a little mini one with no freezer. Not any more !
It is a good step. I will now have plenty of room to keep lots of nurishing foods. This, I believe will help me get started on a good diet plan.
In all this house work I forgot to eat today. All I feel like doing is showering, laying on a heating pad (my back is killing me) and drift off to sleep. Boy will I sleep well tonight.
The house is more to my liking now and with just a bit more tweeking here and there, I'll be satisfied.
I bid you all a good night. Scott, I truly hope that your friend is doing better and is resting comfortably. And dAAve, I'm happy you are doing great.
I love you all. You know who you are. XOXOXOXOXXOXO
I told my sponsor that I would stop all work about 2 1/2 hours ago. I meant to. I just kept doing one more thing. Now however, I am through for the night.
Much has gotten done - much to do still. But, as Frank said, I don't have any dead-line or anyone (other than myself) breathing down my neck to finish.
Tomorrow, I have a new refrigerator being delivered. This is a full size one. I've only had a little mini one with no freezer. Not any more !
It is a good step. I will now have plenty of room to keep lots of nurishing foods. This, I believe will help me get started on a good diet plan.
In all this house work I forgot to eat today. All I feel like doing is showering, laying on a heating pad (my back is killing me) and drift off to sleep. Boy will I sleep well tonight.
The house is more to my liking now and with just a bit more tweeking here and there, I'll be satisfied.
I bid you all a good night. Scott, I truly hope that your friend is doing better and is resting comfortably. And dAAve, I'm happy you are doing great.
I love you all. You know who you are. XOXOXOXOXXOXO
life safari #55
I am Grateful and Thankful...
for time off from my job
more things to move and get into the garage to open up the rooms of my home
the realization today that...
things are just things
the knowledge that there is a "source" which has blessed me with material possessions but that they are NOT to be the object of importance in my life
the more I get rid of "things," the easier it gets
that over the years my home has become my place of serenity and peace. I do not have to go to the woods to have that feeling any more
Living beings are what I cherish today
that I am grateful to have what I have. I want what I have today and I'm happy with what I have. I only strive to better my relationship with my loved ones and have a greater faith in my Higher Power
to be clean and sober one more day
for time off from my job
more things to move and get into the garage to open up the rooms of my home
the realization today that...
things are just things
the knowledge that there is a "source" which has blessed me with material possessions but that they are NOT to be the object of importance in my life
the more I get rid of "things," the easier it gets
that over the years my home has become my place of serenity and peace. I do not have to go to the woods to have that feeling any more
Living beings are what I cherish today
that I am grateful to have what I have. I want what I have today and I'm happy with what I have. I only strive to better my relationship with my loved ones and have a greater faith in my Higher Power
to be clean and sober one more day
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
life safari #54
Today I am Grateful and Thankful...
yard mowed while (relatively) cool
more books out of the house
can put a few more bookcases in the garage
can move more things around in three rooms after work now
All of the above constitute much GRATITUDE that my home is less crowded now - much better
because.....less to dust and clean ! SWEET
that it's the last day to go to the job for 5 days
for the wonderful Edith Piaf dvd last night - BRAVO, Edith
Thank you Don !
God's Grace
yard mowed while (relatively) cool
more books out of the house
can put a few more bookcases in the garage
can move more things around in three rooms after work now
All of the above constitute much GRATITUDE that my home is less crowded now - much better
because.....less to dust and clean ! SWEET
that it's the last day to go to the job for 5 days
for the wonderful Edith Piaf dvd last night - BRAVO, Edith
Thank you Don !
God's Grace
Monday, August 6, 2007
life safari #53 1/2
Well, one more day at work tomorrow and I'm off to work around the house for 2 days then, I get to run and play for 2 days. What a deal.
Got the yard trimmed when I got home from work, showered and I get a wonderful treat tonight.
Don K loaned me a dvd that has live performances of Edith Piaf and some narration of her life.
I can't wait to get in bed and watch it.
Tomorrow morning I will mow the grass and then get to the noon meeting, then to work.
I was reading a book at work and came across an interesting statement I wanted to share.
Francis de Sales wrote in 1609 in his Introduction to the Devout Life, that "the more perfect our patience, the more completely do we possess our souls."
That gave me a new look at my lack of patience.
Good Night All.
Got the yard trimmed when I got home from work, showered and I get a wonderful treat tonight.
Don K loaned me a dvd that has live performances of Edith Piaf and some narration of her life.
I can't wait to get in bed and watch it.
Tomorrow morning I will mow the grass and then get to the noon meeting, then to work.
I was reading a book at work and came across an interesting statement I wanted to share.
Francis de Sales wrote in 1609 in his Introduction to the Devout Life, that "the more perfect our patience, the more completely do we possess our souls."
That gave me a new look at my lack of patience.
Good Night All.
life safari #53
Monday
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I got so much done in the house this weekend
I have more to do but am excited to get to it
by Wednesday I will have everything that I'm moving around (and, eliminating) done and I can get to the "cleaning"
to devote 2 days to clean up. Friday begins my day to "run and play"
service work at Lambda on Sunday - more "getting rid of and cleaning"
Precious also seems to like the changes in the house
the money I make from my "yard sale" will go toward Frank's and my trip to Italy and France next year
for the people in my life whom I love and who love me
once again, I face the fact that making women friends is tricky business - I'm much better with the men in my life - thank you guys
if I were "perfect" I would not have anything to work on. As it is, the awareness each day that I want to change and grow makes my life have purpose. Boy, do I have purpose !
that it is us "imperfect people" who make the "perfect people" look good. Where would they be without us
for the sunshine this morning
a short week at work - burn-out is looming
the opportunity to build an intimate relationship with my Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
I am Grateful and Thankful...
that I got so much done in the house this weekend
I have more to do but am excited to get to it
by Wednesday I will have everything that I'm moving around (and, eliminating) done and I can get to the "cleaning"
to devote 2 days to clean up. Friday begins my day to "run and play"
service work at Lambda on Sunday - more "getting rid of and cleaning"
Precious also seems to like the changes in the house
the money I make from my "yard sale" will go toward Frank's and my trip to Italy and France next year
for the people in my life whom I love and who love me
once again, I face the fact that making women friends is tricky business - I'm much better with the men in my life - thank you guys
if I were "perfect" I would not have anything to work on. As it is, the awareness each day that I want to change and grow makes my life have purpose. Boy, do I have purpose !
that it is us "imperfect people" who make the "perfect people" look good. Where would they be without us
for the sunshine this morning
a short week at work - burn-out is looming
the opportunity to build an intimate relationship with my Sponsor
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sunday, August 5, 2007
life safari #52
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Sonny told me last night that it has been 1 year since his hospitalization for quadruple by-pass surgery. Oh my, it seems like a life-time ago and yet like just yesterday.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I got to participate in Sonny's care-giving last year
his health and well-being today
the bonds we made during that surgery and rehab
that I got alot of "things" out of the house and into the garage yesterday and again today
Scott's artwork looks good in the front part of my home. Now other's can appreciate it - not just myself (was all in my bedroom before)
Precious is fine and is her "Precious self" today after the ordeal at the Vet's yesterday
She just awoke from a cat-nap and came in here to see me - I love this girl !
to be clean and sober another day
I'm less over-whelmed about the house work today
small successes lead me to do more and get finished
House cleaning is the reason why I'm taking 3 days off from work next week
rather than use those days to runa dn play, I am going to clean, clean, clean and get it DONE
when I get up from here, I will take mucho National Geographic Magazines to a recycle bin near the house
then, I am finished for this day
the Blessing of prior statement
God's Grace
thank YOU
Sonny told me last night that it has been 1 year since his hospitalization for quadruple by-pass surgery. Oh my, it seems like a life-time ago and yet like just yesterday.
I am Grateful and Thankful that/for...
I got to participate in Sonny's care-giving last year
his health and well-being today
the bonds we made during that surgery and rehab
that I got alot of "things" out of the house and into the garage yesterday and again today
Scott's artwork looks good in the front part of my home. Now other's can appreciate it - not just myself (was all in my bedroom before)
Precious is fine and is her "Precious self" today after the ordeal at the Vet's yesterday
She just awoke from a cat-nap and came in here to see me - I love this girl !
to be clean and sober another day
I'm less over-whelmed about the house work today
small successes lead me to do more and get finished
House cleaning is the reason why I'm taking 3 days off from work next week
rather than use those days to runa dn play, I am going to clean, clean, clean and get it DONE
when I get up from here, I will take mucho National Geographic Magazines to a recycle bin near the house
then, I am finished for this day
the Blessing of prior statement
God's Grace
thank YOU
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